Fifteen
To think that one person’s waking up from sleep
could cause the sun to rise and the stars to shine in so many
hearts. I was especially glad for my mother, whose constant
night-and-day vigils had paid off. She had been right there when it
happened.
Contrary to what soap operas have taught us to
believe, a person who wakes up from a coma is first disoriented and
confused. So my mother could not say exactly how long it was that
my father’s eyes had been open.
‘It was around 11 a.m. or so that I raised my head
from a brief nap and saw him staring at the ceiling,’ she
said.
Like people who dream without ever expecting their
dreams to come true, at first she had dismissed what she saw as the
wishful thinking of a desperate wife who had spent the past many
nights sleeping on a raffia mat on the floor of her husband’s
hospital room.
‘Next thing, his eyes just turned and started
looking at me,’ she continued.
Then he opened his mouth and said something in
Igbo.
‘Ha abiala? ’
My mother became worried. The only times she heard
her husband speak Igbo were when he was dealing with the villagers.
He never spoke it to her, he never spoke it to us, he never spoke
it in our house. Even the house helps from the village were banned
from speaking vernacular. In due course, though, my mother realised
that it did not matter what language he was speaking. The fact was,
her man was awake and talking.
‘I started jumping about and screaming for the
nurses to come,’ she laughed. ‘Honestly, you should have seen me.
You would have thought I’d gone mad.’
But she was afraid to touch him. When the nurses
came in to investigate, she hovered around the bed and waited with
her hands clasped against her chest. Finally, one of them noticed
her reticence and assured her that her touch would not push him
back into oblivion. My mother then sat beside him on the bed and
stroked his hand until I arrived.
The rest of the day, my father stared as if seeing
for the very first time. He stared at the ceiling, at the nurses,
at me, and at his wife. Apart from one or two insignificant phrases
in Igbo, he did not speak and did not acknowledge anyone when he
was spoken to. His breathing was also not much different from when
his eyes had been closed. The doctor confirmed that his left side
was slightly paralysed and that he might not be able to regain his
communication skills for some time. He also explained that it was
common for patients just waking from a coma to speak languages that
had been relegated to the archives of their minds.
‘The most important thing,’ the doctor said, ‘is
that there has been some major progress.’
Each day brought some new improvement. The catheter
was removed. He could walk to the bathroom while he leaned on my
mother’s shoulders, taking one slow step after the other. He was
able to eat some solid foods which my mother fed to him with a
small plastic spoon as if he were a baby. She never complained. Not
even when he spat unwanted food onto her clothes.
Time and time again, my mother said that she owed
everything she was in life to my father. Prior to his arrival,
tradition had placed her as one of the least important members of
her family. But when this most eligible bachelor asked for her hand
in marriage, her ranking increased overnight. Her elder brothers
even sought her opinion regarding arrangements for their father’s
burial. Her union with my father, despite having suffered its own
unique variety of roughness, had created a warm, secure environment
for her because one thing had remained constant: her husband loved
her and she enjoyed loving him in return.
I made quick arrangements for Godfrey, Eugene, and
Charity to visit the hospital to welcome their father back to our
world. One by one, they walked up to his bed and held his
hand.
‘Daddy, how are you?’ Godfrey said.
‘Daddy, we miss you,’ Eugene said.
‘Daddy, when are you coming home?’ Charity
said.
As soon as they touched on his daughter, a faint
glow seemed to light in our father’s eyes and the right side of his
lips appeared to twist slightly upwards. That was when we knew for
sure that he was aware of us being there.
Owing to the distance from Umuahia to Aba, my
siblings could no longer pop into the hospital as casually and as
regularly as before. Neither could my mother come home as often for
a change of clothing or to inspect her shop. She packed some
personal items and became a permanent resident of the hospital.
Depending on the kindness of the nurses on duty, she had her daily
shower in one of the hospital bathrooms. Regarding family visits,
we agreed on an arrangement where the less significant participants
in the hospital drama would sort of take it in turns. That
particular morning, it was Charity’s turn and I took her along with
me to Aba.
My mother was dozing off on the bedside chair when
we arrived. With an excited yelp and a fervent shoulder shake,
Charity woke her up. They hugged and kissed and cuddled as if they
had not seen each other in months. I observed my mother’s eyes
casting their spotlight on Charity’s armpit. The hair had overgrown
again. My mother removed her eyes and let the matter pass.
Charity sat beside my father on the bed, holding
his hand tenderly, as if she were afraid that it might fall on the
bed and crack.
‘Daddy,’ she said, ‘we’ve started reading Macbeth
in school and we had a test last week. I made the highest score
because I was the only one in class who knew the main significance
of Lady Macbeth’s sleepwalking scene.’
She paused and smiled. The blank expression on my
father’s face did not change.
‘We’ve also started Organic Chemistry,’ Charity
went on, ‘but I’m not really enjoying it. No matter how hard I try,
I can’t seem to tell which one is a straight chain and which one is
a compound chain.’
My sister looked distraught. I was tempted to tell
her that I would teach her how to work it out later, but decided
that now was not the time. Charity continued chatting - about
school, about her test scores, about a documentary on the
Nigerian/Biafran civil war which she had watched on television -
without bothering that he was not responding. Watching her evoked
memories of when I was a child, when my days were never complete
until my father had carried me in his lap and told me a
folktale.
While Charity was still talking, my mother got up.
She gestured discreetly with her eyes, like a crook, indicating for
me to follow. I allowed some seconds to pass before leaving.
My mother had stopped somewhere just outside the
ward. I walked over and stood beside her.
‘Mummy, is something wrong?’
‘No o, nothing is wrong. Just that Boniface was at
the hospital this morning.’
‘Really?’
‘Hmm. I was equally surprised.’
She said that she had been cleaning my father’s
teeth when the nurse on duty informed her that a visitor was
waiting in reception. Without checking the clock, she knew that
visiting time did not begin until about five hours later. Apart
from my siblings and me, any other visitor who ventured near the
ward before visiting time received a bark and a bite from the
nurses. This time, the nurses did not seem to mind.
‘When I came outside, I saw a group of nurses
whispering with excitement.’
They kept quiet when they saw her. The nurse who
had come to inform her pointed with a significant smile. Uncle
Boniface was standing there in the corridor with five men in dark
suits and dark glasses.
‘He apologised for not coming earlier,’ she said
and smiled.
So many different things had been taking up his
time, but he had determined that he must come today. In fact, he
was supposed to travel out of the country this morning, but had
postponed his foreign business meeting to visit my father
instead.
‘I was quite touched,’ she concluded.
‘I hope Daddy didn’t get upset about him coming,’ I
said.
‘I don’t think so. At first, I wasn’t sure how your
daddy would react to seeing him, but I felt it would be wrong to
leave him standing in the reception. He didn’t stay for too long
before he left. But while he was there, your daddy didn’t really
show any emotions.’
‘On second thoughts,’ I said, ‘maybe it would have
been better if he had been upset. That might have been what he
needs to finally force him to say something intelligible.’
To my relief, my mother laughed at my morbid joke.
These days, her face looked less tired. I had not heard her laugh
so heartily in a very long time.
‘The nurses have been treating me differently since
Boniface came,’ she continued. ‘He seems to be quite popular here
in Aba. They kept telling me that they had no idea he was my
brother. Some were asking if he’s my real brother or just a
relative. When he was leaving, he even dashed them some dollars for
lunch and told them to make sure they took care of his
brother-in-law.’ She smiled like a happy child. ‘He wanted to lodge
me in his hotel so that I can go there and be spending the night
instead of staying here, but I refused.’
I could understand my father’s point of view, but,
in truth, I was beginning to appreciate my uncle more and more. He
had been so kind, so generous, so helpful. Right now, it did not
matter where he got the money from. How would we have made it this
far without him?
‘You should have agreed to go to the hotel,’ I said
to my mother.
‘No, no, no. I’m fine. I want to be here whenever
your daddy needs me.’
If only I had been there when Uncle Boniface made
the offer, I would not have minded taking it up for myself. Truth
be told, this daily travelling to and from Umuahia was quite
debilitating.
‘Anyway,’ my mother continued. ‘He asked me to tell
you to come and see him before you go back to Umuahia today.’
‘What does he want to see me about?’
‘He didn’t say. He just said I should tell you to
stop at his house before you go.’
‘Maybe he wants to give me some more money.’
‘I thought so too,’ she agreed quickly. ‘He’s
really been very kind to us during this difficult period. I only
wish his money were not so filthy.’
‘His money might be filthy, but at least it’s being
used for a good cause.’
My mother paused and thought.
‘Well, I suppose you’re right,’ she agreed
eventually.
‘What about Charity? If I’d known I’d be going to
see Uncle Boniface from here, I wouldn’t have come with her
today.’
My mother considered.
‘It doesn’t matter. You can take her along. I don’t
think there’s anything wrong with that. After all, we’ll eventually
have to tell your daddy where we got most of the money for his
treatment from and he would probably want to thank Boniface
personally.’
That would be the marvel of all marvels. The word
‘probably’ was the most active part of that sentence.