Chapter 23
Maggie, unaware or uncaring of any danger to
herself, had taken one look at the contents of his trophy box and
known she had to stop Alan Hayes now. She left the rest of her team
to catalog the intimate items spread out across the counter and
went upstairs in search of Morty. He was dozing in an armchair
while Elena Hayes snored on the couch. But he woke the instant
Maggie touched his arm. It was clear to me that Morty would have
done anything she asked, but this time all she asked for was his
advice. She told him what she had found in the secret cache below,
and of Sarah Hayes having led her to it, and what she wanted to do
next and how it presented her with a moral dilemma.
Morty did not hesitate. A coldness welled up in
him, a vein of resolve and conviction that surprised me with its
strength. “Do it,” he said to her. “I’ll take care of the mother.
You just do what you need to do to get this guy.”
Maggie left the room, but I stayed with Morty,
curious at the hard man he had suddenly become. He roused Elena
Hayes from her drug sleep, shaking her shoulder roughly and barking
at her in Russian. The woman struggled to sit up, heart hammering
in terror at the sound of her native language. Some memories never
die. She was so relieved to find herself in America, surrounded by
the comforts she had clawed her way toward and suffered to retain,
that she sank back against the couch and agreed to all Morty was
proposing. By the time Maggie returned with Sarah Hayes, Morty had
retrieved a tape recorder from his car and was ready to play his
part.
He asked Elena Hayes first in Russian, and then in
English, whether she was the legal guardian of Sarah Hayes. Having
established her parental rights, he secured her permission to
interview Sarah as a minor, again confirming her consent on tape in
both languages so there could be no question as to whether the
woman understood what they were asking.
“Do you wish to be present while I interview your
daughter?” Maggie asked. We all saw Sarah Hayes flinch at the
question. She did not consider herself her stepmother’s daughter in
any way. They were both the victims of Alan Hayes, I realized, but
that did not make them allies.
The older woman’s composure faltered. She looked to
Morty for advice.
“You may choose to be here, if you wish,” he said
carefully. “Or, you may waive that right, perhaps out of respect
for your stepdaughter’s desire for privacy.” As if he were merely
stopping to check the speed of the tape, Morty halted the recorder
and examined the spools carefully as he continued in a casual
voice. “Of course, if you do not hear other people’s details, you
cannot be called upon in court to testify to what you have
learned.”
It was a mangling of the truth at best; she would
not be called upon to say what she’d heard in any case. But to a
woman leery of the authorities, he had offered her an out she was
desperate to take.
“I will make us all tea,” she said. “Slowly. The
Russian way.”
I could feel a layer of tension lift from Sarah
Hayes as her stepmother left the room. The young girl was willing
to reveal her shame to Maggie, and would tolerate Morty’s
grandfatherly presence, but to share her shame with the woman who
had surely known of it, and chosen to do nothing to stop it, would
have been too much to ask.
After establishing that Sarah was talking to her
voluntarily, Maggie began by getting the young girl to confirm on
tape that she had been the one to tell Maggie where to find the
hidden compartment in the wall. That Maggie. She was smart. There
would be no question about the warrant’s parameters now.
“How did you know it was there?” Maggie asked her
gently.
“Sometimes I watch him when he’s down there,” the
girl whispered as Morty moved the tape recorder closer, trying to
catch every word.
“Why?”
She hesitated. “I like to know where he is.”
Maggie let it go. That line of questioning was best
left for the social worker whose job it would be to put the girl
back together. Maggie’s job was to stop a killer. “How many times
have you seen him take the plastic box from its hiding place?” she
asked Sarah instead.
“I don’t know. Three or four times. But I think he
does it every night. He spends a lot of time down there.”
“Doing what?’ Maggie asked.
She shrugged. “Making jewelry, I guess. It’s his
workshop.”
“You’re not wearing any jewelry,” Maggie pointed
out. “Yet your mother wears quite a lot.”
“Stepmother,” Sarah corrected her. “And I don’t
like his presents.”
Maggie let it go again. “What does he do with the
items in the box when he’s downstairs?” she asked.
“He takes them out of the box,” she said and
hesitated. “He smells the things; he puts them up to his cheek and
rubs his face.” She stopped abruptly.
“What else does he do?” Maggie asked softly.
The girl flushed and shook her head furiously. I
felt a darkness descend over her. She had willed herself not to
remember. Maggie knew enough to back off.
“Does he ever take anyone down there with him?”
Maggie asked. “Guests? Other people. Maybe a student?”
“He makes my stepmother go down with him sometimes
to . . . do things. I don’t watch then. Not ever.” She stared at
her bare feet intently.
“But no one else? You’re sure?”
She nodded. “I don’t sleep very well. I hear when
people move through the house at night. I know when he’s here. I
know when he leaves. I can hear his footsteps. I can hear his
voice. I keep a map of the house in my head.” She stared at Maggie,
willing her to understand. “So I know where he is all the
time.”
“I understand,” Maggie said, taking the girl’s hand
and holding it gently. “Does he spend most of his time down
there?”
She shook her head. “Not all of it. He likes to go
out at night.”
Maggie stiffened. “How often?”
She shrugged. “Three, maybe four times a week.
Sometimes every night.”
“When was the last time he did that?” Maggie
asked.
“Last week,” Sarah said. “He was gone every night.
Once he didn’t come home for breakfast. It was nice. Elena made me
latkes. He doesn’t like them. He only eats one thing for breakfast,
that crunchy hard cereal, and we’re not allowed to cook anything
else in the mornings if he’s here. He says he doesn’t like the
smell of cooking in the morning. It makes him nauseous.”
Maggie and Morty were looking at one another: last
week. When Vicky Meeks had gone missing.
“Do you know where he goes when he’s not here?”
Maggie asked the girl.
Sarah shook her head. “I don’t want to know,” she
said.
“Have you ever been in the basement with him?”
Maggie asked.
The girl turned scarlet and her hands folded
automatically over her stomach.
“You can tell me,” Maggie whispered. She waited as
the girl thought it over. As the silence built, I felt the room
around me shift in temperature. The air grew cool. I smelled
lilies. I felt a presence enter the room—and then Alissa Hayes was
there with us. She had forced herself to enter the house. She had
faced the lingering evil inside, to be at her little sister’s
side.
She stood just behind Sarah Hayes, visible only to
me, and placed a hand on her sister’s shoulder, lending her
whatever strength she had to give. Sarah needed it. I could feel
the fear in Sarah’s young mind, her yearning to be saved
conflicting with her need to be safe, her desire to trust Maggie at
odds with what she had learned about trusting other people in her
life, her wanting to tell Maggie all about it at war with her
certainty that some secrets had to be kept because they had the
power to destroy you.
Alissa Hayes would not be enough to break through
all that fear. I moved to Sarah’s side and placed my hand on her
other shoulder, willing my strength to flow into her, trying to
ease the turmoil inside her. I wanted to help. I needed to help. I
had to right the terrible wrong I had made possible. And as I stood
next to Sarah Hayes, willing myself to be an instrument of good, I
believe that the first faint stirrings of my own salvation came
into being. I felt connected to the child by a channel of pure,
white light, by a chord of love so strong I cannot explain it
except to say that it did not come from me, it only came through
me, and in serving as its vessel, I had bound us together forever.
Did Alissa Hayes feel the power, too? Would the two of us be enough
to save her sister?
I felt the young girl’s fears and dark memories
receding. I felt the flickering of courage rise in her, fueled by a
faint glow of hope, dousing the power of past threats and allowing
her to tap into the heroic strength I had learned that almost every
human being possessed inside of them.
She would do it. She would tell. Or at least, show
Maggie.
In the end, Sarah did not explain what had been
done to her in the basement by her father, at least not in words.
She lifted up the pajama top she was wearing and showed Maggie the
neatly arrayed rows of parallel lines crisscrossing her stomach.
The cuts looked as if they had been made just deep enough to scar,
but not deep enough to cause her to bleed profusely. They were
controlled, they were calculated—they were her father’s way of
marking her as his. They were not the fatal cuts the dead girls had
suffered. But they were clearly made by the same hand.
“My stepmother has them, too,” Sarah whispered to
Maggie. “Only I think hers are all over her body. I think that’s
why she wears all that . . . fabric.”
“I can take you to a place that’s safe,” Maggie
promised as she examined the scars, knowing that while some were
old enough to have healed, others were fresh. “I can take you there
tonight, if you want. You can walk away and start a new life. You
never have to come back here, not ever. You’ll have to show what he
did to you to a few other people, but I’ll be there with you when
you do. Do you think you can do that?”
The girl nodded, still staring intently at her
feet.
“Do you want to go with me now?” Maggie asked more
gently.
The girl nodded again.
“I’ll come upstairs with you while you pack,”
Maggie told her. “We’ll take everything you want to take. I won’t
let Elena stop you.”
The girl looked up, alarmed, at the mention of her
stepmother’s name. “Elena will let me go with you, but she’ll never
leave herself,” Sarah said with childish wisdom. “She’s afraid to
go. But if she stays here, he’ll hurt her when he comes home. He’ll
punish her for my leaving.”
Sarah Hayes looked to Morty for her salvation. She
could not live with leaving, not if Elena’s pain was her
legacy.
“I’ll stay with your stepmother tonight,” Morty
said, his hand unconsciously touching his gun. “I’ll stay here for
as long as I need to. I promise. I’ll stay until they take him
away.”
“When will that be?” she whispered.
“Soon,” Maggie promised. “Very soon. We will come
to get him soon.”
Sarah Hayes looked away, hiding her tears of
relief. And I understood that, though Elena Hayes had treated her
as little more than a stranger, perhaps even as her competition for
survival, this beautiful, beautiful young girl had not been able to
simply walk away and leave her stepmother to a terrible fate. I
knew then that she would be okay in the world. I knew that,
whatever happened next, Sarah Hayes would survive.
Sarah’s sister knew it, too. When I looked up,
Alissa Hayes had vanished.
I would never see her again.