In the Still of the
Night
Thunder boomed a third time, a ghost storm
threatening noise and nothing else.
I noticed a prickle as I passed out of the
house, beyond the protection of the wards. Out there, I felt
defenseless, and not just because I was barefoot. I sensed the
thing in the forest watching from the shadow of the trees, darkness
beyond mere night, beyond mere absence of light.
It had a particular smell, thick and cloying,
like a stagnant pond grown black and green with dying things. With
it came that sense of pressure, as if we were miles beneath the
ocean. The thing watched us, listened, but it did nothing. I didn’t
understand its passivity, and that bothered me.
As we arranged ourselves in a circle, keeping on
our feet in case we had to move fast, I had the ill-timed thought
that between Jesse and Shannon, we now qualified as a Scooby-Doo
unit. Butch watched us from the doorway. Whatever foolishness we
were about, he wasn’t dumb enough to step outside the house for it.
That should have sent us all back inside, I guess, but sometimes
necessity outweighed wisdom.
“Call him,” Chance said to Shannon.
She cast an imploring look at me. “I don’t know
how.”
“There are no real magick words,” I said,
quoting my mother. “Any old words will do, if you put your will
behind them.”
“Okay,” she said. “I’ll try.” She closed her
eyes as if she meant to pray. “Mr. McGee, I’m really sorry I didn’t
get to say good-bye to you. We both knew things were bad here, but
I reckon we didn’t know how bad. If you can
hear me, if you’d come and talk with me a minute, I’d sure
appreciate it.”
For a moment, nothing happened, and then I felt
it in the wind rustling the bushes beside the porch. It picked up
speed and curled around us like a small, unearthly cold cyclone. I
just hoped Mr. McGee didn’t blame us for what had happened to him.
We had been talking to him when he died, after all.
“Well done,” Jesse told her. “He’s here.”
Shannon gulped a little. I guessed the certainty
of the strange was more intimidating than the idea of it. Things
usually sounded cooler in theory than they were in practice.
She didn’t hesitate, though. I gave her credit
for that. Instead, she fiddled with the knobs, trying to find his
frequency. It took a little while for her to tune in; she found him
on the AM side of the dial this time.
And then McGee’s voice crackled from the
speakers, tinny and full of impossible distance. “Can you hear
me?”
The eeriness of the moment went beyond anything
I could articulate. There were no stars; just a brooding wood
beyond, and the heavy feel of a storm that wouldn’t come. He’d
stopped raging, and sounded more or less coherent—for an angry,
vengeful spirit.
It seemed right for Shannon to greet him. She’d
known him best. We motioned her onward, so she said uncertainly,
“Mr. McGee? It’s me. What happened to you?”
I thought that was a singularly unhelpful
question, but then, we had yielded the lead
to an eighteen-year-old girl. What did we expect?
McGee answered, “I died, fool girl. They killed
me.”
“How?” Chance cut in.
Shannon repeated the question because he didn’t
seem to hear anyone but her.
The radio speakers popped. “How should I know?
Something choked me while two fools stood there, worthless as tits
on a bull. But I do know damn well that wasn’t natural.”
It hadn’t seemed so to me, either. It stank of
summoning. I’d heard of dark stalkers, malicious energy given
purpose by a wicked practitioner’s will. Maybe we’d hoped for too
much in thinking he’d be able to give us information about his
death. Dying didn’t give you all the answers, apparently.
“You were trying to tell us something,” Chance
prompted. “Can you remember what it was?”
The girl passed the question along.
“Yes.” The radio cut out, and I glanced at
Shannon, who was looking pale. Snowy static replaced McGee’s voice.
The radio cut back in. “—and Augustus England.”
I had the feeling we’d missed some important
bits, but the girl didn’t look good. Her skin had gone from pale to
ash gray. Not good—maybe we shouldn’t push further. We didn’t know
anything about her gift or what it took from her
“Are you okay?” I put my hand on her shoulder
because she looked like she might collapse.
“My head feels funny,” she whispered.
I touched her cheek and found it clammy. Tremors
shook her like an apartment above an overpass. Chance plucked the
radio from her hands, probably figuring it was draining her
somehow, and Jesse swung her up in his arms.
“Let’s get her back inside,” I said.
The threat from the woods never manifested. I
found that strange—and disturbing. Evil rarely practiced anything
so subtle as restraint; I didn’t want the thing watching us,
learning. I didn’t want a clever, refined
enemy. That might prove more than we could handle. I shuddered,
remembering how it had said my name. It had called me “precious
child,” like Mr. McGee. It had claimed to know my mother. With a
final look down the dark gravel drive, I shut the door behind me.
Inside, I found Shannon sprawled on the couch. The radio sat beside
her on the table, but I wouldn’t ask her to do that again until I
knew something more about her gift.
“I think she’s hypoglycemic,” Jesse said. “She
has all the preliminary symptoms: nausea, clammy skin, shakes. I’m
going to get her some raisins and make a cup of sweet tea for her
to drink. If that doesn’t help, she might need a hospital.”
I nodded as I sat down beside her. “Get the
raisins. Quick.”
Shannon tried to protest, mumbling she hated
raisins, but I ignored the complaint. She ate a handful at my
insistence, and then muttered, “If I hurl, you’re cleaning it
up.”
Recognizing her need for bravado and attitude, I
gave her that. “Yeah, of course.”
By the time Jesse returned with the hot tea, she
looked a little better. Her face had some color again, and she was
no longer shivering. She took the mug gratefully and cupped her
hands around it.
“Well, that was weird,” she said at last.
The guys had given up hovering and dialed back
to merely looking worried. In retrospect, this wasn’t the brightest
thing we’d ever done. If any harm had come to this kid with us, I
didn’t like to consider the consequences, especially not after Mr.
McGee died in our presence. I had no doubt Sheriff Robinson could
manufacture enough evidence to see us receive life in the state
penitentiary if he felt so inclined—or received orders to do so. We
needed to keep our noses extra clean from here on out.
“Weird how?” Jesse asked.
“Well, I’ve done that before,” she told him.
“That never happened, at least, not that bad. I’d feel a little
light-headed, and then I’d have a candy bar and it would be
fine.”
“Sounds like your gift converts sugars to energy
that lets you power the radio like you do,” Chance said. “Do you
have to be touching it?”
She nodded. “Never thought of it like that, but
yeah. Sounds about right.”
Interesting. I made a
mental note. Kilmer appeared predisposed to breeding girls who had
some special gift in their touch. Even if Shannon and I were the
only ones, two people in a town this size seemed remarkable.
I followed Chance’s idea to its natural
conclusion. “If it took tons more energy to hear Mr. McGee than it
usually does, that implies resistance.”
Jesse took up the thread as I paused. “Which
means somebody is trying to keep that from happening.”
“Not a warlock,” I said. “Not spirit wrack like
we saw with Maris. More like a spell that puts barriers in
place.”
Shannon regarded us, wide-eyed. “Y’all know . .
. warlocks? For real? You aren’t messing around?”
I smiled at that, though it felt grim and wry.
“Not even close. The one we were talking about is dead, but there
are others like him out there. I just don’t think we’re dealing
with one here in Kilmer.”
“The magick seems clumsy,” Chance agreed. “I
don’t think whoever we’re dealing with really knows what they’re
doing, but I’d give a lot to get a good
witch out here and see what she thinks.”
“Good, like, powerful, or good, like, not evil?”
Shannon asked.
Jesse grinned. “Both?”
I was glad to see she was feeling better. “I’m
sorry we put you at risk. We won’t do that again.”
“No, it’s okay,” she said, ducking her head. “I
wanted to. It’s nice to feel like people don’t think you’re nuts,
you know?”
I could relate.
“So, I’m going to make something to eat.” I
stood up. It had been ages since I had the peanut butter sandwich
in the SUV, and Chance had to be starving. It had been an
unbelievably long day.
Jesse came to his feet, earning a dark look from
Chance. “I’ll help.”
As we went toward the kitchen, I heard Chance
ask Shannon, “Do you know anything about powder lining the doorways
outside our room at the inn?”
I wanted to hear the end of that conversation,
but Jesse clearly had something on his mind. So I figured I’d get
the scoop later, if Chance felt inclined to tell me. Given his
current mood, he might not.
“What are we going to do about her?” he asked
without preamble. “We need to talk to her about being Gifted.
According to precedent, since you found her, you should be her
mentor, but you hardly know enough to get your feet wet.” He raked
a hand through his hair. “And I’m not sure I can handle both of
you.”
My lips curled up into a slightly mocking smile.
“Too many women for Jesse Saldana? I never thought I’d see the
day.”
“Funny.” He glared while I made
sandwiches.
More peanut butter. They’d go well with the
apples I was slicing up.
“It’s more that I’ve never been a mentor
before,” he went on. “I learned everything I know from my
dad.”
Now that intrigued me. “You did? What’s his
gift?”
Saldana mumbled something.
“What? I didn’t hear you.”
He regarded me in exasperation. “Growing things. He focuses on giant squash and
pumpkins mainly. He wins the blue ribbon at the county fair every
year.”
Laughter bubbled out of me, delightful and
cleansing. “That doesn’t sound too supernatural. Maybe he just has
a green thumb.”
“He can do it overnight,” Jesse told me. “He just doesn’t, not
often, anyway.”
“Does your mom know?”
“She knows he has a green thumb. I think he
married her because she makes such good pumpkin pie.” Real
affection laced his words. “They’re a perfect match.”
I tried to imagine the Norman Rockwell sort of
upbringing he must have had and failed. It sounded sweet, though.
“Does she know about you?”
“She thinks I’m too sensitive,” he answered with
a grimace.
“To answer you,” I said then, “we don’t
do anything with her. She’s eighteen.
Shannon can make up her own mind.”
Other people might say we couldn’t take her with
us because she hadn’t graduated high school yet, but I had too much
sympathy for her plight to leave her stranded here. If she was
determined to go, she’d find someone to take her—and that person
might be less than interested in her long-term well-being.
“I’ll have a talk with her before we leave about
the whole Gifted thing,” I went on. “And she’s mine, not yours.
Maybe that violates some protocol I’m not aware of because I’m not
‘fully trained,’ but I promise I won’t let my Padawan go over to
the dark side.”
He smiled with reluctant appreciation. “Right.
She’s your worry then, not mine.”
“Like that would stop you.” I grinned back.
“You’ll be riding to her rescue before you know it. No wonder your
relationships never last. You can’t focus the caring.”
Genuine pain flickered in his eyes. “I know. No
matter how hard I try, the women I love always say they don’t come
first with me . . . just before they walk out.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—”
“Take the food to the parlor,” he said, not
looking at me. He busied himself with the kettle. “I’ll make tea
for everyone and follow in a bit.”
I set my palm on his cheek and forced him to
meet my gaze. “All cops have relationship problems. A lot of women
can’t handle knowing their men are in danger, and it makes them
shift the blame elsewhere, so they don’t have to acknowledge the
real reason they can’t deal. If anyone says it’s wrong of you to
care about people, they’re full of shit. There’s a difference
between being compassionate and falling in love with everybody you
save.” I paused. “You don’t, do you? Fall in love with everyone you
save?”
He nuzzled his face against my hand. “No. If I’m
in a relationship, I assume I’m being overwhelmed by the other
person’s feelings and that when I walk away, it will pass.”
“And you don’t act on it?” I watched his
face.
“Never, if I’m with someone. If a woman I meet
on the job is overcome by grateful desire and it gets me all
charged up, I just go home that way.”
“Which means you rip your girlfriend’s clothes
off as soon as you see her.”
A long breath escaped him. “Yeah. Sometimes it
happens like that.”
“Well, you know what they say: It doesn’t matter
where you prime the pump, as long as you quench your thirst at
home.”
“So it wouldn’t bother you?” He’d lost his
haunted air, thank God, and his mouth was doing some interesting
things to my palm. Pleasurable chills ran through me.
“Offhand, I’d have to say no.” It was a trust
issue to be sure, but not the kind that came from secrets, and
there was undeniable appeal in knowing your desire would ratchet up
your lover’s need.
Jesse’s other hand lit on my shoulder and pulled
me toward him. His bitter chocolate gaze fixed on my mouth, but he
wasn’t asking permission. He kissed me with the sweetest demand,
pinning me up against the counter with his hips. My whole body
thrummed in delicious response.
By the time the kettle whistled, I felt flushed.
“Um. Give me a minute. You take the tea.
I’ll be there presently.”
Jesse grinned at me. “I need a few too,
sugar.”
“Why . . . oh. Right.”
Soon, we had the meal ready. He brought the tray
of tea while I carried the sandwiches. “We need to talk to Augustus
England,” I said as I came into the parlor with my arms full of
plates. I’d mastered that trick during a stint as a waitress, but I
didn’t like being slapped on the ass by strangers, so I never
worked in restaurants thereafter. “He seems to have his fingers in
a lot of pies, from newspaper to phone book, and his name came from
a dead man, to boot. Thoughts?”
I passed out the peanut butter sandwiches with
apple slices, feeling like a third grade teacher. Still, Chance and
Shannon thanked me, so they must have been hungry. My ex didn’t
meet my gaze, but for once, I didn’t feel guilty.
“We already decided that,” Chance said, tilting
his head toward Shannon. “She also said it must’ve been her mom who
left us the present outside. Shannon said she’s gotten really weird
in the last few months, quiet and secretive and more—”
“Plastic,” Shannon put in. “There’s nothing real
about her anymore. Or at least, if there is, I can’t see it. She .
. . scares me.”
That was a hell of a thing to admit about your
own mom. I hated to ask, but someone had to, and I doubted the guys
would. “Has she ever—”
“No,” the girl said quickly. “I mean, other than
the usual. She wants me to dress like her and let my hair go back
to its natural brown. She wants me in pearls, and she wants me to
stop being weird because, get this, it’s not safe.”
“It’s not safe to be different in Kilmer.” I
repeated that idea, tested it, and decided it was true. Look at
what happened to my mother, after all. I ate in thoughtful silence,
more to fill my belly than because I wanted the campground food I’d
prepared.
Shannon shook her head. “Not at all.”
“Jesse . . . what did you get from Sheriff
Robinson?”
“He was annoyed but also frightened.”
That surprised me. “Of what?”
“Sorry. It’s not that specific. I never know
why.”
We downed our tea in silence and then decided to
call it a night. I gave Shannon my bed, such as it was, and the
guys would sleep in the other two bedrooms. That left me on the
couch. I sighed a little over that, but at least it was soft and
sunken, not hard and lumpy. This flophouse-style arrangement better
suited college students, I thought, not that I had ever been
one.
Thunderclouds in Chance’s eyes said he wanted to
fight with me, but it would have to keep.
Except it didn’t.