CHAPTER 53
Unlooked-For Arrivals
Robinson opened the door for Molly, almost
before the carriage had fairly drawn up at the Hall, and told her
that the squire had been very anxious for her return, and had more
than once sent him to an upstairs window, from which a glimpse of
the hill-road between Hollingford and Hamley could be caught, to
know if the carriage was not yet in sight. Molly went into the
drawing-room. The squire was standing in the middle of the floor
awaiting her—in fact, longing to go out and meet her, but
restrained by a feeling of solemn etiquette, which prevented his
moving about as usual in that house of mourning. He held a paper in
his hands, which were trembling with excitement and emotion; and
four or five open letters were strewed on a table near him.
‘It’s all true,’ he began; ‘she’s his wife, and
he’s her husband—was her husband—that’s the word for it—was! Poor
lad! poor lad! it’s cost him a deal. Pray God, it wasn’t my fault.
Read this, my dear. It’s a certificate. It’s all regular—Osborne
Hamley to Maria-Aimée Scherer—parish—church and all, and witnessed.
Oh, dear!’ He sat down in the nearest chair and groaned. Molly took
a seat by him, and read the legal paper, the perusal of which was
not needed to convince her of the fact of the marriage. She held it
in her hand after she had finished reading it, waiting for the
squire’s next coherent words; for he kept talking to himself in
broken sentences. ‘Aye, aye! that comes o’ temper, and crabbedness.
She was the only one as could—and I have been worse since she was
gone. Worse! worse! and see what it has come to! He was afraid of
me—aye—afraid. That’s the truth of it—afraid. And it made him keep
all to himself, and care killed him. They may call it
heart-disease—0 my lad, my lad, I know better now; but it’s too
late—that’s the sting of it—too late, too late!’ He covered his
face, and moved himself backward and forward till Molly could bear
it no longer.
‘There are some letters,’ said she: ‘may I read any
of them?’ At another time she would not have asked; but she was
driven to it now by her impatience of the speechless grief of the
old man.
‘Aye, read ’em, read ‘em,’ said he. ‘Maybe you can.
I can only pick out a word here and there. I put em there for you
to look at; and tell me what is in ’em.’
Molly’s knowledge of written French of the present
day was not so great as her knowledge of the French of the Mémoires
de Sully, and neither the spelling nor the writing of the letters
was of the best; but she managed to translate into good enough
colloquial English some innocent sentences of love, and submission
to Osborne’s will—as if his judgment was infallible—and of faith in
his purposes—little sentences in ‘little language’ that went home
to the squire’s heart. Perhaps if Molly had read French more easily
she might not have translated them into such touching, homely,
broken words. Here and there, there were expressions in English;
these the hungry-hearted squire had read while waiting for Molly’s
return. Every time she stopped, he said ‘Go on.’ He kept his face
shaded, and only repeated those two words at every pause. She got
up to find some more of Aimée’s letters. In examining the papers,
she came upon one in particular. ‘Have you seen this, sir? This
certificate of baptism’ (reading aloud) ‘of Roger Stephen Osborne
Hamley, born June 21, 183-, child of Osborne Hamley and Marie-Aimée
his wife—’
‘Give it me,’ said the squire, his voice breaking
now, and stretching forth his eager hand. “‘Roger,” that’s me,
“Stephen,” that’s my poor old father: he died when he was not so
old as I am; but I’ve always thought on him as very old. He was
main and fond of Osborne, when he was quite a little one. It’s good
of the lad to have thought on my father Stephen. Aye! that was his
name. And Osborne—Osborne Hamley! One Osborne Hamley lies dead on
his bed—and t’other—t‘other I’ve never seen, and never heard on
till to-day. He must be called Osborne, Molly. There is a
Roger—there’s two for that matter; but one is a good-for-nothing
old man; and there’s never an Osborne any more, unless this little
thing is called Osborne; we’ll have him here, and get a nurse for
him; and make his mother comfortable for life in her own country.
I’ll keep this, Molly. You’re a good lass for finding it. Osborne
Hamley! And if God will give me grace, he shall never hear a cross
word from me—never! He shan’t be afeard of me. Oh, my Osborne, my
Osborne’ (he burst out), ‘do you know how bitter and sore is my
heart for every hard word as. I ever spoke to you? Do you know now
how I loved you—my boy—my boy?’
From the general tone of the letters, Molly doubted
if the mother would consent, so easily as the squire seemed to
expect, to be parted from her child. They were not very wise,
perhaps (though of this Molly never thought), but a heart full of
love spoke tender words in every line. Still, it was not for Molly
to talk of this doubt of hers just then; but rather to dwell on the
probable graces and charms of the little Roger Stephen Osborne
Hamley. She let the squire exhaust himself in wondering as to the
particulars of every event, helping him out in conjectures; and
both of them, from their imperfect knowledge of possibilities, made
the most curious, fantastic, and improbable guesses at the truth.
And so that day passed over, and the night came.
There were not many people who had any claim to be
invited to the funeral, and of these Mr. Gibson and the squire’s
hereditary man of business had taken charge. But when Mr. Gibson
came, early on the following morning, Molly referred the question
to him, which had suggested itself to her mind, though apparently
not to the squire’s, what intimation of her loss should be sent to
the widow, living solitary near Winchester, watching, and waiting,
if not for his coming who lay dead in his distant home, at least
for his letters. One from her had already come, in her foreign
hand-writing, to the post office to which all her communications
were usually sent but of course they at the Hall knew nothing of
this.
‘She must be told,’ said Mr. Gibson, musing.
‘Yes, she must,’ replied his daughter. ‘But
how?’
‘A day or two of waiting will do no harm,’ said he,
almost as if he was anxious to delay the solution of the problem.
‘It will make her anxious, poor thing, and all sorts of gloomy
possibilities will suggest themselves to her mind—amongst them the
truth; it will be a kind of preparation.’
‘For what? Something must be done at last,’ said
Molly.
‘Yes; true. Suppose you write, and say he’s very
ill; write to-morrow. I dare say they’ve indulged themselves in
daily postage, and then she’ll have had three days’ silence. You
say how you come to know all you do about it; I think she ought to
know he is very ill—in great danger, if you like: and you can
follow it up next day with the full truth. I wouldn’t worry the
squire about it. After the funeral we will have a talk about the
child.’
‘She will never part with it,’ said Molly.
‘Whew! Till I see the woman I can’t tell,’ said her
father; ‘some women would. It will be well provided for, according
to what you say. And she’s a foreigner, and may very likely wish to
go back to her own people and kindred. There’s much to be said on
both sides.’
‘So you always say, papa. But in this case I think
you’ll find I’m right. I judge from her letters; but I think I’m
right.’
‘So you always say, daughter. Time will show. So
the child is a boy? Mrs. Gibson told me particularly to ask. It
will go far to reconciling her to Cynthia’s dismissal of Roger. But
indeed it is quite as well for both of them, though of course he
will be a long time before he thinks so. They were not suited to
each other. Poor Roger! It was hard work writing to him yesterday;
and who knows what may have become of him! Well, well! one has to
get through the world somehow. I’m glad, however, this little lad
has turned up to be the heir, I shouldn’t have liked the property
to go to the Irish Hamleys, who are the next heirs, as Osborne once
told me. Now write that letter, Molly, to the poor little
Frenchwoman out yonder. It will prepare her for it; and we must
think a bit how to spare her the shock, for Osborne’s sake.’
The writing this letter was rather difficult work
for Molly, and she tore up two or three copies before she could
manage it to her satisfaction; and at last, in despair of ever
doing it better, she sent it off without re-reading it. The next
day was easier; the fact of Osborne’s death was told briefly and
tenderly. But when this second letter was sent off, Molly’s heart
began to bleed for the poor creature, bereft of her husband in a
foreign land, and he at a distance from her, dead and buried
without her ever having had the chance of printing his dear
features on her memory by one last long lingering look. With her
thoughts full of the unknown Aimée, Molly talked much about her
that day to the squire. He would listen for ever to any conjecture,
however wild, about the grandchild, but perpetually winced away
from all discourse about ‘the Frenchwoman,’ as he called her; not
unkindly, but to his mind she was simply the
Frenchwoman—chattering, dark-eyed, demonstrative, and possibly even
rouged. He would treat her with respect as his son’s widow, and
would try even not to think upon the female inveiglement in which
he believed. He would make her an allowance to the extent of his
duty: but he hoped and trusted he might never be called upon to see
her. His solicitor, Gibson, anybody and everybody, should be called
upon to form a phalanx of defence against that danger.
And all this time a little young grey-eyed woman
was making her way,—not towards him, but towards the dead son, whom
as yet she believed to be her living husband. She knew she was
acting in defiance of his expressed wish; but he had never dismayed
her with any expression of his own fears about his health; and she,
bright with life, had never contemplated death coming to fetch away
one so beloved. He was ill—very ill, the letter from the strange
girl said that; but Aimée had nursed her parents, and knew what
illness was. The French doctor had praised her skill and
neat-handedness as a nurse, and even if she had been the clumsiest
of women, was he not her husband—her all? And was she not his wife,
whose place was by his pillow? So, without even as much reasoning
as has been here given, Aimée made her preparations, swallowing
down the tears that would overflow her eyes, and drop into the
little trunk she was packing so neatly. And by her side, on the
ground, sat the child, now nearly two years old; and for him Aimée
had always a smile and a cheerful word. Her servant loved her and
trusted her; and the woman was of an age to have had experience of
humankind. Aimée had told her that her husband was ill, and the
servant had known enough of the household history to be aware that
as yet Aimée was not his acknowledged wife. But she sympathized
with the prompt decision of her mistress to go to him directly
wherever he was. Caution comes from education of one kind or
another, and Aimée was not dismayed by warnings; only the woman
pleaded hard for the child to be left. ‘He was such company,’ she
said; ‘and he would so tire his mother in her journeyings; and
maybe his father would be too ill to see him.’ To which Aimée
replied, ‘Good company for you, but better for me. A woman is never
tired with carrying her own child’ (which was not true; but there
was sufficient truth in it to make it believed by both mistress and
servant), ‘and if monsieur could care for anything, he would
rejoice to hear the babble of his little son.’ So Aimée caught the
evening coach to London at the nearest crossroad, Martha standing
by as chaperon and friend to see her off, and handing her in a
large lusty child, already crowing with delight at the sight of the
horses. There was a ‘lingerie’ shop, kept by a Frenchwoman, whose
acquaintance Aimée had made in the days when she was a London
nursemaid, and thither she betook herself, rather than to an hotel,
to spend the few night hours that intervened before the Birmingham
coach started at early morning. She slept or watched on a sofa in
the parlour, for spare bed there was none; but Madame Pauline came
in betimes with a good cup of coffee for the mother, and of ‘soupe
blanche’eb for
the boy; and they went off again into the wide world, only thinking
of, only seeking the ‘him,’ who was everything human to both. Aimee
remembered the sound of the name of the village where Osborne had
often told her that he alighted from the coach to walk home; and
though she could never have spelt the strange uncouth word, yet she
spoke it with pretty, slow distinctness to the guard, asking him in
her broken English when they should arrive there? Not till four
o’clock. Alas! and what might happen before then! Once with him she
would have no fear; she was sure that she could bring him round;
but what might not happen before he was in her tender care? She was
a very capable person in many ways, though so childish and innocent
in others. She made up her mind to the course she should take when
the coach set her down at Fever-sham. She asked for a man to carry
her trunk, and show her the way to Hamley Hall.
‘Hamley Hall!’ said the innkeeper. ‘Eh! there’s a
deal o’ trouble there just now.’
‘I know, I know,’ said she, hastening off after the
wheelbarrow in which her trunk was going, and breathlessly
struggling to keep up with it, her heavy child asleep in her arms.
Her pulses beat all over her body; she could hardly see out of her
eyes. To her, a foreigner, the drawn blinds of the house, when she
came in sight of it, had no significance; she hurried, stumbled
on.
‘Back door or front, missus?’ asked the boots from
the inn.
‘The most nearest,’ said she. And the front door
was ‘the most nearest.’ Molly was sitting with the squire in the
darkened drawing-room, reading out her translations of Aimée’s
letters to her husband. The squire was never weary of hearing them;
the very sound of Molly’s voice soothed and comforted him, it was
so sweet and low. And he pulled her up, much as a child does; if on
a second reading of the same letter she substituted one word for
another. The house was very still this afternoon—still as it had
been now for several days; every servant in it, however needlessly,
moving about on tiptoe, speaking below the breath, and shutting
doors as softly as might be. The nearest noise or stir of active
life was that of the rooks in the trees, who were beginning their
spring chatter of business. Suddenly through this quiet, there came
a ring at the front-door bell that sounded, and went on sounding,
through the house, pulled by an ignorant vigorous hand. Molly
stopped reading; she and the squire looked at each other in
surprised dismay. Perhaps a thought of Roger’s sudden (and
impossible) return was in the mind of each; but neither spoke. They
heard Robinson hurrying to answer the unwonted summons. They
listened; but they heard no more. There was little more to hear.
When the old servant opened the door, a lady with a child in her
arms stood there. She gasped out her ready-prepared English
sentence.
‘Can I see Mr. Osborne Hamley? He is ill, I know;
but I am his wife.’
Robinson had been aware that there was some
mystery, long suspected by the servants, and come to light at last
to the master—he had guessed that there was a young woman in the
case; but when she stood there before him, asking for her dead
husband as if he were living, any presence of mind Robinson might
have had forsook him; he could not tell her the truth—he could only
leave the door open, and say to her, ‘Wait awhile, I’ll come back,’
and betake himself to the drawing-room where Molly was, he knew. He
went up to her in a flutter and a hurry, and whispered something to
her which turned her white with dismay.
‘What is it? What is it?’ said the squire,
trembling with excitement. ‘Don’t keep it from me. I can bear it.
Roger—’
They both thought he was going to faint; he had
risen up and came close to Molly; suspense would be worse than
anything.
‘Mrs. Osborne Hamley is here,’ said Molly ‘I wrote
to tell her her husband was very ill, and she has come.’
‘She does not know what has happened, seemingly,’
said Robinson.
‘I can’t see her—I can’t see her,’ said the squire,
shrinking away into a corner. ‘You will go, Molly, won’t you?
You’ll go.’
Molly stood for a moment or two, irresolute. She,
too, shrank from the interview. Robinson put in his word: ‘She
looks but a weakly thing, and has carried a big baby, choose how
far, I didn’t stop to ask.’
At this instant the door softly opened, and right
into the midst of them came the little figure in grey, looking
ready to fall with the weight of her child.
‘You are Molly,’ said she, not seeing the squire at
once. ‘The lady who wrote the letter; he spoke of you sometimes.
You will let me go to him.’
Molly did not answer, except that at such moments
the eyes speak solemnly and comprehensively Aimée read their
meaning. All she said was—‘He is not—oh, my husband—my husband!’
Her arms relaxed, her figure swayed, the child screamed and held
out his arms for help. That help was given him by his grandfather,
just before Aimée fell senseless on the floor.
‘Maman, maman!’ cried the little fellow, now
striving and fighting to get back to her, where she lay; he fought
so lustily that the squire had to put him down, and he crawled to
the poor inanimate body, behind which sat Molly, holding the head;
whilst Robinson rushed away for water, wine, and more
womankind.
‘Poor thing, poor thing!’ said the squire, bending
over her, and crying afresh over her suffering. ‘She is but young,
Molly, and she must ha’ loved him dearly’
‘To be sure!’ said Molly, quickly. She was untying
the bonnet, and taking off the worn, but neatly-mended gloves;
there was the soft luxuriant black hair, shading the pale, innocent
face—the little notable-looking brown hands, with the wedding-ring
for sole ornament. The child clustered his fingers round one of
hers, and nestled up against her with his plaintive cry, getting
more and more into a burst of wailing: ‘Maman, maman!’ At the
growing acuteness of his imploring, her hand moved, her lips
quivered, consciousness came partially back. She did not open her
eyes, but great heavy tears stole out from beneath her eyelashes.
Molly held her head against her own breast; and they tried to give
her wine—which she shrank from—water, which she did not reject;
that was all. As last she tried to speak. ‘Take me away,’ she said,
‘into the dark. Leave me alone.’
So Molly and the woman lifted her up and carried
her away, and laid her on the bed, in the best bed-chamber in the
house, and darkened the already shaded light. She was like an
unconscious corpse herself, in that she offered neither assistance
nor resistance to all that they were doing. But just before Molly
was leaving the room to take up her watch outside the door, she
felt rather than heard that Aimée spoke to her.
‘Food—bread and milk for baby.’ But when they
brought her food herself, she only shrank away and turned her face
to the wall without a word. In the hurry, the child had been left
with Robinson and the squire. For some unknown, but most fortunate
reason, he took a dislike to Robinson’s red face and hoarse voice,
and showed a most decided preference for his grandfather. When
Molly came down she found the squire feeding the child, with more
of peace upon his face than there had been for all these days. The
boy was every now and then leaving off taking his bread and milk to
show his dislike to Robinson by word and gesture: a proceeding
which only amused the old servant, while it highly delighted the
more favoured squire.
‘She is lying very still, but she will neither
speak nor eat. I don’t even think she is crying,’ said Molly,
volunteering this account, for the squire was, for the moment, too
much absorbed in his grandson to ask many questions.
Robinson put in his word: ‘Dick Hayward, he’s boots
at the Hamley Arms, says the coach she come by started at five this
morning from London, and the passengers said she’d been crying a
deal on the road, when she thought folks were not noticing; and she
never came in to meals with the rest, but stopped feeding her
child.’
‘She’ll be tired out; we must let her rest,’ said
the squire. ‘And I do believe this little chap is going to sleep in
my arms. God bless him.’ But Molly stole out, and sent off a lad to
Hollingford with a note to her father. Her heart had warmed towards
the poor stranger, and she felt uncertain as to what ought to be
the course pursued in her case.
She went up from time to time to look at the girl,
scarce older than herself, who lay there with her eyes open, but as
motionless as death. She softly covered her over, and let her feel
the sympathetic presence from time to time; and that was all she
was allowed to do. The squire was curiously absorbed in the child,
but Molly’s supreme tenderness was for the mother. Not but what she
admired the sturdy, gallant, healthy little fellow, whose every
limb, and square inch of clothing, showed the tender and thrifty
care that had been taken of him. By and by the squire said in a
whisper,—
‘She’s not like a Frenchwoman, is she,
Molly?’
‘I don’t know. I don’t know what Frenchwomen are
like. People say Cynthia is French.’
‘And she didn’t look like a servant? We won’t speak
of Cynthia since she’s served my Roger so. Why, I began to think,
as soon as I could think after that, how I would make Roger and her
happy, and have them married at once; and then came that letter! I
never wanted her for a daughter-in-law, not I. But he did, it
seems; and he wasn’t one for wanting many things for himself But
it’s all over now; only we won’t talk of her; and maybe, as you
say, she was more French than English. This poor thing looks like a
gentlewoman, I think. I hope she’s got friends who’ll take care of
her—she can’t be above twenty. I thought she must be older than my
poor lad!’
‘She’s a gentle, pretty creature,’ said Molly.
‘But—but I sometimes think it has killed her; she lies like one
dead.’ And Molly could not keep from crying softly at the
thought.
‘Nay, nay!’ said the squire. ‘It’s not so easy to
break one’s heart. Sometimes I’ve wished it were. But one has to go
on living—“all the appointed days,” as is said in the Bible.ec But
we’ll do our best for her. We’ll not think of letting her go away
till she’s fit to travel.’
Molly wondered in her heart about this going away,
on which the squire seemed fully resolved. She was sure that he
intended to keep the child; perhaps he had a legal right to do
so;—but would the mother ever part from it? Her father, however,
would solve the difficulty—her father, whom she always looked to as
so clear-seeing and experienced. She watched and waited for his
coming. The February evening drew on; the child lay asleep in the
squire’s arms till his grandfather grew tired, and laid him down on
the sofa: the large square-cornered yellow sofa upon which Mrs.
Hamley used to sit, supported by pillows in a half-reclining
position. Since her time it had been placed against the wall, and
had served merely as a piece of furniture to fill up the room. But
once again a human figure was lying upon it; a little human
creature, like a cherub in some old Italian picture. The squire
remembered his wife as he put the child down. He thought of her as
he said to Molly—
‘How pleased she would have been!’ But Molly
thought of the poor young widow upstairs. Aimee was her ‘she’ at
the first moment. Presendy,—but it seemed a long long time
first—she heard the quick prompt sounds which told of her father’s
arrival. In he came—to the room as yet only lighted by the fitful
blaze of the fire.