Chapter XXX

In the little German watering-place to
which the Shtcherbatskys had betaken themselves, as in all places
indeed where people are gathered together, the usual process, as it
were, of the crystallization of society went on, assigning to each
member of that society a definite and unalterable place. Just as
the particle of water in frost, definitely and unalterably, takes
the special form of the crystal of snow, so each new person that
arrived at the springs was at once placed in his special
place.
Fürstaj
Shtcherbatsky, sammt Gemahlin und Tochter,ak
by the apartments they took, and from their name and from the
friends they made, were immediately crystallized into a definite
place marked out for them.
There was visiting the watering-place that year a
real German Für-stin, al in
consequence of which the crystallizing process went on more
vigorously than ever. Princess Shtcherbatskaya wished, above
everything, to present her daughter to this German princess, and
the day after their arrival she duly performed this rite. Kitty
made a low and graceful curtsey in the very simple, that is to say,
very elegant frock that had been ordered her from Paris. The German
princess said, “I hope the roses will soon come back to this pretty
little face,” and for the Shtcherbatskys certain definite lines of
existence were at once laid down from which there was no departing.
The Shtcherbatskys made the acquaintance too of the family of an
English Lady Somebody, and of a German countess and her son,
wounded in the last war, and of a learned Swede, and of M. Canut
and his sister. But yet inevitably the Shtcherbatskys were thrown
most into the society of a Moscow lady, Marya Yevgenyevna
Rtishtcheva and her daughter, whom Kitty disliked, because she had
fallen ill, like herself, over a love affair, and a Moscow colonel,
whom Kitty had known from childhood, and always seen in uniform and
epaulets, and who now, with his little eyes and his open neck and
flowered cravat, was uncommonly ridiculous and tedious, because
there was no getting rid of him. When all this was so firmly
established, Kitty began to be very much bored, especially as the
prince went away to Carlsbad and she was left alone with her
mother. She took no interest in the people she knew, feeling that
nothing fresh would come of them. Her chief mental interest in the
watering-place consisted in watching and making theories about the
people she did not know. It was characteristic of Kitty that she
always imagined everything in people in the most favorable light
possible, especially so in those she did not know. And now as she
made surmises as to who people were, what were their relations to
one another, and what they were like, Kitty endowed them with the
most marvelous and noble characters, and found confirmation of her
idea in her observations.
Of these people the one that attracted her most was
a Russian girl who had come to the watering-place with an invalid
Russian lady, Madame Stahl, as every one called her. Madame Stahl
belonged to the highest society, but she was so ill that she could
not walk, and only on exceptionally fine days made her appearance
at the springs in an invalid carriage. But it was not so much from
ill-health as from pride—so Princess Shtcherbatskaya interpreted
it—that Madame Stahl had not made the acquaintance of any one among
the Russians there. The Russian girl looked after Madame Stahl, and
besides that, she was, as Kitty observed, on friendly terms with
all the invalids who were seriously ill, and there were many of
them at the springs, and looked after them in the most natural way.
This Russian girl was not, as Kitty gathered, related to Madame
Stahl, nor was she a paid attendant. Madame Stahl called her
Varenka, and other people called her “Mademoiselle Varenka.” Apart
from the interest Kitty took in this girl’s relations with Madame
Stahl and with other unknown persons, Kitty, as often happened,
felt an inexplicable attraction to Mademoiselle Varenka, and was
aware when their eyes met that she too liked her.
Of Mademoiselle Varenka one would not say that she
had passed her first youth, but she was, as it were, a creature
without youth; she might have been taken for nineteen or for
thirty. If her features were criticized separately, she was
handsome rather than plain, in spite of the sickly hue of her face.
She would have been a good figure, too, if it had not been for her
extreme thinness and the size of her head, which was too large for
her medium height. But she was not likely to be attractive to men.
She was like a fine flower, already past its bloom and without
fragrance, though the petals were still unwithered. Moreover, she
would have been unattractive to men also from the lack of just what
Kitty had too much of—of the suppressed fire of vitality, and the
consciousness of her own attractiveness.
She always seemed absorbed in work about which
there could be no doubt, and so it seemed she could not take
interest in anything outside it. It was just this contrast with her
own position that was for Kitty the great attraction of
Mademoiselle Varenka. Kitty felt that in her, in her manner of
life, she would find an example of what she was now so painfully
seeking: interest in life, a dignity in life—apart from the worldly
relations of girls with men, which so revolted Kitty, and appeared
to her now as a shameful hawking about of goods in search of a
purchaser. The more attentively Kitty watched her unknown friend,
the more convinced she was this girl was the perfect creature she
fancied her, and the more eagerly she wished to make her
acquaintance.
The two girls used to meet several times a day, and
every time they met, Kitty’s eyes said: “Who are you? What are you?
Are you really the exquisite creature I imagine you to be? But for
goodness’ sake don’t suppose,” her eyes added, “that I would force
my acquaintance on you, I simply admire you and like you.” “I like
you too, and you’re very, very sweet. And I should like you better
still, if I had time,” answered the eyes of the unknown girl. Kitty
saw indeed, that she was always busy. Either she was taking the
children of a Russian family home from the springs, or fetching a
shawl for a sick lady, and wrapping her up in it, or trying to
interest an irritable invalid, or selecting and buying cakes for
tea for some one.
Soon after the arrival of the Shtcherbatskys there
appeared in the morning crowd at the springs two persons who
attracted universal and unfavorable attention. These were a tall
man with a stooping figure, and huge hands, in an old coat too
short for him, with black, simple, and yet terrible eyes, and a
pockmarked, kind-looking woman, very badly and tastelessly dressed.
Recognizing these persons as Russians, Kitty had already in her
imagination begun constructing a delightful and touching romance
about them. But the princess, having ascertained from the visitors’
list that this was Nikolay Levin and Marya Nikolaevna, explained to
Kitty what a bad man this Levin was, and all her fancies about
these two people vanished. Not so much from what her mother told
her, as from the fact that it was Konstantin’s brother, this pair
suddenly seemed to Kitty intensely unpleasant. This Levin, with his
continual twitching of his head, aroused in her now an
irrepressible feeling of disgust.
It seemed to her that his big, terrible eyes, which
persistently pursued her, expressed a feeling of hatred and
contempt, and she tried to avoid meeting him.