Chapter 28
Maggie was still sitting outside Danny’s apartment
in her car, watching for a sign that he might be inside. She was
using the time to make phone calls and had worked her way up to
Gonzales, judging by the tone of her voice.
“No, sir. He’s not at home and he didn’t show up
for work yet.” She was silent. “I am well aware of that.” She
hesitated. “Sir, we have a problem. He may be interfering with the
Hayes case. I think he’s trying to prove I’m wrong about Daniels
being innocent.” She flushed and took a deep breath. Was she
actually going to lie to Gonzales? She did: “Nothing major. But
he’s been contacting witnesses. It worries me.” She never told him
about the Double Deuce, but she was thinking about the night
before. “By the way, sir, I thought Bobby Daniels was getting out
today. They tell me he was released yesterday afternoon . . . Yes,
I understand. But was there anyone there to lend him support? I
would have been glad to be there.” She frowned. “I’m well aware of
the consequences. That’s why I keep out of the limelight.”
I don’t think Gonzales got the jab. She sighed and
filled him in on Alan Hayes. “He’s not come home, either. The wife
claims she has no idea where he is. We may need to keep teams on
his house around the clock. I don’t think he will come home,
though.” She hesitated. “I think he has another place somewhere
else. We’re processing the evidence now. We may find something that
leads us to him.”
Gonzales was obviously issuing a string of commands
on what to do about Alan Hayes next, but he had angered Maggie with
his excuses for not letting her know when Daniels would be
released—the clipped way she promised to keep tracking Hayes showed
it. As soon as she hung up, she called Peggy in the crime
lab.
“Peggy? It’s Maggie. I’ve got a heads-up for you.
Gonzales may come poking around. He wants a smoking gun so he can
stage the press conference to end all press conferences.” She
laughed at something Peggy said, then asked, “Any luck?” She looked
disappointed. “I know. Sorry to add to the pressure. Did Danny show
up for work yet?” She paused. “Didn’t think he would. I can’t just
sit around. I’m going to go question the daughter again. She may
know something and not realize it. Call me if you find
anything.”
As she drove toward the foster home where she had
dropped Sarah Hayes off the night before, I could tell Maggie felt
her window of opportunity to find Alan Hayes slipping away from
her. She was determined to use every waking moment to locate him.
And as dangerous as he was, I wondered if Maggie wasn’t equally as
dangerous in her own way—at least to him.
Hayes wondered, too. Within a few miles, I spotted
his car. It was not yet noon. With most of the town still in
church, the roads were relatively empty. Hayes was hanging back a
block and trying to hide behind a red truck headed in our
direction, but it was impossible for him to conceal himself
completely. When we hit a straightaway, the road widened, then
curved, giving me an unmistakable view of his SUV as he sped up to
keep pace with Maggie. I could not see inside the SUV, but it was
the same model and the same shiny black finish. It darted from lane
to lane, clearing other cars like a shark slicing through a school
of smaller fish.
It could have been someone else, of course, but
when I saw it again, turning into the road ahead of us, after
taking a parallel road to pass us first, I knew it was Hayes. He
turned right soon after, away from us, but before long he had
pulled back in behind us. Maggie was being careful. She checked the
rearview mirrors frequently, but Hayes knew how to follow without
being detected. You’d have to really be looking to spot him.
I guess he’d had a lot of practice.
Maggie led him straight to the house where his
daughter was staying.
My only consolation was that the daylight revealed
what I had missed the night before: this was more than a foster
home. This was a safe house for kids whose parents had been deemed
a danger to their children. An eight-foot-tall link fence of
commercial-grade chain enclosed the backyard. Hayes would not be
able to spy on Sarah from the rear of the house, at least not
without risking being seen by someone as he climbed over that
fence.
Maggie rang the doorbell. A redheaded boy who
looked to be about eight years old opened it immediately. He was
breathing hard and his face was creased with a smile—we had
interrupted his fun.
“Ask who it is first!” a voice reminded the boy
from another room.
The little redheaded guy, with the door wide open,
inquired, “May I ask who you are before I unlock the door?”
Maggie suppressed her smile and showed him her
badge.
“Maggie.” Sarah Hayes stepped out from behind a
doorway, face flushed. Four smaller children, all of them under age
five, were hanging off her arms and legs. “Sandy went to the
grocery store to get more milk. I’m babysitting.”
She was a new girl. One day and she was becoming a
whole new person. The resilience of children is breathtaking, I
thought to myself. Would that we could keep that ability as adults.
I could tell Sarah was proud of being able to help out. The
expression on her face finally fit her age.
“Again!” one of the smaller children squealed and
began tugging on her arm. Sarah was pulled under by a sea of
squirming bodies. She was wrestling four little children at
once—and giving them a run for their money.
Maggie watched, smiling, until the kids had pinned
Sarah to the floor. They jumped around the room in triumph as she
scrambled to her feet, face flushed, and adjusted her long
ponytail. “They’re hard to beat,” she told Maggie.
“I can tell. But you hold your own.”
Sarah smiled at this, but it reminded her of
something else far less happy. Her eyes lingered on the front door,
then she walked over to it and locked the four deadbolts that ran
up and down its edge. One more than she’d on her old bedroom door.
I guess they got a lot of kids like Sarah in the house, kids who
understood the need for multiple locks and felt better seeing them
there.
“Sandy has a key,” she explained to Maggie. “She
should be home in about fifteen minutes. Want to go out
back?”
Maggie nodded and Sarah popped in a video from a
huge collection stacked in piles on the floor in a corner of what
seemed to be one of many playrooms. “No one answer the door this
time,” Sarah admonished them. “Especially you, Tyler. First you ask
who it is and then you unlock it and only if you know them.”
The redheaded boy was nonplussed. He shrugged and
turned his concentration to an animated movie my boys had always
loved, one about bugs that maintain their own community and band
together to save their winter food supply from locusts. I had hated
that movie when I was alive; it had epitomized the buzzing and
crashing that exacerbated my Saturday morning hangovers, when
Connie would go to the grocery store and I would lie on our couch,
perpetrating the illusion that I was babysitting our boys, instead
of the other way around. I’d always fallen back into a fitful
sleep, clinging to unconsciousness because I knew the price I’d
have to pay once I woke up.
Had I really squandered those hours with my sons in
such a sour, useless manner? It made me want to stay with the
little redheaded boy and enjoy the movie for a change, to embrace
the opposite of what I’d done in life, but Maggie and Sarah were
already deep in conversation in the backyard, sitting side by side
atop a rickety picnic table.
“She’s really nice,” Sarah was telling Maggie. “Her
husband split after she took in the sixth or seventh kid, she can’t
remember which, and she doesn’t even care. She says taking care of
us does the world a whole lot more good than taking care of his
sorry ass.” She clapped her hand over her mouth as if afraid she
might have just gotten her foster mother into trouble.
Maggie laughed. “She’s probably right about that.”
She looked Sarah over more closely. “You look different already.
More relaxed.”
Sarah turned her head. She didn’t want to talk
about herself yet. “Sandy says I’ll be going to a different school
from now on.” Her face looked sad for a second, before she hid it,
but Maggie saw it anyway.
“What is it? Your friends?” Maggie’s voice
softened. “In cases like yours, Sarah, we have to practically hide
you. That’s why you can’t make calls out, and I guess you noticed
the fence?”
“I like the fence. A lot,” Sarah said with
conviction.
So did I. I was scanning the empty fields that
stretched behind the house, beyond the perimeter of the fence, as
well as what I could see of the yards on either side. It wasn’t
quite a rural area, but it was close, and each house had several
acres of green surrounding it. Small groves of trees dotted
sweeping lawns and the shrubs grew thick and wild, thanks to all
the room and sunshine. Alan Hayes could be hiding in any of the
groves. He could be anywhere, just watching and waiting.
“We’ll let the school know,” Maggie promised. “The
social worker will make sure you get your books and anything in
your locker and that you’re placed in a school and classes where
you can pick up right where you left off.”
“I know.” Sarah tried to sound grateful. “She
explained it to me last night.”
“Then what is it?” Maggie asked.
“My friend,” Sarah said. “I really only had one
friend, but I can’t just disappear on her. She needs me.”
Maggie drew the details out of her: that the girl
was a few years older, lived in Sarah’s neighborhood, rode the
school bus with her, had lost her mother a year before, and was
getting ready to have a stepmother forced on her. “I know she’ll
need me,” Sarah said.
“I’ll go by and tell her what happened,” Maggie
promised. “We’ll find a way for you to keep in touch. I’ll ask
Sandy if she can call you here.”
Sarah’s face brightened. “Cool,” she said, drawing
her knees to her chest. “She’s really nice and she cares about
me.”
“I’m sure she does,” Maggie said.
Sarah looked up at the sky. Her voice dropped.
“Have they found him yet?”
Maggie shook her head.
“Is that why you’re here?” the girl asked.
Maggie was honest. “Partly. But mostly because I
wanted to know how you were doing.”
Sarah nodded. “Are you the one trying to find
him?”
“Me and others,” Maggie said. “Mostly me right now.
Until we process the evidence, we don’t really have anything on him
yet. But once we do get evidence, a lot of people will be after
him. We’ll find him then for sure.”
“You don’t know my father,” Sarah said. She pulled
her knees tightly to her body like she always did when she was
trying to disappear inside herself.
“What do you mean?” Maggie asked.
“He always gets what he wants,” she
whispered.
“Can you help me stop him?” Maggie asked. “Can you
think of anything that might tell me where he is?”
And in that endlessly ironic way of the universe,
it was at that very instant—as Maggie asked where Alan Hayes
was—that I saw him. The lawn next door was enormous and dwarfed the
brick ranch house in its center. The occupants were obviously not
home, there was no car in the driveway, but I distinctly saw a
figure step out from behind one of the corners of the house and
walk briskly toward a stand of overgrown bushes that anchored the
center of the yard. The bushes were over six feet tall and grew
entangled across an overhead trellis, so there was plenty of room
for a man like Hayes to hide inside. He would have a perfect view
of the backyard next door.
I did not know what to do: to go or to stay.
“Can you remember anything about what he was like
when he would return from being away at night?” Maggie was asking
Sarah.
The young girl thought about it. “He was always
sweating,” she offered. “And he seemed tired, as if he had been
exercising.”
Maggie’s face did not move. She did not want Sarah
to guess at the thoughts that I could quite clearly read: torture
was hard work.
As Maggie asked more probing questions, a familiar
feeling of impending doom crept over me, an insistent breeze of
evil that sprang forth from the tangled copse of bushes next door.
I imagined Hayes, hidden in the cool shadows beneath the hanging
branches, watching as Maggie took his daughter from him just as
Bobby Daniels had dared to take Alissa from him. I imagined the
hate he would feel for Maggie, and I needed to know where that hate
might lead him. I had to know what he was planning.
And then I did not have to imagine his fury. I was
there, along the edges of his hiding place, peering inside—and I
could feel it. The hatred that emanated from him had the power of
scalding water. I did not want it on me. He sat completely
immobile, almost in a parody of his daughter, his legs bent and his
knees folded precisely up against his chest, his hands clutching
his legs to him as he simmered in his hatred for Maggie and all she
represented to him.
I did not want to crawl inside that hiding place
with Hayes. I was filled with a mixture of despair and fear. I
stayed outside, needing the sanity of the sun, but I could see his
vantage point from where I stood: Maggie and Sarah, side by side,
heads pressed together, whispering, forming a bond that threatened
the hold Hayes had forced on his daughter.
Then, like a ray of the sun, focused by the lens of
a magnifying glass until it turned into a laser beam of heat, Hayes
turned his full hatred on Maggie. He had eyes only for her. He had
room in his mind only for her. I felt blistering fury wash over him
as a single thought took hold—he would destroy her. His mind
flickered through the ways he might humiliate Maggie, the ways he
might rip her flesh away and make her scream in agony while he
stood, gloating, staring down at her, letting her know that he held
the power of her life and her death in his hands. It was as if I
were being forced to watch a film despicable to decent people but
with a pornographic allure to others. Hayes loved his imaginings, I
realized. He enjoyed feeding his wrath because he felt more and
more alive the more his hatred swelled within him.
And then an even more terrible thought took hold of
him. I could not quite touch it; it was there and it was evil, but
all I could tell was that his mind had been distracted from Maggie,
that his need for a more immediate release had overcome his
obsession with harming her. His mind had wandered to another, I
realized, someone who would be far easier than Maggie to take,
someone more helpless, more willing to submit to his promised
mercy, someone more like the one who had started it all, who had
betrayed him to Maggie in the first place: someone more like his
daughter.
As Hayes unfolded his long limbs and fastidiously
brushed the debris from his pants, I knew where he was going. I
felt sick inside as I remembered the words I’d overheard on the
school bus: “My dad is taking her to Bermuda for the weekend and
he’s letting me stay by myself.”
That beautiful, naïve, trusting, unknowing girl.
Alone in her house, surrounded by hedges that hid all that happened
inside from the neighbors.
Hayes would take her that day.
I knew it with every fiber of my being.
He would take her, and then he would take out every
ounce of his rage toward Maggie on that helpless young girl. She
would pay the price for his frenzied hatred.
I had to get there before he did.