The Devoted Dead
Fifteen minutes passed.
Dale slipped back outside and sat, just beneath
the window, drinking from a flask. In a way, I envied his alcoholic
purple haze. The rest of us might as well see what we could learn
in here.
Time to loot the desk.
Quietly, I rummaged through the drawers, looking for anything of
interest. In the bottom-right one, I found an interesting manila
dossier full of pictures, old-fashioned black and whites that
would’ve required a dark room. Among them, I found shots of us. So
I hadn’t imagined that “being watched” sensation.
More telling, I found shots of Curtis Farrell
half naked with a girl who probably wasn’t even eighteen. That
would’ve been why England fingered him for a dirty job, but when
blackmail didn’t work, he moved to brute force. What the hell had
England wanted him to do to Miss Minnie?
Rob her? Frighten her into a heart attack?
Silence her?
Or maybe I’d been right the first time. If
England had been monitoring our movements and he’d known we would
be there that night, maybe Farrell wasn’t supposed to do anything
but die. Did Farrell know something about England, then?
Shannon came over, peering across my shoulder.
“Holy crap,” she whispered. “I didn’t know Missy was sleeping with
Curtis Farrell.”
Aha. “That would be—”
“England’s daughter,” she finished.
So England used his leverage with Farrell to get
him where he wanted him. What then? Well, let’s see. If you had all
the money and power in town and you caught a dirty, weed-smoking
gas station clerk messing around with your daughter, what would you
do? Find some schmucks to kill him for you, of course. The perfect crime.
Mr. McGee must’ve found out that Farrell was
running around with Melissa England; hence the argument. He’d
wanted Farrell to stay away from the girl, hoping he could get out
of Kilmer. Neither one of them would be going anywhere now.
We can ask the sheriff to
look at the scratches on England’s hands before they heal and at
the bruises on Farrell’s neck. If only they had DNA testing
there . . . but I might as well have been wishing for the moon. I
thought about that for a moment; I could accuse him falsely and
blame England for the bruises on my neck too, if I believed the end
justified the means. Of course, we couldn’t be caught poking around
his property for that to hold. He could say he’d acted in
self-defense since we’d broken into his home.
Dammit. Where the hell
was Chance?
As if in answer, he slipped silently around the
corner and back into the study. Relief surged through me. He held
his finger to his lips and motioned that we should go. I didn’t
need a second invitation.
I slipped over the windowsill, and the others
followed me. Jesse went last and secured the screen behind him and
then slid the window back down soundlessly. It took a kick in the
side to rouse Dale. He’d been drinking steadily since we arrived,
but somehow he managed to stagger back to the SUV along with the
rest of us.
My heart didn’t stop its wild hammering until we
were well away from there. Chance kept looking over his shoulder
like he couldn’t believe we’d gotten away clean, but his luck held
until we were a good distance along the highway. I sensed it
cutting out that time, similar to leaving the range of a radio
station. I wondered if anyone else had heard it.
“Details,” I demanded.
Chance sat between Shannon and me in the back.
We hadn’t been willing to share the seat with Dale, so he rode up
front with Jesse. Even with the windows cracked, my eyes watered.
We needed to hose him down and dose him with hot coffee in order to
get any sense out of him.
“So here’s the deal,” Chance said. The vehicle’s
interior fell silent, everyone ready to listen. “There was a lot of
bitching about us and how we’re messing everything up. I’m
paraphrasing, of course.”
“Were there any complaints about us meddling
kids?” I asked.
Chance flashed me a grin. “Not exactly, but
close. Keep a tight hold on your sense of humor, Corine. You’re
going to need it.” He paused and took my hand. Oh, that couldn’t be
good. “They didn’t mention the particulars, but apparently your
surviving that house fire put a huge crimp in their plans. They
seem to think killing you will resolve all the trouble that’s been
plaguing the town in the last year or so.”
Holy shit. I tried to
wrap my mind around that.
“You mean . . . like a human sacrifice?” Shannon
asked.
Jess agreed. “That’s what it sounds like.”
So the townsfolk wanted me dead—and the demon
didn’t. The bizarre juxtaposition seemed almost funny. “I wonder
why they didn’t try to kill me when I was a kid, if that’s the
case.”
“At that point . . . I’m sure they didn’t know
what the recup . . . repercushions would be,” Dale slurred. “’Sall
in the book.”
Jesse tapped his fingers on the steering wheel
as he drove, thoughtful. “And people might talk if a little girl
who’d lost her mama suddenly turned up dead. People were watching,
after that.”
It was as good a theory as any. I turned to
Chance. “What else?”
“They plan to mount a ‘search,’” he told me
quietly. “Tomorrow they’re going to invite you to lead the party,
looking for more missing persons. They think you’ll feel flattered
and obligated to assist.”
I blew out a breath. “All twelve of them will be
out there ‘helping’ me?”
“Yeah.” His unease communicated itself to me in
the way he gripped my hand.
“Perfect,” I said at once. “I’ll never get a
better crack at them.” Then I sighed. “You don’t think I should do
it.”
Chance parried that. “It’s not my decision to
make.”
Well, I’ll be damned.
He’d learned.
“There will be a hunting accident,” Jesse
predicted as he turned down the long road toward the house. “People
running around the woods? These things
happen, they’ll say. Such a shame when she
was just trying to help.”
Shannon took my other hand. “Then they’ll have a
big potluck and talk about how nice you were. Corine, I don’t think
you should do it, either. It’s a trap.”
“Duh,” I mumbled. “But forewarned, we can turn
things to our advantage.”
Beside me, I could feel Chance squirming with
the need to tell me how dumb this idea was. But I trusted in my
team. We’d be on guard and could make them rue the day they decided
to mess with us. Face it; they had to be desperate to consider
venturing to a demon’s home ground.
Some might argue that loosing a demon on the
world would be worse than letting a few people in a small town get
away with murder. I didn’t agree; they were responsible for my
mother’s death. Besides, maybe out there in the woods, we could
accomplish both—see justice done and deal
with the demon.
I wouldn’t hold my breath, but if I had to pick?
The twelve were going down. I didn’t know how, but we had
twenty-four hours to work it out. We pulled up at the house and
found everything quiet, thank goodness. Tomorrow they’d come with
their request for our help. We had plans to lay.
The guys dragged a protesting Dale Graham off to
the bathroom and tossed him in the tub. He sat under tepid water,
cussing his head off for a good ten minutes before he sobered up
enough to strip and actually shower. Shannon and I avoided that
duty by virtue of being female.
She’d come up with an idea. “So you guys were
talking about the sigils, right? The ones built into the library
and England’s house.”
I nodded. “Right, what about them?”
“If we painted the symbols onto a clay token and
Chance kept it in his pocket, wouldn’t that protect him? He’d have
a little traveling luck shield wherever he went.”
I stared at her, impressed. The girl was
brilliant. “That’s one of the best ideas I’ve ever heard.”
She flushed with pleasure, ducking her head as
if she couldn’t believe my response came without being laced with
criticism. Damn, her mother had a lot to answer for.
“I’ve been thinking of something else too,” she
went on.
If this idea was any indication, this would be
genius too. “Shoot.”
“You know the mix of herbs we used for the
wards?”
“Yep,” I said. “We still have plenty.”
“I was wondering . . . if wards work on a
building, would they work on a person? I
mean, if we mixed up a little sachet bag full of them and kept it
in a purse or pocket?”
I thought about that. “Well, vodoun
practitioners do mix up gris-gris bags for people, and witches make
charms. . . .”
She shook her head. “No, that takes special
training and/or power, but anybody can lay wards, as long as they
use the right ingredients. So why couldn’t anybody make personal
protection packs if they used the same stuff?”
Wow. I couldn’t believe
I’d never thought of this. Compared to this kid, I felt dumb as a
stump, but I was very proud of her.
“It should work,” I said. “Let’s find some old
linens and my sewing kit, and we’ll make up some Tri-Ps.”
Her smile became radiant. “Tri-P. Did I just
invent something?”
“You most certainly did.”
“I can’t sew,” she told me. “But I know how to
make homemade clay. Flour, salt, water, et cetera. Bake it for an
hour and you have a permanent object. So I can make a little tablet
for Chance.”
“Girl Scouts?” I asked.
She grinned. “Yep. I dropped out in sixth grade.
I thought my mom would kill me.” Those words fell heavily into the
room, and her smile faltered.
“I’ll get you out of Kilmer,” I told her
fiercely. “Don’t worry about that.”
Shannon nodded and went on into the kitchen
while I sliced a worn pillowcase into fourths. The nice part was
that the sides of the bag would be consistent, just from that one
cut. As I worked, I remembered making doll clothes with my mama.
This seemed bittersweet, yet oddly fitting. Here I was outfitting
us for the final showdown, using a skill my mother taught me. She’d
like that, I thought.
With her, I’d spent long hours learning those
woods. She had taught me about medicinal plants and the names of
the trees. Because of her, I could identify the calls of the
mockingbird and the whip-poor-will. Before her death, the woods had
been like a second home to me, not the nightmare I remembered
now.
After I finished stitching the four little bags,
I measured out herbs in their proper ratio to fill them. The guys
came in after dealing with Dale, who’d passed out in Jesse’s room.
We still hadn’t gotten a look at his mystical book. By this point,
Shannon and I had stuffed a couple while her clay cooked. I had to
admit, our Tri-Ps didn’t look special, crafted out of a worn
daisy-print pillowcase and tied off with yellow string.
“What the hell are you two doing?” Chance wanted
to know.
Since it was her idea, I let Shannon explain.
She did so quietly, seeming abashed until she saw how impressed the
guys were. Then her face lit up like a sunrise.
“It’ll work,” Jesse said. “And it really is
brilliant.”
It was frosting on the cake when she told them
about the luck bubble. To my surprise, Chance grabbed her up in a
huge hug and whirled her off the ground. Shannon squealed, her face
bright with pleasure. I guessed being luckless had been harder on
him than I knew.
Earlier, when he said nobody would ever love me
like he did, he’d proposed finding some way of getting rid of his
luck for good in order to be with me. Watching the exuberance in
his face now, I realized that loss would be like severing a limb
for him. Being with me, he’d sacrifice part of himself.
How could I permit it?
I couldn’t. I wanted him
to be better because of me, not less. I didn’t want him to kill his
luck, but I didn’t want to die, either.
Over Chance’s shoulder, Shannon cut me an odd
look. “You okay?”
Yeah, I was fine. I’d just realized I didn’t
want him to change enough to make me both happy and safe, but I
didn’t know if I could live with the risk. I waved them both away
with a smile as fake as a three-dollar bill.
“Get your Smartphone,” I suggested to Chance.
“You took pics of the library for Booke, right? You should help
Shannon figure out the sigils so she’ll be ready to draw them when
the clay cools.”
“That’d be great,” she answered. “I have a
notebook in my backpack. I’ll get it.”
They went into the kitchen together, but not
before Chance gave me a last penetrating look. I hadn’t fooled him,
but he wouldn’t push. He’d finally learned to read my cues for when
I wanted to be chased and when I wanted space. With a faint sigh, I
finished stuffing the last two Tri-Ps. We needed any edge we could
muster.
Ignoring the way Jesse tracked me with his eyes,
I went outside—yes, beyond the protection of the wards. My enemies
here were human, and none too skilled in the dark arts. I didn’t
fear the woods any longer. For whatever reason, the demon was the
least of my problems—and wasn’t that simply too weird?
I sat down on the top step of the front porch
and dropped my head into my hands. I didn’t know how to reconcile
my surety that Chance wouldn’t be happy if he changed as much as I
needed him to. I couldn’t be with him, not when I knew how happy it
made him to get his luck back; not when I knew how much he hated
being powerless. This wasn’t a relationship issue anymore. Those
things could’ve been fixed, and he’d been working so hard to show
me he could change.
Just not in ways I could allow.
I remembered how I’d felt when I dropped through
that burning floor and during those long hours in the hospital with
him at my bedside. His eyes burnt with guilt, and I’d found it hard
to look at him. That was when I started thinking about leaving him.
Though I might always want him, I couldn’t get past the idea that
he was bad for me, dangerous—and not only in a sexy, irresistible
way.
I wasn’t surprised when Jesse slid out the door
and sat down beside me. My feelings would register on his white
knight radar and render me irresistible to him. Here’s a woman who needs your TLC, Saldana. Go get
her!
“Go away,” I muttered.
“You just realized it’s not going to work,” he
said quietly. “Been there.”
I didn’t look at him. “It’s worse for you,
though. You can feel what they feel, even when you’re ending
it.”
He shrugged. “I feel what everybody feels. Never
learned to shut it off.”
I’d rather talk about his gift than my feelings.
“What about proximity? I mean, you’re not being bombarded by the
whole world?” That would drive anyone nuts, surely.
“Generally, we have to be in the same building,”
he agreed. “When I feel strongly about someone, the range
amplifies.”
He’d felt me all the way in Texas. Did that mean
what I thought it did? Then I glanced over and found him sitting in
a similar posture, elbows on knees. He wasn’t looking at me,
either.
“Are you distracting me with this on
purpose?”
“Maybe I just want you to know you have
options,” he said quietly.
I let that be for a minute. “Tell me about
her.”
“Heather,” he answered without even thinking
about it.
“The pyro girl.” I remembered his talking about
her back in Laredo.
“Yeah.”
“What happened to her, anyway?” I knew they
weren’t together anymore, but that was all
I knew.
Jesse stiffened. If I were an empath, I’d be
feeling waves of pain washing over me right now. I could see it in
his body language. In fact, I was surprised he answered.
When he did, his voice was raw. “Two years back
she went to prison for arson, and she died in a fire inside.”
“I’m sorry.” I took his hand.
Our fingers tangled and clung. We sat beneath
the heavy dark of a moonless night and reflected on the weight of
those we had not been able to save.