CHAPTER 13
Molly Gibson’s New Friends
Time was speeding on; it was now the middle
of August,—if anything was to be done to the house, it must be done
at once. Indeed, in several ways Mr. Gibson’s arrangements with
Miss Browning had not been made too soon. The squire had heard that
Osborne might probably return home for a few days before going
abroad; and, though the growing intimacy between Roger and Molly
did not alarm him in the least, yet he was possessed by a very
hearty panic lest the heir might take a fancy to the surgeon’s
daughter; and he was in such a fidget for her to leave the house
before Osborne came home, that his wife lived in constant terror
lest he should make it too obvious to their visitor.
Every young girl of seventeen or so, who is at all
thoughtful, is very apt to make a Pope out of the first person who
presents to her a new or larger system of duty than that by which
she has been unconsciously guided hitherto. Such a Pope was Roger
to Molly; she looked to his opinion, to his authority on almost
every subject, yet he had only said one or two things in a terse
manner which gave them the force of precepts—stable guides to her
conduct—and had shown the natural superiority in wisdom and
knowledge which is sure to exist between a highly educated young
man of no common intelligence and an ignorant girl of seventeen,
who yet was well capable of appreciation. Still, although they were
drawn together in this very pleasant relationship, each was
imagining some one very different for the future owner of their
whole heart—their highest and completest love. Roger looked to find
a grand woman, his equal, and his empress; beautiful in person,
serene in wisdom, ready for counsel, as was Egeria. Molly’s little
wavering maiden fancy dwelt on the unseen Osborne, who was now a
troubadour, and now a knight, such as he wrote about in one of his
own poems; some one like Osborne, perhaps, rather than Osborne
himself, for she shrank from giving a personal form and name to the
hero that was to be. The squire was not unwise in wishing her well
out of the house before Osborne came home, if he was considering
her peace of mind. Yet, when she went away from the Hall he missed
her constantly; it had been so pleasant to have her there
fulfilling all the pretty offices of a daughter; cheering the
meals, so often tête-à-tête betwixt him and Roger, with her
innocent wise questions, her lively interest in their talk, her
merry replies to his banter.
And Roger missed her too. Sometimes her remarks had
probed into his mind, and excited him to the deep thought in which
he delighted; at other times he had felt himself a real help to her
in her hours of need, and in making her take an interest in books
which treated of higher things than the continual fiction and
poetry which she had hitherto read. He felt something like an
affectionate tutor suddenly deprived of his most promising pupil;
he wondered how she would go on without him; whether she would be
puzzled and disheartened by the books he had lent her to read; how
she and her stepmother would get along together? She occupied his
thoughts a good deal those first few days after she left the hall.
Mrs. Hamley regretted her more and longer than did the other two.
She had given her the place of a daughter in her heart; and now she
missed the sweet feminine companionship, the playful caresses, the
never-ceasing attentions; the very need of sympathy in her sorrows,
that Molly had shown so openly from time to time; all these things
had extremely endeared her to the tender-hearted Mrs. Hamley.
Molly, too, felt the change of atmosphere keenly;
and she blamed herself for so feeling even more keenly still. But
she could not help having a sense of refinement, which had made her
appreciate the whole manner of being at the Hall. By her dear old
friends the Miss Brownings she was petted and caressed so much that
she became ashamed of noticing the coarser and louder tones in
which they spoke, the provincialism of their pronunciation, the
absence of interest in things, and their greediness of details
about persons. They asked her questions which she was puzzled
enough to answer about her future stepmother; her loyalty to her
father forbidding her to reply fully and truthfully. She was always
glad when they began to make inquiries as to every possible affair
at the Hall. She had been so happy there; she had liked them all,
down to the very dogs, so thoroughly that it was easy work
replying: she did not mind telling them everything, even to the
style of Mrs. Hamley’s invalid dress; nor what wine the squire
drank at dinner. Indeed, talking about these things helped her to
recall the happiest time in her life. But one evening, as they were
all sitting together after tea in the little upstairs drawing-room,
looking into the High Street—Molly discoursing away on the various
pleasures of Hamley Hall, and just then telling of all Roger’s
wisdom in natural science, and some of the curiosities he had shown
her, she was suddenly pulled up by this little speech,—
‘You seem to have seen a great deal of Mr. Roger,
Molly!’ said Miss Browning, in a way intended to convey a great
deal of meaning to her sister and none at all to Molly. But—
The man recovered of the bite;
The dog it was that died.
The dog it was that died.
Molly was perfectly aware of Miss Browning’s
emphatic tone, though at first she was perplexed as to its cause;
while Miss Phoebe was just then too much absorbed in knitting the
heel of her stocking to be fully alive to her sister’s words and
winks.
‘Yes; he was very kind to me,’ said Molly, slowly,
pondering over Miss Browning’s manner, and unwilling to say more
until she had satisfied herself to what the question tended.
‘I dare say you will soon be going to Hamley Hall
again? He’s not the eldest son, you know. Phoebe! don’t make my
head ache with your eternal “eighteen, nineteen,” but attend to the
conversation. Molly is telling us how much she saw of Mr. Roger,
and how kind he was to her. I’ve always heard he was a very nice
young man, my dear. Tell us some more about him! Now, Phoebe,
attend! How was he kind to you, Molly?’
‘Oh, he told me what books to read; and one day he
made me notice how many bees I saw———’
‘Bees, child! What do you mean? Either you or he
must have been crazy!’
‘No, not at all. There are more than two hundred
kinds of bees in England, and he wanted me to notice the difference
between them and flies. Miss Browning, I can’t help seeing what you
fancy,’ said Molly, as red as fire, ‘but it is very wrong; it is
all a mistake. I won’t speak another word about Mr. Roger or Hamley
at all, if it puts such silly notions into your head.’
‘Highty-tighty! Here’s a young lady to be lecturing
her elders! Silly notions indeed! They are in your head, it seems.
And let me tell you, Molly, you are too young to let your mind be
running on lovers.’
Molly had been once or twice called saucy and
impertinent, and certainly a little sauciness came out now.
‘I never said what the “silly notion” was, Miss
Browning; did I now, Miss Phoebe? Don’t you see, dear Miss Phoebe,
it is all her own interpretation, and according to her own fancy,
this foolish talk about lovers?’
Molly was flaming with indignation; but she had
appealed to the wrong person for justice. Miss Phoebe tried to make
peace after the fashion of weak-minded people, who would cover over
the unpleasant sight of a sore, instead of trying to heal it.
‘I’m sure I don’t know anything about it, my dear.
It seems to me that what Clarinda was saying was very true—very
true indeed; and I think, love, you misunderstood her; or, perhaps,
she misunderstood you; or I may be misunderstanding it altogether;
so we’d better not talk any more about it. What price did you say
you were going to give for the drugget in Mr. Gibson’s dining-room,
sister?’
So Miss Browning and Molly went on till evening,
each chafed and angry with the other. They wished each other good
night, going through the usual forms in the coolest manner
possible. Molly went up to her little bedroom, clean and neat as a
bedroom could be, with draperies of small delicate
patchwork—bed-curtains, window-curtains, and counterpane; a
japanned toilette-table, full of little boxes, with a small
looking-glass affixed to it, that distorted every face that was so
unwise as to look in it. This room had been to the child one of the
most dainty and luxurious places ever seen, in comparison with her
own bare, white-dimity bedroom; and now she was sleeping in it, as
a guest, and all the quaint adornments she had once peeped at as a
great favour, as they were carefully wrapped up in cap-paper,
an were
set out for her use. And yet how little she had deserved this
hospitable care; how impertinent she had been; how cross she had
felt ever since! She was crying tears of penitence and youthful
misery when there came a low tap to the door. Molly opened it, and
there stood Miss Browning, in a wonderful erection of a nightcap,
and scantily attired in a coloured calico jacket over her scrimpy
and short white petticoat.
‘I was afraid you were asleep, child,’ said she,
coming in and shutting the door. ‘But I wanted to say to you we’ve
got wrong today, somehow; and I think it was perhaps my doing. It’s
as well Phoebe shouldn’t know, for she thinks me perfect; and when
there’s only two of us, we get along better if one of us thinks the
other can do no wrong. But I rather think I was a little cross.
We’ll not say any more about it, Molly; only we’ll go to sleep
friends,—and friends we’ll always be, child, won’t we? Now give me
a kiss, and don’t cry and swell your eyes up;—and put out your
candle carefully.’
‘I was wrong—it was my fault,’ said Molly, kissing
her.
‘Fiddlestick-ends! Don’t contradict me! I say it
was my fault, and I won’t hear another word about it.’
The next day Molly went with Miss Browning to see
the changes going on in her father’s house. To her they were but
dismal improvements. The faint grey of the dining-room walls, which
had harmonized well enough with the deep crimson of the moreen
curtains, and which when well cleaned looked thinly coated rather
than dirty, was now exchanged for a pink salmon-colour of a very
glowing hue; and the new curtains were of that pale sea-green just
coming into fashion. ‘Very bright and pretty,’ Miss Browning called
it; and in the first renewing of their love Molly could not bear to
contradict her. She could only hope that the green and brown
drugget would tone down the brightness and prettiness. There was
scaffolding here, scaffolding there, and Betty scolding
everywhere.
‘Come up now, and see your papa’s bedroom. He’s
sleeping upstairs in yours, that everything may be done up afresh
in his.’
Molly could just remember, in faint dear lines of
distinctness, the being taken into this very room to bid farewell
to her dying mother. She could see the white linen, the white
muslin, surrounding the pale, wan, wistful face, with the large,
longing eyes, yearning for one touch more of the little soft warm
child, whom she was too feeble to clasp in her arms, already
growing numb in death. Many a time when Molly had been in this room
since that sad day, had she seen in vivid fancy that same wan
wistful face lying on the pillow, the outline of the form beneath
the clothes; and the girl had not shrunk from such visions, but
rather cherished them, as preserving to her the remembrance of her
mother’s outward semblance. Her eyes were full of tears, as she
followed Miss Browning into this room to see it under its new
aspect. Nearly everything was changed—the position of the bed and
the colour of the furniture; there was a grand toilette-table now,
with a glass upon it, instead of the primitive substitute of the
top of a chest of drawers, with a mirror above upon the wall,
sloping downwards; these latter things had served her mother during
her short married life.
‘You see we must have all in order for a lady who
has passed so much of her time in the countess’s mansion,’ said
Miss Browning, who was now quite reconciled to the marriage, thanks
to the pleasant employment of furnishing that had devolved upon her
in consequence. ‘Cromer, the upholsterer, wanted to persuade me to
have a sofa and a writing-table. These men will say anything is the
fashion if they want to sell an article. I said, “No, no, Cromer:
bedrooms are for sleeping in, and sitting-rooms are for sitting in.
Keep everything to its right purpose, and don’t try and delude me
into nonsense.” Why, my mother would have given us a fine scolding
if she had ever caught us in our bedrooms in the daytime. We kept
our outdoor things in a closet downstairs; and there was a very
tidy place for washing our hands, which is as much as one wants in
the daytime. Stuffing up a bedroom with sofas and tables! I never
heard of such a thing. Besides, a hundred pounds won’t last for
ever. I shan’t be able to do anything for your room, Molly!’
‘I’m right down glad of it,’ said Molly. ‘Nearly
everything in it was what mamma had when she lived with my
great-uncle. I wouldn’t have had it changed for the world; I am so
fond of it.’
‘Well, there’s no danger of it, now the money is
run out. By the way, Molly, who’s to buy you a bridesmaid’s
dress?’
‘I don’t know,’ said Molly; ‘I suppose I am to be a
bridesmaid; but no one has spoken to me about my dress.’
‘Then I shall ask your papa.’
‘Please, don’t. He must have to spend a great deal
of money just now. Besides, I would rather not be at the wedding if
they’ll let me stay away’
‘Nonsense, child. Why, all the town would be
talking of it. You must go, and you must be well dressed, for your
father’s sake.’
But Mr. Gibson had thought of Molly’s dress,
although he had said nothing about it to her. He had commissioned
his future wife to get her what was requisite; and presently a very
smart dressmaker came over from the county-town to try on a dress,
which was both so simple and so elegant as at once to charm Molly.
When it came home all ready to put on, Molly had a private
dressing-up for the Miss Brownings’ benefit; and she was almost
startled when she looked into the glass, and saw the improvement in
her appearance. ‘I wonder if I’m pretty,’ thought she. ‘I almost
think I am—in this kind of dress I mean, of course. Betty would
say, “fine feathers make fine birds.” ’
When she went downstairs in her bridal attire, and
with shy blushes presented herself for inspection, she was greeted
with a burst of admiration.
‘Well, upon my word! I shouldn’t have known you.’
(‘Fine feathers,’ thought Molly, and checked her rising
vanity.)
‘You are really beautiful—isn’t she, sister?’ said
Miss Phoebe. ‘Why, my dear, if you were always dressed, you would
be prettier than your dear mamma, whom we always reckoned so very
personable.’
‘You’re not a bit like her. You favour your father,
and white always sets off a brown complexion.’
‘But isn’t she beautiful?’ persevered Miss
Phoebe.
‘Well! and if she is, Providence made her, and not
she herself. Besides, the dressmaker must go shares. What a fine
India muslin it is! it’ll have cost a pretty penny!’
Mr. Gibson and Molly drove over to Ashcombe, the
night before the wedding, in the one yellow post-chaise that
Hollingford possessed. They were to be Mr. Preston‘s, or, rather,
my lord’s guests at the Manor-house. The Manor-house came up to its
name, and delighted Molly at first sight. It was built of stone,
had many gables and mullioned windows, and was covered over with
Virginian creeper and late-blowing roses. Molly did not know Mr.
Preston, who stood in the doorway to greet her father. She took
standing with him as a young lady at once, and it was the first
time she had met with the kind of behaviour—half complimentary,
half flirting—which some men think it necessary to assume with
every woman under five-and-twenty. Mr. Preston was very handsome,
and knew it. He was a fair man, with light-brown hair and whiskers;
grey, roving, well-shaped eyes, with lashes darker than his hair;
and a figure rendered easy and supple by the athletic exercises in
which his excellence was famous, and which had procured him
admission into much higher society than he was otherwise entitled
to enter. He was a capital cricketer; was so good a shot, that any
house desirous of reputation for its bags on the 12th or the 1
st,ao was
glad to have him for a guest. He taught young ladies to play
billiards on a wet day, or went in for the game in serious earnest
when required. He knew half the private theatrical plays off by
heart, and was invaluable in arranging impromptu charades and
tableaux. He had his own private reasons for wishing to get up a
flirtation with Molly just at this time; he had amused himself so
much with the widow when she first came to Ashcombe, that he
fancied that the sight of him, standing by her less polished, less
handsome, middle-aged husband, might be too much of a contrast to
be agreeable. Besides, he had really a strong passion for some one
else; some one who would be absent; and that passion it was
necessary for him to conceal. So that, altogether he had resolved
even had ‘the little Gibson-girl’ (as he called her) been less
attractive than she was, to devote himself to her for the next
sixteen hours.
They were taken by their host into a wainscoted
parlour, where a wood fire crackled and burnt, and the crimson
curtains shut out the waning day and the outer chill. Here the
table was laid for dinner; snowy table-linen, bright silver, clear
sparkling glass, wine, and an autumnal dessert on the side-board.
Yet Mr. Preston kept apologizing to Molly for the rudeness of his
bachelor home, for the smallness of the room, the great dining-room
being already appropriated by his housekeeper, in preparation for
the morrow’s breakfast. And then he rang for a servant to show
Molly to her room. She was taken into a most comfortable chamber; a
wood fire on the hearth, candles lighted on the toilette-table,
dark woollen curtains surrounding a snow-white bed, great vases of
china standing here and there.
‘This is my Lady Harriet’s room when her ladyship
comes to the Manor-house with my lord the earl,’ said the
housemaid, striking out thousands of brilliant sparks by a
well-directed blow at a smouldering log. ‘Shall I help you to
dress, miss? I always helps her ladyship.’
Molly, quite aware of the fact that she had but her
white muslin gown for the wedding besides that she had on,
dismissed the good woman, and was thankful to be left to
herself
‘Dinner’ was it called? Why, it was nearly eight
o’clock; and preparations for bed seemed a more natural employment
than dressing at this hour of night. All the dressing she could
manage was the placing of a red damask rose or two in the band of
her grey stuff gown, there standing a great nosegay of choice
autumnal flowers on the toilette-table. She did try the effect of
another crimson rose in her black hair, just above her ear; it was
very pretty, but too coquettish, and so she put it back again. The
dark-oak panels and wainscoting of the whole house seemed to glow
in warm light; there were so many fires in different rooms, in the
hall, and even one on the landing of the staircase. Mr. Preston
must have heard her step, for he met her in the hall, and led her
into a small drawing-room, with close folding-doors on one side,
opening into the larger drawing-room, as he told her. This room
into which she entered reminded her a little of Hamley—yellow-satin
upholstery of seventy or a hundred years ago, all delicately kept
and scrupulously clean; great Indian cabinets, and china jars,
emitting spicy odours; a large blazing fire, before which her
father stood in his morning dress, grave and thoughtful, as he had
been all day.
‘This room is that which Lady Harriet uses when she
comes here with her father for a day or two,’ said Mr. Preston. And
Molly tried to save her father by being ready to talk
herself.
‘Does she often come here?’
‘Not often. But I fancy she likes being here when
she does. Perhaps she finds it an agreeable change after the more
formal life she leads at the Towers.’
‘I should think it was a very pleasant house to
stay at,’ said Molly, remembering the look of warm comfort that
pervaded it. But, a little to her dismay, Mr. Preston seemed to
take it as a compliment to himself
‘I was afraid a young lady like you might perceive
all the incongruities of a bachelor’s home. I am very much obliged
to you, Miss Gibson. In general I live pretty much in the room in
which we shall dine; and I have a sort of agent’s office in which I
keep books and papers, and receive callers on business.’
Then they went in to dinner. Molly thought
everything that was served was delicious, and cooked to the point
of perfection; but they did not seem to satisfy Mr. Preston, who
apologized to his guests several times for the bad cooking of this
dish, or the omission of a particular sauce to that; always
referring to bachelor’s housekeeping, bachelor’s this and
bachelor’s that, till Molly grew quite impatient at the word. Her
father’s depression, which was still continuing and rendering him
very silent, made her uneasy; yet she wished to conceal it from Mr.
Preston; and so she talked away, trying to obviate the sort of
personal bearing which their host would give to everything. She did
not know when to leave the gentlemen, but her father made a sign to
her; and she was conducted back to the yellow drawing-room by Mr.
Preston, who made many apologies for leaving her there alone. She
enjoyed herself extremely, however, feeling at liberty to prowl
about, and examine all the curiosities the room contained. Among
other things was a Louis Quinze cabinet with lovely miniatures in
enamel let into the fine woodwork. She carried a candle to it, and
was looking intently at these faces when her father and Mr. Preston
came in. Her father still looked careworn and anxious; he came up
and patted her on the back, looked at what she was looking at, and
then went off to silence and the fire. Mr. Preston took the candle
out of her hand, and threw himself into her interests with an air
of ready gallantry.
‘That is said to be Mademoiselle de St. Quentin, a
great beauty at the French court. This is Madame du Barri. Do you
see any likeness in Mademoiselle de St. Quentin to any one you
know?’ He had lowered his voice a little as he asked this
question.
‘No!’ said Molly, looking at it again. ‘I never saw
any one half so beautiful.’
‘But don’t you see a likeness—in the eyes
particularly?’ he asked again, with some impatience.
Molly tried hard to find out a resemblance, and was
again unsuccessful.
‘It constantly reminds me of—of Miss
Kirkpatrick.’
‘Does it?’ said Molly, eagerly. ‘Oh! I am so
glad—I’ve never seen her, so of course I couldn’t find out the
likeness. You know her, then, do you? Please tell me all about
her.’
He hesitated a moment before speaking. He smiled a
little before replying.
‘She’s very beautiful; that of course is understood
when I say that this miniature does not come up to her for
beauty.’
‘And besides?—Go on, please.’
‘What do you mean by “besides”?’
‘Oh! I suppose she’s very clever and
accomplished?’
That was not in the least what Molly wanted to ask;
but it was difficult to word the vague vastness of her unspoken
inquiry.
‘She is clever naturally; she has picked up
accomplishments. But she has such a charm about her, one forgets
what she herself is in the halo that surrounds her. You ask me all
this, Miss Gibson, and I answer truthfully; or else I should not
entertain one young lady with my enthusiastic praises of
another.’
‘I don’t see why not,’ said Molly. ‘Besides, if you
wouldn’t do it in general, I think you ought to do it in my case;
for you, perhaps, don’t know, but she is coming to live with us
when she leaves school, and we are very nearly the same age; so it
will be almost like having a sister.’
‘She is to live with you, is she?’ said Mr.
Preston, to whom this intelligence was news. ‘And when is she to
leave school? I thought she would surely have been at this wedding;
but I was told she was not to come. When is she to leave
school?’
‘I think it is to be at Easter. You know she’s at
Boulogne and it’s a long journey for her to come alone; or else
papa wished for her to be at the marriage very much indeed.’
‘And her mother prevented it?—I understand.’
‘No, it wasn’t her mother; it was the French
schoolmistress who didn’t think it desirable.’
‘It comes to pretty much the same thing. And she’s
to return and live with you after Easter?’
‘I believe so. Is she a grave or a merry
person?’
‘Never very grave, as far as I have seen of her.
Sparkling would be the word for her, I think. Do you ever write to
her? If you do, pray remember me to her, and tell her how we have
been talking about her—you and I.’
‘I never write to her,’ said Molly, rather
shortly.
Tea came in; and after that they all went to bed.
Molly heard her father exclaim at the fire in his bedroom, and Mr.
Preston’s reply—
‘I pique myself on my keen relish for all creature
comforts, and also on my power of doing without them, if need be.
My lord’s woods are ample, and I indulge myself with a fire in my
bedroom for nine months in the year; yet I could travel in Iceland
without wincing from the cold.’