Chapter 23
Before I met Matthew, there didn’t seem to
be room in my life for a single additional element—especially not
something as significant as a fifteen-hundred-year-old vampire. But
he’d slipped into unexplored, empty places when I wasn’t
looking.
Now that he’d left, I was terribly aware of his
absence. As I sat on the roof of the watchtower, my tears softened
my determination to fight for him. Soon there was water everywhere.
I was sitting in a puddle of it, and the level just kept
rising.
It wasn’t raining, despite the cloudy skies.
The water was coming out of me.
My tears fell normally but swelled as they dropped
into globules the size of snowballs that hit the stone roof of the
watchtower with a splash. My hair snaked over my shoulders in
sheets of water that poured over the curves of my body. I opened my
mouth to take a breath because the water streaming down my face was
blocking my nose, and water gushed out in a torrent that tasted of
the sea.
Through a film of moisture, Marthe and Ysabeau
watched me. Marthe’s face was grim. Ysabeau’s lips were moving, but
the roar of a thousand sea-shells made it impossible to hear
her.
I stood, hoping the water would stop. It didn’t. I
tried to tell the two women to let the water carry me away along
with my grief and the memory of Matthew—but all that produced was
another gush of ocean. I reached out, thinking that would help the
water drain from me. Even more water cascaded from my fingertips.
The gesture reminded me of my mother’s arm reaching toward my
father, and the waves increased.
As the water poured forth, my control slipped
further. Domenico’s sudden appearance had frightened me more than
I’d been willing to admit. Matthew was gone. And I had vowed to
fight for him against enemies I couldn’t identify and didn’t
understand. It was now clear that Matthew’s past was not composed
simply of homely elements of firelight, wine, and books. Nor had it
unfolded solely within the limits of a loyal family. Domenico had
alluded to something darker that was full of enmity, danger, and
death.
Exhaustion overtook me, and the water pulled me
under. A strange sense of exhilaration accompanied the fatigue. I
was poised between mortality and something elemental that held
within it the promise of a vast, incomprehensible power. If I
surrendered to the undertow, there would be no more Diana Bishop.
Instead I would become water—nowhere, everywhere, free of my body
and the pain.
“I’m sorry, Matthew.” My words were nothing more
than a burble as the water began its inexorable work.
Ysabeau stepped toward me, and a sharp crack
sounded in my brain. My warning to her was lost in a roar like a
tidal wave coming ashore. The winds rose around my feet, whipping
the water into a hurricane. I raised my arms to the sky, water and
wind shaping themselves into a funnel that encircled my body.
Marthe grabbed Ysabeau’s arm, her mouth moving
rapidly. Matthew’s mother tried to pull away, her own mouth shaping
the word “no,” but Marthe held on, staring at her fixedly. After a
few moments, Ysabeau’s shoulders slumped. She turned toward me and
started to sing. Haunting and yearning, her voice penetrated the
water and called me back to the world.
The winds began to die down. The de Clermont
standard, which had been whipping around, resumed its gentle
swaying. The cascade of water from my fingertips slowed to a river,
then to a trickle, and stopped entirely. The waves flowing from my
hair subsided into swells, and then they, too, disappeared. At last
nothing came out of my mouth but a gasp of surprise. The balls of
water falling from my eyes were the last vestige of the witchwater
to disappear, just as they had been the first sign of its power
moving through me. The remains of my deluge sluiced toward small
holes at the base of the crenellated walls. Far, far below, water
splashed onto the courtyard’s thick bed of gravel.
When the last of the water left me, I felt scooped
out like a pumpkin, and freezing cold, too. My knees buckled,
banging painfully on the stone.
“Thank God,” Ysabeau murmured. “We almost lost
her.”
I was shaking violently from exhaustion and cold.
Both women flew at me and lifted me to my feet. They each gripped
an elbow and supported me down the curving flight of stairs with a
speed that made me shiver. Once in the hall, Marthe headed toward
Matthew’s rooms and Ysabeau pulled in the opposite direction.
“Mine are closer,” Matthew’s mother said
sharply.
“She will feel safer closer to him,” Marthe
said.
With a sound of exasperation, Ysabeau
conceded.
At the bottom of Matthew’s staircase, Ysabeau
blurted out a string of colorful phrases that sounded totally
incongruous coming from her delicate mouth. “I’ll carry her,” she
said when she was finished cursing her son, the forces of nature,
the powers of the universe, and many other unspecified individuals
of questionable parentage who’d taken part in building the tower.
Ysabeau lifted my much larger body easily. “Why he had to make
these stairs so twisting—and in two separate flights—is beyond my
understanding.”
Marthe tucked my wet hair into the crook of
Ysabeau’s elbow and shrugged. “To make it harder, of course. He has
always made things harder. For him. For everyone else, too.”
No one had thought to come up in the late afternoon
to light the candles, but the fire still smoldered and the room
retained some of its warmth. Marthe disappeared into the bathroom,
and the sound of running water made me examine my fingers with
alarm. Ysabeau threw two enormous logs onto the grate as if they
were kindling, snapping a long splinter off one before it caught.
She stirred the coals into flames with it and then used it to light
a dozen candles in the space of a few seconds. In their warm glow,
she surveyed me anxiously from head to foot.
“He will never forgive me if you become ill,” she
said, picking up my hands and examining my nails. They were bluish
again, but not from electricity. Now they were blue with cold and
wrinkled from witchwater. She rubbed them vigorously between her
palms.
Still shaking so much that my teeth were
chattering, I withdrew my hands to hug myself in an attempt to
conserve what little warmth was left in my body. Ysabeau picked me
up again without ceremony and swept me into the bathroom.
“She needs to be in there now,” Ysabeau said
brusquely. The room was full of steam, and Marthe turned from the
bath to help strip off my clothes. Soon I was naked and the two of
them were lifting me into the hot water, one cold, vampiric hand in
each armpit. The shock of the water’s heat on my frigid skin was
extreme. Crying out, I struggled to pull myself from Matthew’s deep
bathtub.
“Shh,” Ysabeau said, holding my hair away from my
face while Marthe pushed me back into the water. “It will warm you.
We must get you warm.”
Marthe stood sentinel at one end of the tub, and
Ysabeau remained at the other, whispering soothing sounds and
humming softly under her breath. It was a long time before the
shaking stopped.
At one point Marthe murmured something in Occitan
that included the name Marcus.
Ysabeau and I said no at the same moment.
“I’ll be fine. Don’t tell Marcus what happened.
Matthew mustn’t know about the magic. Not now,” I said through
chattering teeth.
“We just need some time to warm you.” Ysabeau
sounded calm, but she looked concerned.
Slowly the heat began to reverse the changes the
witchwater had worked on my body. Marthe kept adding fresh hot
water to the tub as my body cooled it down. Ysabeau grabbed a
beat-up tin pitcher from under the window and dipped it into the
bath, pouring hot water over my head and shoulders. Once my head
was warm, she wrapped it in a towel and pushed me slightly lower in
the water.
“Soak,” she commanded.
Marthe bustled between the bathroom and the
bedroom, carrying clothes and towels. She tutted over my lack of
pajamas and the old yoga clothes I’d brought to sleep in. None of
them met her requirements for warmth.
Ysabeau felt my cheeks and the top of my head with
the back of her hand. She nodded.
They let me get myself out of the tub. The water
falling off my body reminded me of the watchtower roof, and I dug
my toes into the floor to resist the element’s insidious
pull.
Marthe and Ysabeau bundled me into towels fresh
from the fireside that smelled faintly of wood smoke. In the
bedroom they somehow managed to dry me without ever exposing an
inch of my flesh to the air, rolling me this way and that inside
the towels until I could feel heat radiating from my body. Rough
strokes of another towel scratched against my hair before Marthe’s
fingers raked through the strands and twisted them into a tight
braid against my scalp. Ysabeau tossed the damp towels onto a chair
near the fire as I shed them to dress, seemingly unconcerned by
their contact with antique wood and fine upholstery.
Now fully clothed, I sat down and stared mindlessly
at the fire. Marthe disappeared without a word into the lower
regions of the château and returned with a tray of tiny sandwiches
and a steaming pot of her herbal tea.
“You will eat. Now.” It was not a request but a
command.
I brought one of the sandwiches to my mouth and
nibbled around the edges.
Marthe’s eyes narrowed at this sudden change in my
eating habits. “Eat.”
The food tasted like sawdust, but my stomach
rumbled nonetheless. After I’d swallowed two of the tiny
sandwiches, Marthe thrust a mug into my hands. She didn’t need to
tell me to drink. The hot liquid slid down my throat, carrying away
the water’s salty vestiges.
“Was that witchwater?” I shivered at the memory of
all that water coming out of me.
Ysabeau, who had been standing by the window
looking out into the darkness, walked toward the opposite sofa.
“Yes,” she said. “It has been a long time, though, since we have
seen it come forth like that.”
“Thank God that wasn’t the usual way,” I said
faintly, swallowing another sip of tea.
“Most witches today are not powerful enough to draw
on the witchwater as you did. They can make waves on ponds and
cause rain when there are clouds. They do not become the water.”
Ysabeau sat across from me, studying me with evident
curiosity.
I had become the water. Knowing that this was no
longer common made me feel vulnerable—and even more alone.
A phone rang.
Ysabeau reached into her pocket and pulled out a
small red phone that seemed uncharacteristically bright and
high-tech against her pale skin and classic, buff-colored
clothes.
“Oui? Ah, good. I am glad that you are there
and safe.” She spoke English out of courtesy to me and nodded in my
direction. “Yes, she is fine. She is eating.” She stood and handed
me the phone. “Matthew would like to speak with you.”
“Diana?” Matthew was barely audible.
“Yes?” I didn’t trust myself to say much for fear
that more than words would tumble out.
He made a soft sound of relief. “I just wanted to
make sure you were all right.”
“Your mother and Marthe are taking good care of
me.” And I didn’t flood the castle, I thought.
“You’re tired.” The distance between us was making
him anxious, and he was tuned into every nuance of our
exchange.
“I am. It’s been a long day.”
“Sleep, then,” he said, his tone unexpectedly
gentle. My eyes closed against the sudden sting of tears. There
would be little sleep for me tonight. I was too worried about what
he might do in some half-baked, heroic attempt to protect me.
“Have you been to the lab?”
“I’m headed there now. Marcus wants me to go over
everything carefully and make sure we’ve taken all the necessary
precautions. Miriam’s checked the security at the house as well.”
He told the half-truth with smooth conviction, but I knew it for
what it was. The silence stretched out until it became
uncomfortable.
“Don’t do it, Matthew. Please don’t try to
negotiate with Knox.”
“I’ll make sure you’re safe before you return to
Oxford.”
“Then there’s nothing more to say. You’ve decided.
So have I.” I returned the phone to Ysabeau.
She frowned, her cold fingers pulling it from my
grip. Ysabeau said good-bye to her son, his reply audible only as a
staccato burst of unintelligible sound.
“Thank you for not telling him about the
witchwater,” I said quietly after she’d disconnected the
line.
“That is your tale to tell, not mine.” Ysabeau
drifted toward the fireplace.
“It’s no good trying to tell a story you don’t
understand. Why is the power coming out now? First it was the wind,
then the visions, and now the water, too.” I shuddered.
“What kind of visions?” Ysabeau asked, her
curiosity evident.
“Didn’t Matthew tell you? My DNA has all this . . .
magic,” I said, stumbling over the word, “in it. The tests
warned there might be visions, and they’ve begun.”
“Matthew would never tell me what your blood
revealed—certainly not without your permission, and probably not
with your permission either.”
“I’ve seen them here in the château.” I hesitated.
“How did you learn to control them?”
“Matthew told you that I had visions before I
became a vampire.” Ysabeau shook her head. “He should not
have.”
“Were you a witch?” That might explain why she
disliked me so much.
“A witch? No. Matthew wonders if I was a daemon,
but I’m sure I was an ordinary human. They have their visionaries,
too. It’s not only creatures who are blessed and cursed in this
way.”
“Did you ever manage to control your second sight
and anticipate it?”
“It gets easier. There are warning signs. They can
be subtle, but you will learn. Marthe helped me as well.”
It was the only piece of information I had about
Marthe’s past. Not for the first time, I wondered how old these two
women were and what workings of fate had brought them
together.
Marthe stood with her arms crossed. “Òc,”
she said, giving Ysabeau a tender, protective look. “It is easier
if you let the visions move through you without fighting.”
“I’m too shocked to fight,” I said, thinking back
to the salon and the library.
“Shock is your body’s way of resisting,” Ysabeau
said. “You must try to relax.”
“It’s difficult to let go when you see knights in
armor and the faces of women you’ve never met mixed up with scenes
from your own past.” My jaw cracked with a yawn.
“You are too exhausted to think about this now.”
Ysabeau rose to her feet.
“I’m not ready to sleep.” I smothered another yawn
with the back of my hand.
She eyed me speculatively, like a beautiful falcon
scrutinizing a field mouse. Ysabeau’s glance turned mischievous.
“Get into bed, and I will tell you how I made Matthew.”
Her offer was too tempting to resist. I did as she
told me while she pulled up a chair and Marthe busied herself with
dishes and towels.
“So where do I begin?” She drew herself straighter
in the chair and stared into the candles’ flames. “I cannot begin
simply with my part of the story but must start with his birth,
here in the village. I remember him as a baby, you know. His father
and mother came when Philippe decided to build on this land back
when Clovis was king. That’s the only reason the village is here—it
was where the farmers and craftsmen who built the church and castle
lived.”
“Why did your husband pick this spot?” I leaned
against the pillows, my knees folded close to my chest under the
bedclothes.
“Clovis promised him the land in hopes it would
encourage Philippe to fight against the king’s rivals. My husband
was always playing both sides against the middle.” Ysabeau smiled
wistfully. “Very few people caught him at it, though.”
“Was Matthew’s father a farmer?”
“A farmer?” Ysabeau looked surprised. “No, he was a
carpenter, as was Matthew—before he became a stonemason.”
A mason. The tower’s stones all fit together so
smoothly they didn’t seem to require mortar. And there were the
oddly ornate chimneys at the Old Lodge gatehouse that Matthew just
had to let some craftsman try his hand at constructing. His long,
slender fingers were strong enough to twist open an oyster shell or
crack a chestnut. Another piece of Matthew fell into place, fitting
perfectly next to the warrior, the scientist, and the
courtier.
“And they both worked on the château?”
“Not this château,” Ysabeau said, looking around
her. “This was a present from Matthew, when I was sad over being
forced to leave a place that I loved. He tore down the fortress his
father had built and replaced it with a new one.” Her
green-and-black eyes glittered with amusement. “Philippe was
furious. But it was time for a change. The first château was made
of wood, and even though there had been stone additions over the
years, it was a bit ramshackle.”
My mind tried to take in the time line of events,
from the construction of the first fortress and its village in the
sixth century to Matthew’s tower in the thirteenth century.
Ysabeau’s nose crinkled in distaste. “Then he stuck
this tower onto the back when he returned home and didn’t want to
live so close to the family. I never liked it—it seemed a romantic
trifle—but it was his wish, and I let him.” She shrugged. “Such a
funny tower. It didn’t help defend the castle. He had already built
far more towers here than we needed.”
Ysabeau continued to spin her tale, seeming only
partially in the twenty-first century.
“Matthew was born in the village. He was always
such a bright child, so curious. He drove his father mad, following
him to the château and picking up tools and sticks and stones.
Children learned their trades early then, but Matthew was
precocious. By the time he could hold a hatchet without injuring
himself, he was put to work.”
An eight-year-old Matthew with gangly legs and
gray-green eyes ran around the hills in my imagination.
“Yes.” She smiled, agreeing with my unspoken
thoughts. “He was indeed a beautiful child. A beautiful young man
as well. Matthew was unusually tall for the time, though not as
tall as he became once he was a vampire.
“And he had a wicked sense of humor. He was always
pretending that something had gone wrong or that instructions had
not been given to him regarding this roof beam or that foundation.
Philippe never failed to believe the tall tales Matthew told him.”
Ysabeau’s voice was indulgent. “Matthew’s first father died when he
was in his late teens, and his first mother had been dead for years
by then. He was alone, and we worried about him finding a woman to
settle down with and start a family.
“And then he met Blanca.” Ysabeau paused, her look
level and without malice. “You cannot have imagined that he was
without the love of women.” It was a statement, not a question.
Marthe shot Ysabeau an evil look but kept quiet.
“Of course not,” I said calmly, though my heart
felt heavy.
“Blanca was new to the village, a servant to one of
the master masons Philippe had brought in from Ravenna to construct
the first church. She was as pale as her name suggested, with white
skin, eyes the color of a spring sky, and hair that looked like
spun gold.”
A pale, beautiful woman had appeared in my visions
when I went to fetch Matthew’s computer. Ysabeau’s description of
Blanca fit her perfectly.
“She had a sweet smile, didn’t she?” I
whispered.
Ysabeau’s eyes widened. “Yes, she did.”
“I know. I saw her when Matthew’s armor caught the
light in his study.”
Marthe made a warning sound, but Ysabeau
continued.
“Sometimes Blanca seemed so delicate that I feared
she would break when drawing water from the well or picking
vegetables. My Matthew was drawn to that delicacy, I suppose. He
has always liked fragile things.” Ysabeau’s eyes flicked over my
far-from-fragile form. “They were married when Matthew turned
twenty-five and could support a family. Blanca was just
nineteen.
“They were a beautiful couple, of course. There was
such a strong contrast between Matthew’s darkness and Blanca’s pale
prettiness. They were very much in love, and the marriage was a
happy one. But they could not seem to have children. Blanca had
miscarriage after miscarriage. I cannot imagine what it was like
inside their house, to see so many children of your body die before
they drew breath.” I wasn’t sure if vampires could cry, though I
remembered the bloodstained tear on Ysabeau’s cheek from my earlier
visions in the salon. Even without the tears, however, she looked
now as though she were weeping, her face a mask of regret.
“Finally, after so many years of trying and
failing, Blanca was with child. It was 531. Such a year. There was
a new king to the south, and the battles had started all over
again. Matthew began to look happy, as if he dared to hope this
baby would survive. And it did. Lucas was born in the autumn and
was baptized in the unfinished church that Matthew was helping to
build. It was a hard birth for Blanca. The midwife said that he
would be the last child she bore. For Matthew, though, Lucas was
enough. And he was so like his father, with his black curls and
pointed chin—and those long legs.”
“What happened to Blanca and Lucas?” I asked
softly. We were only six years from Matthew’s transformation into a
vampire. Something must have happened, or he would never have let
Ysabeau exchange his life for a new one.
“Matthew and Blanca watched their son grow and
thrive. Matthew had learned to work in stone rather than wood, and
he was in high demand among the lords from here to Paris. Then
fever came to the village. Everyone fell ill. Matthew survived.
Blanca and Lucas did not. That was in 536. The year before had been
strange, with very little sunshine, and the winter was cold. When
spring came, the sickness came, too, and carried Blanca and Lucas
away.”
“Didn’t the villagers wonder why you and Philippe
remained healthy?”
“Of course. But there were more explanations then
than there would be today. It was easier to think God was angry
with the village or that the castle was cursed than to think that
the manjasang were living among them.”
“Manjasang?” I tried to roll the syllables
around my mouth as Ysabeau had.
“It is the old tongue’s word for vampire—‘blood
eater.’ There were those who suspected the truth and whispered by
the fireside. But in those days the return of the Ostrogoth
warriors was a far more frightening prospect than a
manjasang overlord. Philippe promised the village his
protection if the raiders came back. Besides, we made it a point
never to feed close to home,” she explained primly.
“What did Matthew do after Blanca and Lucas were
gone?”
“He grieved. Matthew was inconsolable. He stopped
eating. He looked like a skeleton, and the village came to us for
help. I took him food”—Ysabeau smiled at Marthe—“and made him eat
and walked with him until he wasn’t so restless. When he could not
sleep, we went to church and prayed for the souls of Blanca and
Lucas. Matthew was very religious in those days. We talked about
heaven and hell, and he worried about where their souls were and if
he would be able to find them again.”
Matthew was so gentle with me when I woke up in
terror. Had the nights before he’d become a vampire been as
sleepless as those that came after?
“By autumn he seemed more hopeful. But the winter
was difficult. People were hungry, and the sickness continued.
Death was everywhere. The spring could not lift the gloom. Philippe
was anxious about the church’s progress, and Matthew worked harder
than ever. At the beginning of the second week in June, he was
found on the floor beneath its vaulted ceiling, his legs and back
broken.”
I gasped at the thought of Matthew’s soft, human
body plummeting to the hard stones.
“There was no way he could survive the fall, of
course,” Ysabeau said softly. “He was a dying man. Some of the
masons said he’d slipped. Others said he was standing on the
scaffolding one moment and gone the next. They thought Matthew had
jumped and were already talking about how he could not be buried in
the church because he was a suicide. I could not let him die
fearing he might not be saved from hell. He was so worried about
being with Blanca and Lucas—how could he go to his death wondering
if he would be separated from them for all eternity?”
“You did the right thing.” It would have been
impossible for me to walk away from him no matter what the state of
his soul. Leaving his body broken and hurting was unthinkable. If
my blood would have saved him, I would have used it.
“Did I?” Ysabeau shook her head. “I have never been
sure. Philippe told me it was my decision whether to make Matthew
one of our family. I had made other vampires with my blood, and I
would make others after him. But Matthew was different. I was fond
of him, and I knew that the gods were giving me a chance to make
him my child. It would be my responsibility to teach him how a
vampire must be in the world.”
“Did Matthew resist you?” I asked, unable to stop
myself.
“No,” she replied. “He was out of his mind with
pain. We told everyone to leave, saying we would fetch a priest. We
didn’t, of course. Philippe and I went to Matthew and explained we
could make him live forever, without pain, without suffering. Much
later Matthew told us that he thought we were John the Baptist and
the Blessed Mother come to take him to heaven to be with his wife
and child. When I offered him my blood, he thought I was the priest
offering him last rites.”
The only sounds in the room were my quiet breathing
and the crackle of logs in the fireplace. I wanted Ysabeau to tell
me the particulars of how she had made Matthew, but I was afraid to
ask in case it was something that vampires didn’t talk about.
Perhaps it was too private, or too painful. Ysabeau soon told me
without prompting.
“He took my blood so easily, like he was born to
it,” she said with a rustling sigh. “Matthew was not one of those
humans who turn their face from the scent or sight. I opened my
wrist with my own teeth and told him my blood would heal him. He
drank his salvation without fear.”
“And afterward?” I whispered.
“Afterward he was . . . difficult,” Ysabeau said
carefully. “All new vampires are strong and full of hunger, but
Matthew was almost impossible to control. He was in a rage at being
a vampire, and his need to feed was endless. Philippe and I had to
hunt all day for weeks to satisfy him. And his body changed more
than we expected. We all get taller, finer, stronger. I was much
smaller before I became a vampire. But Matthew developed from a
reed-thin human into a formidable creature. My husband was larger
than my new son, but in the first flush of my blood Matthew was a
handful even for Philippe.”
I forced myself not to shrink from Matthew’s hunger
and rage. Instead my eyes remained fixed on his mother, not closing
my eyes for an instant against the knowledge of him. This was what
Matthew feared, that I would come to understand who he had been—who
he still was—and feel revulsion.
“What calmed him?” I asked.
“Philippe took him hunting,” Ysabeau explained,
“once he thought that Matthew would no longer kill everything in
his path. The hunt engaged his mind, and the chase engaged his
body. He soon craved the hunt more than the blood, which is a good
sign in young vampires. It meant he was no longer a creature of
pure appetite but was once again rational. After that, it was only
a matter of time before his conscience returned and he began to
think before he killed. Then all we had to fear were his black
periods, when he felt the loss of Blanca and Lucas again and turned
to humans to dull his hunger.”
“Did anything help Matthew then?”
“Sometimes I sang to him—the same song I sang to
you tonight, and others as well. That often broke the spell of his
grief. Other times Matthew would go away. Philippe forbade me to
follow or to ask questions when he returned.” Ysabeau’s eyes were
black as she looked at me. Our glances confirmed what we both
suspected: that Matthew had been lost with other women, seeking
solace in their blood and the touch of hands that belonged to
neither his mother nor his wife.
“He’s so controlled,” I mused aloud, “it’s hard to
imagine him like that.”
“Matthew feels deeply. It is a blessing as well as
a burden to love so much that you can hurt so badly when love is
gone.”
There was a threat in Ysabeau’s voice. My chin went
up in defiance, my fingers tingling. “Then I’ll have to make sure
my love never leaves him,” I said tightly.
“And how will you do that?” Ysabeau taunted. “Would
you become a vampire, then, and join us in our hunting?” She
laughed, but there was neither joy nor mirth in the sound. “No
doubt that’s what Domenico suggested. One simple bite, the draining
of your veins, the exchange of our blood for yours. The
Congregation would have no grounds to intrude on your business
then.”
“What do you mean?” I asked numbly.
“Don’t you see?” Ysabeau snarled. “If you must be
with Matthew, then become one of us and put him—and yourself—out of
danger. The witches may want to keep you as their own, but they
cannot object to your relationship if you are a vampire,
too.”
A low rumble started in Marthe’s throat.
“Is that why Matthew went away? Did the
Congregation order him to make me a vampire?”
“Matthew would never make you a manjasang,”
Marthe said scornfully, her eyes snapping with fury.
“No.” Ysabeau’s voice was softly malicious. “He has
always loved fragile things, as I told you.”
This was one of the secrets that Matthew was
keeping. If I were a vampire, there would be no prohibitions
looming over us and thus no reason to fear the Congregation. All I
had to do was become something else.
I contemplated the prospect with surprisingly
little panic or fear. I could be with Matthew, and I might even be
taller. Ysabeau would do it. Her eyes glittered as she took in the
way my hand moved to my neck.
But there were my visions to consider, not to
mention the power of the wind and the water. I didn’t yet
understand the magical potential in my blood. And as a vampire I
might never solve the mystery of Ashmole 782.
“I promised him,” Marthe said, her voice rough.
“Diana must stay as she is—a witch.”
Ysabeau bared her teeth slightly, unpleasantly, and
nodded.
“Did you also promise not to tell me what really
happened in Oxford?”
Matthew’s mother scrutinized me closely. “You must
ask Matthew when he returns. It is not my tale to tell.”
I had other questions as well—questions that
Matthew might have been too distracted to mark as off-limits.
“Can you tell me why it matters that it was a
creature who tried to break in to the lab, rather than a
human?”
There was silence while Ysabeau considered my
words. Finally, she replied.
“Clever girl. I did not promise Matthew to remain
silent about appropriate rules of conduct, after all.” She looked
at me with a touch of approval. “Such behavior is not acceptable
among creatures. We must hope it was a mischievous daemon who does
not realize the seriousness of what he has done. Matthew might
forgive that.”
“He has always forgiven daemons,” Marthe muttered
darkly.
“What if it wasn’t a daemon?”
“If it was a vampire, it represents a terrible
insult. We are territorial creatures. A vampire does not cross into
another vampire’s house or land without permission.”
“Would Matthew forgive such an insult?” Given the
look on Matthew’s face when he’d thrown a punch at the car, I
suspected that the answer was no.
“Perhaps,” Ysabeau said doubtfully. “Nothing was
taken, nothing was harmed. But it is more likely Matthew would
demand some form of retribution.”
Once more I’d been dropped into the Middle Ages,
with the maintenance of honor and reputation the primary
concern.
“And if it was a witch?” I asked softly.
Matthew’s mother turned her face away. “For a witch
to do such a thing would be an act of aggression. No apology would
be adequate.”
Alarm bells sounded.
I flung the covers aside and swung my legs out of
bed. “The break-in was meant to provoke Matthew. He went to Oxford
thinking he could make a good-faith deal with Knox. We have to warn
him.”
Ysabeau’s hands were firm on my knees and shoulder,
stopping my motion.
“He already knows, Diana.”
That information settled in my mind. “Is that why
he wouldn’t take me to Oxford with him? Is he in
danger?”
“Of course he is in danger,” Ysabeau said sharply.
“But he will do what he can to put an end to this.” She lifted my
legs back onto the bed and tucked the covers tightly around
me.
“I should be there,” I protested.
“You would be nothing but a distraction. You will
stay here, as he told you.”
“Don’t I get a say in this?” I asked for what
seemed like the hundredth time since I came to Sept-Tours.
“No,” both women said at the same moment.
“You really do have a lot to learn about vampires,”
Ysabeau said once again, but this time she sounded mildly
regretful.
I had a lot to learn about vampires. This I
knew.
But who was going to teach me? And when?