Chapter 24
Miss Bingley's letter arrived, and put an end to doubt. The very
first sentence conveyed the assurance of their being all settled in
London for the winter, and concluded with her brother's regret at
not having had time to pay his respects to his friends in
Hertfordshire before he left the country. Hope was over, entirely
over; and when Jane could attend to the rest of the letter, she
found little, except the professed affection of the writer, that
could give her any comfort. Miss Darcy's praise occupied the chief
of it. Her many attractions were again dwelt on, and Caroline
boasted joyfully of their increasing intimacy, and ventured to
predict the accomplishment of the wishes which had been unfolded in
her former letter. She wrote also with great pleasure of her
brother's being an inmate of Mr. Darcy's house, and mentioned with
raptures some plans of the latter with regard to new furniture.
Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the chief of all
this, heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was divided between
concern for her sister, and resentment against all others. To
Caroline's assertion of her brother's being partial to Miss Darcy
she paid no credit. That he was really fond of Jane, she doubted no
more than she had ever done; and much as she had always been
disposed to like him, she could not think without anger, hardly
without contempt, on that easiness of temper, that want of proper
resolution, which now made him the slave of his designing friends,
and led him to sacrifice of his own happiness to the caprice of
their inclination. Had his own happiness, however, been the only
sacrifice, he might have been allowed to sport with it in whatever
manner he thought best, but her sister's was involved in it, as she
thought he must be sensible himself. It was a subject, in short, on
which reflection would be long indulged, and must be unavailing.
She could think of nothing else; and yet whether Bingley's regard
had really died away, or were suppressed by his friends'
interference; whether he had been aware of Jane's attachment, or
whether it had escaped his observation; whatever were the case,
though her opinion of him must be materially affected by the
difference, her sister's situation remained the same, her peace
equally wounded. A day or two passed before Jane had courage to
speak of her feelings to Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet's
leaving them together, after a longer irritation than usual about
Netherfield and its master, she could not help saying: "Oh, that my
dear mother had more command over herself! She can have no idea of
the pain she gives me by her continual reflections on him. But I
will not repine. It cannot last long. He will be forgot, and we
shall all be as we were before." Elizabeth looked at her sister
with incredulous solicitude, but said nothing.
"You doubt me," cried Jane,
slightly colouring; "indeed, you have no reason. He may live in my
memory as the most amiable man of my acquaintance, but that is all.
I have nothing either to hope or fear, and nothing to reproach him
with. Thank God! I have not that pain. A
little time, therefore— I shall certainly try to get the
better."
With a stronger voice she soon added, "I have this comfort
immediately, that it has not been more than an error of fancy on my
side, and that it has done no harm to anyone but myself." "My dear
Jane!" exclaimed Elizabeth, "you are too good. Your sweetness and
disinterestedness are really angelic; I do not know what to say to
you. I feel as if I had never done you justice, or loved you as you
deserve." Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit,
and threw back the praise on her sister's warm affection.
"Nay," said Elizabeth, "this is not
fair. You wish to think all the world
respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of anybody. I only want to
think you perfect, and you set yourself
against it. Do not be afraid of my running into any excess, of my
encroaching on your privilege of universal good-will. You need not.
There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I
think well. The more I see of the world, the more am I dissatisfied
with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of
all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be
placed on the appearance of merit or sense. I have met with two
instances lately, one I will not mention; the other is Charlotte's
marriage. It is unaccountable! In every view it is
unaccountable!"
"My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They
will ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance enough for
difference of situation and temper. Consider Mr. Collins's
respectability, and Charlotte's steady, prudent character. Remember
that she is one of a large family; that as to fortune, it is a most
eligible match; and be ready to believe, for everybody's sake, that
she may feel something like regard and esteem for our cousin." "To
oblige you, I would try to believe almost anything, but no one else
could be benefited by such a belief as this; for were I persuaded
that Charlotte had any regard for him, I should only think worse of
her understanding than I now do of her heart. My dear Jane, Mr.
Collins is a conceited, pompous, narrow-minded, silly man; you know
he is, as well as I do; and you must feel, as well as I do, that
the woman who married him cannot have a proper way of thinking. You
shall not defend her, though it is Charlotte Lucas. You shall not,
for the sake of one individual, change the meaning of principle and
integrity, nor endeavour to persuade yourself or me, that
selfishness is prudence, and insensibility of danger security for
happiness."
"I musty think your language too
strong in speaking of both," replied Jane; "and I hope you will be
convinced of it by seeing them happy together. But enough of this.
You alluded to something else. You mentioned two instances. I cannot misunderstand you, but I
entreat you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by thinking that person to blame, and saying your opinion of him
is sunk. We must not be so ready to fancy ourselves intentionally
injured. We must not expect a lively young man to be always so
guarded and circumspect. It is very often nothing but our own
vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than it
does."
"And men take care that they should." "If it is designedly done,
they cannot be justified; but I have no idea of there being so much
design in the world as some persons imagine. "I am far from
attributing any part of Mr. Bingley's conduct to design," said
Elizabeth; "but without scheming to do wrong, or to make others
unhappy, there may be error, and there may be misery.
Thoughtlessness, want of attention to other people's feelings, and
want of resolution, will do the business." "And do you impute it to
either of those?" "Yes; to the last. But if I go on, I shall
displease you by saying what I think of persons you esteem Stop me
whilst you can." "You persist, then, in supposing his sisters
influence him?" Yes, in conjunction with his friend." "I cannot
believe it. Why should they try to influence him? They can only
wish his happiness; and if he is attached to me, no other woman can
secure it." "Your first position is false. They may wish many
things besides his happiness; they may wish his increase of wealth
and consequence; they may wish him to marry a girl who has all the
importance of money, great connections, and pride." "Beyond a
doubt, they do wish him to choose Miss Darcy," replied Jane; "but
this may be from better feelings than you are supposing. They have
known her much longer than they have known me; no wonder if they
love her better. But, whatever may be their own wishes, it is very
unlikely they should have opposed their brother's. What sister
would think herself at liberty to do it, unless there were
something very objectionable? If they believed him attached to me,
they would not try to part us; if he were so, they could not
succeed. By supposing such an affection, you make everybody acting
unnaturally and wrong, and me most unhappy. Do not distress me by
the idea. I am not ashamed of having been mistaken— or, at least,
it is light, it is nothing in comparison of what I should feel in
thinking ill of him or his sisters. Let me take it in the best
light, in the light in which it may be understood." Elizabeth could
not oppose such a wish; and from this time Mr. Bingley's name was
scarcely ever mentioned between them." Mrs. Bennet still continued
to wonder and repine at his returning no more, and though a day
seldom passed in which Elizabeth did not account for it clearly,
there was little chance of her ever considering it with less
perplexity. Her daughter endeavoured to convince her of what she
did not believe herself, that his attentions to Jane had been
merely the effect of a common and transient liking, which ceased
when he saw her no more; but though the probability of the
statement was admitted at the time, she had the same story to
repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet's best comfort was that Mr. Bingley
must be down again in the summer. Mr. Bennet treated the matter
differently. "So, Lizzy," said he one day, "your sister is crossed
in love, I find. I congratulate her. Next to being married, a girl
likes to be crossed a little in love now and then. It is something
to think of, and it gives her a sort of distinction among her
companions. When is your turn to come? You will hardly bear to be
long outdone by Jane. Now is your time. Here are officers enough in
Meryton to disappoint all the young ladies in the country. Let
Wickham be your man. He is a pleasant fellow, and would jilt you
creditably." "Thank you, sir, but a less agreeable man would
satisfy me. We must not all expect Jane's good fortune." "True,"
said Mr. Bennet, "but it is a comfort to think that whatever of
that kind may befall you, you have an affectionate mother who will
make the most of it." Mr. Wickham's society was of material service
in dispelling the gloom which the late perverse occurrences had
thrown on many of the Longbourn family. They saw him often, and to
his other recommendations was now added that of general unreserve.
The whole of what Elizabeth had already heard, his claims on Mr.
Darcy, and all that he had suffered from him, was now openly
acknowledged and publicly canvassed; and everybody was pleased to
know how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they had
known anything of the matter. Miss Bennet was the only creature who
could suppose there might be any extenuating circumstances in the
case, unknown to the society of Hertfordshire; her mild and steady
candour always pleaded for allowances, and urged the possibility of
mistakes—but by everybody else Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst
of men.