Ripples
"W here have you been all
morning?" calls Kallirhoe. "Come over here fast. Admete's got
news."
They're all staring at her, which is great.
This way they won't peer at me. I must look as different as I feel.
It's like I used to be a stunted shoot and now that I've had my
first taste of rain, I'm sprouting bright green leaves all over the
place. How would I explain it to them? A good night's
sleep?
Then I get close enough to see Admete's face
and I know. She's in love.
"When you told us your mother was away," she
says, "I decided to go exploring."
"Wait!" says Ianthe, looking around like an
anxious sparrow. "Don't say it again until we're in the rowboat."
She gets up and pulls over the old, flat-bottomed scow, and we all
pile in. Kallirhoe pushes us off toward the middle of the lake,
then settles down with one leg draped over the side so her toes
make ripples.
"All right," says Ianthe, relaxing and
turning her face to the sun, "go on, Admete. Start over from the
beginning."
"I was exploring and I found something I
never noticed before—a place where my stream flows near a crevice
in the cliff. It would be too small for any of you to squeeze into,
but I was able to trickle through, and I wanted to see what was on
the other side."
She looks like she's melting, boneless,
against the hull of the boat. "There's a path. It goes all the way
to the ocean, to a hidden little cove. And he was there."
"He?" Has she seen him, then, in his
chariot, his four black horses?
"Stop wobbling the boat, Persephone. He's a
river god, with blue-green skin and wave-green eyes. He's young and
strong, and when he whispered in my ear . . ." Her lids droop, as
if all her energy is getting sucked inside, to the place where her
heart is beating.
Kallirhoe gives an appreciative sigh. Even
Ianthe looks dreamy. I relax and trail my fingers in the lake,
sketching lines for a moment before they disappear into nothing
again.
Then Galaxaura blows the mood away with a
blast of reality. "What does your father say?"
"My father? You think I'd tell him?" Admete
gives a hard little laugh. "Once he remembers I'm here, he'll marry
me off like he did with my sisters. I'll get some stodgy old man
with a great pedigree. Someone who's already gray. And flabby." She
shudders. "No, the second my father finds out, that's the end of my
fun."
Ianthe glances around again. "And what about
Demeter? What if she hears you've been lying?"
"Calm down, Ianthe," I say. "Admete isn't
exactly lying; she's just neglecting to mention something. It's
different."
Ianthe shakes her head. "I think you should
be careful, that's all. Deception sows some dangerous
crops."
She doesn't understand. You can't always
tell everyone everything. Sometimes you have to cheat, just a
little tiny bit, to get what you want. It won't hurt
anybody.
Admete isn't really listening to us. She
takes a deep breath and closes her eyes, and it's obvious she's
with her river god again. "It was quiet except for lapping waves,
and moonlight was dancing on the water, and when he kissed me . .
."
The rest of us lean so far in her direction,
the boat tilts.
"Tell us!" begs Kallirhoe.
But Admete doesn't say another word. She's
lost in a moonlit cove, blue-green arms wrapped around her
glistening skin.