Chapter 3
Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley’s
dislike of her had originated in jealousy, she could not help
feeling how very unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must be to
her, and was curious to know with how much civility on that lady’s
side the acquaintance would now be renewed.
On reaching the house, they were shown through the
hall into the saloon,bc whose
northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer. Its windows,
opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high
woody hills behind the house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish
chestnuts which were scattered over the intermediate lawn.
In this room they were received by Miss Darcy, who
was sitting there with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady
with whom she lived in London. Georgiana’s reception of them was
very civil, but attended with all that embarrassment which, though
proceeding from shyness and the fear of doing wrong, would easily
give to those who felt themselves inferior the belief of her being
proud and reserved, Mrs. Gardiner and her niece, however, did her
justice, and pitied her.
By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley they were noticed
only by a courtesy; and on their being seated, a pause, awkward as
such pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments. It was
first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeable looking woman,
whose endeavour to introduce some kind of discourse proved her to
be more truly well-bred than either of the others; and between her
and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from Elizabeth, the
conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she wished for
courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a short
sentence, when there was least danger of its being heard.
Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely
watched by Miss Bingley, and that she could not speak a word,
especially to Miss Darcy, without calling her attention. This
observation would not have prevented her from trying to talk to the
latter, had they not been seated at an inconvenient distance; but
she was not sorry to be spared the necessity of saying much: her
own thoughts were employing her. She expected every moment that
some of the gentlemen would enter the room: she wished, she feared,
that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether she
wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After
sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour, without hearing Miss
Bingley’s voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold
enquiry after the health of her family. She answered with equal
indifference and brevity, and the other said no more.
The next variation which their visit afforded was
produced by the entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a
variety of all the finest fruits in season; but this did not take
place till after many a significant look and smile from Mrs.
Annesley to Miss Darcy had been given, to remind her of her post.
There was now employment for the whole party; for though they could
not all talk, they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of
grapes, nectarines, and peaches, soon collected them round the
table.
While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair
opportunity of deciding whether she most feared or wished for the
appearance of Mr. Darcy, by the feelings which prevailed on his
entering the room; and then, though but a moment before she had
believed her wishes to predominate, she began to regret that he
came.
He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with
two or three other gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the
river, and had left him only on learning that the ladies of the
family intended a visit to Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he
appear, than Elizabeth wisely resolved to be perfectly easy and
unembarrassed;—a resolution the more necessary to be made, but
perhaps not the more easily kept, because she saw that the
suspicions of the whole party were awakened against them, and that
there was scarcely an eye which did not watch his behaviour when he
first came into the room. In no countenance was attentive curiosity
so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley’s, in spite of the smiles
which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its objects;
for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and her attentions to
Mr. Darcy were by no means over. Miss Darcy, on her brother’s
entrance, exerted herself much more to talk; and Elizabeth saw that
he was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and
forwarded, as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on
either side. Miss Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the
imprudence of anger, took the first opportunity of saying, with
sneering civility,—
“Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the———shire militia
removed from Meryton? They must be a great loss to your
family.”
In Darcy’s presence she dared not mention Wickham’s
name; but Elizabeth instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in
her thoughts; and the various recollections connected with him gave
her a moment’s distress; but, exerting herself vigorously to repel
the ill-natured attack, she presently answered the question in a
tolerably disengaged tone. While she spoke, an involuntary glance
showed her Darcy with a heightened complexion, earnestly looking at
her, and his sister overcome with confusion, and unable to lift up
her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what pain she was then giving her
beloved friend, she undoubtedly would have refrained from the hint;
but she had merely intended to discompose Elizabeth, by bringing
forward the idea of a man to whom she believed her partial, to make
her betray a sensibility which might injure her in Darcy’s opinion,
and, perhaps, to remind the latter of all the follies and
absurdities by which some part of her family were connected with
that corps. Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy’s
meditated elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where
secrecy was possible, except to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley’s
connections her brother was particularly anxious to conceal it,
from that very wish which Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him,
of their becoming hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such a
plan; and without meaning that it should affect his endeavour to
separate him from Miss Bennet, it is probable that it might add
something to his lively concern for the welfare of his
friend.
Elizabeth’s collected behaviour, however, soon
quieted his emotion; and as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed,
dared not approach nearer to Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in
time, though not enough to be able to speak any more. Her brother,
whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely recollected her interest in
the affair; and the very circumstance which had been designed to
turn his thoughts from Elizabeth, seemed to have fixed them on her
more and more cheerfully.
Their visit did not continue long after the
question and answer above mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was
attending them to their carriage, Miss Bingley was venting her
feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth’s person, behaviour, and dress.
But Georgiana would not join her. Her brother’s recommendation was
enough to insure her favour: his judgment could not err; and he had
spoken in such terms of Elizabeth, as to leave Georgiana without
the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable. When
Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help repeating
to him some part of what she had been saying to his sister.
“How very ill Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr.
Darcy,” she cried: “I never in my life saw any one so much altered
as she is since the winter. She is grown so brown and coarse!
Louisa and I were agreeing that we should not have known her
again.”
However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an
address, he contented himself with coolly replying, that he
perceived no other alteration than her being rather tanned,—no
miraculous consequence of travelling in the summer.
“For my own part,” she rejoined, “I must confess
that I never could see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her
complexion has no brilliancy; and her features are not at all
handsome. Her nose wants character; there is nothing marked in its
lines. Her teeth are tolerable, but not out of the common way; and
as for her eyes, which have sometimes been called so fine, I never
could perceive any thing extraordinary in them. They have a sharp,
shrewish look, which I do not like at all; and in her air
altogether, there is a self-sufficiency without fashion, which is
intolerable.”
Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired
Elizabeth, this was not the best method of recommending herself;
but angry people are not always wise; and in seeing him at last
look somewhat nettled, she had all the success she expected. He was
resolutely silent, however; and, from a determination of making him
speak, she continued,—
“I remember, when we first knew her in
Hertfordshire, how amazed we all were to find that she was a
reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect your saying one night,
after they had been dining at Netherfield, ‘She a beauty! I
should as soon call her mother a wit.’ But afterwards she seemed to
improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather pretty at one
time.”
“Yes,” replied Darcy, who could contain himself no
longer, “but that was only when I first knew her; for it is
many months since I have considered her as one of the handsomest
women of my acquaintance.”
He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all
the satisfaction of having forced him to say what gave no one any
pain but herself.
Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had
occurred during their visit, as they returned, except what had
particularly interested them both. The looks and behaviour of every
body they had seen were discussed, except of the person who had
mostly engaged their attention. They talked of his sister, his
friends, his house, his fruit, of every thing but himself; yet
Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of him,
and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece’s
beginning the subject.