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A grippa and Usem both threw their bodies
between that of the emperor and the monster. Agrippa locked his
hands about Cleopatra’s throat, feeling the woman’s flesh in his
fingers, even as the lioness growled before him. Her fangs grazed
his shoulders.
He clung to her, screaming wordless obscenities
against a world wherein something that should not exist, that
could not exist, could suddenly be before him, attacking his
emperor. He howled invective against magic and its
unpredictability, the witches surrounding the emperor even now, and
yet here he was, fighting the monster, and he was not a witch at
all, but a soldier. Agrippa did not believe in magic. He did not
believe in witches.
He did not believe in the thing he was doing.
Usem attacked the lioness from behind, his arms
locked about her shoulders, his dagger seeking purchase. Would its
poison kill her? He had no way of knowing. The Psylli clung to her
back, feeling her toss him from side to side, feeling her sandpaper
fur and, at the same time, her silken skin.
She was one moment a lioness and the next a woman,
and Agrippa held her ferociously, pressing his thumbs into her
jugular vein. Even a monster could be killed. Monsters died in the
stories, their heads chopped off and buried, turned to stone by the
sight of their own hideous aspects, poisoned by their own
venoms.
He would kill this queen, this beast, this
fury.
Her lips were pink, and then black and feline. Her
eyes were golden and slitted, and then dark and long-lashed. Her
fingers were dainty and pale, and then curved and taloned. Her
waist was tiny and her hips were round, and her thigh came up
beside his and wrapped around his back. He gasped, feeling suddenly
deranged, and losing his grip on her throat.
Was he killing a woman, a defenseless—
No. He was killing a monster. He saw her jaws
opening for him.
Out of the corner of his eye, Agrippa saw the man
who was and was not Antony lift his hand in a gesture of
command.
“Now!” Antony yelled, and suddenly there were men
running toward them. Soldiers. Agrippa could see the flash of their
swords.
He felt the Psylli pressing the hilt of a weapon
into his fumbling hand. Agrippa looked up and saw Usem yank
Cleopatra’s head back. Agrippa thrust the serpent-poisoned dagger
deep and hard into the monster’s breast, feeling nothing but her
demonic body engaged with his, hearing nothing but her shrieking
roars. Her breast. At once creamy and bare and tawny-furred, both
lioness and queen, and the blade had struck true, he knew.
He felt the dagger penetrate deep into her chest,
and he twisted it, grunting with the effort. Surely, she would die.
Surely.
He could hear swords clashing, men surrounding
them, his own men, he thought, but he was not sure. Someone tried
to wrest Cleopatra from his arms.
Chrysate muttered under her breath, whispering
darkness, trying to bind the queen. She was strong enough to weaken
her but not to break her. She called to Hecate, but Hecate was
bound herself. The priestess clutched her holding stone. The shade
was resisting her, too, and beside her, Cleopatra’s daughter
trembled in terror, barely contained. She turned her head to look
for Auðr and saw the Northerner, her hands high in the air, moving
rapidly, spinning, the distaff nearly invisible between them.
Agrippa’s men were fighting Roman soldiers who had
come from nowhere, and who seemed to be trying to defend Cleopatra.
The shade of Antony shouted encouragement at them.
Cleopatra’s face was pinned upward, the general
clenched about her throat like a chain, muscles heaving and
sweating, blowing like a bull. She hissed, air slipping from her
lips.
Something was weakening her. Cleopatra shuddered,
feeling a chill rising inside her, dragging her back into her human
body.
Her husband, a false vision. An illusion. It could
not be Antony.
She tried to convince herself, to banish it. They
were tricking her. She’d seen something that could not be true. The
man she had seen could not be Antony, but with every part of
herself she knew it was. The smell of mint and wine. His
smell.
She could feel the magic coming from the old woman,
with the strange motions of her distaff, and the other, the one
whose hands rested on Antony’s shoulders, chanted words in a
language even Cleopatra did not know. Any sorceress who had sway
over the dead had sway over Cleopatra. She was not alive enough to
resist it.
She struggled against Agrippa’s hands and against
the other man clinging to her shoulders. How could a mortal man
hold her so tightly? Usem’s dagger lay in her breast like a
hornet’s sting, maddening. She wailed, not for pain but for Antony.
She had touched him, and now he was gone. She had touched him, and
yet he was dead. He had cringed away from her. His face had shown
her things she never wanted to see.
She terrified him, and with good reason. She
terrified herself.
She let her body go limp, and Agrippa released his
grip on her throat slightly, thinking her dying. She felt herself
gripped by several other men, the soldiers who had appeared
fighting Agrippa’s men. She shook them off.
“NO!” Usem shouted, but Agrippa had no time to move
before her tail whipped up and wrapped around his torso, flinging
him deep into the stands, and Usem down through the crowd. Agrippa
landed on his back, feeling ribs crack, an arm splinter. He gasped,
unable to breathe, and then, choking with horror, he watched as the
snake’s tail lashed around the paralyzed Augustus and lifted him
from where he stood.
She twisted the emperor’s body before hers,
bringing his struggling form to a level with her eyes.
Augustus looked into them, strangely calm. It was
happening at last. He should have died in Alexandria. Human. Snake.
Lioness. None of these things, and all of them. He had not been
mad, nor had he been preparing all these months for no
reason.
As the pressure of her coils grew greater around
him, he felt his heart trying to leap out of his throat. He gagged
on bile. This would be the end of Augustus. He knew it with every
bit of his soul. All these years of surviving intrigue, surviving
Rome, for nothing. For this.
Her mouth opened wide in a hiss. Her cobra’s hood
spread wide, the torchlight shining through it, and where were his
defenders? The circus was half empty now, he could see from his
vantage point, and the people who had not been quick enough to flee
the stadium were trampled and dead in the stands. His soldiers were
engaged in battle with the wild animals, whose assigned human
combatants had fled the circus for the streets. Agrippa lay across
a row of seats, possibly dead himself. Usem crawled up the
aisle.
Augustus’s eyes began to close, the world dimming
before him. The snake surrounded him, pressing in on his bones and
blood, chilling his heart. He’d been a fool to think Agrippa would
kill her with a dagger or with any of the other weapons they’d
assembled. She was not of this earth.
He felt his body giving over to her.
“No,” he whispered. Cleopatra looked into his eyes,
caring nothing for his life.
“You killed my husband,” she hissed. “You
killed my son. You took my home.”
Augustus felt his bones beginning to crack, his
ribs splintering inside his chest. The serpent coiled tighter about
him.
Then he saw the Psylli stand, his eyes dark and
wrathful. A whirlwind hung beside him and then dispersed, whipping
through the air of the circus. The warrior shook his head
furiously, and a sound suddenly began to echo, swooping and
whirling from end to end of the stadium.
Cleopatra, in the throes of her triumph, felt
herself falter, her body transfixed. She began to lose her grasp on
her prey.
Amplified by the wind, Usem stood in the stands,
singing the song he’d learned as a child in the desert to make
snakes forgive the sins of humans. He sang, his throat open to the
sky, his hands thrown out into the air, his feet stamping in the
dance of the Psylli.
The serpents of Rome heard him.
All over the city, people leapt from their
doorsteps in horror, watching serpents surge from tunnels and
secret holes, watching the streets of Rome fill with a slithering,
tangling mass, all the snakes proceeding to the circus. They
continued to come until they ran like water down the Appian Way,
stacked ten deep in every slender alley. They swam the river, their
heads bobbing over the surface of the water like eels. They poured
through marble hallways and over the tombs in the graveyards. They
slipped through secret doorways, coursing over the unsuspecting
bodies of illicit lovers and spilling across their beds and out of
their windows.
There were more serpents in Rome than there were
human souls.
The snakes danced for Usem the Psylli, and in the
Circus Maximus, the great serpent that was the queen rose up as
well, her green scales shimmering. Augustus fell from her grasp,
tumbling end over end to the ground beside Agrippa, who lay
transfixed, looking up at the serpent that had almost killed
him.
Cleopatra’s tremendous form undulated helplessly,
senselessly, as though the Nile had been made flesh and now stood
on end before the emperor of Rome, enslaved to his will.
Usem sang the final notes of his song, and the
serpent ceased weaving. She stood frozen before him, before the
wounded emperor, before her stunned children, and then, with a
motion like the shrugging off of a veil, her head fell back, and
she collapsed onto the floor of the circus, her body naked and
human once more.
She was beaten.
Usem hesitated for a moment. Around him, the wind
surged insistent, whipping his garments, informing him that he must
capture and kill Cleopatra now, or risk further damage. He could
not leave it for Rome to do, but Usem found himself uncertain of
anything. He had spent too much time looking into the queen’s eyes,
had seen her there, lost and alone. He was not sure who his song
had worked on, the serpent or himself. And his dagger. The poison
on it had not even wounded her. What could he do?
Chrysate stepped behind Usem, remaining hidden.
There was an opportunity to take what she wanted, weak as she was.
Even the small spells had nearly broken her.
Auðr stayed at attention, her fingers moving in the
air, spinning the greatest thread, that of the queen herself, now
fallen in the dust. She’d tried again to cut it, but she could not.
It was still too strong, too twined with the goddess’s. The
seiðkona pulled at other tense threads, tightening them into a web.
The Psylli and the Greek priestess. The shade of Antony. Panting
with exertion, her chest rattling, she twisted them together with
the fate of the queen. And with her own fate. Always her own
fate.
Antony cursed, his legionaries beaten. Half of them
were dead, and the rest had been captured by Agrippa’s men. What
had he been thinking? His plan had been terribly flawed. He had
failed Cleopatra, hired drunken soldiers, and not enough of them.
They were scattered now, holding their heads, raving. The men had
not been prepared to do what they should have done, taken Cleopatra
from the circus as quickly as possible. He could not blame them.
When he’d hired them, he hadn’t known she was what she was. They’d
had no warning.
Augustus’s private guard surrounded Cleopatra,
their spears and swords poised to attack her should she move again.
Marcus Agrippa struggled to his feet, gasping for breath, lifting
the emperor from the ground, wincing at the pain in his fractured
arm.
The Egyptian boys ran from the stands to Cleopatra,
crying out her name. Selene stayed where she was, looking down upon
her mother as if frozen. Her mouth hung open, and her eyes were
wet. Antony took a step toward his daughter, and then, seeing the
horror on her face, he shifted and took another step down the
stairs and toward his wife.
Chrysate exulted, pulling him back, her fingers
laced around her holding stone. Behind her, the man in the employ
of the senators stood, waiting, biding his time, even in the midst
of chaos. She did not notice him.
“You are dead,” Chrysate told Antony. “You have
nothing more to do here.”
“My wife is here,” Antony said, his voice low and
dangerous. “And I will go to her.”
He tore himself from Chrysate’s side, his face
twisting with the pain of resisting the holding stone. Moving
without touching the ground, he was nearly at Cleopatra’s side
within seconds. A shred of his soul remained in Chrysate’s fingers.
She clung to it fiercely, and Antony screamed with rage.
“I am no slave! You will release me!”
On the floor of the arena, Cleopatra trembled, her
body still ruled by the snake song, though she’d shed the snake’s
form. She looked up, her face unbelieving.
“Antony,” she whispered. “I thought you were
dead.”
“He is,” Chrysate said, and swiftly twisted the
edge of Antony’s soul in her fingernails, crushing him back into
the wisp he had been when he first rose from Hades. She smashed him
back inside the silver box, and then she moved toward Cleopatra,
swift and graceful as a wolf assessing wounded prey.
The legionaries moved closer to the stricken queen,
prodding her with their spears. Her two sons huddled beside her.
Antony was gone. Surely, she’d hallucinated him. She stretched her
arms to touch them, but the elder cringed, fearful of her hands.
Ptolemy crawled into her arms, crying, and she held him tightly
against her. She would not have long with him. She kissed his face,
and whispered into his ear.
“You are the king of Egypt now. You and your
brother. You must behave like kings.”
“There is no Egypt,” her elder son said. “Egypt is
dead.” But he came to her anyway, and burrowed into her arms.
Cleopatra held her children with all her strength and looked back
up into the stands. Selene was still seated above her, looking
horrified.
“I came for you,” Cleopatra said. “You are why I am
here.”
Selene shook her head. Cleopatra looked into her
daughter’s eyes, at her small copper face. It had been over a year
since she had seen her in the light, and the girl had
changed.
“You are not my mother,” Selene said, and Cleopatra
felt the words stinging her skin, breaking her memories of
joy.
Her face a mask of confusion, Selene reached out to
the witch who stood beside her, the witch who had captured her
father. She took Chrysate’s hand, and the priestess laughed.
Strength flowed into her from the girl, even now.
The emperor hobbled down the stairs and appeared at
Cleopatra’s side, his eyes lit with triumph, despite his pain. In
his hand, a silver net glittered.
Augustus threw the net over her, and she gasped at
its scalding touch. The pain shone through the center of her bones,
nearly intolerable. Her children were pulled from her arms, and she
was left alone, tangled in silver.
“Did you think you could win over Rome? We will
burn you this time,” he sputtered, rage and pain choking his voice.
“Make no mistake, we will burn you.”
“You cannot burn me,” Cleopatra told him. “I will
not burn.”
Augustus signaled to a grouping of soldiers, who
stepped forward, their arms filled with clay vessels. They poured
the contents over Cleopatra’s body.
A sleek liquid that shone in darkness.
“You will burn this time,” Augustus said.
The queen writhed, tormented by the silver, and by
the liquid drenching her hair, her hands, her fingers. The
legionaries piled wood about her, a circle of kindling, and those
assembled stepped back.
The emperor took the final vessel. He tilted it
over Cleopatra’s head, and a single spark leapt from it and into
her hair.
There was a rushing sound, and Cleopatra was
aflame.
Her children screamed in horror, Ptolemy’s face
hidden in Alexander’s shoulder, Selene unable to keep from looking.
From the corner of her eye, though, Cleopatra’s daughter saw
something on Chrysate’s face. The witch glorying in the flame. As
the light reflected off Chrysate’s skin, Selene saw into her for a
moment. Something ancient clothed in a beautiful body. Something
was not as it seemed. Selene gasped, and dropped Chrysate’s hand,
trembling, but the witch did not notice. The power of the fire was
too compelling. She let the heat warm her face.
High in the stands, Nicolaus watched, his face wet
with tears. They were making a grievous mistake, and he was
powerless to stop them.
Augustus shouted with triumph as the inferno grew
hotter and hotter still, white and blue, and at its center his
enemy twisting, her body lit from within, incandescent with heat.
This was the end, and he had won. This was the end, and he was
watching her die.
Cleopatra struggled against the net, her body
heated past pain, the silver melting into her skin, and yet she was
not consumed.
She screamed in agony and felt the earth shake as
her bones glowed, and her voice filled with thunder. Something was
changing. The flames were not burning her but feeding her.
The sky tore open with lightning, and from it came
the roar of a goddess. The legionaries looked up, terrified at the
sound of the storm’s voice, and in the sky they saw a tremendous
fireball crossing the heavens. Another roar, this one of
resurrection. Romans fell to their knees, praying to their own
gods, but it did no good. Sekhmet slashed the sky above them.
Augustus himself stared at the comet. An omen. But
of what? He did not know.
Cleopatra burned brighter and brighter until
through the flames, she saw a single living creature, a moth with a
red coral body and enormous pearly wings spotted in black flecks,
like hieroglyphs.
The moth was drawn toward the inferno, its flesh
singing in anticipation, its wings spreading, its destiny
certain.
At last, it was there, its delicate membranes
heating, its creamy wings catching fire. She could see it,
illuminated in the last moment of its life.
As it died, Cleopatra was carried through the net
and high into the air on a sudden current.
A metamorphosis. She spread her wings and flew,
aiming herself at the comet.
High in the stadium, the Psylli shouted a few
furious words to the wind and signaled to the priestess. The wind
changed direction, and Chrysate leaned forward as though this had
been her plan all along. She held out her silver box. She had seen
this moment in the scry months ago, though she had not known how it
would come. She had waited for it. Auðr leaned forward as well, her
eyes flashing. She would have only one chance. In her hands, she
held the fates, trying to keep them controlled.
“Bring her to me,” she told the Psylli, but
the man ignored her.
Behind Chrysate, the man sent by the senators moved
for an instant, his hand outstretched to snatch the holding stone
from Chrysate’s seat. In its place, he left a piece of green glass.
He slipped back into the darkness, gone before the priestess saw
him.
The newborn moth fluttered, caught in a current,
helpless, rising, rising, and the wind, angrily following the
orders of Usem, carried her into the priestess’s clutches instead
of the seiðkona’s.
Chrysate’s face contorted as she fought against the
power the fire had lit in the queen, using all her strength to
close the silver box around the moth.
Everyone in the arena watched light wings disappear
into the dark, and Chrysate cried out with triumph.
Beside the priestess, a small girl with long black
hair cried out as well, a broken, despairing cry, and then,
disregarding the emperor, disregarding the witch, disregarding the
soldiers who tried to stop her, she ran out of the arena.
She did not look back.