17
The road back to Rome was long and hard. On
the rear of the emperor’s horse, the bundle containing the poisoned
arrows was tied, dangerously shifting and jolting, even within its
metal case. Augustus feared it, irrationally. It was not as though
the arrows could strike him without being fired from a bow. He had
seen them only for a moment, when the case had spilled, but the
knowledge of what the venom had done to Agrippa scared him.
Poisoned arrows were not the Roman way, or, at
least, not a way of honor. There had been tales of poison since the
beginning of Rome, however. Augustus knew it as well as anyone. He
did not desire to be a poisoner, known in the annals as a man who
employed such methods.
Still, the arrows tempted him.
With a poison such as they contained, a man might
be the master of all he saw.
The effects of the poison were so great that
Agrippa, famously stoic, moaned in his sleeping and waking, his
face flushed with suffering. The last of Augustus’s theriac had
been given to Agrippa to take away his pain, but once it was gone,
the pain dispensed with any hunger. At last, on the third day,
Augustus was able to put food into his friend’s mouth, and Agrippa
looked at him with clear eyes.
“What happened?” he asked. “Where are we?”
“He is improving,” Augustus said. He hoped this was
true.
Augustus was convinced that the world was coming to
an end. They’d not seen the fireball again, but he expected they
would. It was not the sort of thing that disappeared. It was not
the sort of thing that was quickly vanquished. Surely, it was
Cleopatra’s doing.
He’d looked back at the temple as they’d ridden
away, and seen a priest running down the hillside, his skin
smoking. The man had thrown himself off the cliff and into the
waters below.
They rode past dying villages. They saw few people
on the road, and he could not help but wonder where his citizens
were.
Still, he found himself in oddly good cheer.
On the sixth day of their journey back to Rome
without theriac, however, conditions quickly changed. Augustus
began to wobble in his saddle, his legs feeling too short for the
horse, and his mind feeling once again broken and useless.
When at last, under cover of darkness, they arrived
in Rome and reached the Palatine, Augustus was scarcely himself. He
thirsted for his tonic so gravely that his tongue was swollen in
his mouth, and he could not speak. Usem helped him from his horse
and half carried him indoors. Agrippa limped behind, carrying the
bundle they had risked their lives to obtain.
“We must open the box together and stab Cleopatra
with the arrow as soon as she emerges,” Usem told Agrippa, and
Agrippa nodded tightly.
“Physician!” Nicolaus cried, entering the
residence. “Physician!”
It was not physicians who came forth to meet them
but the seiðkona and the household guards, all with grave
faces.
“Cleopatra is escaped,” the leader of the guard
said. “And Chrysate is gone as well.”
“Together?” Augustus cried. He had misjudged
everything. He had been a fool to leave for Krimissa, imagining
himself a warrior.
“Not together, no,” said the guard.
Moments later, Augustus stood over Selene, gasping
in horror. Her eyes opened slightly, and she looked at him. The
wound stretched over her breast and up to the hollow at the base of
her throat. She had been cut open like a sheep for augury.
“Where is my mother?” Selene asked
deliriously.
“You should not speak,” Augustus said.
“I should not have come here,” she said. “I should
not have trusted you. You said that you would protect me if I
helped you. You did not protect me.”
What did the witch want with Cleopatra’s daughter?
He’d left Rome, and hell had broken free from its boundaries. This
was all his fault.
Augustus staggered away from Selene, and ran
through the house until he reached the room where he’d arranged for
Cleopatra’s sons to be held in his absence. It had seemed the
safest course of action to cage them in the same room where the
queen herself was caged. The silver box had been kept in a separate
case, safe from the children’s hands, but if Chrysate had gotten to
Cleopatra, she surely would have gotten to the children as well. He
fumbled with the key, and then threw open the gleaming door to the
silver-lined chamber.
Amazingly, the two children were there, Alexander
Helios and Ptolemy Philadelphus, their small faces blinking in the
sudden light. He had that, at least. He still had her
children.
Augustus swayed. If he gave them up, she might
leave him alone. She might cease attacking him. Another thought
occurred to him. If he killed them, he might avenge all the pain
Cleopatra had caused him, all the strife and chaos. He’d nearly
lost control of Rome, and the sons of his enemy would only grow
into new enemies.
And yet—
It was not Cleopatra who had attacked Selene. It
was his own witch, Chrysate. He’d brought the creature into the
house. He had done this.
Augustus closed the door to the princes’ prison. He
slid to the floor, his back against it. What was he doing? What had
he become?
“I failed,” Augustus moaned. “I thought to fight
monsters, and I became one.”
Agrippa came upon Augustus and looked at him with
infinite concern.
“We have a weapon against Cleopatra now,” he said.
“We will fight her, and we will fight the witch, too.” But Augustus
could not hear him. Augustus could not understand the words the man
was speaking. Were they in another language? Agrippa picked the
emperor up like a child and, limping with his own wound, carried
him from the corridor and into his own bedchamber.
“Where is she?” Usem asked the wind, and a wisp of
air fluttered past him.
The Psylli’s face shifted as he walked down the
corridor, the arrows of Hercules in his arms. He would not wait
much longer, but for his wife, he would stay his hand.