Derelict on Memory
Lane
I lost myself.
First in pain, and then darkness, and
then—
My daughter would die if I
failed here. I knew it. Terror lent me speed, and I hurried to the
chest of drawers where I kept my spell components. One mistake
would be fatal. I didn’t have much time.
I cast the circle and had
spoken most of the words when I sensed approaching peril. Corine
was asleep upstairs; I ran to rouse her. For some reason, my
frantic words made no sound, but she seemed to hear me. She argued
with me.
I hugged her fiercely and
then shoved her out the back door. I hoped she knew how much I
loved her. I went to meet the men who wanted me dead.
My ears rang. I couldn’t
hear what they said. There were twelve of them, like a jury of my
peers, come to judge me. I didn’t need to see more than the
torches. I slammed the door and locked it.
Then I ran back to the
circle I’d drawn on the floor. My hands shook as I sealed myself
inside it. I had one last thing to do.
Protect her, I begged. Give
her the gifts she needs to survive. Let her live as my legacy to
the world. I poured everything I was into the working.
The door flew open. A tall
man stood in the doorway, and I would never forget his face. May
you burn in hell for what you do this night. Turn and burn, you
dark one in human skin. Licking flames threw weird shadows around
the house that had been our home. Never again. Raising the athame,
I gave myself over to the Lady.
And I died.
“Corine!” The voice came from a long way off,
desperate, terrified. I didn’t want to heed the hands pummeling
me.
At least they seemed to be. No, they were
pressing down, not pummeling. Someone was performing CPR. Was I
dead? My flesh felt odd and heavy, almost entirely inert.
I felt a mouth over mine, then breath being
forced into my lungs. I couldn’t seem to open my eyes. And then I
coughed. If dying hurt, living was worse. Butch nuzzled me,
whimpering, but I couldn’t lift a hand to reassure him.
Jesse brought me upright. His hands rubbed over
my back, and when I finally managed to lift my eyes, I found him
looking wretched, almost as bad as I felt. The burn on my left palm
felt as though it might never heal.
“You died,” he whispered, raw.
I couldn’t work up any concern over that. “So
did my mother. She—she killed herself. Why didn’t she run? We
could’ve both—” A sob tore free.
I didn’t need an answer after all. I’d been Cherie Solomon for the last few minutes of her
life. She hadn’t run, because the men would’ve come looking, and
she’d loved me so much I ached with it. My tears ran freely,
slipping down my cheeks. I felt dire and bloodied. All these years,
I’d thought she died in the fire.
But the truth was somehow worse. She’d died by
her own hand, part of that final spell. I had always assumed they’d
come upon her before she finished—and that was why my powers were
incomplete. Based on what I’d just seen, that obviously wasn’t
true, so the fault must lie in me. I was a faulty vessel.
“Oh God.” With gentle hands, he unfolded my
fingers from around her necklace.
It fell from my grasp into his palm. Numbly I
noted a new scar: The flower pentacle had been branded into my
palm. The wound showed livid and purple with little white blisters
around the edges. I’d never seen anything quite like it, and what
seemed stranger—I had no other marks on my
left hand anymore.
Jesse followed my gaze and registered the change
as well. “What does that mean?”
“I’m not sure.”
“We should get you to a hospital.”
I shook my head. “That’s fifty miles away. I’ll
be fine, but Chance won’t.”
Before he could argue, Butch lifted his head and
growled. The heavy chill I’d noticed before the letters appeared on
the wall returned. Everything stilled, even the wind. It felt like
too much work even to move. Something was coming. I sensed the
vibrations in the earth.
Something huge and heavy would burst into this
clearing and roar over finding us toying with its trinkets. It must
have an awful reason for keeping mementos of the dead and would
most likely add us to its collection. I knew I should be
frightened, but I felt as though my emotions had been burnt at the
sockets.
Was it possible I hadn’t returned all the way?
Perhaps I was undead; that would be mightily inconvenient. I
pinched myself, just in case. No. It stung a bit.
“Corine, we have to go now. Can you walk?”
I didn’t know. When he pulled me to my feet, I
discovered I could, clumsy, stumbling steps. Saldana snagged Butch,
who wisely didn’t protest. Before I hardly knew what had happened,
he tucked me behind him and drew his weapon. I had a feeling it
wouldn’t do us any good against what shared these woods with us,
but men always seemed to feel better being proactive.
As we moved through the trees, trying
unsuccessfully to be quiet, the distance between reality and me
receded. My skin started to feel like my own again. The pain in my
palm anchored me, and I tried to banish the memory of my mother’s
death. In a way, it was my death too, for
that touch had killed me. Only Jesse’s hands and mouth had kept me
from slipping away into the dreaming dark.
He appeared to be doing his best to save a life
I didn’t want as much as I should right then. Reaction got the best
of me. It seemed easier just to wait for the thing to find and eat
us, or whatever it did to its victims.
“I’m not going to hurt you.” The insanely deep
voice came from everywhere and nowhere. At first, I thought I must
be losing my mind. It rumbled all around me, shivering the earth as
if with a happy sigh.
I stopped walking and glanced at Jesse, who
looked like I felt. “Did you—”
“Hear that? Yeah.”
He spun in a circle as if trying to find the
microphones and bass amps. The way dark mist rolled in around us,
he might want to check for a smoke machine too. I smiled slightly
over that. For someone who was introducing me to Gifted society, he
didn’t seem to have run across as much weird stuff as I had.
I wondered if the unseen thing wanted some
response. “You aren’t?”
“No,” it rumbled. “You are precious to me. Poor
pretty thing. I wondered when you would come back.”
A cold shudder rolled through me, and dead man’s
hands slid down my spine. I’d heard those words straight from Mr.
McGee, just before he died. Beside me, Jesse froze. Clearly he’d
made the connection as well from my recitation of the story.
“You know me?” I forced the words through numb
lips.
“Darling child,” the dark thing crooned, “I hid
you. Sheltered you. You slept in my arms on blood night.” For a mad
moment, I thought we must be speaking to the dark spirit of the
wood. My breathing grew labored, fear oozing out my pores in acrid
sweat. “I kept your mother’s legacy safe
for you.”
The necklace in Saldana’s grasp suddenly seemed
tainted. I wanted to grab it from him and throw it as far from us
as my pitching arm could manage. He seemed to share the instinct,
but after that first twitchy impulse, I shook my head. If there was
evil in it, then it had already infected me. I gazed down at my
marked palm with a dry, aching throat.
My chest felt as though I might be suffering the
beginning stages of a heart attack. “Does that mean you will let us
go?”
“Gladly,” it rumbled. “Go from here and do not
return. There are others in this place who mean you ill.”
People, I guessed. But sometimes people were the
worst monsters of all.
“Let’s go,” Jesse said beneath his breath. He
started walking, fingers white-knuckled on his gun, as if to test
the offer of free passage.
Butch never even twitched. I was afraid the
little dog might have died of fright.
Getting away couldn’t be so easy; it was never a
matter of asking nicely not to be devoured. The monster must be
playing with us, for I couldn’t be misconstruing the air, thick
with hunger and malice. It wanted us in ways I didn’t
understand.
I never lost the sense of it as we passed back
through those arches on this profane path. If nature should be a
temple, then this one was desecrated. The monster kept pace with
us, an unseen presence slithering through the underbrush. I decided
it could shift shapes, whatever it was. It did not have to be huge
and heavy; it could be whatever it desired. That knowledge shook me
in ways I didn’t like to think about.
“Your friend will die in the dark,” it said in
parting as we came to the thinning trees that marked the end of its
dominion. “Farewell to you, precious child. Farewell.”
My breath whooshed out of me. Chance. Though I told myself I couldn’t believe
anything that creature told me—it was probably born of lies and
darkness—I nonetheless tasted the certainty in its words. Sometimes
truth tormented best of all.
As we stepped into the yard at last, I felt cold
and dirty, weary beyond all belief. The fire in my left hand went
beyond any hurt I’d previously suffered or imagined. Tiny lightning
worms gnawed at my nerves, writhing in devilish sparks all the way
up to the pain centers in my brain.
I desperately needed a good night’s sleep, but
there was no time. It was already late afternoon. If we delayed any
longer, we would lose all hope of springing Chance before
dark.
Because Jesse insisted, I washed my face and
hands before we headed back into town. I also changed my clothes,
not wanting to look like I had been rolling around the forest
floor. We took his Forester because it was parked behind the
Mustang and I didn’t want anyone to recognize us.
He also demanded I eat one of the peanut butter
sandwiches we’d packed for lunch. I didn’t want it, but I didn’t
complain, munching mechanically and washing it down with tepid
water. Afterward, I pulled Butch out of my bag and cradled him to
my chest. As if he knew I needed comfort, he nuzzled his cold nose
against my neck.
“Here’s how it’s going to be,” Jesse told me as
he parked in front of the courthouse. “I’ll do the talking, and you
agree with whatever I say. Got it?”
If I’d possessed the wherewithal to get Chance
out earlier, I’d have done it, so I didn’t mind letting Jesse call
the play. I merely nodded and led the way downstairs to where they
were keeping Chance. It was a makeshift jail at best, a small area
barred off for town drunks. Sheriff Robinson looked slightly
annoyed to see me back. His eyes narrowed when he realized I’d
brought backup and wouldn’t be inclined to play ball with his “good
old boys make the rules in this here town” party line.
Chance had been sitting on the bunk, but he
stood up, looking puzzled, and a little glad, I think. Surely he
hadn’t thought I meant to leave him in there all night. A little
tremor of relief ran through me. We’d gotten there in time.
Jesse planted his feet and stared down at the
sheriff. A long minute passed without anyone saying anything, and
then Robinson got heavily to his feet. “Is there something I can do
for you folks?” He tried on a smile like it might fit.
“I’m with the Laredo police department,” Saldana
said. He wisely didn’t mention his suspension.
The sheriff’s smile lost its curl. “You’re
outside your jurisdiction, son.”
The set of Saldana’s jaw said he didn’t like
being called “son” by a man he hardly knew. “I’m on vacation, but I
do know something about the law. You have the right to hold someone
for twenty-four hours in conjunction with a crime. Has Chance been
questioned, sir? What crime took place? Has he been charged? Or do
you intend to claim this incident somehow relates to Homeland
Security? As I see it, that’s your only hope of keeping him behind
bars.”
Robinson scowled. “I could make trespassing
stick on both of them.”
“And I could call down a dozen human interest
groups on your little town.” Jesse’s smile showed teeth, but it
wasn’t charming or pretty. “Would you like that? Reporters
everywhere, poking around? Everybody has secrets, don’t they,
Sheriff? Could yours stand up to close scrutiny? I can get a film
crew here from Savannah in—”
Pure dislike flashed in the sheriff’s hound dog
eyes, but he offered his hands in what was meant to be a placating
gesture. “There’s no need for that. It’s a simple misunderstanding.
Since they’re new in town, I thought they posed a flight risk;
that’s all.”
“It’s called due process,” Saldana bit out. “You
don’t get to detain American citizens without it. Now let that man
out of the cell before I get mad.”
Jesus. I was impressed.
No wonder he hadn’t wanted me to talk.
Without a word, Robinson stomped over to the
cage and unlocked the door, which swung wide on its own, making me
think the floor had a slope too delicate to perceive with the naked
eye.
“Get that dog out of here,” the sheriff growled.
“You can’t go dragging animals into public places.”
“You came back.” Chance said it like I always
left him in the lurch. And maybe he thought I did. I’d certainly
left him once.
“Yeah,” I answered thickly. “Brought the big
guns too.” The idea that he’d needed Saldana to rescue him seemed
to make him unhappy, so I hugged Chance hard. Whatever else, I
didn’t want to lose him for good. I did know that.
“I hate bullies,” Jesse muttered as we went back
up the stairs. “He loved knowing he had the power to keep you
caged, Chance. Just on his say-so. God knows what would’ve happened
after lights-out.”
I shivered again and led the way out to the car.
I had a feeling we wanted to be snug inside the wards before
dark.