Persephones
The day dawns clear. I get dressed
as quickly as I can, grab my gardening gear, and head out toward
the oak. As I approach, I see someone kneeling in my garden. She's
working the earth around some new plantings, pulling out stray
strands of grass and loosening clods with her fingers.
I clear my throat, and she jerks her head up
like a deer hearing a twig crack. She runs her eyes over the spade
in my hand and my simple chiton. A smile illuminates her
face.
"Are you the gardener?" she asks. "I was
hoping you'd come."
She scrambles to her feet. Her chiton is
coarse linen and very plain in style, as if she never had the time
to weave a pattern. She's sturdy looking and brown skinned. Her
arms are muscled, and as I come closer, I see her hands are rough.
I think she's about my age. A mortal shade, and newly here, I'd
guess.
"Is it all right if I work here?" she asks.
"This garden is so pretty. Someone's been doing a beautiful job. I
bet it's you. You're the one to ask, aren't you?"
I'm tongue-tied. What do I say?
"At home I was always working," she goes on.
"I love keeping my hands busy, but here everyone seems to think I
should be happy lazing around doing nothing. As if that's fun! I
need to work or I'll lose my mind. I bet that's why so many people
end up in that river."
She glances toward the Lethe. "I almost went
in by mistake. I didn't know it erased you! I was here for days
before there were enough of us for the throne room, where they tell
you these things. Was it like that for you?"
I'm still frozen. Misinterpreting my
silence, she sighs. Her shoulders slump. "I understand. If I'm not
supposed to be here, I'll go."
As she starts to walk away, a panicky
feeling clutches me: I'm losing her.
"No, no!" I call out. "Stay! I am the
gardener. You're right."
I don't know which is back in front of me
faster, her body or her eager smile.
"I, um, I don't know many people here," I
say, scram bling for words. "I think I'd like working with you. And
I can tell you know your way around plants."
"Really?" She waves a hand toward the
palace. "Do I need to clear it with someone official?"
"No. It'll be fine."
She grins, looking ready to burst with
energy. Then she sits back down and starts pulling weeds again,
chattering away. As I kneel to work beside her, I'm surprised by
how light I feel.
She tells me her name is Melita and she
comes from a mountain valley by a river. Back there she was
married, and her daughter, Philomena, was just starting to toddle.
That's why she's glad she didn't go in the Lethe, so she can
recognize her family when they come. She asks if there are more
tools at the palace and I say I'll check, and then she turns to me
and says, "Listen to me, rambling on. What's your name?"
Without thinking I answer, "Persephone,"
then catch my breath.
"Persephone? Just like the queen? That's
funny."
What am I going to say? Do I tell her and
have her go all scared and formal on me? I don't think
so.
"Just like the queen."
"Two Persephones in one place! I guess you
call her 'my lady.' And I bet she doesn't even know your name.
Still, it's funny, isn't it?"
"Yes," I say. "It's hilarious."


So now I have a friend. And she's a mortal.
Is it so wrong, letting Melita think I'm
mortal, too? She doesn't know who I am, and I don't want to tell
her.
I came barefoot, holding my sturdy new
spade. I saw her glance at my dress, its weave immeasurably finer
than hers, and at the engraved brooches on my shoulders. But she
thinks it's because I'm a servant in the palace, and I don't want
to tell her otherwise.
She even said she saw the queen once, when
she was finally called for greetings, but the throne room was so
big and she felt so scared, all she noticed was a crown and a
purple chiton.
Even then, I didn't tell her who I am.
Because I've heard all the stories, how mortals act when they meet
up with gods. They cower and swoon, or they try to win your favor.
The last thing I need is someone fawning all over me like an
overeager puppy begging for approval. I need a friend.
Still, sometimes I think of Zeus disguising
himself as a swan, and I start to get a queasy feeling, the one
that comes with questions I don't like. If I let Melita think I'm a
servant, doesn't that make me one more opportunistic god in
disguise?
And I always answer myself the same way.
What I'm doing is completely different. I would never try to
manipulate Melita. I just want someone to laugh with and work next
to in the garden. Zeus left Leda laying an egg, but nothing I do
could change Melita's fate: she's already dead.
No, everything will be fine. I can keep my
immortality to myself. I'm not exactly brimming over with special
powers, anyway.