Chapter 18
I left Alan Hayes, my mind troubled by what I had
learned about him. Following a young girl didn’t prove he’d killed
Alissa, but I had felt what he was capable of and it scared me. How
could I let Maggie know that there was something off-kilter about
Hayes, regardless of what Danny thought of him? He was no grieving
father. He was a predator who needed to be stopped. Not
rehabilitated. Just stopped. I had met his kind before, though
rarely. Men like him were dispassionate enough about their crimes
to evade capture for decades. But they always went back to the
well. They had to. They could not survive without tasting the
humiliation of others.
I thought back to the case files from the
investigation that Danny and I bungled so thoroughly. Would
anything in there put Maggie on to Hayes? Would his behavior last
night be enough to alarm her? Could Danny somehow be persuaded to
raise the issue himself?
Would Danny be of any use at all? He’d been stupid
enough to interfere with Maggie’s investigation. What else might he
try? And why was he trying to block a new investigation? I had to
find out.
Maggie had not told Gonzales about Danny’s
appearance the night before. If she had, he’d be gone. You did not
defy Gonzales directly like that. Ever. Instead, I found Danny at
work, where he had been relegated, sitting at a desk in the Found
Property section—a department where his surliness would be tempered
by the public’s joy that their stolen possessions had,
miraculously, been recovered. Plus, there was very little work, as
virtually nothing of value was ever reported as found. Gonzales was
smart. It was the perfect place for Danny to wait out the five
months until he retired. There would be little asked of him and
even less that he could screw up.
But Danny, being Danny, did not intend to make
things easy on himself. As always, he loved to invite
disappointment. He sat at his desk, in full view of others, reading
skin magazines and sneaking sips from a flask in his top drawer,
occasionally begrudgingly taking a message from some hopeful victim
wanting to know if his bike or lawn mower had been recovered. Few
people noticed Danny’s blatantly antagonistic behavior as coworkers
had long since learned the best way to endure Danny was to ignore
him. Perhaps that was why he had escalated his apathy in recent
years, flaunting his disregard for what others thought. He had a
deep need for attention, and he did not care if it was positive or
negative attention. Ever since his life had failed to measure up to
his dreams, he’d been driven by a compulsion to provoke and spread
his unhappiness. I knew because I had seen that compulsion take
root and grow.
But something else was tormenting him that morning,
something beyond being reassigned by Gonzales. Was it the night
before, the scene with Hayes, or the barely disguised accusation of
cowardice Gonzales had thrown at him? I did not blame Danny for my
death. I had died of my own incompetence and no one else’s. That
didn’t mean Danny saw it the same way.
I sat and watched my old partner for a while,
wondering how well he had investigated Alan Hayes and whether he
would ever be willing to admit that he had blown it. Danny’s
agitation grew steadily as he sat at the desk, finally becoming so
severe I wondered if he was taking something. I‘d known him to rely
on speed—or worse—before. He began to flip more rapidly through the
pages of his magazine, not even bothering to glance down. Finally,
he gave up entirely and threw the porn in a bottom drawer before
booting up the department’s computer network. This act alone
astonished me. Danny had treated anything related to the computer
with contempt, maintaining that all it did was add to his workload.
Yet there he sat, searching through computerized records, checking
out who in the department was online, following some unknown cyber
trail with a determination I had not seen from him in years.
He was tracking Maggie. As he pulled up our old
case files, at least the ones that had been computerized, I
realized he was checking the dates to see the last time they had
been accessed, trying to determine whether Maggie had reviewed each
file or not. He was wondering how much she was checking up on him
and whether Gonzales had ordered her to do so.
What a fool, I thought. Did he not realize that he
was leaving his own trail of having been in those files? That
Maggie could just as easily track him in return?
Oh, Danny. That was my partner in a nutshell.
Always so busy thinking of his own grandiose plans that he never
stopped to consider what someone else might be doing.
I left him and drifted upstairs to Maggie’s desk to
wait for her arrival. She showed up in late afternoon, freshly
showered, smelling of oranges, crackling with energy. Oh, my
Maggie. She did not need me to tell her that something was wrong
with Alan Hayes. The encounter the night before had been enough for
her. Within ten minutes, she was deep into the computer, bringing
up all the data she could find on Alissa’s father, downloading his
curriculum vitae from the college site, tracking his lecture
appearances at conferences around the world, chronicling all the
places where he had studied or taught—in short, compiling a list of
everywhere he had been and everywhere he had lived over the past
twenty-five years. It was astonishing how much information she
pulled from the Internet, her attention so absolute that hours
passed before she even noticed that almost everyone else in the
detective division had left for home or dinner.
Once again, I wondered what drove her so hard, what
triggered her obsessiveness.
Her desk phone rang. It was an old-fashioned model
and she stared at it as if surprised that it even worked. “Hello?”
she said tentatively. “Hello?” She stared into the receiver, then
placed it firmly back on the cradle, thought a moment, and picked
it back up and dialed.
“Dad?” she asked. “Did you just try to call me at
work?” She was silent. “No, it’s nothing. Not a lot of people have
this number is all.” She smiled at his reply. “No, I have not been
giving my number out to men. Who in the world told you that?” A
shadow crossed over her face. “She’s getting senile. Trust me.
You’ll be the first to know.”
She smiled again at her father’s answer before
bidding him good-bye. She’d barely hung up the phone when Danny
appeared, shattering the quiet of the squad room with his blustery,
panting approach.
“So, Princess,” he said, perching on the edge of
her desk. “How goes it?”
“Don’t call me that,” she said, without anger.
“I’ve worked harder than you ever have to get where I am. And get
off my desk.”
Danny looked surprised, but recovered and shambled
to his feet. “I was wondering if you wanted to get a drink.”
Maggie looked up from the computer and stared at
him without comment.
“I’m not hitting on you,” Danny said quickly.
She ignored him and returned to her computer
screen.
“Look,” he said. “I’m sorry. I was an asshole. And
Fahey and I were fuckups, I admit it.”
Speak for yourself, partner. I wasn’t the one who’d
been responsible for looking into Alan Hayes and the rest of the
family.
“Maybe I could make up for last night,” he
suggested. “I owe you one.” He sounded sincere. “Really. Thanks for
not telling Gonzales about . . . you know, what happened.”
“You mean you showing up drunk out of your mind in
the middle of an investigation you’d been expressly taken off and
inciting the witness to cause the department trouble?”
Danny blinked. “I don’t know that I’d put it that
way exactly.”
“Well, I would,” Maggie said. “And Tommy and Fritz
agree. I had a hell of a time convincing them not to say
anything.”
Danny’s voice rose an octave. “I know that. And I’m
grateful. I just want to make up for it. You can ask me anything
about the Hayes case you want. I might remember something that
could be of use to you.”
“I’m not telling you anything about the case,” she
told him flatly. “Not after last night. You’re lucky you still have
your badge.”
“I won’t ask you a thing. It’ll be a one-way
street. You need me. You know how it goes. You can pore through the
files from now until Christmas, but there are still things we never
wrote down. Things that might help you now.”
She stared at him, weighing her desire to avoid him
versus her desire to solve the case. The case won. “Okay,” she
said. “But we’re going someplace decent with real food. This is my
dinner break and I am not spending it getting drunk with you in
some dive bar. Got it?”
“Deal.” Danny held both hands up in surrender, but
I felt something odd rolling off him, an emotion I could not
pinpoint until he looked down at the floor, unable to meet Maggie’s
eyes. Then I had it: Danny was afraid. Why?
“I’ve only got an hour, tops,” she warned
him.
“Fine.”
“Give me a moment,” she said, grabbing her knapsack
and heading for the hallway. “I’ll be right back.”
I think I knew what was going to happen before
Danny did. The moment the squad room door shut behind Maggie, I
knew he would not be able to resist the unlocked drawers of her
desk. Hands trembling, he pulled them open, one by one, flipped
through files, lifted stacks of paper, pocketed something small he
found in a top drawer—I could not see what—then stopped abruptly
when he ran across the old photo that Peggy had given Maggie, the
one showing Danny and me posed, rifles high, above a bound suspect.
Maggie had stashed it at the back of a lower drawer, behind some
hanging folders. When Danny pulled it out and saw what it was, his
face went white. He started shaking so hard I thought he might be
having a heart attack. He looked down at the photo, then up at the
squad room door, stunned by a fear I did not understand. It was
only when he heard Maggie’s footsteps approaching that he recovered
from his paralysis. Shoving the photo back in place, he shut the
drawer and took a seat on the edge of Maggie‘s desk just as she
returned.
“Get off my desk, Bonaventura,” she barked at
him.
“No problem,” he said. His voice sounded rusty.
“It’s just been a long day.”
“Then don’t make it any longer,” Maggie said.
“Let’s get this over with.”