16
Octavian visited Alexander the Great’s
grave, crippled with unease. He’d long looked forward to paying his
respects at his hero’s burial place, nearby as it was to
Alexandria. It was the heroic thing to do, after all, a scene that
might be written about by the poets of Rome, the young emperor
standing beside the tomb of his predecessor, inheriting his power.
Augustus the Great, he’d thought secretly, tasting the name
on his tongue.
The simpleton slaves and keepers of the necropolis
insisted that he see the endless Ptolemaic tombs as well, and he
was forced to descend an unpleasant stone staircase into a black
pit, but he immediately turned and ran back up into the light,
fearful of more creatures like Cleopatra, dead and yet not
dead.
“I came to see a king,” he snapped, “not a pile of
dead bodies.” This was to have been a reward for Cleopatra’s death
after all, a final triumphant act in her city before departing for
other places, other kingdoms, but what he’d seen in Cleopatra’s
chamber had drastically changed the tone of the visit.
All he could think of now was her glowing eyes, her
smiling lips. She lived, she lived, and he’d buried her that way.
Too late, he realized that she would not stay buried. She would
come for him. He must flee the country.
Before he could, though, he must do this or regret
it forever.
“Open the sarcophagus,” he ordered. “I wish to see
him.”
He sent the slaves away the moment the case was
open, and then forced himself to look into the coffin. Alexander’s
features, which Octavian had long venerated, dreamt of, were
nothing but fragile leather. Nearly three hundred years had passed
since Alexander’s death by poison at Nebuchadnezzar’s palace. His
corpse had originally been transported from Babylon in a vat of
honey, as though he were a queen bee. The sweetish smell still
lingered, along with that of the cinnamon used in his embalming.
The odor confused Octavian’s mind, twisting his memories. In Egypt,
the precious inner bark of the cinnamon tree was used on the dead,
but in Rome it was used on the living, as an ingredient in love
potions. Octavian himself had wandered the darkest alleys of his
own city, sniffing out magic in the corridors, witches brewing
potions for hire.
A flash of fury blasted through Octavian’s center.
His problems here in Egypt were certainly the result of a witch.
Were it not for her, he would not be looking at a corpse and
wondering if it lived.
“Great Alexander,” he shouted, the walls echoing
around him. “I pay you tribute.”
He’d brought with him a golden diadem, discovered
in the queen’s treasure, and flowers to fill the sarcophagus, but
first, he must make certain that Alexander was truly dead. Octavian
put out a tentative finger, breathing unhappily through his mouth,
icy sweat breaking out over his body. The hand shook so gravely
that it knocked against the corpse’s face, and with a faint, dusty
sound, the flesh gave way.
Octavian jumped away, horrified. The nose hung
crookedly now. He squeezed his eyes shut, waiting for the awful
sound that would herald the rising of a wounded god, but no sound
came.
The eyes of the corpse were closed. No black
depths, no shining end of the world there. No life inside the body
of his hero. Thank the gods.
Octavian permitted himself a small sigh of relief.
He would not have wished to contend with both Alexander and
Cleopatra. She was more than enough.
“What should I do?” he whispered to his hero,
praying for a revelation, though now he knew there would be no
answer. “What should I do with her?”
Alexander the Great would never have trembled in
the face of magic. He would have attacked Cleopatra, living corpse
or no, monster or no, ferocious with his sword. He would have
summoned sorcerers to plot against her, researched potions and
poisons. He would have done whatever was necessary to conquer
her.
Octavian ran his fingers over the great man’s
burial garments. He tore off a small section of fabric and hid it
on his person, hoping to absorb some of Alexander’s godlike
courage.
Octavian was himself the son of a god, or so his
mother, Atia, had always claimed, swearing Apollo had come down
from Olympus in the form of a snake and impregnated her. According
to legend, Alexander the Great had also been fathered by a god in
snake form, the Egyptian king and magician Nectanebo, and so
Octavian had never seen reason to dispute Atia’s politically useful
story. It made Alexander and Octavian the same sort of hero, the
same sort of man.
Octavian did not feel heroic at present. He felt
queasy, thinking of Cleopatra’s chamber and the missing asp. Might
the snake have been a god? What else could explain the queen living
and dead at once?
No.
Surely the opening of her eyes had been an
aftereffect of the snake’s—the mortal snake’s—poison. Did
not dead men’s members stand erect on the gallows? Did not the
beheaded stare in wonder? Surely, were he to look into Cleopatra’s
mausoleum now, he’d find her decaying, just as Alexander was.
And if not—
He’d do as his hero would have done. Alexander had
won the world through bravery and perseverance, through resourceful
actions, and Octavian would follow his lead. He would not
flee.
He was the man who controlled Rome, and Rome
controlled the world. His enemies were dead, all but her. He had
the power in his hands. He would run her through with his sword.
Either that, or he’d burn her, a thought that seemed more and more
attractive. He’d been childish, imagining that she would set the
world aflame. It was his own fears controlling him. What witch
could survive a burning? He’d turn her to ash, and let her try to
rise from that.
Octavian stood up from Alexander’s tomb and looked
down one last time at the shriveled figure lying within. Alexander
had been killed at twenty-nine, long before he’d reached his full
potential. Octavian was thirty-three. He did not plan to die this
day.
“There is more world out there than you knew,” he
told Alexander, testing a certainty he did not wholly feel. “More
things than you ever dreamt of. I’ve seen the world, and it belongs
to me. All of it is mine.”
He turned to march up the stairs. The room echoed
with his last exhalation, the dust of empires rising and falling
behind him.
“Mine.”