Chapter 41
The day before Halloween, a fluttery
feeling developed in my stomach.
Still in bed, I reached for Matthew.
“I’m nervous.”
He closed the book he was reading and drew me near.
“I know. You were nervous before you opened your eyes.”
The house was already bustling with activity.
Sarah’s printer was churning out page after page in the office
below. The television was on, and the dryer whined faintly in the
distance as it protested under another load of laundry. One sniff
told me that Sarah and Em were well into the day’s coffee
consumption, and down the hall there was the whir of a hair
dryer.
“Are we the last ones up?” I made an effort to calm
my stomach.
“I think so,” he said with a smile, though there
was a shadow of concern in his eyes.
Downstairs, Sarah was making eggs to order while Em
pulled trays of muffins out of the oven. Nathaniel was methodically
plucking one after another from the tin and popping them whole into
his mouth.
“Where’s Hamish?” Matthew asked.
“In my office, using the printer.” Sarah gave him a
long look and returned to her pan.
Marcus left his Scrabble game and came to the
kitchen to take a walk with his father. He grabbed a handful of
nuts as he left, sniffing the muffins with a groan of frustrated
desire.
“What’s going on?” I asked quietly.
“Hamish is being a lawyer,” Sophie replied,
spreading a thick layer of butter on top of a muffin. “He says
there are papers to sign.”
Hamish called us into the dining room in the late
morning. We straggled in carrying wineglasses and mugs. He looked
as though he hadn’t slept. Neat stacks of paper were arranged
across the table’s expanse, along with sticks of black wax and two
seals belonging to the Knights of Lazarus—one small, one large. My
heart hit my stomach and bounced back into my throat.
“Should we sit?” Em asked. She’d brought in a fresh
pot of coffee and topped off Hamish’s mug.
“Thank you, Em,” Hamish said gratefully. Two empty
chairs sat officiously at the head of the table. He gestured
Matthew and me into them and picked up the first stack of papers.
“Yesterday afternoon we went over a number of practical issues
related to the situation in which we now find ourselves.”
My heart sped up, and I eyed the seals again.
“A little less lawyerly, Hamish, if you please,”
Matthew said, his hand tightening on my back. Hamish glowered at
him and continued.
“Diana and Matthew will timewalk, as planned, on
Halloween. Ignore everything else Matthew told you to do.” Hamish
took an obvious pleasure in delivering this part of his message.
“We’ve agreed that it would be best if everyone . . . disappeared
for a little while. As of this moment, your old lives are on
hold.”
Hamish put a document in front of me. “This is a
power of attorney, Diana. It authorizes me—or whoever occupies the
position of seneschal—to act legally on your behalf.”
The power of attorney gave the abstract idea of
timewalking a new sense of finality. Matthew fished a pen from his
pocket.
“Here,” he said, placing the pen before me.
The pen’s nib wasn’t used to the angle and pressure
of my hand, and it scratched while I put my signature on the line.
When I was finished, Matthew took it and dropped a warm black blob
on the bottom, then reached for his personal seal and pressed it
into the wax.
Hamish picked up the next stack. “These letters are
for you to sign, too. One informs your conference organizers that
you cannot speak in November. The other requests a medical leave
for next year. Your physician—one Dr. Marcus Whitmore—has written
in support. In the event you haven’t returned by April, I’ll send
your request to Yale.”
I read the letters carefully and signed with a
shaking hand, relinquishing my life in the twenty-first
century.
Hamish braced his hands against the edge of the
table. Clearly he was building up to something. “There is no
telling when Matthew and Diana will be back with us.” He didn’t use
the word “if,” but it hovered in the room nonetheless. “Whenever
any member of the firm or of the de Clermont family is preparing to
take a long journey or drop out of sight for a while, it’s my job
to make sure their affairs are in order. Diana, you have no
will.”
“No.” My mind was entirely blank. “But I don’t have
any assets—not even a car.”
Hamish straightened. “That’s not entirely true, is
it, Matthew?”
“Give it to me,” Matthew said reluctantly. Hamish
handed him a thick document. “This was drawn up when I was last in
Oxford.”
“Before La Pierre,” I said, not touching the
pages.
Matthew nodded. “Essentially, it’s our marriage
agreement. It irrevocably settles a third of my personal assets on
you. Even if you were to leave me, these assets would be
yours.”
It was dated before he’d come home—before we were
mated for life by vampire custom.
“I’ll never leave you, and I don’t want
this.”
“You don’t even know what this is,” Matthew said,
putting the pages in front of me.
There was too much to absorb. Staggering sums of
money, a town house on an exclusive square in London, a flat in
Paris, a villa outside Rome, the Old Lodge, a house in Jerusalem,
still more houses in cities like Venice and Seville, jets, cars—my
mind whirled.
“I have a secure job.” I pushed the papers away.
“This is completely unnecessary.”
“It’s yours nonetheless,” Matthew said
gruffly.
Hamish let me gather my composure before he dropped
his next bombshell. “If Sarah were to die, you would inherit this
house, too, on the condition that it would be Emily’s home for as
long as she wanted it. And you’re Matthew’s sole heir. So you do
have assets—and I need to know your wishes.”
“I’m not going to talk about this.” The memories of
Satu and Juliette were still fresh, and death felt all too close. I
stood, ready to bolt, but Matthew grabbed my hand and held
fast.
“You need to do this, mon coeur. We cannot
leave it for Marcus and Sarah to sort out.”
I sat back down and thought quietly about what to
do with the inconceivable fortune and ramshackle farmhouse that
might one day be mine.
“My estate should be divided equally among our
children,” I said finally. “And that includes all of
Matthew’s children—vampire and biological, those he made himself
and any that we might have together. They’re to have the Bishop
house, too, when Em’s through with it.”
“I’ll see to it,” Hamish assured me.
The only remaining documents on the table were
hidden inside three envelopes. Two bore Matthew’s seal. The other
had black-and-silver ribbon wrapped around it, a lump of sealing
wax covering the knot. Hanging from the ribbon was a thick black
disk as big as a dessert plate that bore the impression of the
great seal of the Knights of Lazarus.
“Finally we have the brotherhood to sort out. When
Matthew’s father founded the Knights of Lazarus, they were known
for helping to protect those who could not protect themselves.
Though most creatures have forgotten about us, we still exist. And
we must continue to do so even after Matthew is gone. Tomorrow,
before Marcus leaves the house, Matthew will officially give up his
position in the order and appoint his son grand master.”
Hamish handed Matthew the two envelopes bearing his
personal seal. He then handed the envelope with the larger seal to
Nathaniel. Miriam’s eyes widened.
“As soon as Marcus accepts his new position, which
he will do immediately, ” Hamish said, giving Marcus a stern
look, “he will phone Nathaniel, who has agreed to join the firm as
one of the eight provincial masters. Once Nathaniel breaks the seal
on this commission, he’ll be a Knight of Lazarus.”
“You can’t keep making daemons like Hamish and
Nathaniel members of the brotherhood! How is Nathaniel going to
fight?” Miriam sounded aghast.
“With these,” Nathaniel said, wiggling his fingers
in the air. “I know computers, and I can do my part.” His voice
took on a fierce edge, and he gave Sophie an equally ferocious
look. “No one is going to do to my wife or daughter what they’ve
done to Diana.”
There was stunned silence.
“That’s not all.” Hamish pulled up a chair and sat
down, knitting his fingers together before him. “Miriam believes
that there will be a war. I disagree. This war has already
started.”
Every eye in the room was directed at Hamish. It
was clear why people wanted him to play a role in government—and
why Matthew had made him his second in command. He was a born
leader.
“In this room we understand why such a war might be
fought. It’s about Diana and the appalling lengths the Congregation
will go to in an effort to understand the power she’s inherited.
It’s about the discovery of Ashmole 782 and our fear that the
book’s secrets might be lost forever if it falls into the witches’
hands. And it’s about our common belief that no one has the right
to tell two creatures that they cannot love each other—no matter
what their species.”
Hamish surveyed the room to make sure no one’s
attention had wandered before he continued.
“It won’t be long before the humans are aware of
this conflict. They’ll be forced to acknowledge that daemons,
vampires, and witches are among them. When that happens, we’ll need
to be Sophie’s conventicle in fact, not just in name. There will be
casualties, hysteria, and confusion. And it will be up to us—the
conventicle and the Knights of Lazarus—to help them make sense of
it all and to see to it that the loss of life and destruction are
minimal.”
“Ysabeau is waiting for you at Sept-Tours.”
Matthew’s voice was quiet and steady. “The castle grounds may be
the only territorial boundary other vampires won’t dare to cross.
Sarah and Emily will try to keep the witches in check. The Bishop
name should help. And the Knights of Lazarus will protect Sophie
and her baby.”
“So we’ll scatter,” Sarah said, nodding at Matthew.
“Then reconvene at the de Clermont house. And when we do, we’ll
figure out how to proceed. Together.”
“Under Marcus’s leadership.” Matthew raised his
half-full wineglass. “To Marcus, Nathaniel, and Hamish. Honor and
long life.”
“It’s been a long time since I’ve heard that,”
Miriam said softly.
Marcus and Nathaniel both shied away from the
attention and seemed uncomfortable with their new responsibilities.
Hamish merely appeared weary.
After toasting the three men—all of whom looked far
too young to have to worry about a long life—Em shepherded us into
the kitchen for lunch. She laid out a feast on the island, and we
milled around the family room, avoiding the moment when we would
have to begin our good-byes.
Finally it was time for Sophie and Nathaniel to
depart. Marcus put the couple’s few belongings in the trunk of his
little blue sports car. Marcus and Nathaniel stood, their two blond
heads close in conversation, while Sophie said good-bye to Sarah
and Em. When she was finished, she turned to me. I’d been banished
to the keeping room to make sure that no one inadvertently touched
me.
“This isn’t really good-bye,” she told me from
across the hall.
My third eye opened, and in the winking of the
sunlight on the banister I saw myself enveloped in one of Sophie’s
fierce hugs.
“No,” I said, surprised and comforted by the
vision.
Sophie nodded as if she, too, had seen the glimpse
of the future. “See, I told you. Maybe the baby will be here when
you get back. Remember, you’ll be her godmother.”
While waiting for Sophie and Nathaniel to say their
good-byes, Matthew and Miriam had positioned all the pumpkins down
the driveway. With a flick of her wrist and a few mumbled words,
Sarah lit them. Dusk was still hours away, but Sophie could at
least get a sense of what they would look like on Halloween night.
She clapped her hands and tore down the steps to fling herself into
the arms of Matthew and then Miriam. Her final hug was reserved for
Marcus, who exchanged a few quiet words with her before tucking her
into the low-slung passenger seat.
“Thanks for the car,” Sophie said, admiring the
burled wood on the dashboard. “Nathaniel used to drive fast, but he
drives like an old lady now on account of the baby.”
“No speeding,” Matthew said firmly, sounding like a
father. “Call us when you get home.”
We waved them off. When they were out of sight
Sarah extinguished the pumpkins. Matthew put his arms around me as
the remaining family drifted back inside.
“I’m ready for you, Diana,” Hamish said, coming out
onto the porch. He’d already put on his jacket, prepared to leave
for New York before returning to London.
I signed the two copies of the will, and they were
witnessed by Em and Sarah. Hamish rolled up one copy and slid it
into a metal cylinder. He threaded the ends of the tube with
black-and-silver ribbons and sealed it with wax bearing Matthew’s
mark.
Matthew waited by the black rental car while Hamish
said a courteous farewell to Miriam, then kissed Em and Sarah,
inviting them to stay with him on their way to Sept-Tours.
“Call me if you need anything,” he told Sarah,
taking her hand and giving it a single squeeze. “You have my
numbers.” He turned to me.
“Good-bye, Hamish.” I returned his kisses, first on
one cheek, then the other. “Thank you for all you did to put
Matthew’s mind at ease.”
“Just doing my job,” Hamish said with forced
cheerfulness. His voice dropped. “Remember what I told you. There
will be no way to call for help if you need it.”
“I won’t need it,” I said.
A few minutes later, the car’s engine turned over
and Hamish, too, was gone, red taillights blinking in the gathering
darkness.
The house didn’t like its new emptiness and
responded by banging furniture around and moaning softly whenever
anyone left or entered a room.
“I’ll miss them,” Em confessed while making dinner.
The house sighed sympathetically.
“Go,” Sarah said to me, taking the knife out of
Em’s hand. “Take Matthew to Sept-Tours and be back here in time to
make the salad.”
After much discussion we’d finally decided to
timewalk to the night I’d found his copy of Origin.
But getting Matthew to Sept-Tours was more of a
challenge than I’d expected. My arms were so full of stuff to help
me steer—one of his pens and two books from his study—that Matthew
had to hold on to my waist. Then we got stuck.
Invisible hands seemed to hold my foot up, refusing
to let me lower it into Sept-Tours. The farther back in time we
went, the thicker the strands were around my feet. And time clung
to Matthew in sturdy, twining vines.
At last we made it to Matthew’s study. The room was
just as we’d left it, with the fire lit and an unlabeled bottle of
wine waiting on the table.
I dropped the books and the pen on the sofa,
shaking with fatigue.
“What’s wrong?” Matthew asked.
“It was as if too many pasts were coming together,
and it was impossible to wade through them. I was afraid you might
let go.”
“Nothing felt different to me,” Matthew said. “It
took a bit longer than before, but I expected that, given the time
and distance.”
He poured us both some wine, and we discussed the
pros and cons of going downstairs. Finally, our desire to see
Ysabeau and Marthe won out. Matthew remembered I’d been wearing my
blue sweater. Its high neckline would hide my bandage, so I went
upstairs to change.
When I came back down, his face broke into a slow,
appreciative smile. “Just as beautiful now as then,” he said,
kissing me deeply. “Maybe more so.”
“Be careful,” I warned him with a laugh. “You
hadn’t decided you loved me yet.”
“Oh, I’d decided,” he said, kissing me again. “I
just hadn’t told you.”
The women were sitting right where we expected them
to be, Marthe with her murder mystery and Ysabeau with her
newspapers. The conversation might not have been exactly the same,
but it didn’t seem to matter. The most difficult part of the
evening was watching Matthew dance with his mother. The bittersweet
expression on his face as he twirled her was new, and he definitely
hadn’t caught her up in a fierce bear hug when their dance was
over. When he invited me to dance, I gave his hand an extra squeeze
of sympathy.
“Thank you for this,” he whispered in my ear as he
whirled me around. He planted a soft kiss on my neck. That
definitely hadn’t happened the first time.
Matthew brought the evening to a close just as he
had before, by announcing that he was taking me to bed. This time
we said good night knowing that it was good-bye. Our return trip
was much the same, but less frightening for its familiarity. I
didn’t panic or lose my concentration when time resisted our
passage, focusing intently on the familiar rituals of making dinner
in the Bishop house. We were back in plenty of time to make the
salad.
During dinner Sarah and Em regaled the vampires
with tales of my adventures growing up. When my aunts ran out of
stories, Matthew teased Marcus about his disastrous real-estate
deals in the nineteenth century, the enormous investments he’d made
in new technologies in the twentieth century that had never panned
out, and his perpetual weakness for redheaded women.
“I knew I liked you.” Sarah smoothed down her own
unruly red mop and poured him more whiskey.
Halloween dawned clear and bright. Snow was always
a possibility in this neck of the woods, but this year the weather
looked encouraging. Matthew and Marcus took a longer walk than
usual, and I lingered over tea and coffee with Sarah and Em.
When the phone rang, we all jumped. Sarah answered
it, and we could tell from her half of the conversation that the
call was unexpected.
She hung up and joined us at the table in the
family room, which was once again big enough to seat all of us.
“That was Faye. She and Janet are at the Hunters’. In their RV.
They want to know if we’ll join them on their fall trip. They’re
driving to Arizona, then up to Seattle.”
“The goddess has been busy,” Em said with a smile.
The two of them had been trying for days to decide how they would
extricate themselves from Madison without setting off a flurry of
gossip. “I guess that settles it. We’ll hit the road, then go meet
Ysabeau.”
We carried bags of food and other supplies to
Sarah’s beat-up old car. When it was fully loaded and you could
barely see out the rearview mirror, they started issuing
orders.
“The candy’s on the counter,” Em instructed. “And
my costume is hanging on the back of the stillroom door. It will
fit you fine. Don’t forget the stockings. The kids love the
stockings.”
“I won’t forget them,” I assured her, “or the hat,
though it’s perfectly ridiculous.”
“Of course you’ll wear the hat!” Sarah said
indignantly. “It’s tradition. Make sure the fire is out before you
leave. Tabitha is fed at four o’clock sharp. If she isn’t, she’ll
start barfing.”
“We’ve got this covered. You left a list,” I said,
patting her on the shoulder.
“Can you call us at the Hunters’, let us know
Miriam and Marcus have left?” Em asked.
“Here. Take this,” Matthew said, handing them his
phone with a lopsided smile. “You call Marcus yourself. There won’t
be reception where we’re going.”
“Are you sure?” Em asked doubtfully. We all thought
of Matthew’s phone as an extra limb, and it was strange to see it
out of his hand.
“Absolutely. Most of the data has been erased, but
I’ve left some contact numbers on it for you. If you need
anything—anything at all—call someone. If you feel worried or if
something strange happens, get in touch with Ysabeau or Hamish.
They’ll arrange for you to be picked up, no matter where you
are.”
“They have helicopters,” I murmured to Em, slipping
my arm through hers.
Marcus’s phone rang. “Nathaniel,” he said, looking
at the screen. Then he stepped away to finish his call in a new
gesture of privacy, one that was identical to what his father
always did.
With a sad smile, Matthew watched his son. “Those
two will get themselves into all kinds of trouble, but at least
Marcus won’t feel so alone.”
“They’re fine,” Marcus said, turning back to us and
disconnecting the phone. He smiled and ran his fingers through his
hair in another gesture reminiscent of Matthew. “I should let
Hamish know, so I’ll say my good-byes and call him.”
Em held on to Marcus for a long time, her eyes
spilling over. “Call us, too,” she told him fiercely. “We’ll want
to know that you’re both all right.”
“Be safe.” Sarah’s eyes scrunched tight as she
gathered him in her arms. “Don’t doubt yourself.”
Miriam’s farewell to my aunts was more composed, my
own far less so.
“We’re very proud of you,” Em said, cupping my face
in her hands, tears now streaming down her face. “Your parents
would be, too. Take care of each other.”
“We will,” I assured her, dashing the tears
away.
Sarah took my hands in hers. “Listen to your
teachers—whoever they are. Don’t say no without hearing them out
first.” I nodded. “You’ve got more natural talent than any witch
I’ve ever seen—maybe more than any witch who’s lived for many, many
years,” Sarah continued. “I’m glad you’re not going to waste it.
Magic is a gift, Diana, just like love.” She turned to Matthew.
“I’m trusting you with something precious. Don’t disappoint
me.”
“I won’t, Sarah,” Matthew promised.
She accepted our kisses, then bolted down the steps
to the waiting car.
“Good-byes are hard for Sarah,” Em explained.
“We’ll talk to you tomorrow, Marcus.” She climbed into the front
seat, waving over her shoulder. The car spluttered to life, bumped
its way across the ruts in the driveway, and turned toward
town.
When we went back into the house, Miriam and Marcus
were waiting in the front hall, bags at their feet.
“We thought you two should have some time alone,”
Miriam said, handing her duffel bag to Marcus, “and I hate long
good-byes.” She looked around. “Well,” she said briskly, heading
down the porch stairs, “see you when you get back.”
After shaking his head at Miriam’s retreating
figure, Matthew went into the dining room and returned with an
envelope. “Take it,” he said to Marcus, his voice gruff.
“I never wanted to be grand master,” Marcus
said.
“You think I did? This was my father’s dream.
Philippe made me promise the brotherhood wouldn’t fall into
Baldwin’s hands. I’m asking you to do the same.”
“I promise.” Marcus took the envelope. “I wish you
didn’t have to go.”
“I’m sorry, Marcus.” I swallowed the lump in my
throat and rested my warm fingers lightly on his cold flesh.
“For what?” His smile was bright and true. “For
making my father happy?”
“For putting you in this position and leaving
behind such a mess.”
“I’m not afraid of war, if that’s what you mean.
It’s following along in Matthew’s wake that worries me.” Marcus
cracked the seal. With that deceptively insignificant snap of wax,
he became the grand master of the Knights of Lazarus.
“Je suis à votre commande, seigneur,”
Matthew murmured, his head bowed. Baldwin had spoken the same words
at La Guardia. They sounded so different when they were
sincere.
“Then I command you to return and take back the
Knights of Lazarus,” Marcus said roughly, “before I make a complete
hash of things. I’m not French, and I’m certainly no knight.”
“You have more than a drop of French blood in you,
and you’re the only person I trust to do the job. Besides, you can
rely on your famous American charm. And it is possible you might
like being grand master in the end.”
Marcus snorted and punched the number eight on his
phone. “It’s done,” he said briefly to the person on the other end.
There was a short exchange of words. “Thank you.”
“Nathaniel has accepted his position,” Matthew
murmured, the corners of his mouth twitching. “His French is
surprisingly good.”
Marcus scowled at his father, walked away to say a
few more words to the daemon, and returned.
Between father and son there was a long look, the
clasp of hand to elbow, the press of a hand on the back—a pattern
of leave-taking based on hundreds of similar farewells. For me
there was a gentle kiss, a murmured “Be well,” and then Marcus,
too, was gone.
I reached for Matthew’s hand.
We were alone.