
III

As IT GREW TOWARD seven o’clock the little old
woman became nervous. She often would drop into a chair and sit
staring at the little clock.
“I wonder why he don’t come,” she continually
repeated. There was a small, curious note of despair in her voice.
As she sat thinking and staring at the clock the expressions of her
face changed swiftly. All manner of emotions flickered in her eyes
and about her lips. She was evidently perceiving in her imagination
the journey of a loved person. She dreamed for him mishaps and
obstacles. Something tremendous and irritating was hindering him
from coming to her.
She had lighted an oil-lamp. It flooded the room
with vivid yellow glare. The table, in its oil-cloth covering, had
previously appeared like a bit of bare, brown desert. It now was a
white garden, growing the fruits of her labor.
“Seven o’clock,” she murmured, finally. She was
aghast.
Then suddenly she heard a step upon the stair. She
sprang up and began to bustle about the room. The little fearful
emotions passed at once from her face. She seemed now to be ready
to scold.
Young Kelcey entered the room. He gave a sigh of
relief, and dropped his pail in a corner. He was evidently greatly
wearied by a hard day of toil.
The little old woman hobbled over to him and raised
her wrinkled lips. She seemed on the verge of tears and an outburst
of reproaches.
“Hello!” he cried, in a voice of cheer. “Been
gettin’ anxious?”
“Yes,” she said, hovering about him. “Where yeh
been, George? What made yeh so late? I’ve been waitin’ th’ longest
while. Don’t throw your coat down there. Hang it up behind th’
door.”
The son put his coat on the proper hook, and then
went to splatter water in a tin wash-basin at the sink.
“Well, yeh see, I met Jones—you remember Jones? 01’
Handyville fellah. An’ we had t’ stop an’ talk over ol’ times.
Jones is quite a boy.”
The little old woman’s mouth set in a sudden
straight line. “Oh, that Jones,” she said. “I don’t like
him.”
The youth interrupted a flurry of white towel to
give a glance of irritation. “Well, now, what’s th’ use of talkin’
that way?” he said to her. “What do yeh know ‘bout ’im? Ever spoke
to ’im in yer life?”
“Well, I don’t know as I ever did since he grew
up,” replied the little old woman. “But I know he ain’t th’ kind ’a
man I’d like t’ have you go around with. He ain’t a good man. I’m
sure he ain’t. He drinks.”
Her son began to laugh. “Th’ dickens he does?” He
seemed amazed, but not shocked at this information.
She nodded her head with the air of one who
discloses a dreadful thing. “I’m sure of it! Once I saw ’im comin’
outa Simpson’s Hotel, up in Handyville, an’ he could hardly walk.
He drinks! I’m sure he drinks!”
“Holy smoke!” said Kelcey.
They sat down at the table and began to wreck the
little white garden. The youth leaned back in his chair, in the
manner of a man who is paying for things. His mother bended alertly
forward, apparently watching each mouthful. She perched on the edge
of her chair, ready to spring to her feet and run to the closet or
the stove for anything that he might need. She was as anxious as a
young mother with a babe. In the careless and comfortable attitude
of the son there was denoted a great deal of dignity.
“Yeh ain’t eatin’ much t’-night, George?”
“Well, I ain’t very hungry, t’ tell th’
truth.”
“Don’t yeh like yer supper, dear? Yeh must eat
somethin’, chile. Yeh mustn’t go without.”
“Well, I’m eatin’ somethin’, ain’t I?”
He wandered aimlessly through the meal. She sat
over behind the little blackened coffee-pot and gazed
affectionately upon him.
After a time she began to grow agitated. Her worn
fingers were gripped. It could be seen that a great thought was
within her. She was about to venture something. She had arrived at
a supreme moment. “George,” she said, suddenly, “come t’
prayer-meetin’ with me t’-night.”
The young man dropped his fork. “Say, you must be
crazy,” he said, in amazement.
“Yes, dear,” she continued, rapidly, in a small
pleading voice, “I’d like t’ have yeh go with me onct in a while.
Yeh never go with me any more, dear, an’ I’d like t’ have yeh go.
Yeh ain’t been anywheres at all with me in th’ longest
while.”
“Well,” he said, “well, but what th’ blazes—”
“Ah, come on,” said the little old woman. She went
to him and put her arms about his neck. She began to coax him with
caresses.
The young man grinned. “Thunderation!” he said,
“what would I do at a prayer-meetin’?”
The mother considered him to be consenting. She did
a little antique caper.
“Well, yeh can come an’ take care a yer mother,”
she cried, gleefully. “It’s such a long walk every Thursday night
alone, an’ don’t yeh s‘pose that when I have such a big, fine,
strappin’ boy, I want ’im t’ beau me aroun’ some? Ah, I knew ye’d
come.”
He smiled for a moment, indulgent of her humor. But
presently his face turned a shade of discomfort. “But—” he began,
protesting.
“Ah, come on,” she continually repeated.
He began to be vexed. He frowned into the air. A
vision came to him of dreary blackness arranged in solemn rows. A
mere dream of it was depressing.3
“But—” he said again. He was obliged to make great
search for an argument. Finally he concluded, “But what th’ blazes
would I do at prayer-meetin’?”
In his ears was the sound of a hymn, made by people
who tilted their heads at a prescribed angle of devotion. It would
be too apparent that they were all better than he. When he entered
they would turn their heads and regard him with suspicion. This
would be an enormous aggravation, since he was certain that he was
as good as they.
“Well, now, y’ see,” he said, quite gently, “I
don’t wanta go, an’ it wouldn’t do me no good t’ go if I didn’t
wanta go.”
His mother’s face swiftly changed. She breathed a
huge sigh, the counterpart of ones he had heard upon like
occasions. She put a tiny black bonnet on her head, and wrapped her
figure in an old shawl. She cast a martyr-like glance upon her son
and went mournfully away. She resembled a limited funeral
procession.
The young man writhed under it to an extent. He
kicked moodily at a table-leg. When the sound of her footfalls died
away he felt distinctly relieved.