Chapter 37
The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning, and Mr. Collins
having been in waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting
obeisance, was able to bring home the pleasing intelligence, of
their appearing in very good health, and in as tolerable spirits as
could be expected, after the melancholy scene so lately gone
through at Rosings. To Rosings he then hastened, to console Lady
Catherine and her daughter; and on his return brought back, with
great satisfaction, a message from her ladyship, importing that she
felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous of having them
all to dine with her. Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine
without recollecting that, had she chosen it, she might by this
time have been presented to her as her future niece; nor could she
think, without a smile, of what her ladyship's indignation would
have been. "What would she have said? how would she have behaved?"
were questions with which she amused herself. Their first subject
was the diminution of the Rosings party. "I assure you, I feel it
exceedingly," said Lady Catherine; "I believe no one feels the loss
of friends so much as I do. But I am particularly attached to these
young men, and know them to be so much attached to me! They were
excessively sorry to go! But so they always are. The dear Colonel
rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy seemed
to feel it most acutely, more, I think, than last year. His
attachment to Rosings certainly increases." Mr. Collins had a
compliment, and an allusion to throw in here, which were kindly
smiled on by the mother and daughter. Lady Catherine observed,
after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed out of spirits. And
immediately accounting for it by herself, by supposing that she did
not like to go home again so soon, she added: "But if that is the
case, you must write to your mother and beg that you may stay a
little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your company, I am
sure." "I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind
invitation," replied Elizabeth, "but it is not in my power to
accept it. I must be in town next Saturday." "Why, at that rate,
you will have been here only six weeks. I expected you to stay two
months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came. There can be no
occasion for your going so soon. Mrs. Bennet could certainly spare
you for another fortnight." "But my father cannot. He wrote last
week to hurry my return."
"Oh! your father of course may
spare you, if your mother can. Daughters are never of so much
consequence to a father. And if you will stay another month complete, it will be in my power to take one
of you as far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a
week; and as Dawson does not object to the barouche-box, there will
be very good room for one of you—and indeed, if the weather should
happen to be cool, I should not object to taking you both, as you
are neither of you large."
"You are all kindness, madam; but I believe we must abide by our
original plan."
Lady Catherine seemed resigned.
"Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant with them. You know I always
speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea of two young women
travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper. You must
contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike in the world
to that sort of thing. Young women should always be properly
guarded and attended, according to their situation in life. When my
niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her
having two men-servants go with her. Miss Darcy, the daughter of
Mr. Darcy, of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared
with propriety in a different manner. I am excessively attentive to
all those things. You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs.
Collins. I am glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would
really be discreditable to you to let them
go alone."
"My uncle is to send a servant for us." "Oh! Your uncle! He keeps a
man-servant, does he? I am very glad you have somebody who thinks
of these things. Where shall you change horses? Oh! Bromley, of
course. If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be attended
to." Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting
their journey, and as she did not answer them all herself,
attention was necessary, which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for
her; or, with a mind so occupied, she might have forgotten where
she was. Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours; whenever
she was alone, she gave way to it as the greatest relief; and not a
day went by without a solitary walk, in which she might indulge in
all the delight of unpleasant recollections. Mr. Darcy's letter she
was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart. She studied every
sentence; and her feelings towards its writer were at times widely
different. When she remembered the style of his address, she was
still full of indignation; but when she considered how unjustly she
had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against
herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of
compassion. His attachment excited gratitude, his general character
respect; but she could not approve him; nor could she for a moment
repent her refusal, or feel the slightest inclination ever to see
him again. In her own past behaviour, there was a constant source
of vexation and regret; and in the unhappy defects of her family, a
constant source of vexation and regret; and in the unhappy defects
of her family, a subject of yet heavier chagrin. They were hopeless
of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at them, would never
exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest
daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right herself,
was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently
united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of
Catherine and Lydia; but while they were supported by their
mother's indulgence, what chance could there be of improvement?
Catherine, weak-spirited, irritable, and completely under Lydia's
guidance, had been always affronted by their advice; and Lydia,
self-willed and careless, would scarcely give them a hearing. They
were ignorant, idle, and vain. While there was an officer in
Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while Meryton was within a
walk of Longbourn, they would be going there forever. Anxiety on
Jane's behalf was another prevailing concern; and Mr. Darcy's
explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion,
heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His affection was
proved to have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all blame,
unless any could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in
his friend. How grievous then was the thought that, of a situation
so desirable in every respect, so replete with advantage, so
promising for happiness, Jane had been deprived, by the folly and
indecorum of her own family! Their engagements at Rosings were as
frequent during the last week of her stay as they had been at
first. The very last evening was spent there; and her ladyship
again inquired minutely into the particulars of their journey, gave
them directions as to the best method of packing, and was so urgent
on the necessity of placing gowns in the only right way, that Maria
thought herself obliged, on her return, to undo all the work of the
morning, and pack her trunk afresh. When they parted, Lady
Catherine, with great condescension, wished them a good journey,
and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year; and Miss de
Bourgh exerted herself so far as to curtsey and hold out her hand
to both.