Chapter 47
"I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth," said her uncle, as
they drove from the town; "and really, upon serious consideration,
I am much more inclined than I was to judge as your eldest sister
does on the matter. It appears to me so very unlikely that any
young man should form such a design against a girl who is by no
means unprotected or friendless, and who was actually staying in
his colonel's family, that I am strongly inclined to hope the best.
Could he expect that her friends would not step forward? Could he
expect to be noticed again by the regiment, after such an affront
to Colonel Forster? His temptation is not adequate to the risk!"
"Do you really think so?" cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a
moment. "Upon my word," said Mrs. Gardiner, "I begin to be of your
uncle's opinion. It is really too great a violation of decency,
honour, and interest, for him to be guilty of. I cannot think so
very ill of Wickham. Can you yourself, Lizzy, so wholly give him
up, as to believe him capable of it?" "Not, perhaps, of neglecting
his own interest; but of every other neglect I can believe him
capable. If, indeed, it should be so! But I dare not hope it. Why
should they not go on to Scotland if that had been the case?" "In
the first place," replied Mr. Gardiner, "there is no absolute proof
that they are not gone to Scotland." "Oh! but their removing from
the chaise into a hackney coach is such a presumption! And,
besides, no traces of them were to be found on the Barnet road."
"Well, then— supposing them to be in London. They may be there,
though for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptional
purpose. It is not likely that money should be very abundant on
either side; and it might strike them that they could be more
economically, though less expeditiously, married in London than in
Scotland."
But why all this secrecy? Why any
fear of detection? Why must their marriage be private? Oh, no, no—
this is not likely. His most particular friend, you see by Jane's
account, was persuaded of his never intending to marry her. Wickham
will never marry a woman without some money. He cannot afford it.
And what claims has Lydia— what attraction has she beyond youth,
health, and good humour that could make him, for her sake, forego
every chance of benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what
restraint the apprehensions of disgrace in the corps might throw on
a dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I
know nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But as
to your other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good.
Lydia has no brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from
my father's behaviour, from his indolence and the little attention
he has ever seemed to give to what was going forward in his family,
that he would do as little, and think as
little about it, as any father could do, in such a matter."
"But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love of
him as to consent to live with him on any terms other than
marriage?" "It does seem, and it is most shocking indeed," replied
Elizabeth, with tears in her eyes, "that a sister's sense of
decency and virtue in such a point should admit of doubt. But,
really, I know not what to say. Perhaps I am not doing her justice.
But she is very young; she has never been taught to think on
serious subjects; and for the last half-year, nay, for a
twelvemonth— she has been given up to nothing but amusement and
vanity. She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most
idle and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in
her way. Since the ——shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing
but love, flirtation, and officers have been in her head. She has
been doing everything in her power by thinking and talking on the
subject, to give greater— what shall I call it? susceptibility to
her feelings; which are naturally lively enough. And we all know
that Wickham has every charm of person and address that can
captivate a woman." "But you see that Jane," said her aunt, "does
not think so very ill of Wickham as to believe him capable of the
attempt." "Of whom does Jane ever think ill? And who is there,
whatever might be their former conduct, that she would think
capable of such an attempt, till it were proved against them? But
Jane knows, as well as I do, what Wickham really is. We both know
that he has been profligate in every sense of the word; that he has
neither integrity nor honour; that he is as false and deceitful as
he is insinuating." "And do you really know all this?" cried Mrs.
Gardiner, whose curiosity as to the mode of her intelligence was
all alive. "I do indeed," replied Elizabeth, colouring. "I told
you, the other day, of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you
yourself, when last at Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of
the man who had behaved with such forbearance and liberality
towards him. And there are other circumstances which I am not at
liberty— which it is not worth while to relate; but his lies about
the whole Pemberley family are endless. From what he said of Miss
Darcy I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud, reserved,
disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He must
know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found
her." "But does Lydia know nothing of this? can she be ignorant of
what you and Jane seem so well to understand?"
"Oh, yes! that, that is the worst
of all. Till I was in Kent, and saw so much both of Mr. Darcy and
his relation Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was ignorant of the truth
myself. And when I returned home, the ——shire was to leave Meryton
in a week or fortnight's time. As that was the case, neither Jane,
to whom I related the whole, nor I, thought it necessary to make
our knowledge public; for of what use could it apparently be to any
one, that the good opinion which all the neighbourhood had of him
should then be overthrown? And even when it was settled that Lydia
should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of opening her eyes to
his character never occurred to me. That she could be in any danger from the deception never
entered my head. That such a consequence as this could ensue, you may easily believe, was far
enough from my thoughts."
"When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I
suppose, to believe them fond of each other?"
"Not the slightest. I can remember
no symptom of affection on either side; and had anything of the
kind been perceptible, you must be aware that ours is not a family
on which it could be thrown away. When first he entered the corps,
she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all were. Every girl
in or near Meryton was out of her senses about him for the first
two months; but he never distinguished her
by any particular attention; and, consequently, after a moderate
period of extravagant and wild admiration, her fancy for him gave
way, and others of the regiment, who treated her with more
distinction, again became her favourites."
It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could be
added to their fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this interesting
subject, by its repeated discussion, no other could detain them
from it long, during the whole of the journey. From Elizabeth's
thoughts it was never absent. Fixed there by the keenest of all
anguish, self-reproach, she could find no interval of ease or
forgetfulness. They travelled as expeditiously as possible, and,
sleeping one night on the road, reached Longbourn by dinner time
the next day. It was a comfort to Elizabeth to consider that Jane
could not have been wearied by long expectations. The little
Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were standing on the
steps of the house as they entered the paddock; and, when the
carriage drove up to the door, the joyful surprise that lighted up
their faces, and displayed itself over their whole bodies, in a
variety of capers and frisks, was the first pleasing earnest of
their welcome. Elizabeth jumped out; and, after giving each of them
a hasty kiss, hurried into the vestibule, where Jane, who came
running down from her mother's apartment, immediately met her.
Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears filled
the eyes of both, lost not a moment in asking whether anything had
been heard of the fugitives. "Not yet," replied Jane. "But now that
my dear uncle is come, I hope everything will be well." "Is my
father in town?" "Yes, he went on Tuesday, as I wrote you word."
"And have you heard from him often?" "We have heard only twice. He
wrote me a few lines on Wednesday to say that he had arrived in
safety, and to give me his directions, which I particularly begged
him to do. He merely added that he should not write again till he
had something of importance to mention." "And my mother— how is
she? How are you all?" "My mother is tolerably well, I trust;
though her spirits are greatly shaken. She is upstairs and will
have great satisfaction in seeing you all. She does not yet leave
her dressing-room. Mary and Kitty are, thank Heaven, are quite
well." "But you— how are you?" cried Elizabeth. "You look pale. How
much you must have gone through!" Her sister, however, assured her
of her being perfectly well; and their conversation, which had been
passing while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were engaged with their
children,. Was now put an end to by the approach of the whole
party. Jane ran to her uncle and aunt, and welcomed and thanked
them both, with alternate smiles and tears. When they were all in
the drawing-room, the questions which Elizabeth had already asked
were of course repeated by the others, and they soon found that
Jane had no intelligence to give. The sanguine hope of good,
however, which the benevolence of her heart suggested had not yet
deserted her; she still expected that it would all end well, and
that every morning would bring some letter, either from Lydia or
her father, to explain their proceedings, and, perhaps, announce
their marriage. Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired,
after a few minutes' conversation together, received them exactly
as might be expected; with tears and lamentations of regret,
invectives against the villainous conduct of Wickham, and
complaints of her own sufferings and ill-usage; blaming everybody
but the person to whose ill-judging indulgence the errors of her
daughter must principally be owing.
"If I had been able," said she, "to
carry my point in going to Brighton, with all my family, this would not have happened; but poor dear Lydia
had nobody to take care of her. Why did the Forsters ever let her
go out of their sight? I am sure there was some great neglect or
other on their side, for she is not the kind of girl to do such a
thing if she had been well looked after. I always thought they were
very unfit to have the charge of her; but I was overruled, as I
always am. Poor dear child! And now here's Mr. Bennet gone away,
and I know he will fight Wickham, wherever he meets him and then he
will be killed, and what is to become of us all? The Collinses will
turn us out before he is cold in his grave, and if you are not kind
to us, brother, I do not know what we shall do."
They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner,
after general assurances of his affection for her and all her
family, told her that he meant to be in London the very next day,
and would assist Mr. Bennet in every endeavour for recovering
Lydia. "Do not give way to useless alarm," added he; "though it is
right to be prepared for the worst, there is no occasion to look on
it a certain. It is not quite a week since they left Brighton. In a
few days more we may gain some news of them; and till we know that
they are not married, and have no design of marrying, do not let us
give the matter over as lost. As soon as I get to town I shall go
to my brother, and make him come home with me to Gracechurch
Street; and then we may consult together as to what is to be done."
"Oh! my dear brother," replied Mrs.
Bennet, "that is exactly what I could most wish for. And now do,
when you get to town, find them out, wherever they may be; and if
they are not married already, make them
marry. And as for wedding clothes, do not let them wait for that,
but tell Lydia she shall have as much money as she chooses to buy
them, after they are married. And, above all, keep Mr. Bennet from
fighting. Tell him what a dreadful state I am in, that I am
frighted out of my wits— and have such tremblings, such
flutterings, all over me— such spasms in my side and pains in my
head, and such beatings at heart, that I can get no rest by night
nor by day. And tell my dear Lydia not to give any directions about
her clothes till she has seen me, for she does not know which are
the best warehouses. Oh, brother, how kind you are! I know you will
contrive it all."
But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest
endeavours in the cause, could not avoid recommending moderation to
her, as well in her hopes as her fear; and after talking with her
in this manner till dinner was on the table, they all left her to
vent all her feelings on the housekeeper, who attended in the
absence of her daughters.
Though her brother and sister were
persuaded that there was no real occasion for such a seclusion from
the family, they did not attempt to oppose it, for they knew that
she had not prudence enough to hold her tongue before the servants,
while they waited at table, and judged it better that one only of the household, and the one whom they
could most trust should comprehend all her fears and solicitude on
the subject.
In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had
been too busily engaged in their separate apartments to make their
appearance before. One came from her books, and the other from her
toilette. The faces of both, however, were tolerably calm; and no
change was visible in either, except that the loss of her favourite
sister, or the anger which she had herself incurred in this
business, had given more of fretfulness than usual to the accents
of Kitty. As for Mary, she was mistress enough of herself to
whisper to Elizabeth, with a countenance of grave reflection, soon
after they were seated at table: "This is a most unfortunate
affair, and will probably be much talked of. But we must stem the
tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of each other the
balm of sisterly consolation." Then, perceiving in Elizabeth no
inclination of replying, she added, "Unhappy as the event must be
for Lydia, we may draw from it this useful lesson: that loss of
virtue in a female is irretrievable; that one false step involves
her in endless ruin; that her reputation is no less brittle than it
is beautiful; and that she cannot be too much guarded in her
behaviour towards the undeserving of the other sex." Elizabeth
lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much oppressed to make
any reply. Mary, however, continued to console herself with such
kind of moral extractions from the evil before them. In the
afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for
half-an-hour by themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed herself
of the opportunity of making any inquiries, which Jane was equally
eager to satisfy. After joining in general lamentations over the
dreadful sequel of this event, which Elizabeth considered as all
but certain, and Miss Bennet could not assert to be wholly
impossible, the former continued the subject, by saying, "But tell
me all and everything about it which I have not already heard. Give
me further particulars. What did Colonel Forster say? Had they no
apprehension of anything before the elopement took place? They must
have seen them together for ever."
"Colonel Forster did own that he
had often suspected some partiality, especially on Lydia's side,
but nothing to give him any alarm. I am so grieved for him! His
behaviour was attentive and kind to the utmost. He was coming to us, in order to assure us of his
concern, before he had any idea of their not being gone to
Scotland: when that apprehension first got abroad, it hastened his
journey."
"And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry? Did he know
of their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny
himself?"
"Yes; but, when questioned by
him, Denny denied knowing anything of their
plans, and would not give his real opinion about it. He did not
repeat his persuasion of their not marrying— and from that, I am inclined to hope, he might have been
misunderstood before."
"And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you entertained
a doubt, I suppose, of their being really married?" "How was it
possible that such an idea should enter our brains? I felt a little
uneasy—a little fearful of my sister's happiness with him in
marriage, because I knew that his conduct had not been always quite
right. My father and mother knew nothing of that; they only felt
how imprudent a match it must be. Kitty then owned, with a very
natural triumph on knowing more than the rest of us, that in
Lydia's last letter she had prepared her for such a step. She had
known, it seems, of their being in love with each other, many
weeks." "But not before they went to Brighton?" "No, I believe
not." "And did Colonel Forster appear to think well of Wickham
himself? Does he know he real character?" "I must confess that he
did not speak so well of Wickham as he formerly did. He believed
him to be imprudent and extravagant. And since this sad affair has
taken place, it is said that he left Meryton greatly in debt; but I
hope this may be false." "Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we
told what we knew of him, this could not have happened!" "Perhaps
it would have been better," replied her sister. "But to expose the
former faults of any person without knowing what their present
feelings were, seemed unjustifiable. We acted with the best
intentions." "Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of
Lydia's note to his wife?" "He brought it with him for us to see."
Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and gave it to Elizabeth.
These were the contents:
"My Dear
Harriet,— "You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I
cannot help laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as
soon as I am missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot
guess with who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one
man in the world I love, and he is an angel. I should never be
happy without him, so think it no harm to be off. You need not send
them word at Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it
will make the surprise the greater, when I write to them and sign
my name 'Lydia Wickham.' What a good joke it will be! I can hardly
write for laughing. Pray make my excuses to Pratt for not keeping
my engagement, and dancing with him to-night. Tell him I hope he
will excuse me when he knows all; and tell him I will dance with
him at the next ball we meet, with great pleasure. I shall send for
my clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell Sally
to mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown before they are
packed up. Good-bye. Give my love to Colonel Forster. I hope you
will drink to our good journey. Your affectionate friend,
"Lydia Bennet."
"Oh! thoughtless, thoughtless
Lydia!" cried Elizabeth when she had finished it. What a letter is
this, to be written at such a moment! But at least it shows that
she was serious on the subject of their
journey. Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not
on her side a scheme of infamy. My poor
father! how he must have felt it!"
I never saw any one so shocked. He could not speak a word for full
ten minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole
house in such confusion!" "Oh! Jane," cried Elizabeth, "was there a
servant belonging to it who did not know the whole story before the
end of the day?" "I do not know. I hope there was. But to be
guarded at such a time is very difficult. My mother was in
hysterics, and though I endeavoured to give her every assistance in
my power, I am afraid I did not do so much as I might have done!
But the horror of what might possibly happen almost took from me my
faculties." "Your attendance upon her has been too much for you.
You do not look well. Oh that I had been with you! you have had
every care and anxiety upon yourself alone." "Mary and Kitty have
been very kind, and would have shared in every fatigue, I am sure;
but I did not think it right for either of them. Kitty is slight
and delicate; and Mary studies so much, that her hours of repose
should not be broken in on. My aunt Phillips came to Longbourn on
Tuesday, after my father went away; and was so good as to stay till
Thursday with me. She was of great use and comfort to us all. And
Lady Lucas has been very kind; she walked here on Wednes day
morning to condole with us, and offered her services, or any of her
daughters', if they should be of use to us."
"She had better have stayed at
home," cried Elizabeth; "perhaps she meant
well, but, under such a misfortune as this, one cannot see too
little of one's neighbours. Assistance is impossible; condolence
insufferable. Let them triumph over us at a distance, and be
satisfied."
She then proceeded to inquire into the measures which her father
had intended to pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his
daughter. "He meant I believe," replied Jane, "to go to Epsom, the
place where they last changed horses, see the postilions and try if
anything could be made out from them. His principal object must be
to discover the number of the hackney coach which took them from
Clapham. It had come with a fare from London; and as he thought
that the circumstance of a gentleman and lady's removing from one
carriage into another might be remarked he meant to make inquiries
at Clapham. If he could anyhow discover at what house the coachman
had before set down his fare, he determined to make inquiries
there, and hoped it might not be impossible to find out the stand
and number of the coach. I do not know of any other designs that he
had formed; but he was in such a hurry to be gone, and his spirits
so greatly discomposed, that I had difficulty in finding out even
so much as this."