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Outside the arena, Nicolaus sprinted
through the arcade, his robe catching on the splintery stalls as
the vendors packed up their items and began to depart. Somehow,
he’d found himself opening the door of Virgil’s house and running
through the streets, thinking, perhaps delusionally, that he would
convince Cleopatra not to do what she planned.
He knew better than to trust her. He’d searched the
city for her to no avail the moment he realized she was gone, and
when he saw the posters announcing the venatio, he knew where he
would find her.
Help me, she’d said, and he’d felt so guilty
there in the hold of the ship, his hand on her empty heart, that he
had helped her into Rome, telling himself that if he found her
children, she would be satisfied. Telling himself that she was only
a woman, a mother, that she could be talked out of vengeance.
He was a fool. Sekhmet controlled her.
His quest through Virgil’s library had unearthed
little of use, though he’d read for hours about immortal battles,
about immortal monsters. Eternal life might sometimes be
relinquished, but this was a dispensation given only by the gods.
There were no stories of mortals working such spells. Immortals
might kill other immortals in certain circumstances, but that was
not helpful either.
Nicolaus was helpless, and he knew the queen
suspected as much. He’d thought, in the ship, that she desired
separation from the goddess, but now he wondered if she had simply
used him to smuggle herself easily into Rome.
The entire city was in or outside the Circus
Maximus. It was a trap, he knew. There was no other explanation for
the nighttime venatio, the display of the emperor and of
Cleopatra’s children, the mention of Antony. They knew she was in
Rome and meant to draw her out.
Nicolaus wavered, nauseated. Had he any sense at
all, he’d flee this city.
He knew that she would not stop before she killed
Augustus, and to kill the emperor, she would have to go through
hundreds of people. If this was a planned event, a trap for the
queen, Augustus would be guarded by the entire arena.
He saw the imperial procession, litters being
carried down the Palatine on their way to the circus, directly in
his path. The procession was surrounded by guards, and he shifted
his course away from it, dashing in the opposite direction.
Agrippa’s men were everywhere, some of them in civilian attire. He
could tell the soldiers by their posture. All of them were on
alert.
He slipped into the arena with a group of senators,
their robes crisp and their bald heads shining. Once he was inside,
he spun, searching the crowd. Thousands upon thousands of people
were already in the stands, shouting and craning their necks,
hoping for a glimpse of the animals. The arena floor was empty as
the emperor entered high in the stands, being led to his private
box. No sign of Cleopatra in the area surrounding Augustus, but her
children were there, positioned around the emperor. Alexander sat
on the emperor’s left, and Ptolemy in his lap. They were decked in
golden headdresses, their faces painted as young kings of
Egypt.
Selene sat in front of Augustus, her eyes lined
with kohl, but a tiara of gilded laurel on her head, the better to
emphasize her allegiance to Rome. Nicolaus shook his head
miserably. Their costumes would only incite Cleopatra more.
Where could she be?
He heard muffled roars from beneath the ground, the
tunnels under the circus.
With a sinking heart, he realized. He would never
get to her in time.
Chains rattled against the stone ramp as
the cats ascended it, and Cleopatra felt her ears flatten. The fur
on her spine stood up in a ridge. There was danger here.
She was chained, her leg secured to another lion
with iron. This was how the bestiarii were given a chance to win
over the animals. Otherwise, the games would have been over too
quickly, the human combatants left ruined on the circus floor, and
the animals rampaging in bewilderment and terror. She could smell
the fear of the bestiarii, and taste their histories.
They were convicts, but many of them were not
criminals. They had just happened upon legionaries at the wrong
moments and been accused of crimes they had not committed. One of
the newly crowned bestiarii was the father of a beautiful daughter,
who was a virgin no longer. Now the father was guilty of assault,
having tried to beat back the Roman who’d sought her favors.
Another of the bestiarii had owned a gilded shield that had been
desired by a centurion. Now the man was a convicted thief.
These were not fighters by trade. They had once
been Egyptians, and Cleopatra had once been their queen. She tried
not to think about them, their souls, their pains. They did not
matter. They could not. She was here for a reason, and in order to
get close to the emperor, she must kill them in battle.
She would do so if it meant she could get close to
the emperor. She could smell his absence, the gray nothing of his
soul, high up in the stands. She thought of his throat, the pale
skin, the veins pulsing beneath it. She thought of his head crowned
with laurels. She would tear into him. She would uncrown him. She
thought of his heart, or what passed for a heart. What would it
taste like? Dust. Stones.
Her teeth grew sharper in her mouth, and her breath
quickened. She looked up into the torchlight and saw thousands of
faces glowing with anticipation.
Waiting for her.