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The boy died quietly, gracefully, in the
manner of a king. Octavian was able to watch only a moment of it
before he was forced to turn away. It had taken twenty-three
thrusts of his betrayers’ daggers to bring Caesarion’s father down,
and Caesarion was more a man than Octavian himself, who vomited
from the platform as he heard the bones in the boy’s neck
shatter.
Then, there was that sound, that unearthly, animal
howl, which came from no discernible place, from no discernible
person. The crowd boiled before him, and crows filled the sky,
circling and shrieking.
Octavian was suddenly aware of how exposed he
was.
The crowd erupted before Octavian, rushing toward
the body of the boy, and the centurions pulled their leader away,
pressed him into a litter, drew the curtains. There was blood on
Octavian’s white toga; he could see it, scarlet droplets standing
out from the ivory linen.
The queen had not appeared. Where could she be?
What army might she be raising against him? Octavian secured an
extra slave to taste his food, in case she thought to poison him.
It was a faint protection. She could be anywhere. She could be part
of his own army, hidden in the guise of a man. He called his troops
to order and had them inspected. Agrippa, his only trusted general,
tore their tunics from their bodies, revealing all their scars and
puckered battle wounds.
She was not among them, though part of the emperor
now desired to execute everyone who had accompanied him to
Alexandria. Any of them could be guilty of hiding her. Any of them
could have been seduced by her magic. They could be plotting
against him even now. He well remembered her beauty, echoed in that
of her son. Now the son was dead and the mother was not, and
Octavian could neither sleep nor eat. Dread overcame him in his
bedchamber, and when he sat at his table, his fear of poisoning was
too great to allow him to partake of anything more than a dry crust
of bread.
He remembered a hideous story involving the queen
of Parthia, who had dined in peacetime with an enemy. The enemy,
watching the queen’s robust consumption of her meal, had believed
he was safe.
He was wrong.
The queen had coated one side of the serving knife
with a lethal dose of poison and left the other side clean. When
she sliced the meat, the poisoned side calculatedly went to her
foe, while she innocently served herself the other half of the
dish.
This queen, Octavian’s enemy, was easily as
intelligent and crafty. He trusted nothing, not until he was safely
ensconced in Rome, though he knew that there was no way to be
entirely protected, not even in his own city. How could he have let
her escape him? She’d been his, conquered and killed. And yet she
lived.
He had let her live, and every moment she
lived ensured his death.
He sent patrols in search of her, turning up every
paving stone, investigating every secret passage. Agrippa’s men
searched the kitchens, the far warrens of the palace rooms, the
Soma itself, and there was no trace of Cleopatra.
“Who is it we seek?” Agrippa asked him, for
the hundredth time.
“The body of the queen,” he said. That it was a
living body, he did not add.
The emperor instituted blockades on the roads and
river, announcing that the body might have been transported by a
solitary woman, smuggled out of Alexandria, but he knew that she
would evade any such measures. What need had such a creature to
travel by land and water? She could as well be traveling in the
sky, taking flight like a sacred falcon or, more appropriately,
like a vulture.
“Bring the children,” he ordered. He had them under
guard, deep in the palace, and now he thought they might know
something he did not.
He pressed his back against Cleopatra’s golden
throne, cursing the discomfort of his position. The twins, when
they came, unnerved him.
The boy looked down, as was proper, but the girl
tilted her head to look at him. She was the image of her mother,
black hair rippling down her back, though her lips held none of
Cleopatra’s sensuality. The girl’s mouth reminded him of Antony’s,
drawn tight in a moment of petulance, and below her lips was
Antony’s own cleft chin. Cleopatra Selene’s eyes were large, black
pools, also inherited from her father, who’d used his limpid gaze
to seduce half the wives in Rome.
“Where is your mother?” he asked her, abandoning
the canny line of questioning he’d prepared. Her glare discomfited
him.
The girl spoke in an unknown language, a torrent of
bewildering, crackling sounds. She then looked at him as though he
ought to understand everything she said.
“Interpreter,” he called. It was ridiculous.
Surely, someone had been aware of this problem before now and
failed to alert him of it. Perhaps the girl was simple.
She took a step closer toward him, and
involuntarily he drew back. She seemed to be taking his
measure.
“There is no need for a translator. Our mother is
dead,” Cleopatra Selene announced in Latin, her voice unexpectedly
deep and rasping. “I am surprised you do not know where she is, as
we were informed that you’d buried her.”
What fool had told them the details of their
mother’s death? He’d ordered them sequestered. It would not do to
have them grieving their parents and blaming him for their
deaths.
“Where is my brother?” the boy asked, speaking
unexpectedly. The girl put out her hand to silence him.
“Ptolemy is sleeping in our bedchamber,” she
reminded him, and then turned back to the emperor. “Do you not
speak Egyptian?”
“Of course not,” he said. “I am Roman.”
“As is our father, but he can speak the tongue of
our people. How is it that you do not?”
“I’d like to visit Rome,” Alexander Helios
interrupted, his eyes bright. “I’d like to train in the
army.”
“I will take you to Rome,” Octavian told him. “In
exchange for information.”
“We do not wish to go to Rome,” Cleopatra Selene
interrupted. “We will await our father here at the palace. He is
traveling, and we would not like to leave without his knowledge. He
will grieve over our mother’s death, and we will comfort
him.”
A stroke of luck. She did not know
everything.
“If you tell me where your mother is,” he tried,
“I’ll let your father live.”
The girl smiled a nasty, vindicated smile.
“So you are a liar as well,” she said, this time in
Greek.
Octavian straightened his spine and put on his most
regal air.
“Do not question me,” he said.
The girl laughed, a short, harsh bark, and
continued in Greek.
“My brother doesn’t study when the tutor comes and
so he cannot speak any language but Latin. He does not know that
our father is dead. I heard the slaves talking, while everyone else
slept. I do not wish to stay in Egypt. The people will kill
us.”
Octavian was taken aback. The girl no longer looked
like a ten-year-old, but like a full-grown woman, and it appeared
that she was attempting to negotiate with him.
“Ask him where Caesarion is,” the boy whimpered,
and his sister pinched him.
“He is dead,” Octavian said, resigned. “He was a
traitor to Rome.”
The boy looked shocked. The girl did not, though
Octavian caught her face wavering for a moment.
“A traitor? He isn’t a traitor. He’s the son of
Julius Caesar! Our mother says he is as good a man as his father,”
cried Alexander.
“He wasn’t a man,” Octavian said. “He was a
boy.”
“Then why did you kill him?” Alexander asked. His
eyes were wide and disbelieving.
“I did not kill him. He was killed in
battle. No more of that. This is war.” The boy’s eyes were leaking
tears, and Octavian felt disgusted.
“We will not need to be killed in battle,”
Cleopatra Selene informed him. “I will go with you to Rome. I will
walk in your procession, behind her body. Is that not what you are
planning? My mother’s body displayed with the asps that killed her?
I will salute you as my emperor. My parents loved each other more
than they loved anyone else. My mother planned to live forever with
my father, but she did not plan anything for my brothers and me.
They forgot about us.”
The girl’s lip wobbled slightly, the first real
indication of weakness Octavian had seen. She was nearly the same
age as his own daughter, Julia. A child.
“What do you know about living forever? Did she
consult with a magician? A witch?” Octavian asked. He could not
help himself.
“I know nothing of my mother’s whereabouts, but
perhaps I know other things,” she said, giving him a steady look.
“My mother did nothing to keep us safe. She left it to me. I will
give you my allegiance, and I will tell you what I know, if you
will protect us.”
A small movement caught Octavian’s eye, a flutter
in the tapestry. His heart rattled against his ribs. He leapt from
the throne and dashed across the room, sword pointed into the
fabric, at the spot where he knew she would be. He stabbed through
it and blunted his blade against a stone wall, seeing only a rat
disappearing into a crack therein.
Octavian could barely keep from screaming. Egypt
was that wall, full of cracks, and Cleopatra could be in any one of
them. The queen could be on her way to Rome. He might arrive home
in triumph, crowned with laurel, and find her awaiting him in his
own bed, his wife and daughter murdered and their blood staining
her hands.
“I will protect you,” Octavian managed, even as he
wondered why he felt compelled to make promises to a child. And
what did he propose to protect her from? What foes did she have? It
was he who was in danger.
“Then I will kiss your hand,” she said, and a
moment later, he felt her lips brush his fingertips. “It is
settled. We will be Romans. You will want to find our tutor,
Nicolaus the Damascene. He knows what she summoned.”
Octavian felt his heart shudder. Summoned.
He’d suspected it was something like this.
“You asked if she consulted with sorcerers,” the
girl said. “I do not know the answer to that. I do know she
consulted with scholars, and she practiced a spell to summon a
goddess to our city. It was meant to be a secret, but our tutor
helped her. If you can find him, you may find her.”
“She is not missing,” Octavian said. “She is dead
and buried.”
The little girl looked at him.
“Then why are you so afraid?” she asked.