Chapter XXI

“I’ve come to fetch you. Your lessive
lasted a good time to-day,” said Petritsky. “Well, is it
over?”
“It is over,” answered Vronsky, smiling with his
eyes only, and twirling the tips of his mustaches as circumspectly
as though after the perfect order into which his affairs had been
brought any over-bold or rapid movement might disturb it.
“You’re always just as if you’d come out of a bath
after it,” said Petritsky. “I’ve come from Gritsky’s” (that was
what they called the colonel) ; “they’re expecting you.”
Vronsky, without answering, looked at his comrade,
thinking of something else.
“Yes; is that music at his place?” he said,
listening to the familiar sounds of polkas and waltzes floating
across to him. “What’s the fête?”
“Serpuhovskoy’s come.”
“Aha!” said Vronsky, “why, I didn’t know.”
The smile in his eyes gleamed more brightly than
ever.
Having once made up his mind that he was happy in
his love, that he sacrificed his ambition to it—having anyway taken
up this position, Vronsky was incapable of feeling either envious
of Serpuhovskoy or hurt with him for not coming first to him when
he came to the regiment. Serpuhovskoy was a good friend, and he was
delighted he had come.
“Ah, I’m very glad!”
The colonel, Demin, had taken a large country
house. The whole party were in the wide lower balcony. In the
courtyard the first objects that met Vronsky’s eyes were a band of
singers in white linen coats, standing near a barrel of vodka, and
the robust, good-humored figure of the colonel surrounded by
officers. He had gone out as far as the first step of the balcony
and was loudly shouting across the band that played Offenbach’s
quadrille,1 waving
his arms and giving some orders to a few soldiers standing on one
side. A group of soldiers, a quartermaster, and several subalterns
came up to the balcony with Vronsky. The colonel returned to the
table, went out again onto the steps with a tumbler in his hand,
and proposed the toast, “To the health of our former comrade, the
gallant general, Prince Serpuhovskoy. Hurrah!”
The colonel was followed by Serpuhovskoy, who came
out onto the steps smiling, with a glass in his hand.
“You always get younger, Bondarenko,” he said to
the rosy-cheeked, smart-looking quartermaster standing just before
him, still youngish looking though doing his second term of
service.
It was three years since Vronsky had seen
Serpuhovskoy. He looked more robust, had let his whiskers grow, but
was still the same graceful creature, whose face and figure were
even more striking from their softness and nobility than their
beauty. The only change Vronsky detected in him was that subdued,
continual radiance of beaming content which settles on the faces of
men who are successful and are sure of the recognition of their
success by every one. Vronsky knew that radiant air, and
immediately observed it in Serpuhovskoy.
As Serpuhovskoy came down the steps he saw Vronsky.
A smile of pleasure lighted up his face. He tossed his head upwards
and waved the glass in his hand, greeting Vronsky, and showing him
by the gesture that he could not come to him before the
quartermaster, who stood craning forward his lips ready to be
kissed.
“Here he is!” shouted the colonel. “Yashvin told me
you were in one of your gloomy tempers.”
Serpuhovskoy kissed the moist, fresh lips of the
gallant-looking quartermaster, and wiping his mouth with his
handkerchief, went up to Vronsky. “How glad I am!” he said,
squeezing his hand and drawing him on one side.
“You look after him,” the colonel shouted to
Yashvin, pointing to Vronsky, and he went down below to the
soldiers.
“Why weren’t you at the races yesterday? I expected
to see you there,” said Vronsky, scrutinizing Serpuhovskoy.
“I did go, but late. I beg your pardon,” he added,
and he turned to the adjutant: “Please have this divided from me,
each man as much as it runs to.” And he hurriedly took notes for
three hundred roubles from his pocketbook, blushing a little.
“Vronsky! Have anything to eat or drink?” asked
Yashvin. “Hi, something for the count to eat! Ah, here it is: have
a glass!”
The fête at the colonel’s lasted a long while.
There was a great deal of drinking. They tossed Serpuhovskoy in the
air and caught him again several times. Then they did the same to
the colonel. Then, to the accompaniment of the band, the colonel
himself danced with Petritsky. Then the colonel, who began to show
signs of feebleness, sat down on a bench in the courtyard and began
demonstrating to Yashvin the superiority of Russia over Poland,
especially in cavalry attack, and there was a lull in the revelry
for a moment. Serpuhovskoy went into the house to the bathroom to
wash his hands and found Vronsky there; Vronsky was drenching his
head with water. He had taken off his coat and put his sunburnt,
hairy neck under the tap, and was rubbing it and his head with his
hands. When he had finished, Vronsky sat down by Serpuhovskoy. They
both sat down in the bathroom on a lounge, and a conversation began
which was very interesting to both of them.
“I’ve always been hearing about you through my
wife,” said Serpuhovskoy. “I’m glad you’ve been seeing her pretty
often.”
“She’s friendly with Varya, and they’re the only
women in Petersburg I care about seeing,” answered Vronsky,
smiling. He smiled because he foresaw the topic the conversation
would turn on, and he was glad of it.
“The only ones?” Serpuhovskoy queried,
smiling.
“Yes; and I heard news of you, but not only through
your wife,” said Vronsky, checking his hint by a stern expression
of face. “I was greatly delighted to hear of your success, but not
a bit surprised. I expected even more.”
Serpuhovskoy smiled. Such an opinion of him was
obviously agreeable to him, and he did not think it necessary to
conceal it.
“Well, I on the contrary expected less—I’ll own
frankly. But I’m glad, very glad. I’m ambitious; that’s my
weakness, and I confess to it.”
“Perhaps you wouldn’t confess to it if you hadn’t
been successful,” said Vronsky.
“I don’t suppose so,” said Serpuhovskoy, smiling
again. “I won’t say life wouldn’t be worth living without it, but
it would be dull. Of course I may be mistaken, but I fancy I have a
certain capacity for the line I’ve chosen, and that power of any
sort in my hands, if it is to be, will be better than in the hands
of a good many people I know,” said Serpuhovskoy, with beaming
consciousness of success; “and so the nearer I get to it, the
better pleased I am.”
“Perhaps that is true for you, but not for every
one. I used to think so too, but here I live and think life worth
living not only for that.”
“There it’s out! here it comes!” said Serpuhovskoy,
laughing. “Ever since I heard about you, about your refusal, I
began . . . Of course, I approved of what you did. But there are
ways of doing everything. And I think your action was good in
itself, but you didn’t do it quite in the way you ought to have
done.”
“What’s done can’t be undone, and you know I never
go back on what I’ve done. And besides, I’m very well off.”
“Very well off—for the time. But you’re not
satisfied with that. I wouldn’t say this to your brother. He’s a
nice child, like our host here. There he goes!” he added, listening
to the roar of “hurrah!”—“and he’s happy, but that does not satisfy
you.”
“I didn’t say it did satisfy me.”
“Yes, but that’s not the only thing. Such men as
you are wanted.”
“By whom?”
“By whom? By society, by Russia. Russia needs men;
she needs a party, or else everything goes and will go to the
dogs.”
“How do you mean? Bertenev’s party against the
Russian communists?” 2
“No,” said Serpuhovskoy, frowning with vexation at
being suspected of such an absurdity. “Tout ça est une
blague.aw
That’s always been and always will be. There are no communists. But
intriguing people have to invent a noxious, dangerous party. It’s
an old trick. No, what’s wanted is a powerful party of independent
men like you and me.”
“But why so?” Vronsky mentioned a few men who were
in power. “Why aren’t they independent men?”
“Simply because they have not, or have not had from
birth, an independent fortune; they’ve not had a name, they’ve not
been close to the sun and center as we have. They can be bought
either by money or by favor. And they have to find a support for
themselves in inventing a policy. And they bring forward some
notion, some policy that they don’t believe in, that does harm; and
the whole policy is really only a means to a government house and
so much income. Cela n’est pas plus fin que ça, ax
when you get a peep at their cards. I may be inferior to them,
stupider perhaps, though I don’t see why I should be inferior to
them. But you and I have one important advantage over them for
certain, in being more difficult to buy. And such men are more
needed than ever.”
Vronsky listened attentively, but he was not so
much interested by the meaning of the words as by the attitude of
Serpuhovskoy who was already contemplating a struggle with the
existing powers, and already had his likes and dislikes in that
higher world, while his own interest in the governing world did not
go beyond the interests of his regiment. Vronsky felt, too, how
powerful Serpuhovskoy might become through his unmistakable faculty
for thinking things out and for taking things in, through his
intelligence and gift of words, so rarely met with in the world in
which he moved. And, ashamed as he was of the feeling, he felt
envious.
“Still I haven’t the one thing of most importance
for that,” he answered ; “I haven’t the desire for power. I had it
once, but it’s gone.”
“Excuse me, that’s not true,” said Serpuhovskoy,
smiling.
“Yes, it is true, it is true . . . now!” Vronsky
added, to be truthful.
“Yes, it’s true now, that’s another thing; but that
now won’t last forever.”
“Perhaps,” answered Vronsky.
“You say perhaps,” Serpuhovskoy went on, as
though guessing his thoughts, “but I say for certain. And that’s
what I wanted to see you for. Your action was just what it should
have been. I see that, but you ought not to keep it up. I only ask
you to give me carte blanche. ay I’m
not going to offer you my protection . . . though, indeed, why
shouldn’t I protect you?—you’ve protected me often enough! I should
hope our friendship rises above all that sort of thing. Yes,” he
said, smiling to him as tenderly as a woman, “give me carte
blanche, retire from the regiment, and I’ll draw you upwards
imperceptibly.”
“But you must understand that I want nothing,” said
Vronsky, “except that all should be as it is.”
Serpuhovskoy got up and stood facing him.
“You say that all should be as it is. I understand
what that means.
But listen: we’re the same age, you’ve known a
greater number of women perhaps than I have.“ Serpuhovskoy’s smile
and gestures told Vronsky that he mustn’t be afraid, that he would
be tender and careful in touching the sore place. ”But I’m married,
and believe me, in getting to know thoroughly one’s wife, if one
loves her, as some one has said, one gets to know all women better
than if one knew thousands of them.”
“We’re coming directly!” Vronsky shouted to an
officer, who looked into the room and called them to the
colonel.
Vronsky was longing now to hear to the end and know
what Serpuhovskoy would say to him.
“And here’s my opinion for you. Women are the chief
stumbling-block in a man’s career. It’s hard to love a woman and do
anything. There’s only one way of having love conveniently without
its being a hindrance—that’s marriage. How, how am I to tell you
what I mean?” said Serpuhovskoy, who liked similes. “Wait a minute,
wait a minute! Yes, just as you can only carry a
fardeauaz and
do something with your hands, when the fardeau is tied on
your back, and that’s marriage. And that’s what I felt when I was
married. My hands were suddenly set free. But to drag that
fardeau about with you without marriage, your hands will
always be so full that you can do nothing. Look at Mazankov, at
Krupov. They’ve ruined their careers for the sake of women.”
“What women!” said Vronsky, recalling the
Frenchwoman and the actress with whom the two men he had mentioned
were connected.
“The firmer the woman’s footing in society, the
worse it is. That’s much the same as—not merely carrying the
fardeau in your arms—but tearing it away from some one
else.”
“You have never loved,” Vronsky said softly,
looking straight before him and thinking of Anna.
“Perhaps. But you remember what I’ve said to you.
And another thing, women are all more materialistic than men. We
make something immense out of love, but they are always
terre-à-terre.”ba
“Directly, directly!” he cried to a footman who
came in. But the footman had not come to call them again, as he
supposed. The footman brought Vronsky a note.
“A man brought it from Princess Tverskaya.”
Vronsky opened the letter, and flushed
crimson.
“My head’s begun to ache; I’m going home,” he said
to Serpuhovskoy.
“Oh, good-bye then. You give me carte
blanche!”
“We’ll talk about it later on; I’ll look you up in
Petersburg.”