five
one week. one whole friggin’
week, and walker had done his best to avoid her.
Jolene paced the kitchen. It was well before dawn,
and she’d already had four cups of coffee. She was as agitated as
an unbroken horse and ready to do some damage.
“You’re going to wear a hole in the floor stomping
your boots like that.”
Valerie yawned and padded into the kitchen on bare
feet, still in her pajamas. Her hair was a mess—great sex, no
doubt—and she had pink cheeks.
Jolene was profoundly jealous. Valerie was sleeping
with someone. Jolene was sleeping alone, through no fault of her
own.
Valerie grabbed a cup of coffee, pulled up a chair,
yawned loudly and stared at Jolene through half-opened
eyelids.
“Do you have to look so damn content?”
Valerie cocked her head to the side. “What’s got
you in a lather this early?”
“Walker.”
“Ah. And what’s he done this time? Or not
done?”
Jolene leaned against the kitchen counter and
palmed the hot mug of coffee. “I don’t understand men.”
Valerie lifted her mug in salute. “Welcome to the
club, honey. They’re as mysterious to us as, I’m sure, we are to
them.”
Jolene’s only response was to grumble and take a
long swallow of coffee.
“So what’s the specific problem?” Valerie
asked.
“We had sex.”
Valerie laughed. “That doesn’t sound like a
problem.”
“He’s avoided me for a week.”
“Yeah, that is a problem. I’m sorry, honey.”
“Oh, it’s not that he dumped me. He liked it. I
liked it. He wants to do it again. I know he does.”
Valerie sipped her coffee and studied Jolene, then
shook her head and smiled. “You are nothing if not humble, little
sister.”
“That’s not what I mean. I know he didn’t dump me
because he didn’t feel anything or the sex was lousy. I know he
isn’t seeing anyone else. I mean I was there. I know what went
down. It was good for both of us. We connected. So I just don’t get
what his problem is.”
“Men are notorious noncommunicators.”
Jolene sighed. “Tell me about it.”
“But you don’t strike me as someone who backs down,
Jo. If you want him, and you say you’re pretty sure he wants you,
then go after him.”
“Normally, I would. But honest, Valerie, I’m
getting tired of the chase. I’ve already done it. I’ve been doing
it. I think it’s time he came to me.”
Valerie shrugged. “Up to you. But don’t be
surprised if he doesn’t. There’s something holding him back.”
“I know.” Jolene studied her coffee, looking for
answers in the black brew and knowing she wouldn’t find them there.
“I wish he’d open up and tell me what it is, but he’s pretty
tight-lipped about it.”
“Then you’re either going to have to wait for him,
or go after him.”
“I went after him the first time.” Jolene lifted
the pot and watched the steaming brew slide into her cup. “The
ball’s in his court now.”
walker was beyond stupid.
this was a huge mistake. He was going to get fired, just like
last time. Only last time he hadn’t deserved it.
This time, he would.
But he couldn’t help himself. Jolene was like a
drug in his system and he was addicted.
He’d ignored her for over a week now, made sure he
volunteered to work on whatever Mason was working on. Since Mason
was the foreman, he and Jolene generally split up and didn’t work
together. Which meant if Walker worked with Mason, he’d be far away
from Jolene. And Walker figured lack of proximity would help.
It didn’t.
He also figured she’d chase after him like she
usually did.
She hadn’t.
It had been more than a week, and he’d barely seen
her.
That bothered him. It actually pissed him off that
she hadn’t come after him when he’d done everything he could to
ignore her, to create distance between them. What kind of an
asshole did that make him?
A huge one.
And now he stood at the back porch door to the main
house at one in the morning, knowing that back door was unlocked,
knowing the place was dark, knowing Jolene was in there.
And knowing he was going to sneak into her
room.
He was a hundred kinds of crazy for doing this, but
he turned the knob and he stepped into the mudroom, quiet as could
be as he tiptoed past the kitchen and into the hall. He looked up
the stairs.
Last chance to change his mind, to come to his
senses and realize this was a really bad idea.
Instead, he held on to the banister and headed
upstairs, just waiting for the steps to creak.
They didn’t. He got to the top of the stairs,
turned left and headed toward the door to Jolene’s room.
He turned the knob, quiet as he could, inched open
the door, slid inside and closed it behind him.
And heard the unmistakable click of a round being
slid into the chamber of a revolver. Hard metal pressed against his
side.
Shit.
“You are so damn lucky I’m a light sleeper and I
see well in the dark, Walker Morgan. And that I don’t shoot without
knowing who or what I’m shooting at.”
Jolene pulled the gun away from his back and set it
on the nightstand. Leave it to her to be armed in her bedroom. She
turned on the bedside lamp and sat on the edge of her bed, her long
legs peeking out of a white T-shirt that sported some kind of pink
cartoon bear on it.
Annie Oakley in a teddy bear shirt. Didn’t that
just figure? As usual, Jolene was unpredictable. All sweet and
innocent looking in her kiddie T-shirt, all soft desirable woman
underneath, and a hard-ass with a gun to boot.
No wonder he wanted her so much he was willing to
risk his job.
“What the hell are you doing sneaking into my room
in the middle of the night?”
Relaxing now that he wasn’t going to be shot, he
leaned against the wall. “If I need to explain it to you, then
maybe I should leave.”
She pushed onto her bed and leaned against the
pillows, stretching out her legs. “You think you can ignore me for
a week, then come up to my room and fuck me just like that?”
“I was ignoring you, I admit that. I didn’t think
you and I getting together was such a good idea.” He shoved off the
wall and headed toward the bed, stopping when he reached the side
of the mattress where Jolene’s long legs were so temptingly
displayed. He sat on the edge of the bed and smoothed his hands
over those legs. They felt like silk under his calloused fingers.
He watched her eyes go dark, her nipples peaking hard under her
thin T-shirt.
“And now you’ve changed your mind.”
“No, I still don’t think it’s a good idea.” He
pulled off his hat and let it sail across the room and onto a
nearby chair, then leaned over her, placing his palms on either
side of her hips. “But I just don’t think I care all that much
anymore.”
“Really. And why’s that?”
“Because I want you. And I’m tired of denying
myself what I want.”
His face was inches from hers. God, she was
beautiful, her hair a cascade of blond waterfall over her
shoulders, her eyes so many different colors he could get lost in
them. And her mouth—he leaned in and brushed his lips across hers.
Last time he’d been in a hurry, had taken and demanded instead of
explored. All he’d thought about since then was all the things he’d
missed.
She sighed against his mouth, and he smiled against
her lips. She tasted like cookies and milk, and he swept his tongue
along her bottom lip to capture more of her flavor before sliding
it inside to lick against her tongue.
Jolene moaned and scooted over, and Walker climbed
onto the bed, then pulled her onto his lap, his hand sliding over
the bare skin of her butt as he did. She didn’t have anything on
under that T-shirt, a fact that made his dick go rock-hard in a
fraction of a second. He pulled her tight against his chest and
slid his hand up the back of her shirt, scoping out those sweet
mounds of her ass, so firm and yet her skin was so soft. He felt
bad that his hands were so rough, and yet everywhere he touched her
she moaned, so she must like his hands.
And he liked the feel of her skin, like gliding his
fingers across butter.
He deepened the kiss and held Jolene as he moved on
the bed, then laid her in the center of the mattress. He climbed
over her, lifting up her shirt and bending down to press a kiss to
her belly, ignoring her sex for now even though the scent of her
filled the room. He wanted to bury his face in her pussy and lick
her until she screamed.
She tangled her fingers in his hair, raised her
hips against his chest, and his cock pressed hard and insistent
against his jeans.
His cock was going to have to wait. This was
playtime.
He took her T-shirt off. Bare, she made his breath
hitch. He’d seen enough of her that first time to know she was
beautiful and built. But now he could look his fill with her
underneath him, could take his time to smooth his hand over the
soft column of her throat, the valley between her breasts, admire
the pretty pink nipples that seemed to pucker and harden to tight
points just from him looking at them.
He bent down and laved his tongue over one. Jolene
arched her back and dug her fingers in his hair, pulling at him as
he took the nipple in his mouth and sucked, hard, while he used his
hand to roll over the other nipple, to tease and torment it.
“Oh. Oh, God, Walker, I really like that.”
Her voice was a yielding whisper, nothing like the
hard barking orders she gave out on the trail. He enjoyed her soft
like this, her body squirming under his mouth and hands as he moved
down her rib cage, teasing her belly button by diving into it with
his tongue. Her hands followed his trek south by staying in his
hair, holding onto him like he was a lifeline and she was
drowning.
He wanted her drowning. He wanted her coming. He
wanted to taste her.
He slid off the bed and kneeled on the floor, and
dragged Jolene to the edge of the mattress, her pussy dangling
right at the edge, sweet and wet.
“You have a pretty pussy, darlin’,” he said,
gliding his thumb over the moist puffy lips, then sliding one
finger inside. Her walls gripped around his finger as he pulled
partway out, then tucked back in again, fucking her slow and easy.
“You’re wet. Have you been thinkin’ about me?”
“All I do is think about you, Walker,” she
murmured, her eyes closed as her fingers danced in his hair. “I
touch myself thinking about you doing this.”
His cock twitched, his balls tightening high and
hard. He wanted to plunge inside her, kiss her while he fucked her
hard. But not yet. Not when he could feel her hot and wet
surrounding his finger, not when he could breathe in the scent of
her, not when he could taste her.
He leaned in and swiped his tongue around her clit,
and she let out a low moan.
“Yes. Like that,” she said, once again drawing his
head down with her hand. “I like that a lot.”
And he liked that she talked to him, that she was
right there with him while he lapped at her clit, took the bud in
his mouth and sucked it, all the while continuing to slide his
finger in and out of her pussy.
“Walker, I’m going to come. Lick me right there,
I’m going to come.”
She lifted and he gave her what she wanted. She
bucked against him, sliding her sex all over his face as she
writhed in orgasm. Oh, man, he liked feeling her and tasting her
when she came, liked feeling her body move as spasms gripped his
finger over and over again, until she fell back against the bed and
panted.
He removed his finger and crawled onto the bed,
popping his finger into his mouth to taste her.
Jolene grabbed his head and brought his mouth to
hers for a deep kiss that rocked him to the soles of his feet. She
licked at his lips, tasting herself, and didn’t that just make his
balls tight as stone.
When she let go, her eyes were glassy with spent
passion, her skin flushed warm and pink. “Now get your clothes off
so I can touch you.”
And not a minute too soon, either. He was as eager
as a teenager fumbling with his clothes and about to have his first
bout of sex with one hot, experienced woman. He stripped, pulled a
couple condoms from his pocket and laid them on the nightstand.
Jolene arched a brow, smiled and made room for him as he crawled
onto the bed. As soon as he was flat on his back, she rolled over
onto him.
“My turn,” she said, pressing her lips to his and
kissing him with her sweet lips until his cock was a raging beast
ready to slide up into her and fuck her into oblivion. But when he
reached for her, she pushed him back.
“Oh no. You are not going to deny me this time. I
want your cock in my mouth.”
Heat shot straight to his shaft. “Well I’m sure as
hell not going to tell you no, honey. Suck that dick all you
want.”
She laughed, moved down his body and positioned
herself on her belly. With a wicked gleam in her eye, she focused
on his cock. Now, what guy wouldn’t get his balls tied in knots to
have a beautiful woman like Jolene lick her lips so close to his
dick?
And when she put her hands on him, it was a slice
of sweet heaven on earth. Whenever he jacked off, he did it to get
a release, and his hands were calloused and rough. Hers, even
though she worked hard for a living, too, were softer and smaller,
and he could sure as hell tell the difference as she wrapped both
around his shaft. And because she was a tough girl and not timid,
she put some pressure on him, which he liked, swirling one hand
over the other as she moved up and down.
He could lie back, watch her do that for hours, and
die a happy man. But when she pushed forward and took the head of
his cock between her lips, he gripped the sheets in both hands and
tightened his jaw, because son of a bitch she had one hot, wet
mouth. She let go of her hold on him, then it was all her mouth
doing the work, as she got up on her knees and went down on him
full tilt, taking him from top to bottom all the way to the back of
her throat.
“Fuck,” he bit out as she took him hard and over
and over again, sucking him deep, then releasing him only long
enough to slide her pretty pink tongue over the crest and the
underside of his shaft. Then she’d slide that tongue all the way
down and flick it over his balls until he thought he’d die.
He tangled his fingers in her hair while she wound
her tongue around his balls, licking and sucking them just the way
he liked it, taking them into her mouth and rolling her tongue over
them there, too. By the time she had his cock back in her mouth
again, he was out of breath and ready to come.
And she knew it, too, because she smiled at him,
held on to his shaft and began to stroke him. He jerked her hair,
holding her in position while he pumped between her lips, his balls
tightening with the pressure of her mouth around his cock.
“I’m going to come in your mouth, Jolene. Right . .
. now.”
He groaned, then flexed his hips up as he
jettisoned a stream of hot come into her waiting mouth. She
squeezed and stroked every drop from him as he rocked against her,
shuddering as the impact of his climax tore through him with
blazing heat. And Jolene stayed with him the entire time, taking
everything he had to give, continuing to lick and suck every
drop.
“Damn,” he managed when he could speak again. He
reached for her, pulled her up against him, then rolled them side
to side, facing each other so he could see her, kiss her, taste
what she’d done to him.
She slipped her hand between them, holding his cock
gently to stroke him again while they kissed. He reached for her
breasts and slid his thumbs over the buds, feeling them harden,
listening to her moan and whimper as he cupped her, then kissed and
licked them.
His cock was hard again in record time, no surprise
considering the woman he was with. He reached for a condom and put
it on, then spread her legs and slid inside, burying himself deep.
Jolene wrapped her legs around his back and lifted against
him.
There were no words this time, and it seemed so
right to kiss her, to slide his hand underneath her to lift her, to
need to be closer to her as he fucked her, as he felt the
sensations intensify inside. Her pussy gripped him tight and hard,
and he wanted her to come again, rolled his hips to grind against
her clit, listening to the sounds she made. He knew when she was
close, and he’d draw back a little, extending their pleasure until
she was clawing his back, growling at him with the need to
release.
And when he couldn’t stand it anymore, when
perspiration poured down his face, when their bodies were both wet
with pleasure and sweat, he thrust and ground against her, watching
her eyes widen as she came. And then he came, too, wishing he
didn’t have the burden of a condom so he could spill inside her, to
fill her with his come and feel her hot and wet surrounding
him.
He’d never been this . . . intimate with a woman
before. With Jolene, it seemed natural. She gave as good as she
got. She was something new and fresh and exciting, as wild and free
in the bedroom as she was out on the prairie.
There was a reason he’d sought her out when he
shouldn’t have, that he couldn’t stop thinking about her, that he
needed to be close to her.
He was falling in love with her, and damned if that
wasn’t the worst thing in the world that could happen.