13
At last, the queen of Egypt was dead.
Octavian had been uncertain how much longer he’d be able to bear
occupying the palace with her.
His official resistance to her suicide had been a
mere formality, a necessary evil meant to win her subjects to his
side. He’d imagined she would be more resourceful. Every time he
met with her, he’d half hoped to find her strangled or stabbed, and
instead, she looked at him through sunken eyes, starving herself
for all to see.
At last, gritting his teeth, certain that Cleopatra
would be forced to kill herself to avoid being taken as a trophy to
Rome, he leaked the rumor himself and caused the guards about her
chamber to be reduced. Then he waited, tapping his foot, agonizing
with both guilt and rapture.
Five hours later, it was done. The spy sent to peer
in at the peephole confirmed as much, and now it was time for the
official discovery of the body.
He could barely contain the sound that threatened
to erupt from his mouth, a sort of gasping sob. He clenched his
teeth. It would not do. Marcus Agrippa was looking at him, and as a
concession to his general’s paranoia of lurking assassins, the new
ruler of Egypt sent Agrippa before him to knock down the door of
the queen’s bedchamber, while he tried to master his emotions. It
was triumph, that was all. Triumph long desired, long
deserved.
Cleopatra had sent incoherent messages to Octavian
in the last few days, demands that she be placed beside her husband
in the mausoleum, whether she be dead or alive, begging pleas about
the fate of her children, but he would not honor them. They were
the requests of a whore. He was an emperor. What use did he have
for her last wishes? He had what he needed from her. The locations
of Alexandria’s treasures, including Caesarion, the heir to Egypt’s
throne.
Only Marcus Agrippa disapproved of Octavian’s
methods. He was more tight-lipped than usual, more terse, but the
man was a traditionalist. Octavian was the new world. Agrippa would
come around. He always did.
Octavian stepped into the room, behind Agrippa. It
was aggravatingly dark in here, but a couple of lamps burned
low.
He started at an unexpected movement in the
shadows, near where he assumed the body of Cleopatra would be
lying. His men raised their swords, only to see that the queen’s
pretty little serving slave was still in the room, on her knees
beside the queen’s body, adjusting the diadem.
Octavian looked at the girl’s trembling hands. No
doubt, they’d surprised her as she was in the act of
thieving.
She was strange-looking, this servant. Her skin
seemed bruised, and her eyes rolled in her head. Her lips were
blue.
“What is wrong, Charmian?” one of Octavian’s
soldiers asked, moving toward her.
She turned toward the men and gave them a look of
betrayal.
“The queen is dead,” she said. “And I am dead, too.
I do my last duty that I may go to heaven.”
She slipped to the floor, and Octavian’s man ran to
her side. He looked up, grim. At his feet, the body of the other
handmaiden lay contorted.
Octavian rejoiced internally. All were dead, and at
the queen’s hand. That made things easier. He’d make a show of
sorrow and convince the citizens that none of it was his doing.
Tears sprang to his eyes in advance of the performance. He’d
trained himself well. Some of the tears, it occurred unpleasantly
to him, were real, but he would not think on that now.
He’d bring her corpse to Rome with him. Those
mummies of the ancient days were impressive things, in their gilded
wooden cases. Octavian’s hero, Alexander the Great, had been
treated so, and his grave, near Cleopatra’s palaces, contained his
body, glittering in a sarcophagus. That was an old tradition,
though. Not Roman, not Greek. And he wouldn’t do Cleopatra such
honors. To be worshipped long after her death.
Octavian would have her corpse draped with plain
linen, and he’d place her atop a rolling cart surrounded with
flowers, a parade spectacle with her children in chains behind her.
They’d all know it to be her that way. There would be no rumors of
an empty coffin.
When that was finished, he’d scatter Cleopatra’s
ashes in Italy, do it himself, make a public ceremony of it. She,
who had stolen Mark Antony from Rome, would feed the soil of his
country with her dust.
Tensing his jaw, Octavian stepped closer to the
queen’s corpse, dodging around Agrippa, who stood, ridiculously,
with his sword still drawn.
There she was, wrapped in a cloth of sheer, spun
gold with a royal purple border. She reclined on a gilded dais, her
body as supple and curving as it had been in life, and—
He would not look at her body.
“You will have a long life,” she’d said
sixteen years before, and now she was dead, and he stood over her
corpse.
She was still wearing the same perfume.
Disgusted with himself, Octavian shook the past
from his mind.
He would melt this entire palace into money and
thank the gods for it. Rome would be rich again, as it was meant to
be. He’d pay his soldiers. It had been a near thing, bringing them
here unpaid, with all her treasure hidden in that mausoleum, and
her threatening to set the place on fire, but Egypt was conquered
at last.
Cleopatra’s breasts were clearly visible through
the cloth, he noticed, one completely bare, the nipple erect, as
though recently touched. Or kissed. Her arm was thrown back, the
better to display the indecency.
Octavian—no, Augustus; that was the name
he’d chosen and by which he would soon be known—snorted in
revulsion. Whatever poison the queen had consumed, it had treated
her as a lover. She was a changed woman from their last meeting a
few days earlier, when she’d inexplicably revealed the location of
Caesarion. He could only assume she’d been delirious with grief.
Why else would she have been so foolish? Gray and gaunt, her eyes
blackened, she’d certainly looked ill. Nothing about her had
attracted him then. It had been a relief.
In death, however, Cleopatra nearly glowed, and a
sheen of perspiration covered her skin. Her position was appalling,
one knee bent, the other leg dangling off the edge of the couch.
Her back had arched, seizing in her last moments, no doubt.
It was too quiet in this room, far from the noise
of the city.
He’d won. His enemies were dead. It puzzled
Octavian that he did not feel peaceful.
He moved toward Cleopatra to adjust her draperies,
he told himself, to protect her from prying eyes, but in fact, he
wanted to run his fingers over her skin, press his lips to her
throat. He wanted to—
“Summon doctors,” he said, jolting away from her.
“Let them determine how she fell.”
Agrippa bent over the queen, pulling aside the
scarf twined about her neck.
“There’s no need,” he said. “It was an asp. Here’s
the mark of its bite.”
Octavian leapt back.
“Kill it,” he ordered, suppressing the tremor in
his voice.
“It has gone already,” Agrippa replied. Octavian
glanced suspiciously about the throne room. It could be hiding
anywhere: in the queen’s garments or those of her maids. Beneath
the furnishings. How had it gotten into the room in the first
place? Smuggled in, no doubt. The queen was sly. He approached her
again, willing himself to breathe normally.
“Show us the marks,” he ordered. “And summon the
Psylli. We will do everything that can be done. Perhaps she is not
dead yet.”
The marks of the fangs were strangely large, and
bright against the pallor of her skin. Octavian looked at them for
a moment, disturbed, and then turned away. Whatever had bitten her,
it had not been a typical asp but something much larger. It was a
painful and strange way to die. Why did she look so calm?
The troupe of snakebite magicians came and knelt to
the queen’s throat to suck forth the venom, but she did not
revive.
“She is dead,” the leader of the Psylli said, his
dark face grave. “But her soul is not far gone. Something is
strange with her. She is not as she seems.”
Octavian shrugged at the man’s phrasing. What did
Rome care for her soul?
He dismissed the Psylli, paying them in gold. Word
of the queen’s suicide and of the emperor’s attempts to save her
would be all over the city by nightfall.
Agrippa hesitated at the doorway.
“Go,” Octavian said. “I’m nearly done here.”
When Agrippa had gone, Octavian bent over Cleopatra
one last time, to remove her crown. He let his hand rest on her
breast, still amazingly soft. One would think her heart still
beat.
He bent closer, inhaling her perfume, telling
himself that he was simply taking the measure of his enemy. One
last conversation with his foe, before she was gone forever.
“Caesar taught me that true leaders fight with
words instead of swords,” he told her. “An army hears an order they
think is from their queen, and they turn on their commander. A man
hears a message that his queen has killed herself, and he acts to
save his own honor. Have I done as you would have done, had you
come to my country with your army? Now you will travel to Rome with
your emperor. You, who said you belonged to no one, belong to
me.”
He leaned closer yet. He pressed his mouth against
her parted lips, and then—
The queen’s eyes opened.