Chapter XXVII

The house was big and old-fashioned, and
Levin, though he lived alone, had the whole house heated and used.
He knew that this was stupid, he knew that it was positively not
right, and contrary to his present new plans, but this house was a
whole world to Levin. It was the world in which his father and
mother had lived and died. They had lived just the life that to
Levin seemed the ideal of perfection, and that he had dreamed of
beginning with his wife, his family.
Levin scarcely remembered his mother. His
conception of her was for him a sacred memory, and his future wife
was bound to be in his imagination a repetition of that exquisite,
holy ideal of a woman that his mother had been.
He was so far from conceiving of love for woman
apart from marriage that he positively pictured to himself first
the family, and only secondarily the woman who would give him a
family. His ideas of marriage were, consequently, quite unlike
those of the great majority of his acquaintances, for whom getting
married was one of the numerous facts of social life. For Levin it
was the chief affair of life, on which its whole happiness turned.
And now he had to give up that.
When he had gone into the little drawing-room,
where he always had tea, and had settled himself in his armchair
with a book, and Agafea Mihalovna had brought him tea, and with her
usual, “Well, I’ll stay a while, sir,” had taken a chair in the
window, he felt that, however strange it might be, he had not
parted from his day-dreams, and that he could not live without
them. Whether with her, or with another, still it would be. He was
reading a book, and thinking of what he was reading, and stopping
to listen to Agafea Mihalovna, who gossiped away without flagging,
and yet with all that, all sorts of pictures of family life and
work in the future rose disconnectedly before his imagination. He
felt that in the depth of his soul something had been put in its
place, settled down, and laid to rest.
He heard Agafea Mihalovna talking of how Prohor had
forgotten his duty to God, and with the money Levin had given him
to buy a horse, had been drinking without stopping, and had beaten
his wife till he’d half killed her. He listened, and read his book,
and recalled the whole train of ideas suggested by his reading. It
was Tyndall’s Treatise on Heat.1 He
recalled his own criticisms of Tyndall for his complacent
satisfaction in the cleverness of his experiments, and for his lack
of philosophic insight. And suddenly there floated into his mind
the joyful thought: “In two years’ time I shall have two Dutch
cows; Pava herself will perhaps still be alive, a dozen young
daughters of Berkoot and the three others—how lovely!”
He took up his book again. “Very good, electricity
and heat are the same thing; but is it possible to substitute the
one quantity for the other in the equation for the solution of any
problem? No. Well, then what of it? The connection between all the
forces of nature is felt instinctively. . . . It’s particularly
nice if Pava’s daughter should be a red-spotted cow, and all the
herd will take after her, and the other three, too! Splendid! To go
out with my wife and visitors to meet the herd. . . . My wife says,
‘Kostya and I looked after that calf like a child.’ ‘How can it
interest you so much?’ says a visitor. ‘Everything that interests
him, interests me.’ But who will she be?” And he remembered what
had happened at Moscow. . . . “Well, there’s nothing to be done. .
. . It’s not my fault. But now everything shall go on in a new way.
It’s nonsense to pretend that life won’t let one, that the past
won’t let one. One must struggle to live better, much better.” ...
He raised his head, and fell to dreaming. Old Laska, who had not
yet fully digested her delight at his return, and had run out into
the yard to bark, came back wagging her tail, and crept up to him,
bringing in the scent of the fresh air, put her head under his
hand, and whined plaintively, asking to be stroked.
“There, who’d have thought it?” said Agafea
Mihalovna. “The dog now . . . why, she understands that her
master’s come home, and that he’s low-spirited.”
“Why low-spirited?”
“Do you suppose I don’t see it, sir? It’s high time
I should know the gentry. Why, I’ve grown up from a little thing
with them. It’s nothing, sir, so long as there’s health and a clear
conscience.”
Levin looked intently at her, surprised at how well
she knew his thought.
“Shall I fetch you another cup?” said she, and
taking his cup she went out.
Laska kept poking her head under his hand. He
stroked her, and she promptly curled up at his feet, laying her
head on a hind-paw. And in token of all now being well and
satisfactory, she opened her mouth a little, smacked her lips, and
settling her sticky lips more comfortably about her old teeth, she
sank into blissful repose. Levin watched all her movements
attentively.
“That’s what I’ll do,” he said to himself; “that’s
what I’ll do! Nothing’s amiss.... All’s well.”