ten
it was almost dark by the
time jolene finished brushing and feeding Paradise. She’d
ridden out to the west pasture and worked cattle with Joey and the
other guys, losing herself in mindless tasks that were so familiar
she didn’t have to think about them, anything to keep her mind off
Walker.
It had worked. She was exhausted, filthy and ready
to take a shower and go to bed, where hopefully she could fall
immediately to sleep.
She came in through the back door and into the
kitchen, knowing she’d missed supper, but she didn’t care. She
wasn’t hungry anyway. She grabbed a can of pop, opened it and drank
it down, letting the icy cold liquid cool her parched throat. She
hung her hat on a hook and swept her hair out of her grit-covered
face, then headed out of the kitchen into the hall.
Walker was standing there. Her heart slammed
against her chest, every nerve ending in her body zinging to life,
along with a mix of emotions, from elation to utter fury.
“What are you doing here?”
“I need to talk to you.”
She walked past him and up the stairs. “I’m going
to take a shower.”
“I’m not leaving, Jolene. I’ll be standing right
here when you get back.”
“Stand away. After I take my shower, I’m going to
bed.”
As she headed up the stairs, she refused to look
back to see if he was still standing there. She shut the door to
her room, leaning against it to catch her breath.
Why had he come back? What did he want? His note
said he had to leave, so what was there left to say? She’d been
aching ever since he left. He had no right to play with her heart
this way.
Screw him. She was angry and she didn’t want to
talk to him. She stripped off her clothes and took a long, hot
shower, scrubbing the day’s dirt off her body and out of her hair.
When she finished, she dried her hair and slid on shorts and a tank
top, then crawled onto the bed and stared out her window at the
night sky.
The door opened, and Valerie walked in and flipped
on the light.
Jolene blinked and covered her eyes. “Do you
mind?”
“You’re acting like a child. Go downstairs and talk
to him.”
She crossed her arms. “I don’t have anything to say
to him.”
“Too bad. He has something to say to you. Now get
your ass down there or I’m sending him up.”
She blew out a breath of disgust. “Fine.”
Walker was still in the same spot she’d left him,
standing in the hall. Only he wasn’t alone. Lila, Valerie, Mason,
Brea and Gage were there with him. Jolene balanced on the last step
of the stairs, not sure she wanted to go any farther.
“Jolene, I need to talk to you.”
“You had plenty of time to talk to me yesterday.
Instead, you left.”
“I know, but I left for a reason. That’s what I
came back to talk to you about.”
“Okay, so talk.”
“I didn’t want anyone on the ranch here, on any
ranch around, or in town, thinking I only wanted you because I
wanted the Bar M.”
“No one thinks that.”
“Some people do. And I didn’t want that getting in
the way of what was really between us.”
“So you left. Once again you couldn’t face the
gossip about us, so you ran.”
He scratched his nose and had the nerve to smile.
“No, it’s not like that.”
“Then tell me what it is like, because it sure
looks to me like you were a coward and don’t care enough about me
to stand up to the gossips.”
Again, that smirk. She curled her hands into fists,
ready to take him down as she moved off the steps.
“I left because I wanted to do things right by you.
It’s not right to ask a woman to marry you until you have your own
land.”
She stopped. “What?”
“I didn’t want anyone to think I was after you for
a piece of the McMasters land. So I bought my own.”
She tilted her head to the side and frowned, her
mind filled with talk of land and . . . Did he say marriage? “What
are you talking about?”
He moved toward her, took her hand and led her into
the family room, put her in one of the chairs and knelt next to
her. She noticed that everyone else followed, took a seat and
leaned forward like they were all watching a climactic scene in a
movie.
“Walker, you don’t have your own land.”
“I do now. I bought the Reynolds property.”
“Doodie and Rachelle Reynolds, the property that
juts down along ours?”
“Yeah.” He smiled and smoothed his thumb over her
hand. “They’ve been wanting to retire and move to Florida to be
near their son and their daughter-in-law and the grandkids and have
been talking for a while about unloading the land.”
Jolene’s gaze shot to Mason. “Why didn’t I know
about this? I’ve wanted that land forever. It’s perfect for us. We
could have bought it.”
Mason just shrugged, and smiled.
“If you marry me, it’s the same damn thing as it
being McMasters land,” Walker said. “It’ll be our land. Where we
can build our own place.”
“Our . . . Did you just ask me to marry you?”
“Twice, actually, but you don’t seem to be
following me.”
She shuddered, unable to believe all this. “You
bought land. For us.”
“Yes.”
“How?”
“Nothing to spend my money on, until now. I’ve been
saving for a long time and I had plenty. We can’t all live in this
house. It’s getting too crowded. Besides, you’re loud. I want a
place far away from everyone else so we can have some
privacy.”
Mason snorted, Gage laughed out loud, and Valerie
and Brea snickered. Lila just coughed.
“Walker!” Jolene blushed to the roots of her
hair.
“So does that mean you say yes?”
“Yes. Hell yes, I’ll marry you. Now, if you all
don’t mind, I’d like to continue this conversation in private.” She
stood, grabbed Walker’s hand and headed out the front door,
grinning at the sounds of claps, laughs and hollers from her
family.
After shutting the door behind them, Walker pulled
her into his arms and kissed her until any residual anger she might
have felt melted. But she wasn’t angry anymore, not after knowing
why he’d left. It was the sweetest surprise. Unnecessary, but she
understood why he’d done it. And she liked the thought of having
their own place, quiet and far removed from the craziness that was
her family, yet still close enough if she needed them. When they
pulled apart, she slid her palm against the rough beard of his
jaw.
“You did all that. For me.”
“For us. To shut up the gossips.”
“Oh, I don’t think there will be any
gossiping.”
At his questioning look, she filled him in on what
had transpired with Woodman.
He laughed. “I’ll have to thank Mason for
that.”
“We’re family. We take care of each other. And
you’re part of this family now. Now, let’s take a ride and see our
new land.”
They climbed into the truck and took a ride to
where the McMasters property ended and the Reynolds property began.
It was just a fence line, but to Jolene, it represented something
significant—a new beginning.
“Our land,” she said as they climbed out of the
truck and sat on the hood, looking out over the fields.
“A new start.” Walker turned to her, bracketing her
waist. “How about we toast that new start by climbing the fence and
making love in the field on our new land?”
She laughed. “Since the Reynolds’ house is about
three miles from here, I’d say that’s a fine idea.”
Once they were over the fence, it didn’t take long
for clothes to go flying. They didn’t even get everything off.
Jolene was in a hurry to wrap her fingers around Walker’s already
hard cock. He pushed her up against the fence pole and lifted her
onto his shaft.
She was ready for him. Even being away from him for
a day was too long. Wet and pulsing with need, she accepted him
inside her, quivering with anticipation. His mouth found hers, and
he kissed her with the same kind of desperate longing coursing
through her.
He slid his hand under her shirt, found her breasts
and fondled her nipples, making her arch her back, craving more of
the touch that set her on fire. She rocked against him, then
reached down to rub her clit, needing that climax that would bond
them together.
It was fast, furious, a coupling borne of passion
and a deep love Jolene hadn’t been looking for, but had found with
Walker. He slipped his hands under her butt and lifted her, driving
her onto his cock and pushing deeper inside her. She held on to his
shoulders and rode him, grinding against him until she felt the
pulses she couldn’t hold back.
“I’m going to come,” she said, staring into his
stormy eyes, wanting him to come with her.
He did, pumping into her with hard thrusts that
sent her sailing over the edge with a groan. She kissed him as they
climaxed, both of them ending up trembling and shaky and laughing
as they nearly fell over.
Later, they got dressed and made their way back
over the fence, then lay on the truck and watched the stars
overhead.
Jolene couldn’t remember ever feeling so contented.
A few months ago she was fighting her uncle, fighting to get her
sisters here, and chasing after a man who paid no attention to
her—or so she thought.
Now her family was here to stay, and so was Walker.
Maybe going after what you really wanted wasn’t such a bad
idea.
She flipped over onto her belly and kissed Walker.
“I love you. Stay with me forever.”
He tapped her nose with his finger and kissed her
back. “I love you, too. And I’m not goin’ anywhere. Not without
you.”