TWENTY
Susan lay back on the bed and smiled as Kevin
placed his hand on her swollen stomach.
‘He’s kickin’, Suze. I can feel him moving
about.’
Susan laughed. Kev was so positive that they were
having a boy, he’d already decorated the nursery blue. She had been
a bit annoyed with him when he’d surprised her with it. ‘We might
still have a girl, Kev, and if we do, I’m not having her sleepin’
in a boy’s room.’
‘You worry too much, Suze. It ain’t cost us nothing
– I nicked the paint from work. If it is a girl, which it won’t be,
I’ll repaint it pink in no time.’
As Kev stood up, Susan pulled the quilt over her
huge stomach. ‘Where yer goin’?’ she asked him.
‘I’m gonna make us something to eat. You have a
rest, save yerself for tonight.’
Susan smiled. It was their engagement party
tonight, and although she was looking forward to it, she looked and
felt like shit. Her pregnancy had been a difficult one. She’d put
on loads of weight, had little energy, and often felt hormonal. Kev
had been a saint and had treated her with kid gloves. He’d waited
on her hand and foot, suffered her tantrums, and even helped out
with the cooking and housework. Once the baby was born, she’d make
it all up to him. She had twelve weeks to go, and was desperate to
feel normal again. Still, it would all be worth it in the end.
Together, they were as happy as Larry, but the arrival of their
baby would be the icing on the cake.
Maria took off the blue dress and tried the pink
one on again. Tonight could possibly be the big turning point of
her life and she was determined to look her best. The invite to
Susan’s party had taken her completely by surprise. Maureen hadn’t
just asked her to attend, she’d practically begged her.
‘Please say you’ll come, Maria. I’m so worried
about James. He ain’t been himself since yous two fell out. He’s
out guzzling all the time, coming home at all hours. He really
misses you, I know he does. Please sort things out with him, even
if it’s only for my sake.’
Maria agreed and afterwards thought long and hard
about Maureen’s words. At first she’d been so angry with James that
she’d wanted to hurt him. Now she felt differently. She missed him
more than words could say and would give her right arm to have him
back in her life. She knew now that he hadn’t just been her best
friend; it was more than that. He was her soulmate, her rock. Why,
at the time, hadn’t she been able to see what was right in front of
her eyes? Years she’d spent dating wasters and dickheads and what
for? James had been there all along.
To be honest, she’d never looked at him in a
romantic light until recently. It had sort of hit her like a ton of
bricks after they’d fallen out. He looked different all of a
sudden. His physique, his dress, his hair, everything about him had
improved overnight. She’d dated lots of other guys to try and make
him jealous but, truth be known, she couldn’t bear them near her
any more. Luckily, she was still a virgin and just lately even a
passionate clinch did nothing but make her think of James. She
missed his eyes, his laughter, his stupid jokes and his silly walk.
She even missed him taking the mickey out of her and driving her
mad with his awful record collection.
Looking at her watch, she knew she’d better get a
move on. Deciding to stick with the pink dress, she quickly did her
hair. Ever since she was little, James had always said she looked
like a princess with her hair chucked up. Finally, tonight, she
would have a chance to tell him how she truly felt. She’d debated
whether to send him a letter, but would rather speak to him face to
face. If he could just forgive her and admit that he felt the same
way, then she’d gladly be his girl for evermore.
‘Me and Jimmy boy are going for a beer, Mum. We’ll
meet you at the party.’
Grabbing his younger brother’s arm, Tommy pulled
him quickly out of the door. His mother had been staring at him
with her Russian shot-putter expression all day and he couldn’t
wait to get out of the house. He was obviously in the dog house
over something and, at this particular moment, the wrath of his old
lady was the last thing he could be bothered with.
Maureen was glad to see the back of her deceitful
son. How she’d kept her mouth shut all day, she would never know.
Desperate not to spoil her daughter’s engagement party, she’d had
to delay ripping his head off for at least twenty-four hours.
Tomorrow, he could pack his bags and fuck off as far away as
possible. He wasn’t leading her up the garden path, or his brother
astray, for one minute longer.
‘Maur, we’re here.’
Maureen told Gladys and Ethel to sit down. ‘It’s
ever so early. Shall we have a quick drink here before we leave,
girls?’
Gladys looked vacantly out of the window. ‘Sooty,
woof woof, Sooty,’ she shouted.
‘She seems to have forgotten he was a cat, she
thinks he was a dog,’ Ethel whispered sadly. ‘I’ll have a brandy
and get her one, as well. It’ll do her good to have a drink
tonight.’
Maureen did the honours.
Kate Odder’s was only around the corner and even
though Ethel’s arthritis was playing her up, they could easy walk
it. Handing the drinks out, Maureen smiled. ‘Cheers, girls. To our
Susan, eh?’
Ethel lifted her glass. ‘To Susan.’
‘And Sooty,’ Gladys said.
At Tommy’s say-so, he and James headed to The
Bancroft. It was little Mickey Parks’s local pub and Tommy was
determined to have a word with the piss-taking little bastard. He’d
lent him £100 a couple of weeks ago and the cheeky fucker still
hadn’t paid him back. Spotting him immediately, Tommy swaggered
towards him.
‘Oi, Parksy. Where’s my fuckin’ money?’
Looking sheepish, Mickey Parks dug his hands deep
into his pockets. ‘I’ve only got thirty quid on me, Tom. Can I give
you a score now and the rest next week?’
Tommy told James to get the drinks in and ordered
Mickey into the toilets. Slamming the door, he turned to him
angrily. ‘Don’t take the fuckin’ piss out of me, yer cunt. If
you’ve got the dough to stand in here pissing it up, then you’ve
got the dough to pay me. I’ll give yer two days and if you ain’t
got it back to me by Monday, I’m coming round your fuckin’ house.
Don’t forget you’ve gotta give me one an’ a half back, that was the
deal we had, remember?’
Shit-scared, Mickey nodded. ‘I promise yer, Tom,
I’ll get it to yer by Monday.’
Tommy smiled as he re-entered the bar. He’d seen
the fear on Parksy’s face, the mug. He’d get his money by Monday
all right, and if he didn’t, he’d smash the little prick to
fuck.
Tommy dragged James over to the other side of the
pub. There was a crowd of good-looking birds standing there and he
fancied a bit of a laugh.
‘Good evening, ladies. I’m Tommy, this is my
brother, James, and we’d like to buy you all a drink.’
‘Are you sure?’ asked the pretty one with the dark
hair.
Tommy winked. ‘Absolutely positive,
sweetheart.’
Susan felt like a rhinoceros as she walked towards
the pub. She’d had no option but to wear black leggings and a baggy
top yet again. Nothing else would bloody well fit her.
‘I wish I didn’t feel so fat and gross,’ she moaned
to Kevin.
Kevin cuddled her, ‘You look beautiful to me, Suze,
and I’m the one that’s marrying yer.’
Susan looked at him adoringly; the days of him
treating her badly were long gone. He’d turned into the perfect
boyfriend and she couldn’t wait to become his wife. She’d felt
guilty earlier when he’d told her that most of his family wasn’t
coming. ‘Word got around that it was you that glassed Joanne. Fuck
’em, it’s their loss,’ he assured her.
As the loved-up couple entered the pub, they were
greeted by the cheering of well-wishers and the sight of
decorations and balloons. Susan had taken so long to get ready that
they were virtually the last to arrive.
‘Kev, Suze,’ Tracey and Darren yelled.
Spotting their best friends, Susan grabbed Kevin’s
arm and made her way towards them.
Tommy and James arrived at the party and headed
straight for the bar. Aware of the daggers his mum was aiming his
way, Tommy turned his back to her and faced James. He’d taken the
phone number of one of the girls in The Bancroft and, unusually for
him, was quite taken with her.
‘She was nice, that little bird, weren’t she, Jimmy
boy? Lucy, her name was. I think I might ring her tomorrow and ask
her out.’
James smiled. The girl in question had been a timid
little sort and certainly hadn’t seemed his brother’s type. ‘I
thought she was really pretty, but she seemed a bit quiet for you,
Tom.’
Tommy laughed. ‘The quiet ones have good wife and
breeding potential. All the loud ones are good for is a shag and a
laugh.’
Freddie arrived just in time to hear Tommy larging
it.
‘Anyone would think you were Richard Gere, yer
tosser.’
Laughing at Freddie’s one-liner, Tommy hugged him.
He hadn’t been sure if he was going to turn up tonight and now he
had, the party could really start.
‘Hello, Maureen.’
Looking around, Maureen locked eyes with Kenny.
Kissing him politely on the cheek, she smiled at him. ‘Hello, love,
you on your own? Where’s Wendy?’
‘She’s not well, got a touch of the flu,’ Kenny
lied.
Maureen couldn’t help but smile as she led him over
towards Ethel. Wendy had had the flu more times than she’d had hot
dinners.
‘Mum, Kenny’s here.’
‘’Ere he is, me favourite boy. Come and sit here,
son, between me and Glad,’ Ethel demanded.
Raising his eyebrows at Maureen, Kenny did as he
was told.
Rockin’ Ronny, the DJ, who had been an hour late
due to an accident on the A13, was finally set up and ready to
go.
‘Hi everybody,’ he drawled in a fake American
accent.
Susan, who hadn’t even noticed him arrive, stared
at him in amazement. He was about fifty, with a big quiff, long
sideburns and a white suit with tassels.
‘Who booked this fuckin’ prick?’ she said, nudging
Kevin.
Kevin shrugged. ‘Me mum got him out the paper, I
think. Don’t say anything, Suze, she paid for him out of her own
pocket. Whatever he’s like, any music’s better than having none at
all.’
Susan felt her hormones rise, and stormed off to
speak to the freak. She was determined not to have her night
spoiled by some delusional dickhead who believed he was Elvis
reincarnated.
Kicking off with ‘All Shook up’, Rockin’ Ronny
grabbed the mike. He sounded just like his idol and loved to sing
along with him. ‘Uh huh-uh, uh huh-uh, way-hey.’
Gladys leaped up in excitement, grabbed Ethel’s
hand, and urged her to follow her.
‘Elvis is here, Eth. Quick, come on, let’s go and
say hello to him. I knew he wasn’t dead, yer know, I fuckin’ knew
it.’
Ethel looked at Maureen and shook her head. Glad
truly believed that Elvis had been hiding himself away for years
and had decided to resurface in Stepney.
‘Hi James, how you doing?’
James felt embarrassed as he came face to face with
Ellie Phillips. He’d carefully avoided her since the night he’d got
hold of her and now here she was standing a foot away from
him.
‘Hello, Ellie, you all right, mate?’
‘Why didn’t you ring me, James? I thought we were
gonna go out.’
Seeing Tommy laughing behind his back, James could
feel himself redden.
‘I’m sorry, Ellie, I lost your phone number. I
would have popped round to see yer, but I’ve been so busy at work,
yer know how it is.’
Happy with his lie, Ellie smiled. ‘Never mind, you
gonna get me a drink then?’
James stood at the bar like a rabbit caught in the
headlights.
Too nervous to make an early entrance, Maria sat in
her friend Alison’s bedroom and sank yet another glass of
wine.
‘We’d better go in a minute, Maria, time’s getting
on and we don’t wanna get there too late,’ Alison said.
‘What is the time?’ Maria asked.
‘It’s half-nine,’ Alison replied. She wanted to get
her friend there before she knocked any more back.
Maria wasn’t about to be rushed. ‘We’ll leave in
twenty minutes and get there for ten. Let’s have one more here
first.’
Not knowing what to do for the best, Alison agreed.
Maria wasn’t the best of drinkers and on the odd times she had got
drunk, became argumentative and headstrong. Guessing she was in for
a night of it, Alison listened politely while a drunken Maria
droned on and on about the wonderful James.
By ten o’clock, Tommy and Freddie were well pissed
and throwing shapes across the dancefloor.
‘Viva las Vegas,’ they yelled as they extracted the
urine out of Rockin’ Ronny.
James, who had been left at the bar with a
gagging-for-it Ellie Phillips, was also steaming.
Hearing the tempo change to slow, Ellie grabbed him
by the hand.
‘Let’s have a dance, James.’
Too drunk to give a shit, James followed her
towards the stage.
‘Do I still look OK?’ Maria asked Alison as she
stood nervously outside the pub.
‘You look fine, Maria. Now let’s get inside, I’m
freezing out here.’
As she walked in, Maria had a quick look around,
but couldn’t spot James.
‘Two white wines,’ she shouted to the
barmaid.
Making her way to a quiet corner, she scanned the
place. Finally spotting James, she immediately felt bile rise from
her stomach to her throat. He was canoodling with a girl on the
dancefloor. It wasn’t until James withdrew his tongue from the
girl’s throat that Maria saw it was none other than her ex-best
friend, Ellie Phillips.
Letting out a sob, she made a dash for the
exit.