Chapter XXVIII

On arriving in Petersburg, Vronsky and Anna
stayed at one of the best hotels; Vronsky apart in a lower story,
Anna above with her child, its nurse, and her maid, in a large
suite of four rooms.
On the day of his arrival Vronsky went to his
brother’s. There he found his mother, who had come from Moscow on
business. His mother and sister-in-law greeted him as usual: they
asked him about his stay abroad, and talked of their common
acquaintances, but did not let drop a single word in allusion to
his connection with Anna. His brother came the next morning to see
Vronsky, and of his own accord asked him about her, and Alexey
Vronsky told him directly that he looked upon his connection with
Madame Karenina as marriage; that he hoped to arrange a divorce,
and then to marry her, and until then he considered her as much a
wife as any other wife, and he begged him to tell their mother and
his wife so.
“If the world disapproves, I don’t care,” said
Vronsky; “but if my relations want to be on terms of relationship
with me, they will have to be on the same terms with my
wife.”
The elder brother, who had always a respect for his
younger brother’s judgment, could not well tell whether he was
right or not till the world had decided the question; for his part
he had nothing against it, and with Alexey he went up to see
Anna.
Before his brother, as before every one, Vronsky
addressed Anna with a certain formality, treating her as he might a
very intimate friend, but it was understood that his brother knew
their real relations, and they talked about Anna’s going to
Vronsky’s estate.
In spite of all his social experience Vronsky was,
in consequence of the new position in which he was placed, laboring
under a strange misapprehension. One would have thought he must
have understood that society was closed for him and Anna; but now
some vague ideas had sprung up in his brain that this was only the
case in old-fashioned days, and that now with the rapidity of
modern progress (he had unconsciously become by now a partisan of
every sort of progress) the views of society had changed, and that
the question whether they would be received in society was not a
foregone conclusion. “Of course,” he thought, “she would not be
received at court, but intimate friends can and must look at it in
the proper light.” One may sit for several hours at a stretch with
one’s legs crossed in the same position, if one knows that there’s
nothing to prevent one’s changing one’s position; but if a man
knows that he must remain sitting so with crossed legs, then cramps
come on, the legs begin to twitch and to strain towards the spot to
which one would like to draw them. This was what Vronsky was
experiencing in regard to the world. Though at the bottom of his
heart he knew that the world was shut on them, he put it to the
test whether the world had not changed by now and would not receive
them. But he very quickly perceived that though the world was open
for him personally, it was closed for Anna. Just as in the game of
cat and mouse, the hands raised for him were dropped to bar the way
for Anna.1
One of the first ladies of Petersburg society whom
Vronsky saw was his cousin Betsy.
“At last!” she greeted him joyfully. “And Anna? How
glad I am! Where are you stopping? I can fancy after your
delightful travels you must find our poor Petersburg horrid. I can
fancy your honeymoon in Rome. How about the divorce? Is that all
over?”
Vronsky noticed that Betsy’s enthusiasm waned when
she learned that no divorce had as yet taken place.
“People will throw stones at me, I know,” she said,
“but I shall come and see Anna; yes, I shall certainly come. You
won’t be here long, I suppose?”
And she did certainly come to see Anna the same
day, but her tone was not at all the same as in former days. She
unmistakably prided herself on her courage, and wished Anna to
appreciate the fidelity of her friendship. She only stayed ten
minutes, talking of society gossip, and on leaving she said:
“You’ve never told me when the divorce is to be?
Supposing I’m ready to fling my cap over the mill, other starchy
people will give you the cold shoulder until you’re married. And
that’s so simple nowadays. Ça se fait.bq
So you’re going on Friday? Sorry we shan’t see each other
again.”
From Betsy’s tone Vronsky might have grasped what
he had to expect from the world; but he made another effort in his
own family. His mother he did not reckon upon. He knew that his
mother, who had been so enthusiastic over Anna at their first
acquaintance, would have no mercy on her now for having ruined her
son’s career. But he had more hope of Varya, his brother’s wife. He
fancied she would not throw stones, and would go simply and
directly to see Anna, and would receive her in her own house.
The day after his arrival Vronsky went to her, and
finding her alone, expressed his wishes directly.
“You know, Alexey,” she said after hearing him,
“how fond I am of you, and how ready I am to do anything for you;
but I have not spoken, because I knew I could be of no use to you
and to Anna Arkadyevna,” she said, articulating the name “Anna
Arkadyevna” with particular care. “Don’t suppose, please, that I
judge her. Never; perhaps in her place I should have done the same.
I don’t and can’t enter into that,” she said, glancing timidly at
his gloomy face. “But one must call things by their names. You want
me to go and see her, to ask her here, and to rehabilitate her in
society; but do understand that I cannot do so. I have
daughters growing up, and I must live in the world for my husband’s
sake. Well, I’m ready to come and see Anna Arkadyevna: she will
understand that I can’t ask her here, or I should have to do so in
such a way that she would not meet people who look at things
differently; that would offend her. I can’t raise her...”
“Oh, I don’t regard her as fallen more than
hundreds of women you do receive!” Vronsky interrupted her still
more gloomily, and he got up in silence, understanding that his
sister-in-law’s decision was not to be shaken.
“Alexey! don’t be angry with me. Please understand
that I’m not to blame,” began Varya, looking at him with a timid
smile.
“I’m not angry with you,” he said still as
gloomily; “but I’m sorry in two ways. I’m sorry, too, that this
means breaking up our friendship—if not breaking up, at least
weakening it. You will understand that for me, too, it cannot be
otherwise.”
And with that he left her.
Vronsky knew that further efforts were useless, and
that he had to spend these few days in Petersburg as though in a
strange town, avoiding every sort of relation with his own old
circle in order not to be exposed to the annoyances and
humiliations which were so intolerable to him. One of the most
unpleasant features of his position in Petersburg was that Alexey
Alexandrovitch and his name seemed to meet him everywhere. He could
not begin to talk of anything without the conversation turning on
Alexey Alexandrovitch; he could not go anywhere without risk of
meeting him. So at least it seemed to Vronsky, just as it seems to
a man with a sore finger that he is continually, as though on
purpose, grazing his sore finger on everything.
Their stay in Petersburg was the more painful to
Vronsky that he perceived all the time a sort of new mood that he
could not understand in Anna. At one time she would seem in love
with him, and then she would become cold, irritable, and
impenetrable. She was worrying over something, and keeping
something back from him, and did not seem to notice the
humiliations which poisoned his existence, and for her, with her
delicate intuition, must have been still more unbearable.