CHAPTER XXXVIII
Jael
On the first of March, Conway Dalrymple’s
easel was put up in Mrs. Dobbs Broughton’s boudoir upstairs, the
canvas was placed upon it on which the outlines of Jael and Sisera
had been already drawn, and Mrs. Broughton and Clara Van Siever and
Conway Dalrymple were assembled with the view of steady art-work.
But before we see how they began their work together, we will go
back for a moment to John Eames on his return to his London
lodgings. The first thing every man does when he returns home after
an absence, is to look at his letters, and John Eames looked at
his. There were not very many. There was a note marked immediate,
from Sir Raffle Buffle, in which Sir R had scrawled in four lines a
notification that he should be driven to an extremity of
inconvenience if Eames were not at his post at half-past nine on
the following morning. “I think I see myself there at that hour,”
said John. There was a notification of a house dinner, which he was
asked to join, at his club, and a card for an evening gathering at
Lady Glencora Palliser’s—procured for him by his friend Conway—and
an invitation for dinner at the house of his uncle, Mr. Toogood;
and there was a scented note in the handwriting of a lady, which he
did not recognise. “My nearest and dearest friend, M. D. M.,” he
said, as he opened the note and looked at the signature. Then he
read the letter from Miss Demolines.
MY DEAR MR. EAMES, Pray come to me at once. I
know that you are to be back to-morrow. Do not lose an hour if you
can help it. I shall be at home at half-past five. I fear what you
know of has begun. But it certainly shall not go on. In one way or
another it must be prevented. I won’t say another word till I see
you, but pray come at once.
Yours always, M. D. M.
Thursday.
Poor mother isn’t very well, so you had
better ask for me.
“Beautiful!” said Johnny, as he read the
note. “There’s nothing I like so much as a mystery—especially if
it’s about nothing. I wonder why she is so desperately anxious that
the picture should not be painted. I’d ask Dalrymple, only I should
spoil the mystery.” Then he sat himself down, and began to think of
Lily. There could be no treason to Lily in his amusing himself with
the freaks of such a woman as Miss Demolines.
At eleven o’clock on the morning of the 1st
of March—the day following that on which Miss Demolines had written
her note—the easel was put up and the canvas was placed on it in
Mrs. Broughton’s room. Mrs. Broughton and Clara were both there,
and when they had seen the outlines as far as it had been drawn,
they proceeded to make arrangements for their future operations.
The period of work was to begin always at eleven, and was to be
continued for an hour and a half or for two hours on the days on
which they met. I fear that there was a little improper scheming in
this against the two persons whom the ladies were bound to obey.
Mr. Dobbs Broughton invariably left his house soon after ten in the
morning. It would sometimes happen, though not frequently, that he
returned home early in the day—at four perhaps, or even before
that; and should he chance to do so while the picture was going on,
he would catch them at their work if the work were postponed till
after luncheon. And then again, Mrs. Van Siever would often go out
in the morning, and when she did so, would always go without her
daughter. On such occasions she went into the City, or to other
resorts of business, at which, in some manner quite unintelligible
to her daughter, she looked after her money. But when she did not
go out in the morning, she did go out in the afternoon, and she
would then require her daughter’s company. There was some place to
which she always went of a Friday morning, and at which she stayed
for two or three hours. Friday therefore was a fitting day on which
to begin the work at Mrs. Broughton’s house. All this was explained
between the three conspirators. Mrs. Dobbs Broughton declared that
if she entertained the slightest idea that her husband would object
to the painting of the picture in her room, nothing on earth would
induce her to lend her countenance to it; but yet it might be well
not to tell him just at first, perhaps not till the sittings were
over—perhaps not till the picture was finished; as, otherwise,
tidings of the picture might get round to ears which were not
intended to hear it. “Poor dear Dobbs is so careless with a
secret.” Miss Van Siever explained her motives in a very different
way. “I know mamma would not let me do it if she knew it; and
therefore I shall not tell her.” “My dear Clara,” said Mrs.
Broughton with a smile “you are so outspoken!” “And why not?” said
Miss Van Siever. “I am old enough to judge for myself. If mamma
does not want to be deceived, she ought not to treat me like a
child. Of course she’ll find it out sooner or later; but I don’t
care about that.” Conway Dalrymple said nothing as the two ladies
were thus excusing themselves. “How delightful it must be not to
have a master,” said Mrs. Broughton, addressing him. “But then a
man has to work for his own bread,” said he. “I suppose it comes
about equal in the long run.”
Very little drawing or painting was done on
that day. In the first place it was necessary that the question of
costume should be settled, and both Mrs. Broughton and the artist
had much to say on that subject. It was considered proper that Jael
should be dressed as a Jewess, and there came to be much question
how Jewesses dressed themselves in those very early days. Mrs.
Broughton had prepared her jewels and raiment of many colours, but
the painter declared that the wife of Heber the Kenite would have
no jewels. But when Mrs. Broughton discovered from her Bible that
Heber had been connected by family ties with Moses, she was more
than ever sure that Heber’s wife would have in her tent much of the
spoilings of the Egyptians. And when Clara Van Siever suggested
that at any rate she would not have worn them in a time of
confusion when soldiers were loose, flying about the country, Mrs.
Broughton was quite confident that she would have put them on
before she invited the captain of the enemy’s host into her tent.
The artist at last took the matter into his own hand by declaring
that Miss Van Siever would sit the subject much better without
jewels, and therefore all Mrs. Broughton’s gewgaws were put back
into their boxes. And then on four different times the two ladies
had to retire into Mrs. Broughton’s room in order that Jael might
be arrayed in various costumes—and in each costume she had to kneel
down, taking the hammer in her hand, and holding the pointed stick
which had been prepared to do duty as the nail, upon the forehead
of a dummy Sisera. At last it was decided that her raiment should
be altogether white, and that she should wear, twisted round her
head and falling over her shoulder, a Roman silk scarf of various
colours. “Where Jael could have gotten it I don’t know,” said
Clara. “You may be sure that there were lots of such things among
the Egyptians,” said Mrs. Broughton, “and that Moses brought away
all the best for his own family.”
“And who is to be Sisera?” asked Mrs.
Broughton in one of the pauses in their work.
“I’m thinking of asking my friend John Eames
to sit.”
“Of course we cannot sit together,” said Miss
Van Siever.
“There’s no reason why you should,” said
Dalrymple. “I can do the second figure in my own room.” Then there
was a bargain made that Sisera should not be a portrait. “It would
never do,” said Mrs. Broughton, shaking her head very
gravely.
Though there was really very little done to
the picture on that day, the work was commenced; and Mrs.
Broughton, who had at first objected strongly to the idea, and who
had said twenty times that it was quite out of the question that it
should be done her house, became very eager in her delight about
it. Nobody should know anything of the picture till it should be
exhibited. That would be best. And it should be the picture of the
year! She was a little heartbroken when Dalrymple assured her that
it could not possibly be finished for exhibition in that May; but
she came to again when he declared that he meant to put out all his
strength upon it. “There will be five or six months’ work in it,”
he said. “Will there, indeed? And how much work was there in ‘The
Graces’?” “The Graces”, as will perhaps be remembered, was the
triple portrait of Mrs. Dobbs Broughton herself. This question the
artist did not answer with absolute accuracy, but contented himself
with declaring that with such a model as Mrs. Broughton the picture
had been comparatively easy.
Mrs. Broughton, having no doubt that ultimate
object of which she had spoken to her friend Conway steadily in
view, took occasion before the sitting was over to leave the room,
so that the artist might have an opportunity of speaking a word in
private to his model—if he had any such word to speak. And Mrs.
Broughton, as she did this, felt that she was doing her duty as a
wife, a friend, and a Christian. She was doing her duty as a wife,
because she was giving the clearest proof in the world—the clearest
at any rate to herself—that the intimacy between herself and her
friend Conway had in it nothing that was improper. And she was
doing her duty as a friend, because Clara Van Siever, with her
large expectations, would be an eligible wife. And she was doing
her duty as a Christian, because the whole thing was intended to be
moral. Miss Demolines had declared that her friend Maria
Clutterbuck—as Miss Demolines delighted to call Mrs. Broughton, in
memory of dear old innocent days—had high principles; and the
reader will see that she was justified in her declaration. “It will
be better so,” said Mrs. Broughton, as she sat upon her bed and
wiped a tear from the corner of her eye. “Yes; it will be better
so. There is a pang. Of course there’s a pang. But it will be
better so.” Acting upon this high principle, she allowed Conway
Dalrymple five minutes to say what he had to say to Clara Van
Siever. Then she allowed herself to indulge in some very savage
feelings in reference to her husband—accusing her husband in her
thoughts of great cruelty—nay, of brutality, because of certain
sharp words that he had said as to Conway Dalrymple. “But of course
he can’t understand,” said Mrs. Broughton to herself. “How is it to
be expected that he should understand?”
But she allowed her friend on this occasion
only five minutes, thinking probably that so much time might
suffice. A woman, when she is jealous, is apt to attribute to the
other woman with whom her jealousy is concerned, both weakness and
timidity, and to the man both audacity and strength. A woman who
has herself taken perhaps twelve months in the winning, will think
that another woman is to be won in five minutes. It is not to be
supposed that Mrs. Dobbs Broughton had ever been won by anyone
except Mr. Dobbs Broughton. At least, let it not be supposed that
she had ever acknowledged a spark of love for Conway Dalymple. But
nevertheless there was enough of jealousy in her present mood to
make her think poorly of Miss Van Siever’s capacity for standing a
siege against the artist’s eloquence. Otherwise, having left the
two together with the object which she had acknowledged to herself,
she would hardly have returned to them, after so short an
interval.
“I hope you won’t dislike the trouble of all
this?” said Dalrymple to his model, as soon as Mrs. Broughton was
gone.
“I cannot say that I like it very much,” said
Miss Van Siever.
“I’m afraid it will be a bore—but I hope
you’ll go through with it.”
“I shall if I am not prevented,” said Miss
Van Siever. “When I’ve said that I’ll do a thing, I like to do
it.”
There was a pause in the conversation which
took up a considerable portion of the five minutes. Miss Van Siever
was not holding her nail during those moments, but was sitting in a
commonplace way on her chair, while Dalrymple was scraping his
palette. “I wonder what it was that first induced you to sit?” said
he.
“Oh, I don’t know. I took a fancy for
it.”
“I’m very glad you did take the fancy. You’ll
make an excellent model. If you won’t mind posing again for a few
minutes— I will not weary you to-day. Your right arm a little more
forward.”
“But I should tumble down.”
“Not if you lean well on to the nail.”
“But that would have woken Sisera before she
had struck a blow.”
“Never mind that. Let us try it.” Then Mrs.
Broughton returned, with that pleasant feeling in her bosom of
having done her duty as a wife, a friend, and a Christian. “Mrs.
Broughton,” continued the painter, “just steady Miss Van Siever’s
shoulder with your hand; and now bring the arm and the elbow a
little more forward.”
“But Jael did not have a friend to help her
in that way,” said Miss Van Siever.
At the end of an hour and a half the two
ladies retired, and Jael disrobed herself, and Miss Van Siever put
on her customary raiment. It was agreed among them that they had
commenced their work auspiciously, and that they would meet again
on the following Monday. The artist begged to be allowed an hour to
go on with his work in Mrs. Broughton’s room, and the hour was
conceded to him. It was understood that he could not take the
canvas backwards and forwards with him to his own house, and he
pointed out that no progress whatever could be made, unless he were
occasionally allowed some such grace as this. Mrs. Broughton
doubted and hesitated, made difficulties, and lifted up her hands
in despair. “It is easy for you to say, Why not? but I know very
well why not.” But at last she gave way. “Honi
soit qui mal y pense,” she said; “that must be my
protection.” So she followed Miss Van Siever downstairs, leaving
Mr. Dalrymple in possession of her boudoir. “I shall give you just
one hour,” she said, “and then I shall come and turn you out.” So
she went down, and, as Miss Van Siever would not stay to lunch with
her, she ate her lunch by herself, sending a glass of sherry and a
biscuit up to the poor painter at his work.
Exactly at the end of the hour she returned
to him. “Now, Conway, you must go,” she said.
“But why in such a hurry?”
“Because I say that it must be so. When I say
so, pray let that be sufficient.” But still Dalrymple went on
working. “Conway,” she said, “how can you treat me with so much
disdain?”
“Disdain, Mrs. Broughton!”
“Yes, disdain. Have I not begged you to
understand that I cannot allow you to remain here, and yet you pay
no attention to my wishes.”
“I have done now;” and he began to put his
brushes and paints together. “I suppose all these things may remain
here?”
“Yes; they may remain. They must do so, of
course. There; if you will put the easel in the corner, with the
canvas behind it, they will not be seen if he should chance to come
into the room.”
“He would not be angry, I suppose, if he saw
them?”
“There is no knowing. Men are so
unreasonable. All men are, I think. All those are whom I have had
the fortune to know. Women generally say that men are selfish. I do
not complain so much that they are selfish as that they are
thoughtless. They are headstrong and do not look forward to
results. Now you—I do not think you would willingly do me an
injury?”
“I do not think I would.”
“I am sure you would not—but yet you would
forget to save me from one.”
“What injury?”
“Oh, never mind. I am not thinking of
anything in particular. From myself, for instance. But we will not
talk about that. That way madness lies. Tell me, Conway—what do you
think of Clara Van Siever?”
“She is very handsome, certainly.”
“And clever?”
“Decidedly clever. I should think she has a
temper of her own.”
“What woman is there worth a straw that has
not? If Clara Van Siever were ill-used, she would resent it. I do
not doubt that for a moment. I should not like to be the man who
would do it.”
“Nor I, either,” said Conway.
“But there is plenty of feminine softness in
that character, if she were treated with love and kindness. Conway,
if you will take my advice you will ask Clara Van Siever to be your
wife. But perhaps you have already.”
“Who; I?”
“Yes; you.”
“I have not done it yet, certainly, Mrs.
Broughton.”
“And why should you not do it?”
“There are two or three reasons—but perhaps
none of any great importance. Do you know of none, Mrs.
Broughton?”
“I know of none,” said Mrs. Broughton in a
very serious—in almost a tragic tone—”of none that should weigh for
a moment. As far as I am concerned, nothing would give me more
pleasure.”
“That is so kind of you!”
“I mean to be kind. I do, indeed, Conway. I
know it will be better for you that you should be settled—very much
better. And it will be better for me. I do not mind admitting
that—though in saying so I trust greatly to your generosity to
interpret my words properly.”
“I shall not flatter myself, if you mean
that.”
“There is no question of flattery, Conway.
The question is simply of truth and prudence. Do you not know that
it would be better that you should be married?”
“Not unless a certain gentleman were to die
first,” said Conway Dalrymple, as he deposited the last of his
painting paraphernalia in the recess which had been prepared for
them by Mrs. Broughton.
“Conway, how can you speak in that wicked,
wicked way!”
“I can assure that I do not wish the
gentleman in question the slightest harm in the world. If his
welfare depended on me, he should be as safe as the Bank of
England.”
“And you will not take my advice?”
“What advice?”
“About Clara?”
“Mrs. Broughton, matrimony is a very
important thing.”
“Indeed, it is—oh, who can say how important!
There was a time, Conway, when I thought you had given your heart
to Madalina Demolines.”
“Heaven forbid!”
“And I grieved, because I thought that she
was not worthy of you.”
“There was never anything in that, Mrs.
Broughton.”
“She thought that there was. At any rate, she
said so. I know that for certain. She told me so herself. But let
that pass. Clara Van Siever is in every respect very different from
Madalina. Clara, I think, is worthy of you. And Conway—of course it
is not for me to dictate to you; but this I must tell you—” Then
she paused, as though she did not know how to finish her
sentence.
“What must you tell me?”
“I will tell you nothing more. If you cannot
understand what I have said, you must be more dull of comprehension
than I believe you to be. Now go. Why are you not gone this
half-hour?”
“How could I go while you were giving me all
this good advice?”
“I have not asked you to stay. Go now, at any
rate. And, remember, Conway, if this picture is to go on, I will
not have you remaining here after the work is done. Will you
remember that?” And she held him by the hand while he declared that
he would remember it.
Mrs. Dobbs Broughton was no more in love with
Conway Dalrymple than she was in love with King Charles on
horseback at Charing Cross. And, over and beyond the protection
which came to her in the course of nature from unimpassioned
feelings in this special phase of her life—and indeed, I may say,
in every phase of her life—it must be acknowledged on her behalf
that she did enjoy that protection which comes from what we call
principle—though the principle was not perhaps very high of its
kind. Madalina Demolines had been right when she talked of her
friend Maria’s principles. Dobbs Broughton had been so far lucky in
that jump in the dark which he had made in taking a wife to
himself, that he had not fallen upon a really vicious woman, or
upon a woman of strong feeling. If it had come to be the lot of
Mrs. Dobbs Broughton to have six hours’ work to do every day of her
life, I think that the work would have been done badly, but that it
would have kept her free from all danger. As it was she had nothing
to do. She had no child. She was not given to much reading. She
could not sit with a needle in her hand all day. She had no
aptitude for May meetings, or the excitement of charitable good
works. Life with her was very dull, and she found no amusement
within her reach so easy and so pleasant as the amusement of
pretending to be in love. If all that she did and all that she said
could only have been taken for its worth and for nothing more, by
the different persons concerned, there was very little in it to
flatter Mr. Dalrymple or to give cause for tribulation to Mr.
Broughton. She probably cared but little for either of them. She
was one of those women to whom it is not given by nature to care
very much for anybody. But, of the two, she certainly cared the
most for Mr. Dobbs Broughton—because Mr. Dobbs Broughton belonged
to her. As to leaving Mr. Dobbs Broughton’s house, and putting
herself into the hands of another man—no Imogen of a wife was ever
less likely to take a step so wicked, so dangerous, and so
generally disagreeable to all the parties concerned.
But Conway Dalrymple—though now and again he
had got a side glance at her true character with clear-seeing
eyes—did allow himself to be flattered and deceived. He knew that
she was foolish and ignorant, and that she often talked wonderful
nonsense. He knew also that she was continually contradicting
herself—as when she would strenuously beg him to leave her, while
she would continue to talk to him in a strain that prevented the
possibility of his going. But, nevertheless, he was flattered, and
he did believe that she loved him. As to his love for her—he knew
very well that it amounted to nothing. Now and again, perhaps twice
a week, if he saw her as often, he would say something which would
imply a declaration of affection. He felt that as much as that was
expected from him, and that he ought not to hope to get off
cheaper. And now that this little play was going on about Miss Van
Siever, he did think that Mrs. Dobbs Broughton was doing her very
best to overcome an unfortunate attachment. It is so gratifying to
a young man’s feelings to suppose that another man’s wife has
conceived an unfortunate attachment for him! Conway Dalrymple ought
not to have been fooled by such a woman; but I fear that he was
fooled by her.
As he returned home to-day from Mrs.
Broughton’s house to his own lodgings he rambled out for a while
into Kensington Gardens, and thought of his position seriously. “I
don’t see why I should not marry her,” he said to himself, thinking
of course of Miss Van Siever. “If Maria is not in earnest it is not
my fault. And it would be my wish that she should be in earnest. If
I suppose her to be so, and take her at her word, she can have no
right to quarrel with me. Poor Maria! At any rate it will be better
for her, for no good can come of this kind of thing. And, by
heavens, with a woman like that, of strong feelings, one never
knows what may happen.” And then he thought of the condition he
would be in, if he were to find her some fine day in his own rooms,
and if she were to tell him that she could not go home again, and
that she meant to remain with him!
In the meantime Mrs. Dobbs Broughton had gone
down into her own drawing-room, had tucked herself up on the sofa,
and had fallen fast asleep.