No Fear
My teeth chattered. Chance wrapped his arms
around me and rubbed his hands across my back, murmuring comforting
words. I clung to him, hating myself for the weakness that would
make him believe in possibilities between us.
“I don’t want this anymore,” I muttered into his
shirt.
“I don’t think there’s any stopping it,” he said
gently. “There are forces unleashed here that we don’t
control.”
Yeah, it came back to being careful what you
wished for because you might get it. Somehow this revenge didn’t
taste as sweet as I’d expected. And I didn’t entirely understand.
Agnes Pettigrew had been a middle-aged spinster with lovely
penmanship; she had suffered from unrequited love for her boss and
wore her skirts a little too tight. She hadn’t been vicious or evil
that I could tell, so it made no sense that she’d been part of the
group that showed up the night my mother died.
I didn’t understand any of this.
“You’re right.” At this point, we could only
ride it out and try not to get caught in the cross fire.
That cold wind rolled over us again, carrying
with it an actual physical darkness. The small clearing grew smoky,
a tiny pocket hell, where I’d led twelve souls to be tormented. A
man burst past us, screaming with raw horror. Before I could move
or speak, he too plummeted over the edge, crashing down the slope
to find his eternal rest just a few feet from Agnes
Pettigrew.
“We shouldn’t stay here,” Chance said then. “You
don’t really want to see . . . ?”
No, I didn’t. Nausea and horror warred within
me. I’d wanted justice, but I’d never foreseen the horror-laced
madness that led them along the same path like lemmings. Demon
darkness and the wailing of the wretched dead drove them along,
scared almost to death even before they fell.
With some effort, I asked, “You have your little
tablet?” In answer, Chance pulled it from his jacket pocket. “Yeah.
Shannon’s sharp as a tack, isn’t she?”
“You feel like testing her invention?”
He arched a brow. “What’d you have in
mind?”
“I thought maybe we could really find some lost
souls.”
Maybe if we did some good out here, it would
outweigh the rest. I didn’t put too much faith in that, of course,
but I wanted to feel like more than an agent for destruction. In
this way, I could give comfort and closure.
Thanks to his luck, we found two bodies in the
first hour. They both lay in varying positions along the bottom of
that gully. They’d run from the demon, fleeing it in terror, and
plunged to their deaths.
I tried to ignore the screaming as others broke
down, forgetting everything but the need to flee that devouring
darkness, further agitated by angry spirits whipping through the
trees. It couldn’t be easy, knowing they were the reason such evil
surrounded the town. But they hadn’t realized when they set out to
hunt me here that the demon wanted their deaths more than anything
else. I hadn’t been sure of that, but I did know monsters didn’t
like being bound, cheated, and forgotten. And I’d been willing to
bet it wouldn’t hurt me.
I knelt to mark the second corpse, which had
rolled beneath a scrubby little bush, and said, “I think this is
Glen Farley.”
Chance didn’t answer. I stilled, scenting danger
like a living thing all around us. Scarcely moving a muscle, I
glanced up to find Sandra Cheney, filthy and bloody faced on the
rise above. The wind whipped at her clothing and lifted her
platinum hair in a way that made her look utterly mad—and
terrifying. She held no weapon, but she didn’t look as though she
had mind enough left to remember why she’d come out here in the
first place.
Her hands curled into claws as she screamed for
her daughter. “Shannon! Shannon!” She threw back her head, wailing
in wordless grief.
I heard the crunch of approaching footsteps, and
then I saw Jesse and Shannon approaching from the southwest. Sandra
hadn’t noticed them yet, keening like a bereaved woman from ancient
times. The gale amplified her pain, and all around her, the shadows
gathered. From my angle, they looked hungry, swollen with sharp
anticipation.
I didn’t know if the deaths of those responsible
would be enough to give the phantoms rest or if they’d passed
beyond the human afterlife—and were now feeding on pain, terror,
and grief. They had been paler wisps, facsimiles of those they’d
known in life, but we’d turned them into something else, and I
didn’t know what exactly they could do.
Shannon had called them. Perhaps she could send
them away too.
“I’m here, Mother.” The girl stepped forward,
but not close enough for Sandra to sweep her over the edge, and
Jesse stood within a safe distance.
“I did it for you,” Sandra moaned above the
rising wind. “I didn’t want them to know you were Gifted. If only
you’d listened to me—”
“So this is my fault?
You could have warned me. Instead, you plotted and schemed, fucked
that filthy old freak, and made Dad miserable. He loves you, though
God only knows why.”
“It was for you,” Sandra said again. But she
didn’t sound as sure as she had. “I didn’t want to let them take
you.”
Shannon snapped. “Right. And when exactly were
you going to get me out of here, Mommie Dearest? When did you plan
to save me, if you couldn’t convince England with your bodily
charms?”
“So you will not forgive me?” It was such a
melancholy question, but I knew the answer before Shannon
spoke.
“Never.” The girl’s tone echoed with ice.
To my absolute horror, Sandra did a swan dive
then, landing in a broken heap near where we stood. I shuddered . .
. because I was pretty sure she’d died in midair. That image would
haunt me—the shadows closing in on her, swallowing her as her flesh
fell and then passed into an inert state, before she touched the
ground.
“Are you guys okay?” I managed to call
out.
“A little beat-up from playing Survivor,” Jesse answered, “but nothing
serious.”
“There’re only two left,” Shannon said.
Harlan Cooper and Augustus England.
“Should we go hunting?” Chance asked as he
helped me climb out of the gully. I think he knew I’d go nuts if we
stayed down here a minute longer.
Jesse nodded, offering me a hand to tug me the
last few feet. “It’s about time.”
As much as I wanted to run, I couldn’t bring
myself to leave the job unfinished, not after all we’d been
through. If I didn’t put an end to things, once and for all, I’d
likely never forgive myself. Especially not when we were so
close.
I raised a brow. “Any idea where we should
start?”
Shannon raised her antique radio, looking cool
and remote. “They’ll find the last two for me, if you want me to
ask.”
Something about her expression made me shiver a
little. I glanced at the guys to get an idea what they thought.
Chance was nodding; Jesse looked unsure. Would it warp her gift,
asking spirits to do her bidding instead of merely communicating
with them and offering information? She’d asked Rob Walker to find
his own body, but that had the whisper of altruism attached. This,
most assuredly, didn’t.
Since the alternative was knocking around the
woods all night—and it was already starting to get dark—I gave a
curt nod. “Let’s finish this.”
The girl powered the radio on and fiddled with
the dial until the hissing static coalesced into a comprehensible,
inhuman whisper. “Thank you,” it said. “Thank you, Shannon. They’re
almost all gone. We made them pay. And . . . I’m not so cold
anymore.” It gave an awful little giggle.
Shit. That couldn’t be
good.
“Tell me where England’s hiding,” she bade
it.
The rest of us stood stock-still, distrusting
the give-and-take between Shannon and the thing on the radio. I was
afraid to move. I sensed the shadows pooling all around us, drawn
to her like a lodestone. She almost seemed to glow with a dark,
unholy light, feeding them even as she conversed.
I exchanged a look with Jesse. We really had to
get a handle on her gift before something terrible happened. Shit,
it might have already.
The whisper lapsed into a soft sibilance that
the rest of us couldn’t understand, but Shannon nodded and
responded as if the thing made perfect sense. It was eerie as she
led us along the gully to the south, skirting the slippery edge. A
soft rain began to fall, making progress more difficult.
We came upon England from behind. He was
crouched in a blind, trying to be patient, but I could sense his
fear like a living thing. He just had more control than the rest of
his people. And he held a hunting rifle with the surety of someone
who knew what to do with it. If he hadn’t been so distracted by the
swooping shadows and the icy wind, he would have heard us
approach.
Shit. Shit, shit, shit.
I was supposed to end this. If I were really the instrument of
vengeance I’d tried to become, I wouldn’t hesitate to end him. In
the distance, thunder rumbled, but no lightning accompanied
it.
How fitting, I thought,
disgusted with myself. All sound and
fury.
Chance broke the stillness, going after England
with such speed I could have blinked and missed it. My heart
clenched until I remembered he had his luck back. He wrapped an arm
around his neck and knocked the rifle out of England’s hands. To
his credit, England didn’t even struggle.
He stilled, eyeing me with pure hatred. “Shoot
me,” he spat. “You’ve won—and destroyed Kilmer in the process. Now
it will fill up with franchise stores, fast food, Internet cafés,
and pornographic bookshops.”
I’d tucked Ms. Pettigrew’s pistol into my bag,
and now I drew it out slowly, as if it were a snake about to bite
me. Could I really do this? Execute a man in cold blood? I knew he
was responsible for my mother’s death, but I’d never felt any
closer to her here, never felt she was watching with approval. Now
he was beaten, broken at my feet, and I cringed to think of putting
a bullet in him.
Darkness flooded the woods, carrying that
particular scent of dying vegetation. The wind kicked up, full of
echoing whispers of murdered souls. Though I knew I had nothing to
fear from either the cold or the dark, I couldn’t help but shudder.
The demon had come to witness this moment.
England set his jaw, straining against Chance’s
hold. “We should’ve killed you when you were a kid,” he told me. “I
wish to hell we had. But mark me, only one of us will walk out of
here, Corine Solomon. I don’t make the same mistakes twice.” He
slammed his head into Chance’s chin, loosening his hold, and then
kicked backward.
Chance went sprawling, and his luck tablet
bounced out of his pocket when he hit the ground. It tumbled into
the underbrush, shrouded in darkness. We couldn’t take our eyes off
England long enough to go searching for it, and I couldn’t live
with myself if anything happened to Chance.
“Stay back,” I begged him.
For an old man, England had some vicious moves,
but he was unarmed and I had a gun. I knew how to shoot, if not
well, and at this distance, even I couldn’t
miss. My blood cooled as I leveled my weapon on him.
“Get out of here,” I told the others. “This is
between him and me.” When they hesitated, I added, “You’ll just
distract me and give him an opening. Let me end this.”
I must have sounded cold—and sure—because I
heard them moving off. England’s pale eyes held a mad, fervid
light, as if he debated coming at me with his bare hands. “You
murdered my mother,” I said quietly.
As good as, anyway. She
wouldn’t have taken her own life or tried to pass me her power in a
failed ritual if there hadn’t been a hooded mob outside her
door.
He didn’t deny it. “She didn’t belong. Neither
do you. I’ve dedicated my life to keeping Kilmer a quiet, clean,
peaceful place where people can be proud of living. I’ve kept the
filth of the modern world at bay, just like my father before me.
And now”—he dove for his boot—“it’s time for you to go.”
When I saw him come up with a holdout pistol, I
fired. The pistol report rang like an explosion in my ears, and the
kickback hurt more than I’d expected. He got a shot off as he fell,
but it went wide, up in the air as he toppled back. I’d hit him in
the gut, maybe not a fatal shot if he got medical attention right
away. He wouldn’t.
The rain beat down in a savage fury. Then the
lightning came, flashing above the trees as if in fierce
celebration. Blood spread across his abdomen, trickling down his
sides and into the damp forest floor. The earth itself rumbled as
if with pleasure. I should’ve walked away, not watched whatever
would happen next.
But England raised a hand, as if beckoning me
closer. I knew he didn’t want forgiveness. He’d probably try to
stab me if I crept up to him, and I didn’t think I had the strength
to shoot him again. I backed away, knowing I had to find the
others.
The ground shuddered again, like the earthquake
Miss Minnie had predicted. As I scrambled backward, the forest
floor gave way, and England went sliding down in a mad muddy rush.
I tried not to imagine him suffocating as he bled out, buried with
those he’d led to their deaths.
A landslide like that would hide a lot of
bodies.
I lost my breath, running blind. I didn’t care
where I was going, as long as it was away. The rain lashed at my
face, stinging along with wild branches. Darkness writhed all
around me with tormenting shapes. I tore my hands when I
fell.
Someone jerked me to my feet. Chance.
His hands framed my face, his gaze anxious as he
searched my face. “Did you really think I’d leave you? You did
good, Corine. It’s almost over.”
I tried to wipe the mud and water out of my
eyes, but only succeeded in smearing it further. “We have to find
Cooper,” I agreed. “Where are the others?”
“Right here,” Jesse said.
Shannon smiled at me; at least I thought she
did. Between the wild wind, the driving rain, and the swirl of
shadows, I couldn’t be sure.