Chapter 42
It’s just us and the ghosts now.” My
stomach rumbled.
“What’s your favorite food?” he asked.
“Pizza,” I said promptly.
“You should have it while you can. Order some, and
we’ll pick it up.”
We hadn’t been beyond the immediate environs of the
Bishop house since our arrival, and it felt strange to be driving
around the greater Madison area in a Range Rover next to a vampire.
We took the back way to Hamilton, passing south over the hills into
town before swinging north again to get the pizza. During the drive
I pointed out where I’d gone swimming as a child and where my first
real boyfriend had lived. The town was covered with Halloween
decorations—black cats, witches on brooms, even trees decorated in
orange and black eggs. In this part of the world, it wasn’t just
witches who took the celebration seriously.
When we arrived at the pizza place, Matthew climbed
out with me, seemingly unconcerned that witches or humans might see
us. I stretched up to kiss him, and he returned it with a laugh
that was almost lighthearted.
The college student who rang us up looked at
Matthew with obvious admiration when she handed him the pie.
“Good thing she isn’t a witch,” I said when we got
back into the car. “She would have turned me into a newt and flown
off with you on her broomstick.”
Fortified with pizza—pepperoni and mushroom—I
tackled the mess left in the kitchen and the family room. Matthew
brought out handfuls of paper from the dining room and burned them
in the kitchen fireplace.
“What do we do with these?” he asked, holding up my
mother’s letter, the mysterious three-line epigram, and the page
from Ashmole 782.
“Leave them in the keeping room,” I told him. “The
house will take care of them.”
I continued to putter, doing laundry and
straightening up Sarah’s office. It was not until I went up to put
our clothes away that I noticed both computers were missing. I went
pounding downstairs in a panic.
“Matthew! The computers are gone!”
“Hamish has them,” he said, catching me in his arms
and smoothing my hair against the back of my head. “It’s all right.
No one’s been in the house.”
My shoulders sagged, heart still hammering at the
idea of being surprised by another Domenico or Juliette.
He made tea, then rubbed my feet while I drank it.
All the while he talked about nothing important—houses in Hamilton
that had reminded him of some other place and time, his first sniff
of a tomato, what he thought when he’d seen me row in Oxford—until
I relaxed into the warmth and comfort.
Matthew was always different when no one else was
around, but the contrast was especially marked now that our
families had left. Since arriving at the Bishop house, he’d
gradually taken on the responsibility for eight other lives. He’d
watched over all of them, regardless of who they were or how they
were related to him, with the same ferocious intensity. Now he had
only one creature to manage.
“We haven’t had much time to just talk,” I
reflected, thinking of the whirlwind of days since we’d met. “Not
just the two of us.”
“The past weeks have been almost biblical in their
tests. I think the only thing we’ve escaped is a plague of
locusts.” He paused. “But if the universe does want to test us the
old-fashioned way, this counts as the end of our trial. It will be
forty days this evening.”
So little time, for so much to have happened.
I put my empty mug on the table and reached for his
hands. “Where are we going, Matthew?”
“Can you wait a little longer, mon coeur?”
He looked out the window. “I want this day to last. And it will be
dark soon enough.”
“You like playing house with me.” A piece of hair
had fallen onto his forehead, and I brushed it back.
“I love playing house with you,” he said, capturing
my hand.
We talked quietly for another half hour, before
Matthew glanced outdoors again. “Go upstairs and take a bath. Use
every drop of water in the tank and take a long, hot shower, too.
You may crave pizza every now and then in the days to come. But
that will be nothing compared to your longing for hot water. In a
few weeks, you will cheerfully commit murder for a shower.”
Matthew brought up my Halloween costume while I
bathed: a calf-length black dress with a high neck, sharp-toed
boots, and a pointy hat.
“What, may I ask, are these?” He brandished a pair
of stockings with red and white horizontal stripes.
“Those are the stockings Em mentioned.” I groaned.
“She’ll know if I don’t wear them.”
“If I still had my phone, I would take a picture of
you in these hideous things and blackmail you for eternity.”
“Is there anything that would ensure your silence?”
I sank lower into the tub.
“I’m sure there is,” Matthew said, tossing the
stockings behind him.
We were playful at first. As at dinner last night,
and again at breakfast, we carefully avoided mentioning that this
might be our last chance to be together. I was still a novice, but
Em told me even the most experienced timewalkers respected the
unpredictability of moving between past and future and recognized
how easy it would be to wander indefinitely within the spiderweb of
time.
Matthew sensed my changing mood and answered it
first with greater gentleness, then with a fierce possessiveness
that demanded I think of nothing but him.
Despite our obvious need for comfort and
reassurance, we didn’t consummate our marriage.
“When we’re safe,” he’d murmured, kissing me along
my collarbone. “When there’s more time.”
Somewhere along the way, my smallpox blister burst.
Matthew examined it and pronounced that it was doing nicely—an odd
description for an angry open wound the size of a dime. He removed
the bandage from my neck, revealing the barest trace of Miriam’s
sutures, and the one from my arm as well.
“You’re a fast healer,” he said approvingly,
kissing the inside of my elbow where he’d drunk from my veins. His
lips felt warm against my skin.
“How odd. My skin is cold there.” I touched my
neck. “Here, too.”
Matthew drew his thumb across the spot where my
carotid artery passed close to the surface. I shivered at his
touch. The number of nerve endings there had seemingly
tripled.
“Extra sensitivity,” Matthew said, “as if you’re
part vampire.” He bent and put his lips against my pulse.
“Oh,” I gasped, taken aback at the intensity of
feeling.
Mindful of the time, I buttoned myself into the
black dress. With a braid down my back, I might have stepped out of
a photograph from the turn of the nineteenth century.
“Too bad we’re not timewalking to World War I,”
Matthew said, pulling at the sleeves of the dress. “You’d make a
convincing schoolmistress circa 1912 in that getup.”
“Not with these on.” I sat on the bed and started
pulling on the candy-striped stockings.
Matthew roared with laughter and begged me to put
the hat on immediately.
“I’ll set fire to myself,” I protested. “Wait until
the jack-o’-lanterns are lit.”
We went outside with matches, thinking we could
light the pumpkins the human way. A breeze had kicked up, though,
which made it difficult to strike the matches and impossible to
keep the candles illuminated.
“Damn it,” I swore. “Sophie’s work shouldn’t go to
waste.”
“Can you use a spell?” Matthew said, already
prepared to have another go at the matchbox.
“If not, then I have no business even pretending to
be a witch on Halloween.” The mere thought of explaining my failure
to Sophie made me concentrate on the task at hand, and the wick
burst into life. I lit the other eleven pumpkins that were
scattered down the drive, each more amazing or terrifying than the
last.
At six o’clock there was a fierce pounding on the
door and muffled cries of “Trick or treat!” Matthew had never
experienced an American Halloween, and he eagerly greeted our first
visitors.
Whoever was outside received one of his
heart-stopping smiles before Matthew grinned and beckoned me
forward.
A tiny witch and a slightly larger vampire were
holding hands on the front porch.
“Trick or treat,” they intoned, holding out their
open pillowcases.
“I’m a vampire,” the boy said, baring his fangs at
Matthew. He pointed to his sister. “She’s a witch.”
“I can see that,” Matthew said gravely, taking in
the black cape and white makeup. “I’m a vampire, too.”
The boy examined him critically. “Your mother
should have worked harder on your costume. You don’t look like a
vampire at all. Where’s your cape?” The miniature vampire swept his
arms up, a fold of his own satin cape in each fist, revealing its
bat-shaped wings. “See, you need your cape to fly. Otherwise you
can’t turn into a bat.”
“Ah. That is a problem. My cape is at home, and now
I can’t fly back and get it. Perhaps I can borrow yours.” Matthew
dumped a handful of candy into each pillowcase, the eyes of both
children growing large at his generosity. I peeked around the door
to wave at their parents.
“You can tell she’s a witch,” the girl piped up,
nodding approvingly at my red-and-white-striped stockings and black
boots. At their parents’ urging, they shouted thank-yous as they
trotted down the walk and climbed into the waiting car.
Over the next three hours, we greeted a steady
stream of fairy princesses, pirates, ghosts, skeletons, mermaids,
and space aliens, along with still more witches and vampires. I
gently told Matthew that one piece of candy per goblin was de
rigueur and that if he didn’t stop distributing handfuls of goodies
now, we would run out long before the trick-or-treating stopped at
nine o’clock.
It was hard to criticize, however, given his
obvious delight. His responses to the children who came to the door
revealed a wholly new side of him. Crouching down so that he was
less intimidating, he asked questions about their costumes and told
every young boy purporting to be a vampire that he was the most
frightening creature he’d ever beheld.
But it was his encounter with one fairy princess
wearing an oversize set of wings and a gauze skirt that tugged
hardest at my heart. Overwhelmed and exhausted by the occasion, she
burst into tears when Matthew asked which piece of candy she
wanted. Her brother, a strapping young pirate aged six, dropped her
hand in horror.
“We shall ask your mother.” Matthew swept the fairy
princess into his arms and grabbed the pirate by the back of his
bandanna. He safely delivered both children into the waiting arms
of their parents. Long before reaching them, however, the fairy
princess had forgotten her tears. Instead she had one sticky hand
wrapped in the collar of Matthew’s sweater and was tapping him
lightly on the head with her wand, repeating, “Bippity, bop-pity,
BOO!”
“When she grows up and thinks about Prince
Charming, he’ll look just like you,” I told him after he returned
to the house. A shower of silver glitter fell as he dipped his head
for a kiss. “You’re covered with fairy dust,” I said, laughing and
brushing the last of it from his hair.
Around eight o’clock, when the tide of fairy
princesses and pirates turned to Gothic teenagers wearing black
lipstick and leather garments festooned with chains, Matthew handed
me the basket of candy and retreated to the keeping room.
“Coward,” I teased, straightening my hat before
answering the door to another gloomy bunch.
Only three minutes before it would be safe to turn
out the porch light without ruining the Bishops’ Halloween
reputation, we heard another loud knock and a bellowed “Trick or
treat!”
“Who can that be?” I groaned, slamming my hat back
on my head.
Two young wizards stood on the front steps. One was
the paperboy. He was accompanied by a lanky teenager with bad skin
and a pierced nose, whom I recognized dimly as belonging to the
O’Neil clan. Their costumes, such as they were, consisted of torn
jeans, safety-pinned T-shirts, fake blood, plastic teeth, and
lengths of dog leash.
“Aren’t you a bit old for this, Sammy?”
“It’th Tham now.” Sammy’s voice was breaking, full
of unexpected ups and downs, and his prosthetic fangs gave him a
lisp.
“Hello, Sam.” There were half a dozen pieces in the
bottom of the candy basket. “You’re welcome to what’s left. We were
just about to put out the lights. Shouldn’t you be at the Hunters’
house, bobbing for apples?”
“We heard your pumpkinth were really cool thith
year.” Sammy shifted from one foot to the other. “And, uh, well . .
.” He flushed and took out his plastic teeth. “Rob swore he saw a
vampire here the other day. I bet him twenty bucks the Bishops
wouldn’t let one in the house.”
“What makes you so sure you’d recognize a vampire
if you saw one?”
The vampire in question came out of the keeping
room and stood behind me. “Gentlemen,” he said quietly. Two
adolescent jaws dropped.
“We’d have to be either human or really stupid not
to recognize him,” said Rob, awestruck. “He’s the biggest vampire
I’ve ever seen.”
“Cool.” Sammy grinned from ear to ear. He
high-fived his friend and grabbed the candy.
“Don’t forget to pay up, Sam,” I said
sternly.
“And, Samuel,” Matthew said, his French accent
unusually pronounced, “could I ask you—as a favor to me—not to tell
anyone else about this?”
“Ever?” Sammy was incredulous at the notion of
keeping such a juicy piece of information to himself.
Matthew’s mouth twitched. “No. I see your point.
Can you keep quiet until tomorrow?”
“Sure!” Sammy nodded, looking to Rob for
confirmation. “That’s only three hours. We can do that. No
problem.”
They got on their bikes and headed off.
“The roads are dark,” Matthew said with a frown of
concern. “We should drive them.”
“They’ll be fine. They’re not vampires, but they
can definitely find their way to town.”
The two bikes skidded to a halt, sending up a
shower of loose gravel.
“You want us to turn off the pumpkins?” Sammy
shouted from the driveway.
“If you want to,” I said. “Thanks!”
Rob O’Neil waved at the left side of the driveway
and Sammy at the right, extinguishing all the jack-o’-lanterns with
enviable casualness. The two boys rode off, their bikes bumping
over the ruts, their progress made easier by the moon and the
burgeoning sixth sense of the teenage witch.
I shut the door and leaned against it, groaning.
“My feet are killing me.” I unlaced my boots and kicked them off,
tossing the hat onto the steps.
“The page from Ashmole 782 is gone,” Matthew
announced quietly, leaning against the banister post.
“Mom’s letter?”
“Also gone.”
“It’s time, then.” I pulled myself away from the
old door, and the house moaned softly.
“Make yourself some tea and meet me in the family
room. I’ll get the bag.”
He waited for me on the couch, the soft-sided
briefcase sitting closed at his feet and the silver chess piece and
gold earring lying on the coffee table. I handed him a glass of
wine and sat alongside. “That’s the last of the wine.”
Matthew eyed my tea. “And that’s the last of the
tea for you as well.” He ran his hands nervously through his hair
and took a deep breath. “I would have liked to go sometime closer,
when there was less death and disease,” he began, sounding
tentative, “and somewhere closer, with tea and plumbing. But
I think you’ll like it once you get used to it.”
I still didn’t know when or where “it” was.
Matthew bent down to undo the lock. When he opened
the bag and saw what was on top, he let out a sigh of relief.
“Thank God. I was afraid Ysabeau might have sent the wrong
one.”
“You haven’t opened the bag yet?” I was amazed at
his self-control.
“No.” Matthew lifted out a book. “I didn’t want to
think about it too much. Just in case.”
He handed me the book. It had black leather
bindings with simple silver borders.
“It’s beautiful,” I said, running my fingers over
its surface.
“Open it.” Matthew looked anxious.
“Will I know where we’re going once I do?” Now that
the third object was in my hands, I felt strangely reluctant.
“I think so.”
The front cover creaked open, and the unmistakable
scent of old paper and ink rose in the air. There were no marbled
endpapers, no bookplates, no additional blank sheets such as
eighteenth- and nineteenth-century collectors put in their books.
And the covers were heavy, indicating that wooden boards were
concealed beneath the smoothly stretched leather.
Two lines were written in thick black ink on the
first page, in a tight, spiky script of the late sixteenth
century.
“‘To my own sweet Matt,’ ” I read aloud.
“‘Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight?’”
The dedication was unsigned, but it was
familiar.
“Shakespeare?” I lifted my eyes to Matthew.
“Not originally,” he replied, his face tense. “Will
was something of a magpie when it came to collecting other people’s
words.”
I slowly turned the page.
It wasn’t a printed book but a manuscript, written
in the same bold hand as the inscription. I looked closer to make
out the words.
Settle thy studies, Faustus, and begin
To sound the depth of that thou wilt profess.
To sound the depth of that thou wilt profess.
“Jesus,” I said hoarsely, clapping the book shut.
My hands were shaking.
“He’ll laugh like a fool when he hears that was
your reaction,” Matthew commented.
“Is this what I think it is?”
“Probably.”
“How did you get it?”
“Kit gave it to me.” Matthew touched the cover
lightly. “Faustus was always my favorite.”
Every historian of alchemy knew Christopher
Marlowe’s play about Dr. Faustus, who sold his soul to the devil in
exchange for magical knowledge and power. I opened the book and ran
my fingers over the inscription while Matthew continued.
“Kit and I were friends—good friends—in a dangerous
time when there were few creatures you could trust. We raised a
certain amount of hell and eyebrows. When Sophie pulled the chess
piece I’d lost to him from her pocket, it seemed clear that England
was our destination.”
The feeling my fingertips detected in the
inscription was not friendship, however. This was a lover’s
dedication.
“Were you in love with him, too?” I asked
quietly.
“No,” Matthew said shortly. “I loved Kit, but not
the way you mean, and not in the way he wanted. Left to Kit, things
would have been different. But it wasn’t up to him, and we were
never more than friends.”
“Did he know what you are?” I hugged the book to my
chest like a priceless treasure.
“Yes. We couldn’t afford secrets. Besides, he was a
daemon, and an unusually perceptive one at that. You’ll soon
discover it’s pointless trying to keep anything from Kit.”
That Christopher Marlowe was a daemon made a
certain sense, based on my limited knowledge of him.
“So we’re going to England,” I said slowly. “When,
exactly?”
“To 1590.”
“Where?”
“Every year a group of us met at the Old Lodge for
the old Catholic holidays of All Saints and All Souls. Few dared to
celebrate them, but it made Kit feel daring and dangerous to
commemorate them in some way. He would read us his latest draft of
Faustus—he was always fiddling with it, never satisfied.
We’d drink too much, play chess, and stay awake until dawn.”
Matthew drew the manuscript from my arms. He rested it on the table
and took my hands in his. “Is this all right with you, mon
coeur? We don’t have to go. We can think of sometime
else.”
But it was already too late. The historian in me
had started to process the opportunities of life in Elizabethan
England.
“There are alchemists in England in 1590.”
“Yes,” he said warily. “None of them particularly
pleasant to be around, given the mercury poisoning and their
strange work habits. More important, Diana, there are
witches—powerful witches, who can guide your magic.”
“Will you take me to the playhouses?”
“Could I keep you from them?” Matthew’s brows
rose.
“Probably not.” My imagination was caught by the
prospect opening before us. “Can we walk through the Royal
Exchange? After they light the lamps?”
“Yes.” He drew me into his arms. “And go to St.
Paul’s to hear a sermon, and to Tyburn for an execution. We’ll even
chat about the inmates with the clerk at Bedlam.” His body shook
with suppressed laughter. “Good Lord, Diana. I’m taking you to a
time when there was plague, few comforts, no tea, and bad
dentistry, and all you can think about is what Gresham’s Exchange
looked like at night.”
I pulled back to look at him with excitement. “Will
I meet the queen?”
“Absolutely not.” Matthew pressed me to him with a
shudder. “The mere thought of what you might say to Elizabeth
Tudor—and she to you—makes my heart falter.”
“Coward,” I said for the second time that
night.
“You wouldn’t say so if you knew her better. She
eats courtiers for breakfast.” Matthew paused. “Besides, there’s
something else we can do in 1590.”
“What’s that?”
“Somewhere in 1590 there’s an alchemical manuscript
that will one day be owned by Elias Ashmole. We might look for
it.”
“The manuscript might be complete then, its magic
unbroken.” I extricated myself from his arms and sat back against
the cushions, staring in wonder at the three objects on the coffee
table. “We’re really going to go back in time.”
“We are. Sarah told me we had to be careful not to
take anything modern into the past. Marthe made you a smock and me
a shirt.” Matthew reached into the briefcase again and pulled out
two plain linen garments with long sleeves and strings at the neck.
“She had to sew them by hand, and she didn’t have much time.
They’re not fancy, but at least we won’t shock whomever we first
meet.”
He shook them out, and a small, black velvet bag
fell from their linen folds.
Matthew frowned. “What’s this?” he said, picking it
up. A note was pinned to the outside. He opened it. “From Ysabeau.
‘This was an anniversary gift from your father. I thought you
might like to give it to Diana. It will look old-fashioned but will
suit her hand.’”
The bag held a ring made of three separate gold
bands twisted together. The two outer bands were fashioned into
ornate sleeves, colored with enamel and studded with small jewels
to resemble embroidery. A golden hand curved out of each sleeve,
perfectly executed down to the tiny bones, slender tendons, and
minute fingernails.
Clasped between the two hands, on the inner ring,
was a huge stone that looked like glass. It was clear and
unfaceted, set in a golden bezel with a black painted background.
No jeweler would put a hunk of glass in a ring so fine. It was a
diamond.
“That belongs in a museum, not on my finger.” I was
mesmerized by the lifelike hands and tried not to think about the
weight of the stone they held.
“My mother used to wear it all the time,” Matthew
said, picking it up between his thumb and index finger. “She called
it her scribble ring because she could write on glass with the
point of the diamond.” His keen eyes saw some detail of the ring
that mine did not. With a twist of the golden hands, the three
rings fanned out in his palm. Each band was engraved, the words
twining around the flat surfaces.
We peered at the tiny writing.
“They’re poesies—verses that people wrote as tokens
of affection. This one says ‘a ma vie de coer entier,’”
Matthew said, the tip of his index finger touching the gold
surface. “It’s old French for ‘my whole heart for my whole life.’
And this, ‘mon debut et ma fin,’ with an alpha and an
omega.”
My French was good enough to translate that—“my
beginning and my end.”
“What’s on the inner band?”
“It’s engraved on both sides.” Matthew read the
lines, turning the rings over as he did so. “‘Se souvenir du
passe, et qu’il ya un avenir.’ ‘Remember the past, and that
there is a future.’”
“The poesies suit us perfectly.” It was eerie that
Philippe had selected verses for Ysabeau so long ago that could
have meaning for Matthew and me today.
“Vampires are also timewalkers of a sort.” Matthew
fitted the ring together. He took my left hand and looked away,
afraid of my reaction. “Will you wear it?”
I took his chin in my fingers, turning his head
toward me, and nodded, quite unable to speak. Matthew’s face turned
shy, and his eyes dropped to my hand, still held in his. He slid
the ring over my thumb so it rested just above the knuckle.
“With this ring I thee wed, and with my body I thee
honor.” Matthew’s voice was quiet, and it shook just a bit. He
moved the ring deliberately to my index finger, sliding it down
until it met the middle joint. “And with all my worldly goods I
thee endow.” The ring skipped over my middle finger and slid home
onto the fourth finger of my left hand. “In the name of the Father,
and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.” He raised my hand to his
mouth and his eyes to mine once more, cold lips pressing the ring
into my skin. “Amen.”
“Amen,” I repeated. “So now we’re married in the
eyes of vampires and according to church law.” The ring felt heavy,
but Ysabeau was right. It did suit me.
“In your eyes, too, I hope.” Matthew sounded
uncertain.
“Of course we’re married in my eyes.” Something of
my happiness must have shown, because his answering smile was as
broad and heartfelt as any I’d seen.
“Let’s see if Maman sent more surprises.” He
dove back into the briefcase and came up with a few more books.
There was another note, also from Ysabeau.
“‘These were next to the manuscript you asked
for,’ ” Matthew read. “‘I sent them, too—just in
case.’”
“Are they also from 1590?”
“No,” Matthew said, his voice thoughtful, “none of
them.” He reached into the bag again. When his hand emerged, it was
clutching the silver pilgrim’s badge from Bethany.
There was no note to explain why it was
there.
The clock in the front hall struck ten. We were due
to leave—soon.
“I wish I knew why she sent these.” Matthew sounded
worried.
“Maybe she thought we should carry other things
that were precious to you.” I knew how strong his attachment was to
the tiny silver coffin.
“Not if it makes it harder for you to concentrate
on 1590.” He glanced at the ring on my left hand, and I closed my
fingers. There was no way he was taking it off, whether it was from
1590 or not.
“We could call Sarah and ask her what she
thinks.”
Matthew shook his head. “No. Let’s not trouble her.
We know what we need to do—take three objects and nothing else from
the past or present that might get in the way. We’ll make an
exception for the ring, now that it’s on your finger.” He opened
the top book and froze.
“What is it?”
“My annotations are in this book—and I don’t
remember putting them there.”
“It’s more than four hundred years old. Maybe you
forgot.” In spite of my words, a cold finger ran up my spine.
Matthew flipped through a few more pages and
inhaled sharply. “If we leave these books in the keeping room,
along with the pilgrim’s badge, will the house take care of
them?”
“It will if we ask it to,” I said. “Matthew, what’s
going on?”
“I’ll tell you later. We should go. These,” he
said, lifting the books and Lazarus’s coffin, “need to stay
here.”
We changed in silence. I took off everything down
to my bare skin, shivering as the linen smock slipped over my
shoulders. The cuffs skimmed my wrists as it fell to my ankles, and
the wide neck drew closed when I tugged on the string.
Matthew was out of his clothes and into his shirt
quickly. It nearly reached his knees, and his long white legs stuck
out below. While I collected our clothes, Matthew went to the
dining room and came out with stationery and one of his favorite
pens. His hand sped across the page, and he folded the single sheet
and tucked it into the waiting envelope.
“A note for Sarah,” he explained. “We’ll ask the
house to take care of that, too.”
We carried the extra books, the note, and the
pilgrim’s badge to the keeping room. Mathew put them carefully on
the sofa.
“Shall we leave the lights on?” Matthew
asked.
“No,” I said. “Just the porch light, in case it’s
still dark when they come home.”
There was a smudge of green when we turned off the
lamps. It was my grandmother, rocking in her chair.
“Good-bye, Grandma.” Neither Bridget Bishop nor
Elizabeth was with her.
Good-bye, Diana.
“The house needs to take care of those.” I pointed
to the pile of objects on the sofa.
Don’t worry about a thing except for where
you’re going.
Slowly we walked the length of the house to the
back door, shutting off lights as we went. In the family room,
Matthew picked up Doctor Faustus, the earring, and the chess
piece.
I looked around one last time at the familiar brown
kitchen. “Good-bye, house.”
Tabitha heard my voice and ran screeching from the
stillroom. She came to an abrupt halt and stared at us without
blinking.
“Good-bye, ma petite,” Matthew said,
stooping to scratch her ears.
We’d decided to leave from the hop barn. It was
quiet, with no vestiges of modern life to serve as distractions. We
moved through the apple orchard and over the frost-covered grass in
our bare feet, the cold quickening our steps. When Matthew pulled
open the barn door, my breath was visible in the chilly air.
“It’s freezing.” I drew my smock closer, teeth
chattering.
“There will be a fire when we arrive at the Old
Lodge,” he said, handing me the earring.
I put the thin wire through the hole in my ear and
held my hand out for the goddess. Matthew dropped her into my
palm.
“What else?”
“Wine, of course—red wine.” Matthew handed me the
book and folded me into his arms, planting a firm kiss on my
forehead.
“Where are your rooms?” I shut my eyes, remembering
the Old Lodge.
“Upstairs, on the western side of the courtyard,
overlooking the deer park.”
“And what will it smell like?”
“Like home,” he said. “Wood smoke and roasted meat
from the servants’ dinner, beeswax from the candles, and the
lavender used to keep the linens fresh.”
“Can you hear anything special?”
“Nothing at all. Just the bells from St. Mary’s and
St. Michael’s, the crackle of the fires, and the dogs snoring on
the stairs.”
“How do you feel when you’re there?” I asked,
concentrating on his words and the way they in turn made me
feel.
“I’ve always felt . . . ordinary at the Old Lodge,”
Matthew said softly. “It’s a place where I can be myself.”
A whiff of lavender swirled through the air, out of
time and place in a Madison hop barn in October. I marveled at the
scent and thought of my father’s note. My eyes were fully open to
the possibilities of magic now.
“What will we do tomorrow?”
“We’ll walk in the park,” he said, his voice a
murmur and his arms iron bands around my ribs. “If the weather’s
fine, we’ll go riding. There won’t be much in the gardens this time
of year. There must be a lute somewhere. I’ll teach you to play, if
you’d like.”
Another scent—spicy and sweet—joined with the
lavender, and I saw a tree laden with heavy, golden fruit. A hand
stretched up, and a diamond winked in the sunlight, but the fruit
was out of reach. I felt frustration and the keen edge of desire,
and I was reminded of Emily’s telling me that magic was in the
heart as well as the mind.
“Is there a quince in the garden?”
“Yes,” Matthew said, his mouth against my hair.
“The fruit will be ripe now.”
The tree dissolved, though the honeyed scent
remained. Now I saw a shallow silver dish sitting on a long wooden
table. Candles and firelight were reflected in its burnished
surface. Piled inside the dish were the bright yellow quinces that
were the source of the scent. My fingers flexed on the cover of the
book I held in the present, but in my mind they closed on a piece
of fruit in the past.
“I can smell the quinces.” Our new life in the Old
Lodge was already calling to me. “Remember, don’t let go—no matter
what.” With the past everywhere around me, the possibility of
losing him was all that was frightening.
“Never,” he said firmly.
“And lift up your foot and then put it down again
when I tell you.”
He chuckled. “I love you, ma lionne.” It was
an unusual response, but it was enough.
Home, I thought.
My heart tugged with longing.
An unfamiliar bell tolled the hour.
There was a warm touch of fire against my
skin.
The air filled with scents of lavender, beeswax,
and ripe quince.
“It’s time.” Together we lifted our feet and
stepped into the unknown.