Alone in the Woods
There were no lights for miles. Everywhere I
looked, there were only the trees and the dark. In daytime I could
tell you the names of them and what medicinal plants grew in their
shadows. My mother meant me to be a witch when I grew up, and she
had been preparing me for it. I still had my grimoires back in
Mexico, but I had no magick.
The house we’d rented sent a cold chill through
me. Most likely, it was the light slanting through the trees that
gave the place such a desolate, devilish look. It could also be the
way the rough gravel drive snaked through the woods, rounding a
corner and opening into a cleared field, like a witch’s cottage
from children’s stories.
This house was bigger than a cottage, of course,
and more run-down than it had been in the photo. The roof over the
porch sagged a little, but it appeared structurally sound. I hefted
my purse as I got out of the car. Call me a coward, but I
immediately set Butch down and let him go sniffing around the
exterior. I trusted him to find anything we should know about,
like, say, a reanimated corpse crawling around the perimeter.
He trotted around the side of the house and out
of sight. I clutched the paper bag full of takeout from Ma’s
Kitchen, waiting for the dog to reappear on the other side. When
Chance touched my shoulder, I almost threw our dinner at him.
“Whoa,” he said softly. “We’re okay, Corine. We
can handle this. I admit, the place is a little creepy, but we’ve
been in worse spots.”
I didn’t know whether he meant this house in
particular or Kilmer in general, but I was worried about our stupid
dog. To my vast relief, Butch came trotting around the other side
with nothing to report. He climbed the stairs and sat waiting
beside the front door.
Chance smiled. “Our security expert has approved
the place, it seems. Let’s go see what seven hundred dollars bought
us.”
I gave him the keys, and he led the way,
carrying both his duffel and my backpack. Trailing behind, I cast a
nervous glance over my shoulder as I went into the house. We stood
inside a sitting room, furnished only in the most basic sense. All
the pictures had been stripped from the walls, but they’d left a
flowered sofa and matching settee. The place smelled musty and damp
with a hint of old-lady lavender. Butch poked his head beneath a
chair and sneezed.
“Is there a lamp or an overhead light anywhere?”
As I said it, a dim circle of gold dispelled some of the shadows.
Chance had found a side table with an old-fashioned glass lamp. It
must not have been worth anything, or it would’ve been removed
along with the paintings. A fine layer of dust covered everything,
so it had been a while since anyone cleaned.
“It has a hairline crack,” he told me over his
shoulder.
It was scary how well he knew me.
Learning the layout didn’t take long. The
downstairs was arranged in a semicircle, connecting parlor to
dining room to kitchen. A hallway branched from the parlor, forming
the other side of the circle, leading to the bedrooms. The corridor
terminated in a bathroom, and what I took to be the master “suite”
had a half bath attached.
I flipped a light switch, and a dim overhead
light came on. Whoever removed Mrs. Everett’s personal effects had
done a haphazard job. They’d hauled off the bed frame and
headboard, and left the mattress on top of the box springs on the
floor, but they hadn’t taken an exquisitely carved armoire, just
because it had been painted a hideous green and dinged up a bit. If
someone put a little effort into refinishing that piece, it would
retail for nearly a thousand bucks. I resisted the temptation to
find who might be willing to pay it.
Before I lay down on that bed, I had to know,
though. I wiggled my fingers in preparation for contact with the
mattress and relaxed my mental grasp on my gift. Heat rocketed
through my palms and up into my arms, but I didn’t receive the
impression of death. Instead, I saw a mosaic made of many nights:
just an old woman sleeping or reading, or lying awake and staring
at the ceiling. Whatever became of her, Mrs. Everett didn’t die in
bed. Thank the gods.
I felt more like a squatter than an honest
renter, but we could make do here. I checked the bathroom and found
a toilet, a stained, once-white pedestal sink, and a shower stall;
nothing fancy, just blue tile with a green tinge to the grout. I
hoped we wouldn’t be here long enough for that to bother me.
“Finishing scoping out the place?” Chance asked
from behind me.
This time I didn’t jump. “Yeah. It looks
bearable.”
“Let’s eat before the food gets cold. There’s no
microwave.” He led the way into the kitchen, Butch trotting at our
heels. Apparently Chance had flipped light switches wherever he
found them, as if he could banish the ocean of night that
surrounded us. He caught my look and added, a touch defensive,
“What? It’s really dark out there.”
I knew what he meant; without city lights and
noise, this place freaked me out too. Add in the looming threat of
the trees, and I could hardly think, but I couldn’t help teasing
him. “You’re scared of the dark, Chance? You?”
“I’m not scared of anything as long as you’re
beside me.”
Call me an idiot, but I melted a little over
that. I covered by unpacking the food. I found it unspeakably sad
that the old woman who’d lived and died here had probably spent her
mornings sitting at a table with placemats laid for two. The
kitchen was small, old-fashioned, and painted a pale, streaky
yellow. The fridge looked like it had last been updated in 1945—a
squat Hotpoint unit with rounded edges and a silver handle.
Before we sat down to eat, I set out Butch’s
portable dishes. After the dumplings earlier, he wasn’t too
interested in dog food, but he did take a drink, and then he came
to sit on the floor by the table, telling us via big bulging eyes
he thought we sucked for not giving him more people food. The
waitress at Ma’s had packed us two blue plate specials, which
turned out to be meat loaf and green beans. Good packaging had kept
it warm while we drove around country roads after dark, looking for
our destination.
Chance tucked into his food, but I had a phone
call to make first. To my surprise, I had twelve text messages and
four voice mails, but the phone hadn’t rung. I checked the
settings, and it was programmed to vibrate and play J.Lo’s “If You Had My Love.” My cell hadn’t made a peep all day.
I tried to dial out, but even though I had two
bars, I couldn’t get a call to connect. A dark, dreadful feeling
crept over me, as if I were marooned on a broken log with
flood-waters rising all around me. We had to find a way to contact
the outside world. Jesse would go nuts if he didn’t hear from me,
and what about Chance’s mom? Not to mention Chuch and Eva. We would
not disappear in Kilmer, an unsolved
mystery.
Taking a deep breath, I started wading through
my text messages. The first one astonished me. Jesse—the man I’d
left to clean up the mess in Laredo—had simply written, You ok? That might not have been so shocking if it
hadn’t also been time stamped around the moment when I’d been so
terrified, standing in the bathroom at the Kilmer Inn. Things got
weirder as I read the next message.
Corine, what the hell is
going on? This one bore a time stamp just after Chance pushed
me out of the way of a rampaging Cutlass. Even in text, Jesse’s
tone grew increasingly more agitated as he asked why the hell I
wasn’t answering. The tenth just said, Where
are you?
I read the last text message with a growing
sense of foreboding. Jesse had written in shorthand, as if he were
driving, or in a hurry: Omw. I dont hear from u
in 24, I report u missin.
He’d packed up and was coming to look for me?
From that, I extrapolated he’d sensed my emotional state from
hundreds of miles away. Jesus. I didn’t know how he expected to
find Kilmer when it wasn’t on MapQuest, but I didn’t imagine that
setback would deter Jesse Saldana. But what would an unexpected
trip mean to his suspension from the police department? Dammit, I
had enough to worry about.
The last message came from Booke. A weight
lifted when I realized he was all right. I’ve
been ringing all day; left messages. Hope you get this. The astral
over Kilmer is like a wicked dark scar. I tried for hours, but I
couldn’t see a thing, just swirling, inky fog. Do be careful, and
get in touch if you can.
As I closed my phone, Chance called, “What are
you doing in there? Eat your dinner, woman.”
I smiled at his faux-peremptory tone. He was
trying to keep the mood light, dispel some of the shadows, but he
didn’t know the worst of our problems. I decided to let him finish
his food before addressing the issue, so I came back to the kitchen
and sat down with the folder we’d stolen. While I ate cold meat
loaf and green beans, I skimmed through the collection of yellowed
articles, most of which dealt with the town losing bids for
contracts, developers building elsewhere, businesses closing down,
and other crappy developments.
None of it was helpful.
Before I knew what I meant to do, I slapped it
from the table and lunged from my seat, stomping on the articles.
Chance cut me a worried look, but I didn’t care. A storm of words
rose, tangling in my throat until I couldn’t tell one from another,
and it became a voiceless scream. It took me a moment to recognize
the pain I’d been repressing; then it drowned me in a red
wave.
“This stuff is worthless! Your luck doesn’t work
here, because nothing here works the way
it’s supposed to. This is the ass-end of hell, a stupid Southern
Bermuda Triangle!”
Chance put out a hand, as if he might try to
calm me, and I took a step, wanting to fight. I wanted to hurt
someone, break things, because here I
stood, a grown woman surrounded by the woods where I’d hidden as a
child, and I felt as helpless as I had then.
My mother died in this town, and I didn’t know
where to begin. I had no ideas, no leads; just a certainty
something was wrong. We had no object for me to handle and find the
answers. He backed off, looking worried.
For a good ten minutes, I ranted at Chance about
broken cell phones, evil trees, murderous Cutlass Supremes, and
black astral mist. I’m sure I made no sense, but he gazed at me
steadily all the while. When the storm blew itself out, I crumpled
amid the fallen clippings, tears burning at my eyes. I never had
the luxury of crying as a kid. I’d dedicated my energy to dealing
with the stress of living with strangers.
He came to me then, quietly. Maybe he didn’t
think he could offer any words to assuage my feelings; he would’ve
been right. Instead, he wrapped his arms around me and drew me
between his long legs, cradling me against his chest. He rocked
with me, ever so slowly. Butch crawled into my lap, and I half
hiccupped, half laughed.
“This place is evil,” I whispered. “And I don’t
know what to do about it. Jesse is on the way here. I’m afraid
something terrible’s going to happen to him while he’s looking for
us, and it’ll be my fault. I won’t be able to stop it. I won’t be
able to save him.” The words just kept spilling out of me.
I felt Chance tense, and I knew he had to wonder
what Jesse Saldana meant to me, but those feelings had tangled with
old guilt.
“It seems worse,” he said at length, “because we
don’t have any idea what’s wrong. We have no clue what we’re
fighting—or whom.” Despite his closeness, I heard distance in his
voice. “From a psychological standpoint, the unknown threat always
seems worse. Identifying patterns and putting pieces together would
allow us to construct a strategy. Right now we’re flying blind, and
you’re exhausted.”
“Okay,” I said, leaning my head against his
shoulder. “Tomorrow we make a list of everything we noticed about
the town. We ward this place, and we see about getting messages
out. Booke might be able to figure something out if we tell him
exactly what we’ve encountered.”
“That’s a plan,” he agreed, stroking my hair.
“We won’t get this done in a day. I have no idea how long it’ll
take for us to get to the root of the problem, and . . .” He
trailed off in hesitation, then continued. “I’m sorry my luck isn’t
more use, Corine.” He sighed. “Here, it’s like a magnetized compass
where the needle never stops spinning.”
Magnetized . . . That
word hung in my thoughts but never found purchase. My mind was
tired, but I couldn’t imagine snuggling down and falling asleep.
After a moment, I pushed away from him and climbed to my
feet.
“Thanks,” I murmured. “I didn’t mean to—”
“It’s okay.” As he stood, he dismissed my
uncharacteristic meltdown with a shrug.
I wanted to get away from him, so I left the
kitchen, passing through the dining room and then the parlor.
Wondering how the old woman had died ate at me. Did we have a
resident ghost?
If Chuch had been here, he could have told me,
but I had zero aptitude for such things. Like a spirit myself, I
passed through silent rooms, touching this or that. Deliberately, I
shut down the filter that kept everyday life from turning into a
barrage of searing pain and maddening impressions. If Chance
wondered what I was doing, passing in and out of the kitchen,
following threads of energy stored in objects she’d used on a daily
basis, he didn’t ask. He sat at the table, poring over the
clippings I’d spilled on the floor.
The pain was bearable. Bit by bit, I built a
picture of Mrs. Everett’s daily life. She did crossword puzzles in
the morning while drinking her coffee, and she sat in the rocking
chair in the parlor, reading the Bible in a spill of sunlight in
early afternoon. Evening found her staring out at the woods,
fingers pressed up against the windows. I could feel her layered
beneath me as I stood in her place, gazing at those dark
trees.
And then I saw her crumple beneath the picture
window in the parlor. Everything went dark, and I swayed. I’m Corine. Corine Solomon. My heart hammered as I
extricated myself from her quiet death, feeling I’d narrowly
avoided a patch of quicksand. None of her experiences caused the
agony I associated with violent death, so I concluded she’d died
naturally, a consequence of her worn body.
“Well,” I said to Butch, “at least the house
seems to be phantom free.”
As if in response to my words, heaviness seeped
into the air. The dog pressed close to my ankles, and I felt him
trembling. Ice prickled along my nerve endings. This was similar to
what I’d felt in Laredo, just before the shades appeared. But we’d
killed the warlock responsible. This had to be different.
Movement in my peripheral vision had me jumping
at shadows. I felt a presence, something watching us. The cold
intensified until I could feel my skin prickling into goose bumps.
Butch whined, so I spun to face whatever had frightened him.
Carmine bled from the parlor wall, coalescing
into the words WELCOME HOME.