Burning Visions
Chance and I sat at either side of what had been
Robert Walker, aged seventeen.
The bones lay between us.
I stared at them, blind and unseeing, until
something occurred to me. Though they had once supported life,
these were inanimate now. Maybe we could
find out what had happened to Rob Walker without a forensic team.
My sore fingers flexed. If I did this, I’d have to use my left
hand.
Did I really want to cripple myself? Well, if we
could do some good with the information, then yeah, I’d risk
it.
Chance followed my gaze with his, and I saw the
exact moment he realized what I meant to do. He reached for my
wrist too late. My left hand made contact with the bones.
There was nothing, not even a small shock of
pain. I felt only the cool and pitted surface where scavengers had
gnawed. Surprise washed over me.
“There was nobody to imprint them,” Chance
guessed, as I drew my hand away. “The occasional nibble of wild
animals wouldn’t do it.”
I conceded that with a nod. “I should have
thought of that.”
“Truthfully,” Chance said, “I’m glad it didn’t
work.”
“Truthfully?” I repeated. “Me too.”
It felt oddly like we were keeping vigil for
Rob. There were no candles or holy words, but the intent remained.
He’d been out here alone too long. I wondered—could he see us or
sense us? I already knew he couldn’t hear anyone but Shannon. Was
that all that awaited us? A lonely afterlife filled with tormenting
glimpses of the living?
A heavy, sorrowful feeling came over me, too
much work to move. From that point, I must have daydreamed. I
didn’t think I had spoken to Chance in a while. He seemed to be
feeling that same pressure, as if it would be easier just to topple
over.
Lethargy trickled through me, weighting my limbs
with lead. So tired. I wanted to curl up on
my side and go to sleep. Through layers of exhaustion, I knew a
spike of alarm. This wasn’t like me. I wouldn’t doze off in the
middle of a scary wood. Nearly too late, I recognized the swirling
darkness around us, deeper and darker than any shadow.
It carried with it the faint scent of decay and
decomposition, not of meat, but of vegetation. The smell was
pungent, but not revolting. I breathed it in, feeling dizzy. I
forced my eyes open—or thought I did—but I couldn’t seem to move.
Fear slalomed through me like an Olympic event. The heaviness all
around us increased.
Shit, we hadn’t accomplished anything at all by
staying. It would devour the bones and this time, us too. The
futility enraged me; I couldn’t even turn my head to see if Chance
was all right. If anything happened to him because he’d wanted to
protect me . . . damn. I should have insisted he go with the
others. He was helpless without his luck, and I should have thought
of that.
“What do you want?” I managed to push the words
past numb lips.
Tendrils so cold they burnt brushed my lips and
cheeks in an unholy caress. I couldn’t sense malice in the touch,
but I was damn near freezing to death. It was possible my brain no
longer functioned at peak efficiency.
“This is my dominion, darling child.”
With an inward shudder, I recognized the voice
from the last time. Any last shred of uncertainty dissolved. I
imagined a certain cloying fondness in the endearment it spoke, and
I remembered the dark thing had claimed to know my mother.
“I was granted this territory in a pact I have
honored even when others have not. So what do I want? I want
redress.”
Pact. The word
resonated, lending unmistakable significance. It confirmed what I
half suspected when first we discovered Chance’s luck didn’t work
here.
“Who made the pact?” As the dark mist roiled
away from me, it grew easier to speak. I even managed to turn my
head, but Chance seemed to be asleep. I told myself not to make any
sudden moves. This thing might take pleasure in talking to me—and
then it might decide it would enjoy rending me limb from limb.
Best not to provoke it.
“The twelve,” it said, “long since gone to
dust.”
If they’d long since gone to dust, how did they
manage to burn down our house? I wouldn’t start with that, though.
Part of me couldn’t believe I was sitting there, talking to the
thing, but I didn’t have much choice. Though I could speak and turn
my head, I still couldn’t get up. Certainly I couldn’t run, not
with Chance comatose.
Since it seemed to be in an expansive mood—and
who knew how long that would last—I asked the obvious question.
“Why did you have my mother’s necklace?”
Icy phantom fingers lingered at my throat. I
imagined it tracing the curls and curves of the flower pentacle and
tried to suppress a shiver.
“I was fond of her,” it answered at length. “I
had a forest creature bring it to me. I kept it for you. . . . I
remember you, darling child. She asked me
to keep you safe.”
She asked. It could only
mean Cherie Solomon, my mother.
Demons lied. It was what they did. So I don’t
know why the words rocked me so much. I should have been able to
shake them off, dismiss them as false. Instead, they ate into my
psyche. Perhaps it was because I’d recently seen how little Chance
knew his own mother. No matter how much we loved, how could we ever
truly know anyone else’s heart?
“How . . .” I cleared my throat and started
again. “How did you know her?”
“She left gifts sometimes. She knew I was
lonely.” The earth itself shivered a little with the last
word.
Could that be true? Had my mother been kind
enough even to take pity on an exiled demon? Well, exiled or bound.
It said it was granted these woods as its territory, but in
exchange for what? What were the terms of the agreement? If I
thought it would answer honestly, I might ask.
Instead, I asked something that had been bugging
me. “How come you let us go before?”
“Darling child, I would never harm you.”
Huh? “Why not?”
Its amusement rippled all around me. “Have you
not guessed? Hadn’t you noticed the hell fire that powers your
rather unusual gift?”
Oh, Jesus. I had a feeling I wasn’t going to
like this.
“Corine . . . I am your father.”
“Bullshit!” I might not remember much about
Albie Solomon, but I was sure he hadn’t been a demon. Maybe he
couldn’t put up with being tied down or my mother’s eccentricities,
but he hadn’t possessed a drop of infernal blood. I’d stake my soul
on it.
Well, maybe not literally .
. .
“Kidding. I’m kidding. I
always wanted to say that.” To my astonishment, the dark mist
coalesced into the shape of a small man, not much taller than me.
He hunkered down next to me. I didn’t know if that was good or bad.
“Between you and me, little one, I get tired of the whole
I-will-devour-your-soul routine. Sure, I feed off the visceral
terror, but where’s the spontaneity, you know?”
“Uh, right,” I said. “So what’s your
name?”
He answered scornfully, “Do you think I was
summoned yesterday? First I give you my name and we’re talking and
having a good time; then you bind me to something worse than this
forest. Forget it. You can call me Maury.”
I stifled a laugh. “Okay then, Maury. Did you
kill this kid?”
The demon seemed affronted. “Certainly
not.”
I raised a brow, waiting. Maybe that was true,
but it wasn’t the whole truth. I knew enough about demons to be
sure they told you whatever they thought you wanted to hear.
“He might’ve been fleeing from me in fear,” the
demon admitted, after a lengthy pause, “but the fall killed him.”
Semantics. No wonder
attorneys and demons got along so well.
In quasi-human form, the bane of my existence
was short and dumpy, a little round about the middle. He had bushy
salt-and-pepper hair and robust sideburns. The demon could’ve
easily been someone’s uncle. And I realized I wasn’t scared
anymore, not even a little bit. That could’ve been a failure of
some self-preservation instinct, but I was inclined to believe the
thing didn’t mean me any harm.
I just didn’t know why.
“Seriously, why aren’t you terrorizing
me?”
He looked at me in disgust. “Because I don’t
want you to die.”
“But why?”
“You’re my ticket to freedom,” he said.
Direct questioning didn’t seem to be getting me
anywhere, so I tried another tack. “Who were the twelve?”
“The ones who summoned me.”
“How long ago was that?”
Maury shrugged. “How would I know? I spend my
time in a forest. Do you see a clock out here?”
“Corine!” Booke’s voice boomed out of
nowhere.
That was my first clue I wasn’t awake. “What are
you doing here?”
Our contact in the UK came toward me through the
woods. “I don’t think you should be here with me right now,” he
told me. I remembered he’d said he could find me anywhere in the
world. “And it doesn’t feel like real sleep; something’s wrong with
it.”
He touched my cheek gently—
—and I snapped awake.
Chance cradled me close, his face livid with
worry. “Are you all right? You’ve been out for ages.”
“Cold,” I managed to whisper.
Damn, was I ever. For the second time that day,
I found myself lying in the dirt, this time on a bed of decomposing
leaves, next to a pile of bones. But at least I had Chance
underneath me. I gazed up the heavy lattice of tree limbs overhead
and couldn’t tell how long I’d been out. Butch whined and licked my
cheek.
“All right, I’ve got you,” he murmured. He took
my hand between both of his, chafing the skin. I could hardly feel
it at all.
“Talked to a demon named Maury.” Or had I
dreamed that? Had I dreamed about Booke saving me? I licked my lips
and my tongue stuck. It took me a couple tries to get out, “It
must’ve been a nightmare for you. I’m sorry.”
No working phone. No luck. I couldn’t imagine
his fear.
“Don’t worry about me,” he said. “Here, drink a
little.” Chance held a water bottle to my mouth, and my throat
ached as I swallowed. “Stay with me. Don’t close your eyes. Tell me
about this demon. Did you really say Maury?” From his tone he was
humoring me.
I refused on principle to answer questions when
I knew he didn’t believe me. I tried to struggle upright.
“I’m better; fine, in fact. What time is
it?”
Before he could answer, I heard the crunch of
footsteps. Thank God—the cavalry had arrived at last.
When Sheriff Robinson, Jesse, Shannon, and three
people I didn’t know strode down the slope and into the gully, I’d
never been so happy to see other human beings in my life. Mrs.
Walker had insisted on coming along with Sheriff Robinson and the
two men he’d drafted to accompany him. When the woman recognized
his class ring, as Shannon had, she sank down on her knees and
wept.
It would likely take them hours longer to deal
with the situation, but Chance conferred briefly with Jesse,
probably telling him I’d had another one of my “episodes,” which
made me sound nuttier than a fruitcake. Jesse agreed I needed to
get home, get warmed up, and eat something. He slanted a hard look
at me, as if he suspected something had happened that we weren’t
telling, but he had yards of red tape to deal with.
Butch tucked under his arm, Chance set off with
me through the woods for home—well, our temporary one, anyway. My
real home was warm and sun drenched. I hoped I still had it when
all this was over.
I missed the pawnshop. I missed good tacos al
pastor. I missed Tia, the local curandera
who had a stall on market days. I missed the peace.
Nothing bothered us on the way out of the
forest. Maybe Maury figured he had tormented me enough.
When we came trudging out of the woods and
across the yard, Butch was happy as hell to see the house. He
yapped like a wild thing and wagged his tail until Chance put him
down and let him run. I gave him a quick pat on my way to take a
hot bath. Forget a shower—I intended to soak away the cold that had
seeped into my very bones.
By the time I got out of the tub, my skin was
pink and wrinkled. I dried off on one of our contraband towels, got
dressed, and went to look for Chance.
To my amazement, he’d made soup for me. Just
bouillon and rice, but I’d never known him to cook before. I arched
a brow, standing in the kitchen doorway.
“Did you think I was dying?” I asked.
Without turning, he answered in neutral tones.
“Yes.”
“Oh, Chance.”
He spun, slamming his hand against the cupboard.
“We’re done, do you understand me? I can’t take this. We don’t even
know what we’re fighting, and I’m sick of seeing you nearly kill
yourself when I can’t do a goddamn thing to protect you. Are you
trying to punish me, Corine?”
I found myself smiling. It would only make
things worse, but I couldn’t stop my lips from curving up. Chance
was losing his temper. Chance. I didn’t
dare speak for fear I’d laugh out loud. Instead, I sat down, trying
to compose my face.
“Is this funny to you?” he demanded, shoving my
bowl of soup across the table.
“A little,” I admitted. “Your clothes are dirty
and wrinkled. Your hair’s a mess. Your luck doesn’t work for shit
here, and I’m apparently driving you crazy. So why are you sticking
around?” I spooned up some broth, waiting for his answer.
The simple soup was good, exactly what I needed.
It soothed my sore throat. I picked up the bowl, forsaking the
spoon, drained the broth, and then scraped up the rice.
He hesitated, seeming unsure of himself.
“Because I promised you I would.”
Ah. My smile faltered. I
didn’t like remembering how I’d bound him, making him promise to
come here with me in exchange for my help in finding his
mother.
I leveled a look on him. “You can go. I release
you of all obligation to me.”
Chance shook his head, dropping to his knees
beside me. His inky hair was tousled, windblown, and his
cheek-bones seemed sharper than usual, as if he hadn’t been eating.
I hadn’t paid that much attention before now.
“I won’t leave you,” he promised. “Not for all
the spirits and demons in the world. I will stand with you.” His
voice softened then. He reached out, stroking the loose, damp mass
of my hair. “I don’t know what to do here, though. I’m not used to
being unable to impact events. I’m not used to being powerless. I
hate it.”
An ache started in my chest. I couldn’t imagine
the old Chance confessing this to me in a million years. He’d
rarely talked about his feelings. He never shared himself. This
Chance knelt on a battered Linoleum floor and gazed up at me as if
I were his sun, moon, and stars, wrapped up in one slightly
bedraggled package.
Oh God. I didn’t know whether I could survive
him a second time. I couldn’t speak for the pounding of my heart. A
multitude of words crowded my throat, and I couldn’t decide which
ones to use.
He took in my stillness and went on speaking,
doggedly, I thought. “It seems everyone in the place is more use to
you than I am. I hate that too. But even weak, even useless, I will
not leave you.”
“You’re not useless. You’re not weak,
either.”
Before he could press for more, Jesse and
Shannon came in. They made toast and dished up some of Chance’s
consommé. The girl sat down across from me, thin and pale, but
seeming no worse for wear. It occurred to me then that we looked
oddly like a family, sitting around the table in this worn,
outdated kitchen.
“Did someone check the wards?” Jesse
asked.
Chance stood up. “I’ll do it. You two eat. Be
right back.”
While he was gone, I explained what had happened
in the woods. Both Jesse and Shannon wore a frown when I
finished.
“That’s so not cool,” she said, “knowing that
thing can put a brain freeze on you in the woods anytime it
wants.”
I considered that. “Have you ever heard of that
happening to anyone else?”
She shook her head. “But people don’t always
live to tell, either.”
“Comforting.” Jesse eyed me over the rectangle
of bread he was munching. “I knew there was something wrong, but it
didn’t seem like the time to ask.”
“I appreciate that. We don’t need any more
attention from Sheriff Robinson. How’s Rob’s mom doing?”
Shannon studied her hands. “She was pretty
busted up, but I think she was glad too—to finally have an
answer.”
I could feel good about what we’d accomplished,
then. It was worth spending a little time with a demon to put a
mother’s uncertainty at rest. Now at least she could start grieving
instead of clinging to false hope.
“Wards are solid,” Chance reported, coming back
into the kitchen.
“Do me a favor?” I asked Shannon.
“Sure, what’s up?”
“Bring me the Bible we stashed earlier.”
Her expression brightened. “Are you going to
handle it?”
I couldn’t help smiling back. “Seems like
somebody ought to.”