two
as soon as the obligations of
supper and conversation were over, Valerie went up to her room
to get away, until Jolene knocked on her door and told her Lila
wanted them in the family room. Valerie blew out a sigh of
frustration. She’d really hoped to hide in here for the rest of the
night, but Lila obviously wanted to talk to them. And if there was
one thing she’d learned over the years, it was that you didn’t tell
Lila no.
She made her way downstairs and into the oversized
family room complete with three sofas, five lounge chairs and a
huge plasma television that hadn’t been there the last time Valerie
had been home.
“Who bought the television?” Valerie asked when she
walked in.
“I did,” Jolene said. “We have movie night every
now and then when the weather’s too bad to go to Dirk’s bar in
town. Anyone who’s around comes. Beer and snacks.”
“Fun.” Brea kicked off her grotesque sandals and
pulled her feet up onto the sofa, tucking them under her
skirt.
“What’s with those hideous flip-flops?” Jolene
asked.
Brea looked over the sofa at her shoes. “What?
They’re comfortable.”
Jolene scrunched her nose. “They’re horrible. Are
you freakin’ homeless or something?”
“You could use a pedicure, too, Brea,” Valerie
added, grimacing at the state of Brea’s feet.
“You guys are so funny. Just because I don’t dress
straight out of the pages of a fashion magazine like Valerie, or as
a cowgirl like you, Jolene, doesn’t mean I don’t have it going
on.”
“Oh, you certainly have something going on, Brea,”
Jolene said. “I just have no idea what it
is.”
Brea shot a pleading look to Valerie, who shrugged.
“I don’t like the shoes, either. And you need to do something with
your hair.”
Brea frowned. “Who decided it was pick-on-Brea
night?” She shot a glare to Jolene. “You dress like a man.”
Jolene rolled her eyes. “It’s my job, moron. You
want me to wear a miniskirt to wrestle calves?”
“The guys would probably enjoy seeing that,”
Valerie teased.
“Yeah, I’ll just bet they would. And having dust up
my coochie would be oh so pleasant.”
Right now Jolene wore nearly coochie-baring shorts
and a tank top that hugged her generous breasts. She’d taken the
pigtails out and brushed her hair so the long blond strands lay in
soft waves over her shoulders. Really, her sister was naturally
gorgeous, even without a bit of makeup on. It was so unfair.
Heart-shaped face, full lips, peachy complexion and hazel eyes with
long lashes. She didn’t need to do a damn thing to look beautiful.
She was country girl personified, and had the face and body to
match.
“What are you staring at?” Jolene asked.
“I was just thinking how naturally beautiful you
are.”
Jolene’s lashes swept down, then back up again.
“Stop teasing me.”
“She’s right, Jo. You’ve always been gorgeous
without trying.”
Jolene looked to Brea. “You could be beautiful,
too, if you’d cut that mop of hair so people could see your pretty
face. And put on some clothes that accentuate your body. Honestly,
Brea, what are you hiding from?”
Brea shook her head. “I’m not hiding from
anything.” She picked up a book and shoved her face in it.
Jolene looked over at Valerie. “Not hiding. Right.
Have you ever known this girl to not have a book glued to her
nose?”
“Never,” Valerie said. “Brea. Are you dating
anyone?”
“No.”
“When was the last time you did?”
“Don’t remember.”
“Do you even like guys?” Jolene asked.
Brea dropped the book in her lap. “Of course I do.
I’ve had sex before. I’m not a virgin. For God’s sake, I’m
twenty-eight.”
Jolene shrugged. “Just wanted to know if maybe your
tastes ran elsewhere.”
“You’re such a bitch, Jo.”
Valerie laughed. “No, I’d say she definitely likes
guys. Didn’t you see the drool on her chin at supper tonight every
time she looked at Gage Reilly?”
Brea’s eyes widened. “I was not drooling over
Gage.”
“Yes, you were. You couldn’t take your eyes off
him. Not that I blame you. He’s gorgeous. All that lean muscle, and
his face is gorgeous with his short brown hair and ocean blue eyes.
That’s one hell of a sexy package. Any woman would drop at his
feet. You might try to hide behind your hair, but I saw who you
were looking at.”
Brea picked up her book. “I’m not even going to
dignify this ridiculous conversation by participating in it. It’s
juvenile.”
“Coward,” Jolene said. “Always hiding on your
computer and in your books. Some things never change.” She poked
Brea’s shoulder. “Real life is out here, Brea. You should try
living it.”
“Fuck off, Jolene.”
In so many ways, this was just like their childhood
together. Petty bickering, never seeing eye to eye on anything. Two
of them would always gang up on one, and which two would always
change—sometimes hourly—depending on which sister needed picking
on.
“I see you and Mason still get along well,” Jolene
said, turning her attention from Brea to Valerie. “You two hardly
said a word to each other over supper. And you did your best to
avoid eye contact.”
Brea peeked over the top of her book.
“Let’s not go there, Jo.”
“Oh, I see. It’s okay to take jabs at me and my
nonexistent love life. But yours is off limits,” Brea said, picking
up the gauntlet.
“I’m not going to talk about Mason. It’s ancient
history.”
“Is it?” Jolene asked with an arch of her brow.
“Didn’t look or feel that way to me over supper. The tension in the
kitchen was thick as morning fog.”
“I mean it, Jolene. What is all this animosity
about? You invited us here.” Valerie felt the pressure building in
the room and knew she had to do something to try and diffuse it
before things got out of hand.
“And it’s about damn time you two slackers showed
up. This is your ranch and I’m tired of making all the decisions
about it while the two of you sit on your asses and do
nothing.”
“Hey!” Brea said. “You need us, we’re here. All you
have to do is ask.”
“I’ve asked plenty. And you told me no at least
five times in the past year.”
Brea looked down at her lap. “I’ve had projects.
I’ve been busy.” “Bullshit. You avoided coming here, just like
Valerie.” Jolene turned her gaze to Valerie. “You and your
I’m-such-a-busy-doctor routine are just as bad.”
“Oh, come on, Jolene,” Brea said, standing.
“Valerie was doing her residency.”
“And she never had time off? Just like you.
Everything is more important than coming home.”
“I’ve had about all I’m going to take from you,
Jolene,” Brea said, her fingers curling into fists.
Valerie had reached the end of her rope, too. “You
must be itching for a fight tonight, baby sister. You need to take
a step back and knock this off.”
“Or what? You’ll punch me out? You’ll hurl insults
at me? Please. I can kick your ass.”
“In your dreams.”
Brea crossed her arms and moved up next to Valerie.
“Are you going to take us both?”
Jolene tilted her head back and offered up a smug
smile. “Bring it on.”
“Okay, you three. Enough. You’re acting like
children.” Lila walked in cradling a huge cardboard box.
Their squabble instantly forgotten, Valerie moved
to the other side of the room to help her. “That looks heavy. Let
me help you.”
Lila ignored her and dropped the box on the floor,
then swept her hands together and placed them on her ample hips.
“Now, you three quit bickering with each other and go through
this.”
“What is it?” Brea asked.
“It belonged to your mother.”
“What’s in it?” Jolene asked.
Lila gave her a pointed stare. “If you go through
it, you’ll find out. There’s wine and glasses in the bar. Go have a
few drinks and remember why you love each other. You’re family. Not
enemies.”
Valerie felt thoroughly chastised. “Would you like
to stay and hang out with us?”
Lila shook her head. “Some things need to be shared
privately among sisters.” With a wink, she turned and walked
through the double doors leading out of the family room. “Night,
girls.” She closed the doors behind her.
Valerie turned and stared at the dusty box, then up
at her sisters. “What the hell is that?”
Jolene shrugged. “I have no idea. I’ll go open the
wine.” She went behind the bar, opened a bottle of Chardonnay and
poured three glasses, then brought the glasses to them.
They stood contemplating the box while they drank
their wine.
“Are we just going to stare at it, or are we going
to open it up and look inside?” Brea asked.
Valerie stared down at the box, then again up at
her sisters, who looked back at her expectantly. “What?”
“You’re the oldest. You do it,” Brea said.
Valerie rolled her eyes. “What are you so afraid
of? Do you think there might be live snakes in here?”
“Well, no,” Jolene said. “But I still think you
should open it.”
“Oh, for heaven’s sake.” She dropped to her knees
in front of the box and laid her glass of wine on the floor, then
tore open the strip of tape and pulled the flap, staring down into
the darkness inside. She frowned, then reached into the box and
pulled out a pile of . . . paper.
“What is that stuff?” Jolene asked, coming
closer.
“I’m not sure.” She handed the first pile to
Jolene, who sat crosslegged on the floor on the other side of the
box. Then she dove in and grabbed another pile and handed it off to
Brea, who had appeared on her other side. By the time she’d dug in
and pulled a pile out for herself, Brea and Jolene were chattering
among themselves.
“What?” Valerie asked.
“This must be our stuff Mom had kept,” Brea
whispered, her voice reverent.
Jolene looked up at her, tears in her eyes. “These
are our things. From when we were kids.”
“Really?” Valerie went through the pile in her lap,
unfolding yellowed pages of drawings they’d made, school papers,
report cards, notes they’d written to one another.
“It’s her box of memories,” Valerie said. “Memories
of us.” Valerie’s heart squeezed as she gently unfolded every piece
of paper, looking at Brea’s, Jolene’s and her own name scrawled in
their childhood handwriting. The box was full of all these
treasures.
“I never knew Mom kept these.” Jolene sniffed and
held a piece of yellowed paper. “It’s a Mother’s Day picture I drew
for her. I even wrote my age. It’s a backwards five.”
“I remember her telling me once that she saved
everything we ever did. But I thought that was just her being kind.
I guess she really meant it.” Valerie was elated to find the
treasures of these memories, but ached at how bittersweet it was to
know her mother had kept them all. It was times like these she
missed her mother so much it hurt.
“What’s this?” Jolene pulled out a weathered black
notebook and flipped through the pages, her wistful smile
transforming into a wide grin. She lifted her head and looked at
both of them. “It’s my M.A.S.H. notebook.”
“No.”
“Are you kidding me?” Brea asked.
“I’m so not kidding. Look.” Jolene handed the
notebook to Brea, who flipped through the pages and started
laughing.
“It is M.A.S.H.” Brea
handed the book to Valerie, who took it and flipped to the first
page.
Sure enough, it was Jolene’s M.A.S.H. notebook.
Valerie was stunned. “Mansion, apartment, shack, house. Oh, God,
how many times—how many years—did we play this game?”
“Look at these pages. I remember so many of these,”
Jolene said, flipping through the notebook. She glanced up at
Valerie and Brea. “Are yours in there, too?”
“I don’t know.” Valerie rose and dug through the
box, pulling out all the notebooks she could find. Six of them in
total, two for each of the sisters. “They’re all here!” Her pulse
raced with the thrill of discovering her old notebooks. She handed
the others their books and sat down to page through hers, smiling
at her childish handwriting and what she’d written there. They’d
started these notebooks when Jolene was eight, Brea was ten and
Valerie was twelve. And they’d kept them up until Valerie
was—what?—seventeen?
“Dave Exton?” Valerie wrinkled her nose at the
circled name under the “Guy I’ll Marry” category. “What was I
thinking?”
“You were thinking you had a thing for red hair and
freckles when you were twelve years old,” Jolene said.
“And lanky, gawky guys,” Brea added. “Oh, God,
Brett Stanton? Gag. What was I
thinking?”
“Brea and Brett,” Valerie said. “I remember we
teased you mercilessly about that name combination.”
“Funny how one’s tastes in guys could change over
the years, isn’t it?” Jolene said. “And of course, we all chose the
mansion.”
“And we wanted to live in Paris and drive the
Lamborghini,” Brea added.
“And have two kids, and be schoolteachers. Those
were all the popular wants. But none of us managed to reach those
lofty goals, did we?” Jolene said, going quiet as she studied her
pages with her lips pressed together.
“We used to have such fun playing this game,”
Valerie said, smoothing her hand over the yellowed pages of her
notebook.
“We played it a lot,” Brea said.
“Especially whenever a new boy caught our eye. We
wanted to make sure we would end up with him,” Jolene added.
Wineglasses were refilled and the room went quiet.
Valerie lifted her gaze from the pages of her notebook now and then
to watch her sisters, knowing they were lost in their own memories,
just as she was, back in a time when it was such a thrill to be in
love. How long had it been since she’d felt that way about a
guy?
Not since Mason. And not again after him.
“Oh, I have the best idea ever,” Jolene said, her
lips lifting in a wide grin.
“What?” Brea asked.
“You’re going to love this.”
“What’s your idea?” Jolene always had wacky ideas
that usually got them all into trouble, Valerie thought. But they
were usually the most fun ideas, too.
Jolene lifted her glass to her lips and took a
sip.
“Jolene.”
She giggled.
“Jolene!” Brea repeated. “What?”
She put her wineglass down.
“Let’s play the M.A.S.H. game again. Right
now.”
Valerie
WHAT KIND OF HOUSE? | CAR? |
Mansion | Porsche |
Apartment | Lamborghini |
Shack | Corvette |
House | SUV |
WHERE TO LIVE? | NUMBER OF KIDS |
Paris | 5 |
London | 3 |
Dallas | 1 |
On the Ranch | 2 |
GUY | OCCUPATION |
Mason | Teacher |
John | Doctor |
Fred | Fashion Designer |
Bill | Actress |