Chapter 11
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Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this
conversation, that he never again distressed himself, or provoked
his dear sister Elizabeth, by introducing the subject of it; and
she was pleased to find that she had said enough to keep him
quiet.
The day of his and Lydia’s departure soon came, and
Mrs. Bennet was forced to submit to a separation, which, as her
husband by no means entered into her scheme of their all going to
Newcastle, was likely to continue at least a twelvemonth.
“Oh, my dear Lydia,” she cried, “when shall we meet
again?”
“Oh, Lord! I don’t know. Not these two or three
years, perhaps.”
“Write to me very often, my dear.”
“As often as I can. But you know married women have
never much time for writing. My sisters may write to me.
They will have nothing else to do.”
Mr. Wickham’s adieus were much more affectionate
than his wife’s. He smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty
things.
“He is as fine a fellow,” said Mr. Bennet, as soon
as they were out of the house, “as ever I saw. He simpers, and
smirks, and makes love to us all. I am prodigiously proud of him. I
defy even Sir William Lucas himself to produce a more valuable
son-in-law.”
The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull
for several days.
“I often think,” said she, “that there is nothing
so bad as parting with one’s friends. One seems so forlorn without
them.”
“This is the consequence you see, madam, of
marrying a daughter,” said Elizabeth. “It must make you better
satisfied that your other four are single.”
“It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me
because she is married; but only because her husband’s regiment
happens to be so far off. If that had been nearer, she would not
have gone so soon.”
But the spiritless condition which this event threw
her into was shortly relieved, and her mind opened again to the
agitation of hope, by an article of news, which then began to be in
circulation. The housekeeper at Netherfield had received orders to
prepare for the arrival of her master, who was coming down in a day
or two, to shoot there for several weeks. Mrs. Bennet was quite in
the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and smiled, and shook her head, by
turns.
“Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down,
sister” (for Mrs. Philips first brought her the news). “Well, so
much the better. Not that I care about it, though. He is nothing to
us, you know, and I am sure I never want to see him again.
But, however, he is very welcome to come to Netherfield, if he
likes it. And who knows what may happen? But that is nothing
to us. You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to mention a word
about it. And so, it is quite certain he is coming?”
“You may depend on it,” replied the other, “for
Mrs. Nichols was in Meryton last night: I saw her passing by, and
went out myself on purpose to know the truth of it; and she told me
that it was certainly true. He comes down on Thursday, at the
latest, very likely on Wednesday. She was going to the butcher’s,
she told me, on purpose to order in some meat on Wednesday, and she
has got three couple of ducks just fit to be killed.”
Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming
without changing colour. It was many months since she had mentioned
his name to Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone
together, she said,—
“I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt
told us of the present report; and I know I appeared distressed;
but don’t imagine it was from any silly cause. I was only confused
for the moment, because I felt that I should be looked at. I
do assure you, that the news does not affect me either with
pleasure or pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes alone;
because we shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of
myself, but I dread other people’s remarks.”
Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she
not seen him in Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of
coming there with no other view than what was acknowledged; but she
still thought him partial to Jane, and she wavered as to the
greater probability of his coming there with his friend’s
permission, or being bold enough to come without it.
“Yet it is hard,” she sometimes thought, “that this
poor man cannot come to a house, which he has legally hired,
without raising all this speculation! I will leave him to
himself.”
In spite of what her sister declared, and really
believed to be her feelings, in the expectation of his arrival,
Elizabeth could easily perceive that her spirits were affected by
it. They were more disturbed, more unequal, than she had often seen
them.
The subject which had been so warmly canvassed
between their parents, about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought
forward again.
“As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear,” said
Mrs. Bennet, “you will wait on him of course.”
“No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year,
and promised if I went to see him, he should marry one of my
daughters. But it ended in nothing, and I will not be sent on a
fool’s errand again.”
His wife represented to him how absolutely
necessary such an attention would be from all the neighbouring
gentlemen, on his returning to Netherfield.
“ ’T is an etiquette I despise,” said he.
“If he wants our society, let him seek it. He knows where we live.
I will not spend my hours in running after my neighbours
every time they go away and come back again.”
“Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably
rude if you do not wait on him. But, however, that shan’t prevent
my asking him to dine here, I am determined. We must have Mrs. Long
and the Gouldings soon. That will make thirteen with ourselves, so
there will be just room at table for him.”
Consoled by this resolution, she was the better
able to bear her husband’s incivility; though it was very
mortifying to know that her neighbours might all see Mr. Bingley in
consequence of it before they did. As the day of his arrival
drew near,—
“I begin to be sorry that he comes at all,” said
Jane to her sister. “It would be nothing; I could see him with
perfect indifference; but I can hardly bear to hear it thus
perpetually talked of. My mother means well; but she does not know,
no one can know, how much I suffer from what she says. Happy shall
I be when his stay at Netherfield is over!”
“I wish I could say any thing to comfort you,”
replied Elizabeth; “but it is wholly out of my power. You must feel
it; and the usual satisfaction of preaching patience to a sufferer
is denied me, because you have always so much.”
Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the
assistance of servants, contrived to have the earliest tidings of
it, that the period of anxiety and fretfulness on her side might be
as long as it could. She counted the days that must intervene
before their invitation could be sent; hopeless of seeing him
before. But on the third morning after his arrival in
Hertfordshire, she saw him from her dressing-room window enter the
paddock, and ride towards the house.
Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her
joy. Jane resolutely kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to
satisfy her mother, went to the window—she looked,—she saw Mr.
Darcy with him, and sat down again by her sister.
“There is a gentleman with him, mamma,” said Kitty;
“who can it be?”
“Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I
am sure I do not know.”
“La!” replied Kitty, “it looks just like that man
that used to be with him before. Mr. what’s his name—that tall,
proud man.”
“Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!—and so it does, I vow.
Well, any friend of Mr. Bingley’s will always be welcome here to be
sure; but else I must say that I hate the very sight of him.”
Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern.
She knew but little of their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore
felt for the awkwardness which must attend her sister, in seeing
him almost for the first time after receiving his explanatory
letter. Both sisters were uncomfortable enough. Each felt for the
other, and of course for themselves; and their mother talked on of
her dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be civil to him
only as Mr. Bingley’s friend, without being heard by either of
them. But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not be
suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to show
Mrs. Gardiner’s letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment
towards him. To Jane, he could be only a man whose proposals she
had refused, and whose merits she had undervalued; but to her own
more extensive information, he was the person to whom the whole
family were indebted for the first of benefits, and whom she
regarded herself with an interest, if not quite so tender, at least
as reasonable and just, as what Jane felt for Bingley. Her
astonishment at his coming—at his coming to Netherfield, to
Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, was almost equal to
what she had know on first witnessing his altered behaviour in
Derbyshire.
The colour which had been driven from her face
returned for half a minute with an additional glow, and a smile of
delight added lustre to her eyes, as she thought for that space of
time that his affection and wishes must still be unshaken; but she
would not be secure.
“Let me first see how he behaves,” said she; “it
will then be early enough for expectation.”
She sat intently at work, striving to be composed,
and without daring to lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity
carried them to the face of her sister, as the servant was
approaching the door. Jane looked a little paler than usual, but
more sedate than Elizabeth had expected. On the gentlemen’s
appearing, her colour increased; yet she received them with
tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour equally free from
any symptom of resentment, or any unnecessary complaisance.
Elizabeth said as little to either as civility
would allow, and sat down again to her work, with an eagerness
which it did not often command. She had ventured only one glance at
Darcy. He looked serious as usual; and she thought, more as he had
been used to lock in Hertfordshire, than as she had seen him at
Pemberley. But, perhaps, he could not in her mother’s presence be
what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a painful, but not an
improbable, conjecture.
Bingley she had likewise seen for an instant, and
in that short period saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed.
He was received by Mrs. Bennet with a degree of civility which made
her two daughters ashamed, especially when contrasted with the cold
and ceremonious politeness of her courtesy and address of his
friend.
Elizabeth particularly, who knew that her mother
owed to the latter the preservation of her favourite daughter from
irremediable infamy, was hurt and distressed to a most painful
degree by a distinction so ill applied.
Darcy, after enquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs.
Gardiner did, a question which she could not answer without
confusion, said scarcely any thing. He was not seated by her:
perhaps that was the reason of his silence; but it had not been so
in Derbyshire. There he had talked to her friends, when he could
not to herself. But now several minutes elapsed, without bringing
the sound of his voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist the
impulse of curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often
found him looking at Jane as at herself, and frequently on no
object but the ground. More thoughtfulness and less anxiety to
please, than when they last met, were plainly expressed. She was
disappointed, and angry with herself for being so.
“Could I expect it to be otherwise?” said she. “Yet
why did he come?”
She was in no humour for conversation with any one
but himself; and to him she had hardly courage to speak.
She enquired after his sister, but could do no
more.
“It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went
away,” said Mrs. Bennet.
He readily agreed to it.
“I began to be afraid you would never come back
again. People did say, you meant to quit the place entirely
at Michaelmas; but, however, I hope it is not true. A great many
changes have happened in the neighbourhood since you went away.
Miss Lucas is married and settled: and one of my own daughters. I
suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must have seen it in the
papers. It was in the Times and the Courier, I know; though it was
not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, ‘Lately, George
Wickham, Esq. to Miss Lydia Bennet,’ without there being a syllable
said of her father, or the place where she lived, or any thing. It
was my brother Gardiner’s drawing up, too, and I wonder how he came
to make such an awkward business of it. Did you see it?”
Bingley replied that he did, and made his
congratulations. Elizabeth dared not lift up her eyes. How Mr.
Darcy looked, therefore, she could not tell.
“It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a
daughter well married,” continued her mother; “but at the same
time, Mr. Bingley, it is very hard to have her taken away from me.
They are gone down to Newcastle, a place quite northward, it seems,
and there they are to stay, I do not know how long. His regiment is
there; for I suppose you have heard of his leaving the———shire, and
of his being gone into the Regulars. Thank heaven! he has
some friends, though, perhaps, not so many as he
deserves.”
Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr.
Darcy, was in such misery of shame, that she could hardly keep her
seat. It drew from her, however, the exertion of speaking, which
nothing else had so effectually done before; and she asked Bingley,
whether he meant to make any stay in the country at present. A few
weeks, he believed.
“When you have killed all your own birds, Mr.
Bingley,” said her mother, “I beg you will come here and shoot as
many as you please on Mr. Bennet’s manor. I am sure he will be
vastly happy to oblige you, and will save all the best of the
covies for you.”
Elizabeth’s misery increased at such unnecessary,
such officious attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at
present, as had flattered them a year ago, every thing, she was
persuaded, would be hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At
that instant she felt, that years of happiness could not make Jane
or herself amends for moments of such painful confusion.
“The first wish of my heart,” said she to herself,
“is never more to be in company with either of them. Their society
can afford no pleasure that will atone for such wretchedness as
this! Let me never see either one or the other again!”
Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were
to offer no compensation, received soon afterwards material relief,
from observing how much the beauty of her sister rekindled the
admiration of her former lover. When first he came in, he had
spoken to her but little; but every five minutes seemed to be
giving her more of his attention. He found her as handsome as she
had been last year; as good-natured, and as unaffected, though not
quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no difference should be
perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded that she talked
as much as ever; but her mind was so busily engaged, that she did
not always know when she was silent.
When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was
mindful of her intended civility, and they were invited and engaged
to dine at Longbourn in a few days’ time.
“You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley,”
she added; “for when you went to town last winter, you promised to
take a family dinner with us as soon as you returned. I have not
forgot, you see; and I assure you I was very much disappointed that
you did not come back and keep your engagement.”
Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection,
and said something of his concern at having been prevented by
business. They then went away.
Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them
to stay and dine there that day; but, though she always kept a very
good table, she did not think any thing less than two courses could
be good enough for a man on whom she had such anxious designs, or
satisfy the appetite and pride of one who had ten thousand a
year.