nine
“you what?” brea laid her coffee cup down on the
kitchen table before she dropped it.
“I fired Gage,” Jolene said, so matter-of-fact
about the whole thing Brea couldn’t believe she’d even said
it.
“How could you do that? Why?”
Brea sat with Jolene and Valerie at the kitchen
table having breakfast, three days after Gage had told her it was
over between them. She’d tried to keep it to herself, but she’d
finally confided in her sisters, which had obviously been a
colossal mistake.
“Because he hurt my sister, and that’s just not
allowed.” Jolene scooped up a forkful of eggs and waved them at
Brea. “Besides, I thought you’d be relieved that he’s gone. Now you
don’t have to walk around here on eggshells afraid that you’ll run
into him. He’s a bastard, and now he’s gone.”
Brea shoved back her chair, so furious her entire
body was flushed with heat. “You had no right to do that! What
happened between Gage and me was personal.”
Nonplussed, Jolene continued to chew while she
regarded Brea. “I had every right to do it. He worked for me and I
didn’t appreciate what he did to you.”
“Last time I looked, all three of us owned this
ranch equally. You don’t get to make independent decisions,” Brea
argued.
“Last time I looked, you weren’t the least bit
interested in ranch business, and you stated clearly your intent to
head back to Tulsa.”
“I’ve changed my mind. I want my third. And my
first decision is going to be to hire Gage back. Now, where is
he?”
“Really?” Valerie grinned. “You’re staying?”
“We’ll talk about that later,” Brea said, turning
to Jolene. “Where is he?”
Jolene shrugged. “Hell if I know. I fired him last
night, and he packed and left right away.”
Brea fell into her chair, her chest aching. “Did he
say anything about where he was going?”
“Nope.”
“Goddammit, Jolene. I will never forgive you for
this.” Brea pushed away from the table with her plate half-full and
headed to the sink. After wiping her plate clean and loading it in
the dishwasher, she turned to Valerie. “And why aren’t you weighing
in on this?”
Valerie raised her hands. “I want no part of this
squabble. This is between you and Jo.”
“Wuss,” Jolene said with a mouthful of food.
“You got that right,” Valerie agreed, then glanced
up at the clock. “I’ve got patients coming in soon, so I’ll let you
two fight it out.” She cleared her plate, then stepped in front of
Brea, putting her hands on Brea’s arms. “If you love this guy, if
your feelings for him are true, then don’t let anything—or
anyone—stand in your way.”
“I heard that,” Jolene said.
“You own this ranch as much as Jo does. Fight for
what you want,” Valerie said.
Brea nodded. “I intend to.”
“So, you love him?” Jolene asked, pivoting around
in her chair to face Brea.
“Yes. I think so. I don’t know. We didn’t really
have a chance to find out, since you fired him,” she said,
accentuating the last three words.
Jolene shrugged. “I thought he hurt you. I was
trying to help.”
Brea blew out a sigh. “I know. Thank you for that,
but I really can take care of myself.”
“Did you mean it when you said you’d stay?”
Brea rubbed her finger over an eyebrow. “I don’t
know. Maybe. It sounded right when I said it. Being here has felt .
. . good.” She smiled down at Jolene. “So we’ll see.”
Jo’s lips quirked. “The cowboy make you feel that
way?”
“Yes.”
“Then go rope his sexy ass and bring him back. And
then we’ll see if I feel like hiring him back or not.”
brea was out of breath by the
time she’d searched every merchant in town asking around about
Gage. Disappointment had washed over her when her first queries
turned up nothing. No one had seen him. But on her last stop, at
the motel on the outskirts of town, she found out from Amanda, one
of the girls she’d gone to high school with, that Gage had stayed
there last night. Amanda had put Gage in touch with one of the
nearby ranches that was looking to hire on some hands for the
coming year, and she said Gage was going to head out there today
and look into the job.
Brea thanked Amanda and drove the thirty miles to
the Knotty Oak ranch, where she wound down the long gravel drive
until she saw the great three-story house at the end of a circular
drive. The Knotty Oak was a huge horse ranch. Gage would probably
love it here.
She mustered up her courage and went to the front
door and knocked. The door was opened by one of the Davidson
teenagers, a young girl who went in search of her mother,
Rhonda.
Rhonda came to the door smiling. “Hi, Brea. I’m so
sorry Heather didn’t let you in. Teenagers have no manners.”
Brea laughed. “It’s no problem. I’m intruding and I
know you must be busy.”
“Not at all.”
They exchanged pleasantries and ranch conversation,
and Brea knew she’d have to bring up the reason for her visit. “I
was wondering if you had any new hands come on today.”
“You mean Gage Reilly from your ranch?” Rhonda
asked with an amused smile on her face.
“Uh, yes. How did you know?”
“He was here early this morning to talk to Carl.
He’s got amazing experience as a trainer and Carl wanted to hire
him on the spot, but then Gage changed his mind.”
Brea’s breath caught. “He did?”
Rhonda nodded. “Said he had some unfinished
business at the Bar M, apologized for taking up our time and
left.”
Brea’s heart leapt into her throat. “Unfinished
business?”
The corners of Rhonda’s mouth crinkled. “Yes.
Something about a woman.”
“Oh. Oh! Um, thank you.” She hugged Rhonda and
practically ran back to her SUV, climbed in and tore down the
driveway to the main road, her heart pounding the entire way back
to the ranch.
Something about a woman. Unfinished business.
By the time she arrived back at the Bar M, she was
a nervous wreck, not knowing what she would say to Gage when she
saw him, or if he’d even be there. It could be he’d just changed
his mind about the job at the Knotty Oak and made something up. But
he wouldn’t tell them it was about a woman, would he?
She’d been honest with Gage that night in the
parking lot at the bar, though probably not as honest as she could
have been, because she was in shock. He’d hit her with his casual
brush-off unexpectedly; though he’d told her he didn’t get involved
and never planned to stay on the ranch, she hadn’t been ready for
the end just yet. Not when things between them had been going so
well.
Maybe that’s why she’d blurted out what she had
about the two of them being so good together, and why she’d called
him a coward. Because it had been honest. He was running away from
something that had potential, and she didn’t care if that wasn’t
his style. She’d spent her entire life hiding, so she knew what the
hell she was talking about.
She pulled up the drive and saw Gage and Jolene
standing together in the front yard, facing each other. Jolene had
her hands on her hips and Gage’s arms were crossed.
Valerie was sitting on the front porch, watching
both of them.
Uh oh. Standoff. That didn’t look good.
She parked and got out of the SUV, trying to act
nonchalant, though her palms were so sweaty she was afraid her keys
would slide right out of her hands.
Gage looked over at her and couldn’t quite meet her
eyes.
“What’s going on?” she asked as she came to a stop
in front of them.
Jolene pointed. “He’s what’s going on. He has the
nerve to tell me he’s not going to accept being fired by just one
of the owners of the Bar M, as if what I have to say means
nothing.”
Brea’s gaze shot to Valerie, who just smiled but
said nothing, so she turned to Gage. “Is that right?”
“That’s right. She fired me because I’m sleeping
with you, not because there was anything wrong with my horse
training.” Gage turned to Jolene. “Isn’t that right?”
Jolene shrugged. “Doesn’t matter why I fired you. I
run this ranch and whoever gets their ass booted from it stays that
way.”
“Not necessarily.”
They both turned to Brea.
“Excuse me?” Jolene said.
“If I’m going to take over as one-third owner of
this ranch, I expect to be involved in major decisions. I would
think firing a hand with exceptional horse training skills like
Gage should require a vote by all three of us. Especially if he was
fired just because he was sleeping with me, and not for anything he
was doing at work. Don’t you think, Valerie?”
Valerie tried to hide her smirk and failed. “Oh,
absolutely.”
Jolene whirled on Valerie. “Bitch.”
“I owed you one,” Valerie said to Jolene. “We’re
even now. I vote Gage stays. Now I’m going inside to find my
husband. Welcome back, Gage.”
“I vote he stays, too,” Brea said. “You’re
outvoted, Jo.”
Jolene opened her mouth, closed it and threw up her
hands. “I give up.” She marched over to Brea and shook her finger.
“If he breaks your fucking heart, you’re on your own.”
“Duly noted.” She reached for Jolene’s hand. “And I
love you.”
Jolene sighed, and threw her arms around Brea. “I
love you, too.”
Jolene walked away, but stopped in front of Gage
and said, “If you ever hurt my sister again, I won’t fire you. I’ll
just shoot you.”
Gage tipped his hat at Jolene. “Yes, ma’am.”
Jolene shook her head and went into the house,
leaving Brea and Gage alone.
They both took steps toward each other at the same
time. Brea slid her fingertips into the pockets of her jeans. “I
went all over town looking for you today.”
He tipped his hat back so she could see his face.
“You did?”
“Found out you’d gone to the Knotty Oak, so I went
there and talked to Rhonda. She told me Carl offered you a job as a
trainer.”
“Yeah, he did. I changed my mind.”
She tilted her head back to look at him.
“Why?”
“Unfinished business elsewhere.”
“Where?”
He took his hat off and wrapped one arm around her
to tug her against him. “Here.”
His mouth came down on hers and their lips met in a
heat of passion and need that made Brea whimper. She wound her arms
around Gage and pressed her body tight against his, running her
palms across his back, unable to believe he’d come back to
her.
“I thought about what you said the other night,”
Gage said after he broke the kiss. “You were right. You are the
best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
She looked away for a second. “You’ve given me some
amazing gifts, one of the biggest being this ranch and my love for
it again. I can’t imagine leaving it for city life. I’ve been
running my whole life, Gage, so I understand what that’s like. It’s
time I set down some roots.” She cupped his face with the palm of
her hand and lifted up on her toes to kiss him.
“And maybe it’s time I think about doing the same
thing.”
“You can’t run from things that are unpleasant, or
who you are, or were. You can only stay and face the past, and make
sure in the future you don’t make the same mistakes. I let myself
be overshadowed by the death of my parents, by my talented older
sister and my beautiful and confident younger sister. And somewhere
in there, I just lost myself.”
He tightened his hold on her. “You have no idea
what kind of gifts you have. Your love of books, your intelligence,
your wit and your laughter, and your amazing capacity to love
someone. Do you know how special that is?”
“I do now, thanks to you. You made me see that I
did have value. And so do you. Even if you decide not to stay here,
Gage, I still want the time you are here to be with me. I won’t
ever hold you here if it’s not what you want.”
He held her close and kissed her hair. “I don’t
think I’ve ever wanted anything more. And it scares the hell out of
me.”
“Then we’ll be scared together. It’s uncharted
territory for both of us. But somewhere along the way you branded
me as yours, and I’m not going to let you slip through my fingers
so easily.”
He picked her up and walked to his truck, opened
the door and deposited her inside, then climbed in.
“Where are we going?”
“For a ride. I need to be alone with you and there
are too damn many people around.”
He drove down the road, staying on Bar M land until
he got to the clearing where they’d gone the first night they’d
been alone together.
“I like this place,” she said, starting to scoot
over toward the door.
Gage reached for her wrist and tugged her against
him. “Uh uh. Here.”
“In the truck?” Her body sizzled with instant heat.
“I’ve never done it in a truck before.”
Gage pushed the seat all the way back. “Then we get
to pop another one of your cherries, don’t we?” He undid his belt
buckle and slid the zipper of his jeans down, reaching into his
pants to take out his cock. It was already erect. She loved that he
could get hard so easily for her.
Brea licked her lips. “Already thinking about this,
were you?” she said, inching closer and wrapping her hands around
his cock.
“Kissing you makes me hard. All I can think about
once you put your mouth on me is being inside you.”
Her nipples tightened and her pussy swelled with
arousal. Only Gage could get her hot and wet this fast. She kicked
off her boots, unzipped her jeans and slid them off, leaving them
on the floor. “I’ve never had a quickie either. Well, not an
intentional one, anyway,” she said as she bent over and licked at
his cock head.
“Christ, Brea.” He fisted her hair and lifted her
mouth up and down on his cock. While she sucked him, he moved his
hands across her back and caressed her hip, then slid his hand
between her legs, parting the fabric of her panties to touch her
pussy.
“You’re wet,” he said as he tucked two fingers
inside her and began to pump in time to the rhythm she set sucking
his cock. She whimpered against him, her tongue swirling over the
heated head. She was already so close to coming with his fingers
fucking her that she squirmed against him, straining to feel his
fingers deeper inside her.
“Enough,” he said, pulling her lips away from him.
He reached into his jeans for a condom, put it on and pulled her
astride him.
Brea inched down over his cock while Gage held on
to her hips and guided her. The intense pleasure as he filled her
was so strong, so delicious, she curled her nails into his
shoulders as she seated herself fully on him.
“Oh yeah, that pussy is mine,” he said, lifting his
hips against her. “Now fuck me. Fuck me hard and make us both
come.”
He’d given her the control. She set the tempo,
rising and falling soft and easy against him to begin, loving the
feel of him expanding inside her, rubbing every part of her so, so
good. But as the crescendo built, so did her need to feel Gage
deeper, to have him thrust harder, and she told him exactly what
she wanted, which he gladly gave to her, until words were no longer
possible. Then she leaned forward and ground against him. He kissed
her, his tongue plunging into her mouth at the same time his cock
plunged up inside her.
And when she came, it was with her tongue wrapped
around his, her thighs snugged against his, and her arms wrapped
around his neck so that no space separated their bodies. She rode
out her orgasm rocking against him, feeling him shudder and tremble
and hearing his loud groans as he exploded so hard the truck rocked
like an earthquake had hit it.
He took her down easy with light kisses, until she
laid her forehead against his and just tried for normal
breathing.
“I love you, Brea.”
She stilled, not sure if she’d even heard what he
said because he’d said it so softly. She lifted her head and
searched his face, afraid to say or do anything, sure she was
mistaken.
His eyes were clear, blue as the ocean, and filled
with an emotion she’d never seen before.
“I said I love you. And I’ve never said that to a
woman before.”
“I love you, too, Gage. And I’ve never said that to
a man before. Because I’ve never loved anyone before.”
He brushed his lips across hers, and it was so
different this time, as if something monumental had passed between
them. A trust, a new beginning.
“I don’t know if I’ll ever be any good at this, but
I’ll give you the best I’ve got,” he said, smoothing his hand down
her back. “And I will never intentionally hurt you. I might fumble
this a few times because I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’d
really like to try to make a life with you.”
And that was all she could have ever asked for,
because it was real, and it was better than anything she’d ever
read in any book.