THE JEWISH MAID
IN THE PAUPER’S SCHOOL there sat among the other
little children a little Jewish girl, so attentive and good, the
cleverest of them all. She couldn’t participate in one of the
subjects though—religion. She was in a Christian school, after
all.
She was allowed to read in the geography book to
herself, or she could finish her math assignment, but that was soon
finished and the lesson done. There was a book lying open in front
of her, but she didn’t read it. She sat and listened, and soon the
teacher noticed that she kept up with the lesson like few of the
others.
“Read your book,” he said gently and gravely, but
she looked at him with her radiant black eyes, and when he asked
her a question, she knew more than any of the others. She had
listened, understood, and remembered.
Her father was a poor, honest man. He had
stipulated when the child started school that she shouldn’t be
taught the Christian faith. To have her leave the room during the
religion class would perhaps confuse the other little ones, raise
suggestions and sentiments, so she remained there. But this
couldn’t continue any longer.
The teacher went to her father and told him that
either he would have to remove his daughter from the school, or let
her become a Christian. “I can’t endure to see those burning eyes,
the fervor and her soul thirsting after the word of the gospel,”
said the teacher.
And the father burst into tears. “I don’t know much
about our own religion myself, but her mother was a daughter of
Israel, firm and strong in her faith. I promised her on her
deathbed that the child would never become a baptized Christian. I
must keep my promise because it’s like a pact with God for
me.”
And the little Jewish girl was removed from the
Christian school, and years passed.
In a humble, middle-class house in one of Jutland’s
smallest towns there was a poor maid of the Jewish community. It
was Sara. Her hair was as black as ebony, her eyes as dark and yet
full of brilliance and light as a daughter of the Orient. The
expression of the fully grown girl was still the same as in the
child when she sat on the school bench and listened with her
thoughtful gaze.
Every Sunday the organ music and songs of the
congregation could be heard through the street and into the house
opposite where the Jewish maid was doing her work, diligent and
dutiful in her vocation. “Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it
holy ” was her law, but the Sabbath for her was a Christian
workday, and she could only keep it holy in her heart, which she
didn’t believe was enough. But what are the days and hours to God?
That thought had awakened in her soul, and on the Christian Sunday
the hour of devotion was less disturbed. When the sound of the
organ and the hymns reached her in the kitchen by the sink, then
even this place became holy and still. She read the Old Testament
then, her people’s treasure and property, but only this because
what her father had told her and the teacher when she was taken out
of the school was ingrained in her mind—the promise that was given
her dying mother that Sara should not become Christian, not abandon
the faith of her fathers. The New Testament was and would remain a
closed book for her, and yet she knew so much about it. It shone in
her childhood memories.
One evening she sat in a corner of the living room,
listening to her master reading aloud, and she felt she could
listen to that since it was not the gospels. He was reading from an
old history book. She could surely listen to that. It was about a
Hungarian knight who was captured by a Turkish Pasha, who had him
tied with the oxen to the plow. He was whipped and suffered from
unending mockery and thirst.
The knight’s wife sold all her jewelry and
mortgaged the castle and land. His friends gathered together the
large sums, unbelievably large amounts, that were demanded for
ransom, but they did it, and he was released from slavery and
disgrace. Sick and suffering he arrived home. But soon there was a
general call-to-arms against the enemies of Christianity. The sick
man heard about it and could not rest until he was lifted onto his
war horse again. The color came back to his cheeks, and he rode
away to victory. The very Pasha who had hitched him to the plow,
mocked and tormented him, became his captive and was brought home
to his castle dungeon. But in the very first hour the knight came
and asked his captive:
“What do you think will happen to you?”
“I know what will happen!” said the Turk.
“Reprisal!”
“Yes, Christian reprisal,” said the knight.
“Christianity commands us to forgive our enemies and love our
neighbors. God is love! Go in peace to your home and loved ones.
Become gentle and good towards those who are suffering.”
Then the prisoner burst into tears. “How could I
have imagined that this would be possible? Since I was certain of
pain and torture, I took a poison that will kill me within a few
hours. I must die; there’s no antidote. But before I die, preach to
me the teachings that hold such love and mercy, for it is great and
divine! Let me die in that faith, die as a Christian!” and his
prayer was answered.
That was the legend; the story that was read.
Everyone listened to it and followed along attentively, but none
more intensely than she who was sitting in the corner, the servant
girl Sara, the Jewish maid. It came alive for her. Large, heavy
tears filled the shining, coal-black eyes. She sat there in her
childhood innocence, as she had once sat on the school bench and
felt the greatness of the Gospels. Tears rolled down her
cheeks.
“Don’t let my child become a Christian!” were her
mother’s last words on her deathbed. They rang through her soul and
heart along with the words of the commandment: “Honor thy Father
and thy Mother.”
“I am not a Christian! They call me the Jewish
maid. The neighborhood boys called me that with derision last
Sunday when I was standing outside the open church door looking at
the altar candles that were burning, and the congregation was
singing. From my school days I have felt a power in Christianity
that is like sunshine, and even if I shut my eyes against its
light, it still shines right into my heart. But, mother, I will not
grieve you in your grave! I will not betray the promise that father
gave you! I will not read the Christian Bible. I have the God of my
fathers to lean on!”
—And years passed.
The master died, and the mistress was in poor
circumstances. She would have to do without the maid, but Sara
didn’t leave. She was a friend in need and held everything
together. She worked until late at night and supported them with
the work of her hands. There were no close relatives to take care
of the family, and every day the mistress became weaker and was
sick in bed for months. Sara watched over her, nursed her, and
worked, gentle and good, a blessing in the poverty-stricken
house.
“The Bible is lying over there!” said the sick
woman. “Read a little for me. It’s a long evening, and I so deeply
need to hear the word of God.”
And Sara bowed her head. Her hands folded around
the Bible, which she opened and read for the sick woman. She was
often in tears, but her eyes became clearer, and clarity filled her
soul: “Mother, your child will not take a Christian Baptism, not be
counted within their society. You have demanded that, and I will
keep that promise. We are united in that here on this earth, but
beyond this world—there is a greater unity in God. ‘He will be
our guide forever!’ ‘Thou visitest the earth and waterest it.’
I understand it! I don’t know myself where it comes from—It is from
Him, in Him: Christ!”
She trembled when she spoke His holy name and a
baptism of fire shot through her body that was stronger than it
could bear. She fell forward, weaker than the sick woman she kept
watch over.
“Poor Sara!” they said. “She overexerted herself
with work and care-giving.”
She was taken to the infirmary for the poor, where
she died. From there she was buried but not in the Christian
cemetery. That was not the place for the Jewish maid. No, she was
buried outside, up against the churchyard wall.
And God’s sunshine, that shone over all the
Christian graves, also shone over the Jewish maid’s grave outside
the wall, and the sound of hymns that were heard in the Christian
cemetery reached her grave as well. The preaching reached there
too: “There is resurrection in Christ!” He who said to his
disciples, “John baptized with water, but you shall be baptized
with the Holy Spirit!”