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Cleopatra bent to touch the rekhet’s
shoulder. Dead, like everything died, the birds and insects, the
animals, the fish, the plants. Cleopatra was the only thing in the
world that would not go to dust.
She was chained to Sekhmet.
If she ever wished to join Antony in the Duat, if
she ever wished to die, she’d have to kill her. There was too much
Cleopatra did not understand still, too much that was strange. Even
as she thought it, she felt the hunger surging through her. Flashes
of red. Her blood boiled with fury and resentment. She would find
the emperor, if she had to follow him around the world.
If she’d sold her soul, the soul of the last queen
of Egypt, if Antony and Caesarion had died, it could not be for
nothing.
The Romans would call to the Scarlet Lady, they
with their leavings of metal and blood. Cleopatra could smell them
now, though she was far away. The followers of this emperor who’d
killed so many. This emperor who had murdered her son, whose men
had murdered her husband. It would not be possible for Octavian to
hide her remaining children from her. She was their mother. When
she found them, she would destroy their captors.
She would eat the heart of the man who had forced
her to sell her own heart.
She turned quickly from the temple and looked out
into the empty desert. Dawn was hours off still. The moon was high
and white. Selene, Cleopatra thought. Her daughter’s name
and that of the moon as well. Alexander Helios. Ptolemy
Philadelphus. Her children were still so small.
The silence had ended with the death of the
priestess. Night birds cried, and a wind whipped over the
sand.
Outside the temple, a lioness lowered her head to
drink from the river. Cleopatra could see the blood on the animal’s
mouth from here. She’d been hunting. A gazelle, perhaps. The
lioness raised her head and looked toward the temple, yellow eyes
ablaze.
So she had no will of her own? The priestess was
wrong about that. Cleopatra was a queen of kings. She was stronger
than any the goddess had taken in the past.
Caesarion, she thought. Antony.
Once she avenged herself upon the Romans, once she
reclaimed her children and made certain that they were safe, she
would find a way to separate from the goddess. She was going to
Rome, and in Rome she would be born again. She could feel the human
wonder that had been her own heart, filled now with teeth and
claws.
She would use them.
She shrugged the red-bordered garment from her
shoulders and stood for a moment naked beneath the million shining
stars of her country. The woman she had been was gone, and in her
place was something more.
Cleopatra dropped to her knees and placed her hands
in the dirt, stretching her fingers, feeling the glory of her
coming form, the grace, the power. Her back arched and her legs
gathered beneath her. The tawny fur on her spine rose into a coarse
ridge.
Her tail whipped back and forth, and she bounded
into the night, across the desert and toward the sea.