51
DANNY
Phone’s beeping so much with incoming text
threats I turn it to vibrate, set it on the kitchen table, and
watch it slowly buzz-crawl across the lacquered wood while I eat a
bowl of Cocoa Puffs for supper. When it gives off the long
brrrr of an actual call, I pick it up. I don’t recognize the
number, but know it’s not one of the three football captains that
don’t seem to ever sleep, judging on how often they like to remind
me I’m going to die.
“Huh-hello?”
“Danny?” a girl’s voice asks.
“Yeah?” My answer more of a question. What if it’s
one of their girlfriends, luring me to talk before they hand off
the phone to Scott or Tom or Mike?
“It’s Tina,” she says.
“Oh, uh, hi,” I say. Why’s she calling
me?
“Kurt just left. We’ve been talking for a long
time.”
“Uh-huh . . .”
“Danny, he told me everything.”
“. . . about?”
“Danny,” she sighs. “I know. I know
everything.”
My phone beeps while she talks and I know another
text has just come in, waiting for me to read it.
“So what?” I ask, annoyed now. Why the hell did
Kurt tell Tina?
“Danny, Kurt needs your help. He won’t admit it,
but he’s scared. Probably as scared as those bastards are.”
“Those bastards,” I say, “are not scared.”
“Yeah, they are,” she says. “They’ll never call it
that but they’re freaking out that you guys are going to finally
tell the truth. And they should, because you are.”
“Trust me,” I say. “I know scared. I know freaking
out. Those guys aren’t it.”
“Danny, there’s a way to fight them and make it all
stop but we need you to make it work.”
“Me?”
“Yeah, you,” Tina says. “Kurt needs you, Danny. He
needs you to help him speak up. It’s about time, don’t you
think?”
My phone buzzes again with another text. I stir the
rest of my soggy Cocoa Puffs around in my bowl, my hunger
completely disappearing.
“I don’t know.”
“Remember you thanked me for sticking up for
others,” she reminds me. “It’s your turn, now. You owe it to
Ronnie. You owe it to Kurt. Jesus, you owe it to the whole school.
At the very least, you owe it to yourself.”
“I’d rather keep as far away from those three as
possible.”
“How’s that working out for you so far?” she asks.
“Or Bruce?”
“Bruce just wants to shoot them,” I say.
Tina laughs.
“I’m not joking,” I tell her. “I think he might do
it. And I’m okay with that. Seriously,” I say, and realize I’d like
nothing more.
“I’ve got a better idea,” she says. “One that
doesn’t involve murder.”
“What makes you think you can outsmart them?”
“Uh, I’m a girl and they’re boys,” she says. “By
default, I win.”
“How about we stop the stupid schemes that only
seem to piss off these guys more and more,” I suggest.
“How about you listen to what I have to say,” she
suggests back.
As I’m mulling this over, the phone buzzes with
another incoming text. I guess I don’t have much to lose.
So I listen to Tina. My phone keeps beeping with
new messages as she talks. In the end I’m not sure if the text
threats convince me or Tina does, but eventually I agree to help
her help me and Kurt.
“One more thing,” Tina says. “Give me Vance
Fisher’s number.”
After hanging up, I stir my soupy cereal some more.
I glance at my phone. Twelve new texts in the last hour.
SPIT OR SWALLOW?
SNICH GOING DOWN
U CANT HIDE
DED MAN WALKING
U R DED MEET
SNICH GOING DOWN
U CANT HIDE
DED MAN WALKING
U R DED MEET
I stop reading after five and delete the rest. I’m
feeling more and more anxious, and it hits me, again, how scared
and lost Ronnie must’ve been during his last days. He asked me for
so little—just to tell the truth, tell him what I saw—and I turned
away from him. God! I wish I could have that last phone call with
him back, wish I could do it all over again.
“I’m so sorry,” I whisper over the table,
acting as if Ronnie is sitting across from me now. “So, so
sorry. I’ll make it right. I swear.”
The texts keep coming.
HOME ALONE?
DADDY CANT SAVE U & MOMMYS DED!
TIMES UP
NOK NOK
HERE WE CUM!
DADDY CANT SAVE U & MOMMYS DED!
TIMES UP
NOK NOK
HERE WE CUM!
The hungry growl of a big engine rolling into my
driveway makes me bolt for the front of the house. I lock the doors
and shut off all the inside lamps and TV. It’s night out and a
supercharged Camaro sits in my driveway, its headlights blasting
our house. I peek out from behind curtains drawn across our
front-yard picture window. I call my dad’s cell but it goes to
voice mail. Figures. The Camaro reverses at an angle, tires rolling
across our lawn, so the headlights hit the picture window. Then it
stops.
Without thinking I dial Coach’s number, which he
gave us after Ronnie died. The Camaro’s high beams flash on,
pentetrating our house’s lace curtains like X-rays. Coach’s phone
is ringing ... and ringing.... Come on, come on, pick
up!
Outside I hear the Camaro engine rev like it’s
getting ready to drive right through our house. I chance another
peek around the curtains, see the passenger door open and Tom
Jankowski step out.
Shit!
“Hello?” Coach Nelson’s voice answers over the
phone.
“Coach! They’re trying to kill me!” I pant. “Right
now!”
“Huh? Danny? Is that you? What’s wrong? Where are
you?”
Tom’s throwing something. I hear it thud against
our garage door. He throws again and again and more thuds pelt the
side of our house. One slams against the picture window I’m
standing next to, hits a foot from my head, and cracks the glass. I
see the outlines of a smashed egg, lit from behind by the car’s
headlights, running down the pane of glass. The car’s driver’s side
door opens and Scott steps out. Then Mike Studblatz gets out.
They’re both holding baseball bats, walking straight toward the
window.
“Coach, they’re—” Fear catches my throat as I
realize they’re about to shatter the thin glass and come grab
me.
“Danny, tell me what’s wrong, kiddo. Talk to
me.”
Our neighbor’s outside house lights come on across
the street and their dog, Judo, starts barking. Mike, Tom, and
Scott freeze, spin around, then jump into the car. The Camaro backs
out, wheels spinning on our lawn, leaving a single black track of
torn-up grass. As it flees the crime scene, the Camaro’s back tires
flame our street with a smoky screech loud enough to wake the
entire neighborhood, alerting everyone to the fact that my world is
totally exploding.
“Danny?” Coach is still on the line.
“Uh . . . sorry, Coach,” I exhale. “I, uh . . . I’m
having a nightmare. I’m sleepwalking. Must’ve dialed your number by
mistake. I’m awake now.”
“Sleepdialing?!” Coach scoffs over the phone. “You
on something right now?”
Yeah, I think. Fear!
“Maybe you want to talk for a while?” he tries.
“You sound pretty scared. Where’s your dad?”
“I think ... I think I’m okay.” Now that the Camaro
has left, I start feeling foolish for panicking and calling Coach.
“My dad’s doing late rounds at the hospital.”
“I think I should speak with him when he gets back.
Have him call me this week. Tell him anytime.”
“Okay, sure,” I say, knowing I’ll never pass on the
message.