Butterfly Girl
Dawn came slowly.
Jesse had bunked down on the floor in Chance’s
room, unwilling to share with Dale. Shannon still had the mattress
where I’d been sleeping before she arrived. Unable to doze off, I
lay on the soft, sunken sofa, staring up at the dusty ceiling. The
guys had been taking turns, and since I was feeling better, I
figured I could do my part.
Around three a.m., someone tiptoed along the
hall toward me. I shifted and saw it was Shannon. She wore a
T-shirt that came nearly down to her knees, and I was struck by how
young she was, no matter how readily she’d adapted.
“Can’t sleep?” I whispered.
She shook her head. “I keep thinking about that
girl you saw locked in the attic.”
Though it hadn’t been my primary concern, I
wondered what happened to her. The idea of being confined in that
attic for being different made me shake all the way down to my
bones. If my mama and I had lived a hundred years earlier, our lot
might’ve been even worse. Judging by the way she’d been dressed,
the poor kid was probably long dead.
“Maybe you can ask her,” I offered, lifting my
legs so she could sit down.
“I’ve never contacted a spirit I didn’t know in
some way.” Shannon sounded doubtful, but interested.
“I don’t see what it would hurt to try. Doesn’t
look like we’ll be sleeping much until we resolve this, one way or
another.”
“Agreed.”
We crept through the house. I climbed onto a
chair to let down the ladder by increments, so softly it made no
noise at all. Getting upstairs took some doing, and I was a little
concerned that we’d wake the guys with our clambering overhead, but
it seemed as if the night itself wanted us to do this.
Sounds seemed muffled, cloaking our movements.
Not entirely understanding the impulse, I tugged the ladder back up
after us. I felt like this was a private ceremony between females,
and the guys shouldn’t be a part of it.
In a low whisper, I explained how to traverse
the boards without bouncing them. We inched toward the windowsill,
but I didn’t touch it. This was Shannon’s show.
As if in concert, we sank down opposite each
other. The girl turned her radio on low, and the static hiss filled
the dark space. Maybe I was just tired and suggestible, but I
sensed something. The hair on my forearms stirred; my skin
prickled.
Shannon whispered to the girl’s spirit as she
fiddled with the knobs. I couldn’t make out what she was saying,
but it sounded imploring. I sat quietly, trying not to distract
her.
I don’t know how long we sat in the dark, but as
she spun the dial farther along the bar, a tinny voice finally
crackled into focus. “Hello. I’m here.”
A hard shudder wracked me. This was a child no
older than the one I’d seen by the window. Whatever happened to
her, it hadn’t been long afterward. She hadn’t escaped or lived to
a ripe old age. She wasn’t an angry ghost, or she would have tried
to take her wrath out on us, but she didn’t rest in peace,
either.
“Who are you?” Shannon asked softly.
“Martha,” came the slow, crackling reply. Her
words carried impossible distance, echoes of the grave. “Martha
Vernon. It’s dark in here. Have you come to let me out?”
Oh God. Sucking in a
sharp breath, I wrapped my arms around my knees. She thought she
was still trapped in here. And, well . . . she was.
Shannon looked very pale, arms wrapped around
the radio. I could tell she was as chilled as I was, but her answer
sounded composed. “We’re going to try. What happened to you,
Martha?”
“Same thing that happens to everyone who’s
different around here.”
In the stillness, I heard the soft shuffle of
someone who wasn’t there. The boards creaked lightly beneath
Martha’s invisible weight. As she’d done for countless years, she
paced her prison. I thought my heart would explode when the
footsteps, accompanied by terrible cold, stopped beside us.
Shannon managed to ask, “What’s that?”
The non sequitur came, low and almost toneless,
full of hissing, static snakes. “They found I can call things to
me, things that fly, things that crawl. I can fill a tree with
butterflies, spell your name in lightning bugs, or send a plague of
locusts to their houses, but I cannot get out of here. Won’t you
let me out?”
I ached for her. Kilmer wasn’t a good place to
be different. That had still been true in my time. I couldn’t
imagine what it would have been like in hers.
“I’ll try,” Shannon assured the child’s ghost.
“But I need to know what happened to you first.”
“Same thing that happened to Holly Jarrett,
Timothy Sparks, David Prentice,” Martha sang out. An eerie,
tuneless humming poured out of the radio, and it made my head feel
strange, almost disconnected from the rest of me. Eventually, the
sound evolved back into words again, leaving me numb and
frightened. “And more, and more.”
“Tell me what that was,” Shannon begged.
“They fed us to the thing in the woods. ‘Two
roads diverged in a wood, and I—’ ” the ghost in the machine
whispered, “ ‘I took the one’ . . . ‘I took the one’ . . .” Her
tinny little voice repeated, a scratched phonograph phantom.
Mr. McGee must’ve been researching the dead
children and he’d located Martha Vernon on his radio—not because he
was Gifted, but because he was old and near death. He’d said I
could understand the whispers, whereas Chance could not because I
was soon to die myself . . . and I did.
He’d scrawled down the poem at some point, and
Curtis Farrell took it with him. Maybe I didn’t know all the
reasons why yet, but I was starting to find connections. Once I had
all the pieces, the big picture would take shape.
“That’s the link,” I said aloud. “Remember how
you and Mr. McGee found a pattern for the ‘bad things’ that happen
every so often on December 21? They targeted families who were
different and sacrificed them to the demon. I saw them performing
the ritual when I read the wreckage.”
My mother and I had certainly qualified. If
anyone knew about Shannon’s gift, it would have qualified her for
the purge. I could imagine Sandra Cheney’s chagrin when she
realized her family wasn’t perfect enough for her perfect town.
Maybe she thought sleeping with August England would change his
mind. If she’d only taken a good look in his eyes, she would have
seen he had no heart, and hence, no reason to change his
mind.
“But why?” Shannon’s
question came out anguished.
I shrugged. “That’s the million-dollar question,
isn’t it? Why did they hang so many witches in Salem?”
“ ‘I took the road less traveled by,’ ” Martha
announced at length.
The radio crackled and spat. I could sense its
vibrations against Shannon’s chest. A cold breeze poured over us,
stirring the dust in the attic until it became hard to see.
“She’s getting agitated,” the girl said in a
rush. “What should we do?”
Right, I was the mentor
here. I didn’t have time to think or ask for a second opinion;
Martha was working her way up to a poltergeist tempest. Like most
children, she wasn’t long on patience, and the years alone in the
attic hadn’t helped.
I decided swiftly. “I’ll pry open the
window.”
A child’s strength wouldn’t have been
sufficient, not when the nails were new and the boards were at
their best. Years of dry rot and rust had weakened the slats over
the window, though, so I pulled them off, one by one, not trying to
be quiet any longer. I yanked them away, tearing my fingers on the
splintering wood, and still didn’t pause until I had the whole
thing cleared. Fresh air poured into the attic for the first time
in I don’t know how many years, mingling with the spirit
storm.
I nodded at Shannon. “Tell her the way is
clear.”
Who knew if removing the symbol of her
imprisonment would be enough? The girl relayed the message,
standing up to thrust an arm through the triangular window. A queer
pop emerged from the radio as if something had passed through its
ancient speakers, and then wind gusted outward.
Surely we’d set her free. In another moment, we
had our answer. Though it was too late in the year for fireflies,
they twinkled outside the house, glimmering in sequence to spell
out the words, “Thank you.”
Shannon whispered, “Good-bye, butterfly
girl.”
The radio went dead silent. In response, Shannon
clicked it off. I stretched, arms over my head, just as we started
to hear commotion downstairs.
“Where the hell are they?” Jesse asked.
“Hell if I know.” Chance wasn’t a morning
person, let alone a middle-of-the-night person. “Did you hear a car
pull up?”
“Didn’t hear anything,” he answered. “The
Forester and the Mustang are still here. You think someone took
them?”
Chance’s voice became panicked. “They wouldn’t
have gone out to the woods without us?”
That tore it. If we let them, they’d go running
around looking for us, trying to play heroes, and wind up lost.
Then we’d have to go save them before the demon scared the piss out
of them and they broke their necks falling in the gully like Rob
Walker.
“We should nip this in the bud,” I said.
Shannon grinned. “Yeah, they’re about to have
twin aneurysms.”
In response, I unhooked the catch and gave the
ladder a good kick. It dropped with a thunk; then I waited. Both
guys came running, armed with makeshift weapons. Their fear turned
in unison to absolute exasperation.
“What are you two doing up there in the middle
of the night?” Chance demanded.
Shannon told him pertly, “Exorcising a
ghost.”
Excellent. I couldn’t
have done better myself.
Jesse thought better of whatever he’d meant to
say. “Did it work?”
“Yep.” I knew I sounded smug. “Didn’t you feel
all that wind blow through here?”
“Well,” Chance muttered. “Yeah. It woke me up,
in fact.”
“But I thought something was wrong and that the
windows were open when they shouldn’t be,” Saldana added.
“That’d be a reasonable assumption under any
other circumstances . . . ,” I began.
“And with any other combination of people,”
Shannon finished.
Lord, I loved this girl. I gave her a quick hug
around the shoulders, surprising both of us. Sheepish, I grinned
and indicated with a gesture that she should precede me down the
stairs. We went into the kitchen and fixed pancakes, even though it
was a few hours before dawn. It didn’t look like any of us would
get back to sleep anyway.
The guys bitched us out soundly for not waking
them, but neither of them had much to say when I asked, “Just what
would you two have contributed to the occasion?”
Frankly, Shannon hadn’t even needed me. Unless
she wouldn’t have thought to open the window. In that case, I’d
been mildly useful.
After conceding the point, Chance made a pot of
his deluxe coffee, and I didn’t try to talk Shannon out of having
some, well doctored with sugar and powdered milk. I figured we both
needed the warmth and the kick, after the serious eeriness of the
last hour.
An hour later, Dale staggered in and put away
two mugs of java and two plates of pancakes. He didn’t seem to
suffer from hangovers in the usual sense, but he did ask for some
aspirin. None of us had any, and we were apologizing for that when
a knock sounded at the front door.
I think our collective response to that was . .
.
Oh shit.
At this hour, it couldn’t be the twelve, coming
to invite us to partake of our civic duty. Somehow I wasn’t a bit
surprised to open the door and find Sandra Cheney standing there,
perfectly groomed even at six in the morning. Not a single blond
hair stirred from her attractive bob. Her fingernails shone pearly
in the half-light.
She fixed a smile on her face as I might hammer
a nail into a wall: doggedly and with force. “I’ve heard Shannon is
staying with you. I’ve come to take her home.”
Behind me, the girl made an awful little sound.
I made a show of looking at her. “Do you want to go?”
“Fuck no,” she answered deliberately.
“I’m pretty sure you can’t remove her against
her wishes,” I said with saccharine sweetness. “Is that right,
Jesse? How does the law stack up on that?”
“Once kids turn eighteen, they can’t be forced
to return to a home they’ve left,” he agreed. “And I think her
wishes are clear at this point.”
I smiled. “It was kind of you to come out and
check on her, though.”
“Well then.” Sandra fidgeted with her
pocketbook. In her icy eyes, I saw livid anger. She wanted to rant
and say we’d all rue the day, but that wouldn’t be polite. Plus,
you shouldn’t threaten people you actually meant to harm. Sandra
might be evil, but she wasn’t stupid.
“I’m so distressed to hear that, Shannon. I know
we’ve had our share of troubles, and you think I don’t understand
you, but the truth is, your father and I love you very much. He’s
going to be so sad to hear this.”
“He’s been sad a long time,” Shannon muttered
pointedly. “And it wasn’t because of me. I’ll write to him when I
get settled.”
Sandra ignored most of that. “No idea when
you’re leaving, then?”
“Probably soon,” Chance said,. “I believe we’ve
just about tapped the tourist attractions around here.”
To say the least.
“Then take care. I love you, sugar bean.” To my
surprise, Sandra said that with evident sincerity. Her two-inch
ladylike heels clacked as she hurried across the porch and down the
stairs toward her shiny, understated luxury automobile.
When she drove away, I honestly didn’t know what
to make of the visit. “Could you be wrong about her?” I asked
Shannon, shutting the door. “Could she have started sleeping with
England when she realized you had a gift, trying to save you?”
That didn’t clear her of the charge of trying to
kill us and deliver us up as alternate sacrifices, but it might
mean she wasn’t as bad as we thought. It was a rare she-viper who
could slay her own young without batting an eye.
Shannon thought about it for a moment and then
shrugged. “Don’t know. Possible, I guess, but I wouldn’t stake my
life on it.”
Well, neither would I.
“Come on,” Dale roared from the kitchen. “Time’s
a-wasting! Will you ungrateful devil-seekers come look at the book
or not?”
As it happened, we would.