CHAPTER XXIII
Mr. Plantagenet Palliser
A week passed over Mr. Crosbie’s head at
Courcy Castle without much inconvenience to him from the well-known
fact of his matrimonial engagement. Both George de Courcy and John
de Courcy had in their different ways charged him with his offence,
and endeavoured to annoy him by recurring to the subject; but he
did not care much for the wit or malice of George or John de
Courcy. The countess had hardly alluded to Lily Dale after those
few words which she said on the first day of his visit, and seemed
perfectly willing to regard his doings at Allington as the
occupation natural to a young man in such a position. He had been
seduced down to a dull country house, and had, as a matter of
course, taken to such amusements as the place afforded. He had shot
the partridges and made love to the young lady, taking those little
recreations as compensation for the tedium of the squire’s society.
Perhaps he had gone a little too far with the young lady; but then
no one knew better than the countess how difficult it is for a
young man to go far enough without going too far. It was not her
business to make herself a censor on a young man’s conduct. The
blame, no doubt, rested quite as much with Miss Dale as with him.
She was quite sorry that any young lady should be disappointed; but
if girls will be imprudent, and set their caps at men above their
mark, they must encounter disappointment. With such language did
Lady de Courcy speak of the affair among her daughters, and her
daughters altogether agreed with her that it was out of the
question that Mr. Crosbie should marry Lily Dale. From Alexandrina
he encountered during the week none of that raillery which he had
expected. He had promised to explain to her before he left the
castle all the circumstances of his acquaintance with Lily, and she
at last showed herself determined to demand the fulfilment of this
promise; but, previous to that, she said nothing to manifest either
offence or a lessened friendship. And I regret to say, that in the
intercourse which had taken place between them, that friendship was
by no means less tender that it had been in London.
“And when will you tell me what you
promised?” she asked him one afternoon, speaking in a low voice, as
they were standing together at the window of the billiard-room, in
that idle half-hour which always occurs before the necessity for
dinner preparation has come. She had been riding and was still in
her habit, and he had returned from shooting. She knew that she
looked more than ordinarily well in her tall straight hat and
riding gear, and was wont to hang about the house, walking
skilfully with her upheld drapery, during this period of the day.
It was dusk, but not dark, and there was no artificial light in the
billiard-room. There had been some pretence of knocking about the
balls, but it had been only pretence. “Even Diana,” she had said,
“could not have played billiards in a habit.” Then she had put down
her mace, and they had stood talking together in the recess of a
large bow-window.
“And what did I promise?” said Crosbie.
“You know well enough. Not that it is a
matter of any special interest to me; only, as you undertook to
promise, of course my curiosity has been raised.”
“If it be of no special interest” said
Crosbie, “you will not object to absolve me from my promise.”
“That is just like you,” she said. “And how
false you men always are. You made up your mind to buy my silence
on a distasteful subject by pretending to offer me your future
confidence; and now you tell me that you do not mean to confide in
me.”
“You begin by telling me that the matter is
one that does not in the least interest you.”
“That is so false again! You know very well
what I meant. Do you remember what you said to me the day you came?
and am I not bound to tell you after that, that your marriage with
this or that young lady is not matter of special interest to me?
Still, as your friend—”
“Well, as my friend!”
“I shall be glad to know— But I am not going
to beg for your confidence; only I tell you this fairly, that no
man is so mean in my eyes as a man who fights under false
colours.”
“And am I fighting under false
colours?”
“Yes, you are.” And now, as she spoke, the
Lady Alexandrina blushed beneath her hat; and dull as was the
remaining light of the evening, Crosbie, looking into her face, saw
her heightened colour. “Yes, you are. A gentleman is fighting under
false colours who comes into a house like this, with a public
rumour of his being engaged, and then conducts himself as though
nothing of the kind existed. Of course, it is not anything to me
specially; but that is fighting under false colours. Now, sir, you
may redeem the promise you made me when you first came here—or you
may let it alone.”
It must be acknowledged that the lady was
fighting her battle with much courage, and also with some skill. In
three or four days Crosbie would be gone; and this victory, if it
were ever to be gained, must be gained in those three or four days.
And if there were to be no victory, then it would be only fair that
Crosbie should be punished for his duplicity, and that she should
be avenged as far as any revenge might be in her power. Not that
she meditated any deep revenge, or was prepared to feel any strong
anger. She liked Crosbie as well as she had ever liked any man. She
believed that he liked her also. She had no conception of any very
strong passion, but conceived that a married life was more pleasant
than one of single bliss. She had no doubt that he had promised to
make Lily Dale his wife, but so had he previously promised her, or
nearly so. It was a fair game, and she would win it if she could.
If she failed, she would show her anger; but she would show it in a
mild, weak manner—turning up her nose at Lily before Crosbie’s
face, and saying little things against himself behind his back. Her
wrath would not carry her much beyond that.
“Now, sir, you may redeem the promise you
made me when you first came here—or you may let it alone.” So she
spoke, and then she turned her face away from him, gazing out into
the darkness.
“Alexandrina!” he said.
“Well, sir? But you have no right to speak to
me in that style. You know that you have no right to call me by my
name in that way!”
“You mean that you insist upon your
title?”
“All ladies insist on what you call their
title, from gentlemen, except under the privilege of greater
intimacy than you have the right to claim. You did not call Miss
Dale by her Christian name till you had obtained permission, I
suppose?”
“You used to let me call you so.”
“Never! Once or twice, when you have done so,
I have not forbidden it, as I should have done. Very well, sir, as
you have nothing to tell me, I will leave you. I must confess that
I did not think you were such a coward.” And she prepared to go,
gathering up the skirts of her habit, and taking up the whip which
she had laid on the window-sill.
“Stay a moment, Alexandrina,” he said; “I am
not happy, and you should not say words intended to make me more
miserable.”
“And why are you unhappy?”
“Because— I will tell you instantly, if I may
believe that I am telling you only, and not the whole
household.”
“Of course I shall not talk of it to others.
Do you think that I cannot keep a secret?”
“It is because I have promised to marry one
woman, and because I love another. I have told you everything now;
and if you choose to say again that I am fighting under false
colours I will leave the castle before you can see me again.”
“Mr. Crosbie!”
“Now you know it all, and may imagine whether
or no I am very happy. I think you said it was time to
dress—suppose we go?” And without further speech the two went off
to their separate rooms.
Crosbie, as soon as he was alone in his
chamber, sat himself down in his arm-chair, and went to work
striving to make up his mind as to his future conduct. It must not
be supposed that the declaration just made by him had been produced
solely by his difficulty at the moment. The atmosphere of Courcy
Castle had been at work upon him for the last week past. And every
word that he had heard, and every word that he had spoken, had
tended to destroy all that was good and true within him, and to
foster all that was selfish and false. He had said to himself a
dozen times during that week that he never could be happy with Lily
Dale, and that he never could make her happy. And then he had used
the old sophistry in his endeavour to teach himself that it was
right to do that which he wished to do. Would it not be better for
Lily that he should desert her, than marry her against the dictates
of his own heart? And if he really did not love her, would he not
be committing a greater crime in marrying her than in deserting
her? He confessed to himself that he had been very wrong in
allowing the outer world to get such a hold upon him that the love
of a pure girl like Lily could not suffice for his happiness. But
there was the fact, and he found himself unable to contend against
it. If by any absolute self-sacrifice he could secure Lily’s
well-being, he would not hesitate for a moment. But would it be
well to sacrifice her as well as himself?
He had discussed the matter in this way
within his own breast, till he had almost taught himself to believe
that it was his duty to break off his engagement with Lily; and he
had also almost taught himself to believe that a marriage with a
daughter of the house of Courcy, would satisfy his ambition and
assist him in his battle with the world. That Lady Alexandrina
would accept him he felt certain, if he could only induce her to
forgive him for his sin in becoming engaged to Miss Dale. How very
prone she would be to forgiveness in this matter, he had not
divined, having not as yet learned how easily such a woman can
forgive such a sin, if the ultimate triumph be accorded to
herself.
And there was another reason which operated
much with Crosbie, urging him on in his present mood and wishes,
though it should have given an exactly opposite impulse to his
heart. He had hesitated as to marrying Lily Dale at once, because
of the smallness of his income. Now he had a prospect of
considerable increase to that income. One of the commissioners at
his office had been promoted to some greater commissionership, and
it was understood by everybody that the secretary at the General
Committee Office would be the new commissioner. As to that there
was no doubt. But then the question had arisen as to the place of
secretary. Crosbie had received two or three letters on the
subject, and it seemed that the likelihood of his obtaining this
step in the world was by no means slight. It would increase his
official income from seven hundred a year to twelve, and would
place him altogether above the world. His friend, the present
secretary, had written to him, assuring him that no other probable
competitor was spoken of as being in the field against him. If such
good fortune awaited him, would it not smooth any present
difficulty which lay in the way of his marriage with Lily Dale?
But, alas, he had not looked at the matter in that light! Might not
the countess help him to this preferment? And if his destiny
intended for him the good things of this world—secretaryships,
commissionerships, chairmanships, and such like, would it not be
well that he should struggle on in his upward path by such
assistance as good connections might give him?
He sat thinking over it all in his own room
on that evening. He had written twice to Lily since his arrival at
Courcy Castle. His first letter has been given. His second was
written much in the same tone; though Lily, as she had read it, had
unconsciously felt somewhat less satisfied than she had been with
the first. Expressions of love were not wanting, but they were
vague and without heartiness. They savoured of insincerity, though
there was nothing in the words themselves to convict them. Few
liars can lie with the full roundness and self-sufficiency of
truth; and Crosbie, bad as he was, had not yet become bad enough to
reach that perfection. He had said nothing to Lily of the hopes of
promotion which had been opened to him; but he had again spoken of
his own worldliness—acknowledging that he received an unsatisfying
satisfaction from the pomps and vanities of Courcy Castle. In fact
he was paving the way for that which he had almost resolved that he
would do, now he had told Lady Alexandrina that he loved her; and
he was obliged to confess to himself that the die was cast.
As he thought of all this, there was not
wanting to him some of the satisfaction of an escape. Soon after
making that declaration of love at Allington he had begun to feel
that in making it he had cut his throat. He had endeavoured to
persuade himself that he could live comfortably with his throat cut
in that way; and as long as Lily was with him he would believe that
he could do so; but as soon as he was again alone he would again
accuse himself of suicide. This was his frame of mind even while he
was yet at Allington, and his ideas on the subject had become
stronger during his sojourn at Courcy. But the self-immolation had
not been completed, and he now began to think that he could save
himself. I need hardly say that this was not all triumph to him.
Even had there been no material difficulty as to his desertion of
Lily—no uncle, cousin, and mother whose anger he must face—no
vision of a pale face, more eloquent of wrong in its silence than
even uncle, cousin, and mother, with their indignant storm of
words—he was not altogether heartless. How should he tell all this
to the girl who had loved him so well; who had so loved him, that,
as he himself felt, her love would fashion all her future life
either for weal or for woe? “I am unworthy of her, and will tell
her so,” he said to himself. How many a false hound of a man has
endeavoured to salve his own conscience by such mock humility? But
he acknowledged at this moment, as he rose from his seat to dress
himself, that the die was cast, and that it was open to him now to
say what he pleased to Lady Alexandrina. “Others have gone through
the same fire before,” he said to himself, as he walked downstairs,
“and have come out scatheless.” And then he recalled to himself the
names of various men of high repute in the world who were supposed
to have committed in their younger days some such little mistake as
that into which he had been betrayed.
In passing through the hall he overtook Lady
Julia De Guest, and was in time to open for her the door of the
drawing-room. He then remembered that she had come into the
billiard-room at one side, and had gone out at the other, while he
was standing with Alexandrina at the window. He had not, however,
then thought much of Lady Julia; and as he now stood for her to
pass by him through the doorway, he made to her some indifferent
remark.
But Lady Julia was on some subjects a stern
woman, and not without a certain amount of courage. In the last
week she had seen what had been going on, and had become more and
more angry. Though she had disowned any family connection with Lily
Dale, nevertheless she now felt for her sympathy and almost
affection. Nearly every day she had repeated stiffly to the
countess some incident of Crosbie’s courtship and engagement to
Miss Dale—speaking of it as with absolute knowledge, as a thing
settled at all points. This she had done to the countess alone, in
the presence of the countess and Alexandrina, and also before all
the female guests of the castle. But what she had said was received
simply with an incredulous smile. “Dear me! Lady Julia,” the
countess had replied at last, “I shall begin to think you are in
love with Mr. Crosbie yourself; you harp so constantly on this
affair of his. One would think that young ladies in your part of
the world must find it very difficult to get husbands, seeing that
the success of one young lady is trumpeted so loudly.” For the
moment, Lady Julia was silenced; but it was not easy to silence her
altogether when she had a subject for speech near her heart.
Almost all the Courcy world were assembled in
the drawing-room as she now walked into the room with Crosbie at
her heels. When she found herself near the crowd she turned round,
and addressed him in a voice more audible than that generally
required for purposes of drawing-room conversation. “Mr. Crosbie,”
she said, “have you heard lately from our dear friend, Lily Dale?”
And she looked him full in the face, in a manner more significant,
probably, than even she had intended it to be. There was, at once,
a general hush in the room, and all eyes were turned upon her and
upon him.
Crosbie instantly made an effort to bear the
attack gallantly, but he felt that he could not quite command his
colour, or prevent a sudden drop of perspiration from showing
itself upon his brow. “I had a letter from Allington yesterday,” he
said. “I suppose you have heard of your brother’s encounter with
the bull?”
“The bull!” said Lady Julia. And it was
instantly manifest to all that her attack had been foiled and her
flank turned.
“Good gracious! Lady Julia, how very odd you
are!” said the countess.
“But what about the bull?” asked the
Honourable George.
“It seems that the earl was knocked down in
the middle of one of his own fields.”
“Oh, dear!” exclaimed Alexandrina. And sundry
other exclamations were made by all the assembled ladies.
“But he wasn’t hurt,” said Crosbie. “A young
man named Eames seems to have fallen from the sky and carried off
the earl on his back.”
“Ha, ha, ha, ha!” growled the other earl, as
he heard of the discomfiture of his brother peer.
Lady Julia, who had received her own letters
that day from Guestwick, knew that nothing of importance had
happened to her brother; but she felt that she was foiled for that
time.
“I hope that there has not really been any
accident,” said Mr. Gazebee, with a voice of great
solicitude.
“My brother was quite well last night, thank
you,” said she. And then the little groups again formed themselves,
and Lady Julia was left alone on the corner of a sofa.
“Was that all an invention of yours, sir?”
said Alexandrina to Crosbie.
“Not quite. I did get a letter this morning
from my friend Bernard Dale—that old harridan’s nephew; and Lord De
Guest has been worried by some of his animals. I wish I had told
her that his stupid old neck had been broken.”
“Fie, Mr. Crosbie!”
“What business has she to interfere with
me?”
“But I mean to ask the same question that she
asked, and you won’t put me off with a cock-and-bull story like
that.” But then, as she was going to ask the question, dinner was
announced.
“And is it true that De Guest has been tossed
by a bull?” said the earl, as soon as the ladies were gone. He had
spoken nothing during dinner except what words he had muttered into
the ear of Lady Dumbello. It was seldom that conversation had many
charms for him in his own house; but there was a savour of
pleasantry in the idea of Lord De Guest having been tossed, by
which even he was tickled.
“Only knocked down, I believe,” said
Crosbie.
“Ha, ha, ha!” growled the earl; then he
filled his glass, and allowed some one else to pass the bottle.
Poor man! There was not much left to him now in the world which did
amuse him.
“I don’t see anything to laugh at,” said
Plantagenet Palliser, who was sitting at the earl’s right hand,
opposite to Lord Dumbello.
“Don’t you?” said the earl. “Ha, ha,
ha!”
“I’ll be shot if I do. From all I hear De
Guest is an uncommon good farmer. And I don’t see the joke of
tossing a farmer merely because he’s a nobleman also. Do you?” and
he turned round to Mr. Gazebee, who was sitting on the other side.
The earl was an earl, and was also Mr. Gazebee’s father-in-law. Mr.
Plantagenet Palliser was the heir to a dukedom. Therefore, Mr.
Gazebee merely simpered, and did not answer the question put to
him. Mr. Palliser said nothing more about it, nor did the earl; and
then the joke died away.
Mr. Plantagenet Palliser was the Duke of
Omnium’s heir—heir to that nobleman’s title and to his enormous
wealth; and, therefore, was a man of mark in the world. He sat in
the House of Commons, of course. He was about five-and-twenty years
of age, and was, as yet, unmarried. He did not hunt or shoot or
keep a yacht, and had been heard to say that he had never put a
foot upon a race-course in his life. He dressed very quietly, never
changing the colour or form of his garments; and in society was
quiet, reserved, and very often silent. He was tall, slight, and
not ill-looking; but more than this cannot be said for his personal
appearance—except, indeed, this, that no one could mistake him for
other than a gentleman. With his uncle, the duke, he was on good
terms—that is to say, they had never quarrelled. A very liberal
allowance had been made to the nephew; but the two relatives had no
tastes in common, and did not often meet. Once a year Mr. Palliser
visited the duke at his great country seat for two or three days,
and usually dined with him two or three times during the season in
London. Mr. Palliser sat for a borough which was absolutely under
the duke’s command; but had accepted his seat under the distinct
understanding that he was to take whatever part in politics might
seem good to himself. Under these well-understood arrangements, the
duke and his heir showed to the world quite a pattern of a happy
family. “So different to the earl and Lord Porlock!” the people of
West Barsetshire used to say. For the estates, both of the duke and
of the earl, were situated in the western division of that
county.
Mr. Palliser was chiefly known to the world
as a rising politician. We may say that he had everything at his
command, in the way of pleasure, that the world could offer him. He
had wealth, position, power, and the certainty of attaining the
highest rank among, perhaps, the most brilliant nobility of the
world. He was courted by all who could get near enough to court
him. It is hardly too much to say that he might have selected a
bride from all that was most beautiful and best among English
women. If he would have bought race-horses, and have expended
thousands on the turf, he would have gratified his uncle by doing
so. He might have been the master of hounds, or the slaughterer of
hecatombs of birds. But to none of these things would he devote
himself. He had chosen to be a politician, and in that pursuit he
laboured with a zeal and perseverance which would have made his
fortune at any profession or in any trade. He was constant in
committee-rooms up to the very middle of August. He was rarely
absent from any debate of importance, and never from any important
division. Though he seldom spoke, he was always ready to speak if
his purpose required it. No man gave him credit for any great
genius—few even considered that he could become either an orator or
a mighty statesman. But the world said that he was a rising man,
and old Nestor of the Cabinet looked on him as one who would be
able, at some far future day, to come among them as a younger
brother. Hitherto he had declined such inferior offices as had been
offered to him, biding his time carefully; and he was as yet tied
hand and neck to no party, though known to be liberal in all his
political tendencies. He was a great reader—not taking up a book
here, and another there, as chance brought books before him, but
working through an enormous course of books, getting up the great
subject of the world’s history—filling himself full of facts—though
perhaps not destined to acquire the power of using those facts
otherwise than as precedents. He strove also diligently to become a
linguist—not without success, as far as a competent understanding
of various languages. He was a thin-minded, plodding, respectable
man, willing to devote all his youth to work, in order that in old
age he might be allowed to sit among the Councillors of the
State.
Hitherto his name had not been coupled by the
world with that of any woman whom he had been supposed to admire;
but latterly it had been observed that he had often been seen in
the same room with Lady Dumbello. It had hardly amounted to more
than this; but when it was remembered how undemonstrative were the
two persons concerned—how little disposed was either of them to any
strong display of feeling—even this was thought matter to be
mentioned. He certainly would speak to her from time to time almost
with an air of interest; and Lady Dumbello, when she saw that he
was in the room, would be observed to raise her head with some
little show of life, and to look round as though there were
something there on which it might be worth her while to allow her
eyes to rest. When such innuendoes were abroad, no one would
probably make more of them than Lady de Courcy. Many, when they
heard that Mr. Palliser was to be at the castle, had expressed
their surprise at her success in that quarter. Others, when they
learned that Lady Dumbello had consented to become her guest, had
also wondered greatly. But when it was ascertained that the two
were to be there together, her good-natured friends had
acknowledged that she was a very clever woman. To have either Mr.
Palliser or Lady Dumbello would have been a feather in her cap; but
to succeed in getting both, by enabling each to know that the other
would be there, was indeed a triumph. As regards Lady Dumbello,
however, the bargain was not fairly carried out; for, after all,
Mr. Palliser came to Courcy Castle only for two nights and a day,
and during the whole of that day he was closeted with sundry large
blue-books. As for Lady de Courcy, she did not care how he might be
employed. Blue-books and Lady Dumbello were all the same to her.
Mr. Palliser had been at Courcy Castle, and neither enemy nor
friend could deny the fact.
This was his second evening; and as he had
promised to meet his constituents at Silverbridge at one p.m. on
the following day, with the view of explaining to them his own
conduct and the political position of the world in general; and as
he was not to return from Silverbridge to Courcy, Lady Dumbello, if
she made any way at all, must take advantage of the short gleam of
sunshine which the present hour afforded her. No one, however,
could say that she showed any active disposition to monopolise Mr.
Palliser’s attention. When he sauntered into the drawing-room she
was sitting, alone, in a large, low chair, made without arms, so as
to admit the full expansion of her dress, but hollowed and round at
the back, so as to afford her the support that was necessary to
her. She had barely spoken three words since she had left the
dining-room, but the time had not passed heavily with her. Lady
Julia had again attacked the countess about Lily Dale and Mr.
Crosbie, and Alexandrina, driven almost to rage, had stalked off to
the farther end of the room, not concealing her special concern in
the matter.
“How I do wish they were married and done
with,” said the countess; “and then we should hear no more about
them.”
All of which Lady Dumbello heard and
understood; and in all of it she took a certain interest. She
remembered such things, learning thereby who was who, and
regulating her own conduct by what she learned. She was by no means
idle at this or at other such times, going through, we may say, a
considerable amount of really hard work in her manner of working.
There she had sat speechless, unless when acknowledging by a low
word of assent some expression of flattery from those around her.
Then the door opened, and when Mr. Palliser entered she raised her
head, and the faintest possible gleam of satisfaction might have
been discerned upon her features. But she made no attempt to speak
to him; and when, as he stood at the table, he took up a book and
remained thus standing for a quarter of an hour, she neither showed
nor felt any impatience. After that Lord Dumbello came in, and he
stood at the table without a book. Even then Lady Dumbello felt no
impatience.
Plantagenet Palliser skimmed through his
little book, and probably learned something. When he put it down he
sipped a cup of tea, and remarked to Lady de Courcy that he
believed it was only twelve miles to Silverbridge.
“I wish it was a hundred and twelve,” said
the countess.
“In that case I should be forced to start
to-night,” said Mr. Palliser.
“Then I wish it was a thousand and twelve,”
said Lady de Courcy.
“In that case I should not have come at all,”
said Mr. Palliser. He did not mean to be uncivil, and had only
stated a fact.
“The young men are becoming absolute bears,”
said the countess to her daughter Margaretta.
He had been in the room nearly an hour when
he did at last find himself standing close to Lady Dumbello: close
to her, and without any other very near neighbour.
“I should hardly have expected to find you
here,” he said.
“Nor I you,” she answered.
“Though, for the matter of that, we are both
near our own homes.”
“I am not near mine.”
“I meant Plumstead; your father’s
place.”
“Yes; that was my home once.”
“I wish I could show you my uncle’s place.
The castle is very fine, and he has some good pictures.”
“So I have heard.”
“Do you stay here long?”
“Oh, no. I go to Cheshire the day after
to-morrow. Lord Dumbello is always there when the hunting
begins.”
“Ah, yes; of course. What a happy fellow he
is; never any work to do! His constituents never trouble him, I
suppose?”
“I don’t think they ever do, much.”
After that Mr. Palliser sauntered away again,
and Lady Dumbello passed the rest of the evening in silence. It is
to be hoped that they both were rewarded by that ten minutes of
sympathetic intercourse for the inconvenience which they had
suffered in coming to Courcy Castle.
But that which seems so innocent to us had
been looked on in a different light by the stern moralists of that
house.
“By Jove!” said the Honourable George to his
cousin, Mr. Gresham, “I wonder how Dumbello likes it.”
“It seems to me that Dumbello takes it very
easily.”
“There are some men who will take anything
easily,” said George, who, since his own marriage, had learned to
have a holy horror of such wicked things.
“She’s beginning to come out a little,” said
Lady Clandidlem to Lady de Courcy, when the two old women found
themselves together over a fire in some back sitting-room. “Still
waters always run deep, you know.”
“I shouldn’t at all wonder if she were to go
off with him,” said Lady de Courcy.
“He’ll never be such a fool as that,” said
Lady Clandidlem.
“I believe men will be fools enough for
anything,” said Lady de Courcy. “But, of course, if he did, it
would come to nothing afterwards. I know one who would not be
sorry. If ever a man was tired of a woman, Lord Dumbello is tired
of her.”
But in this, as in almost everything else,
the wicked old woman spoke scandal. Lord Dumbello was still proud
of his wife, and as fond of her as a man can be of a woman whose
fondness depends upon mere pride.
There had not been much that was dangerous in
the conversation between Mr. Palliser and Lady Dumbello, but I
cannot say the same as to that which was going on at the same
moment between Crosbie and Lady Alexandrina. She, as I have said,
walked away in almost open dudgeon when Lady Julia recommenced her
attack about poor Lily, nor did she return to the general circle
during the evening. There were two large drawing-rooms at Courcy
Castle, joined together by a narrow link of a room, which might
have been called a passage, had it not been lighted by two windows
coming down to the floor, carpeted as were the drawing-rooms, and
warmed with a separate fireplace. Hither she betook herself, and
was soon followed by her married sister Amelia.
“That woman almost drives me mad,” said
Alexandrina, as they stood together with their toes upon the
fender.
“But, my dear, you of all people should not
allow yourself to be driven mad on such a subject.”
“That’s all very well, Amelia.”
“The question is this, my dear—what does Mr.
Crosbie mean to do?”
“How should I know?”
“If you don’t know, it will be safer to
suppose that he is going to marry this girl; and in that
case—”
“Well, what in that case? Are you going to be
another Lady Julia? What do I care about the girl?”
“I don’t suppose you care much about the
girl; and if you care as little about Mr. Crosbie, there’s an end
of it; only in that case, Alexandrina—”
“Well, what in that case?”
“You know I don’t want to preach to you.
Can’t you tell me at once whether you really like him? You and I
have always been good friends.” And the married sister put her arm
affectionately round the waist of her who wished to be
married.
“I like him well enough.”
“And has he made any declaration to
you?”
“In a sort of a way he has. Hark, here he
is!” And Crosbie, coming in from the larger room, joined the
sisters at the fireplace.
“We were driven away by the clack of Lady
Julia’s tongue,” said the elder.
“I never met such a woman,” said
Crosbie.
“There cannot well be many like her,” said
Alexandrina. And after that they all stood silent for a minute or
two. Lady Amelia Gazebee was considering whether or no she would do
well to go and leave the two together. If it were intended that Mr.
Crosbie should marry her sister, it would certainly be well to give
him an opportunity of expressing such a wish on his own part. But
if Alexandrina was simply making a fool of herself, then it would
be well for her to stay. “I suppose she would rather I should go,”
said the elder sister to herself; and then, obeying the rule which
should guide all our actions from one to another, she went back and
joined the crowd.
“Will you come on into the other room?” said
Crosbie.
“I think we are very well here,” Alexandrina
replied.
“But I wish to speak to you—particularly,”
said he.
“And cannot you speak here?”
“No. They will be passing backwards and
forwards.” Lady Alexandrina said nothing further, but led the way
into the other large room. That also was lighted, and there were in
it four or live persons. Lady Rosina was reading a work on the
Millennium, with a light to herself in one corner. Her brother John
was asleep in an arm-chair, and a young gentleman and lady were
playing chess. There was, however, ample room for Crosbie and
Alexandrina to take up a position apart.
“And now, Mr. Crosbie, what have you got to
say to me? But, first, I mean to repeat Lady Julia’s question, as I
told you that I should do.—When did you hear last from Miss
Dale?”
“It is cruel in you to ask me such a
question, after what I have already told you. You know that I have
given to Miss Dale a promise of marriage.”
“Very well, sir. I don’t see why you should
bring me in here to tell me anything that is so publicly known as
that. With such a herald as Lady Julia it was quite
unnecessary.”
“If you can only answer me in that tone I
will make an end of it at once. When I told you of my engagement, I
told you also that another woman possessed my heart. Am I wrong to
suppose that you knew to whom I alluded?”
“Indeed, I did not, Mr. Crosbie. I am no
conjuror, and I have not scrutinised you so closely as your friend
Lady Julia.”
“It is you that I love. I am sure I need
hardly say so now.”
“Hardly, indeed—considering that you are
engaged to Miss Dale.”
“As to that I have, of course, to own that I
have behaved foolishly—worse than foolishly, if you choose to say
so. You cannot condemn me more absolutely than I condemn myself.
But I have made up my mind as to one thing. I will not marry where
I do not love.” Oh, if Lily could have heard him as he then spoke!
“It would be impossible for me to speak in terms too high of Miss
Dale; but I am quite sure that I could not make her happy as her
husband.”
“Why did you not think of that before you
asked her?” said Alexandrina. But there was very little of
condemnation in her tone.
“I ought to have done so; but it is hardly
for you to blame me with severity. Had you, when we were last
together in London—had you been less—”
“Less what?”
“Less defiant,” said Crosbie, “all this might
perhaps have been avoided.”
Lady Alexandrina could not remember that she
had been defiant; but, however, she let that pass. “Oh, yes; of
course it was my fault.”
“I went down there to Allington with my heart
ill at ease, and now I have fallen into this trouble. I tell you
all as it has happened. It is impossible that I should marry Miss
Dale. It would be wicked in me to do so, seeing that my heart
belongs altogether to another. I have told you who is that other;
and now may I hope for an answer?”
“An answer to what?”
“Alexandrina, will you be my wife?”
If it had been her object to bring him to a
point-blank declaration and proposition of marriage, she had
certainly achieved her object now. And she had that trust in her
own power of management and in her mother’s, that she did not fear
that in accepting him she would incur the risk of being served as
he was serving Lily Dale. She knew her own position and his too
well for that. If she accepted him she would in due course of time
become his wife—let Miss Dale and all her friends say what they
might to the contrary. As to that head she had no fear. But
nevertheless she did not accept him at once. Though she wished for
the prize, her woman’s nature hindered her from taking it when it
was offered to her.
“How long is it, Mr. Crosbie,” she said,
“since you put the same question to Miss Dale?”
“I have told you everything, Alexandrina—as I
promised that I would do. If you intend to punish me for doing
so—”
“And I might ask another question. How long
will it be before you put the same question to some other
girl?”
He turned round as though to walk away from
her in anger; but when he had gone half the distance to the door he
returned.
“By heaven!” he said, and he spoke somewhat
roughly, too, “I’ll have an answer. You at any rate have nothing
with which to reproach me. All that I have done wrong, I have done
through you, or on your behalf. You have heard my proposal. Do you
intend to accept it?”
“I declare you startle me. If you demanded my
money or my life, you could not be more imperious.”
“Certainly not more resolute in my
determination.”
“And if I decline the honour?”
“I shall think you the most fickle of your
sex.”
“And if I were to accept it?”
“I would swear that you were the best, the
dearest, and the sweetest of women.”
“I would rather have your good opinion than
your bad, certainly,” said Lady Alexandrina. And then it was
understood by both of them that that affair was settled. Whenever
she was called on in future to speak of Lily, she always called
her, “that poor Miss Dale;” but she never again spoke a word of
reproach to her future lord about that little adventure. “I shall
tell mamma, to-night,” she said to him, as she bade him good-night
in some sequestered nook to which they had betaken themselves. Lady
Julia’s eye was again on them as they came out from the sequestered
nook, but Alexandrina no longer cared for Lady Julia.
“George, I cannot quite understand about that
Mr. Palliser. Isn’t he to be a duke, and oughtn’t he to be a lord
now?” This question was asked by Mrs. George de Courcy of her
husband, when they found themselves together in the seclusion of
the nuptial chamber.
“Yes; he’ll be Duke of Omnium when the old
fellow dies. I think he’s one of the slowest fellows I ever came
across. He’ll take deuced good care of the property, though.”
“But, George, do explain it to me. It is so
stupid not to understand, and I am afraid of opening my mouth for
fear of blundering.”
“Then keep your mouth shut, my dear. You’ll
learn all those sort of things in time, and nobody notices it if
you don’t say anything.”
“Yes, but, George—I don’t like to sit silent
all the night. I’d sooner be up here with a novel if I can’t speak
about anything.”
“Look at Lady Dumbello. She doesn’t want to
be always talking.”
“Lady Dumbello is very different from me. But
do tell me, who is Mr. Palliser?”
“He’s the duke’s nephew. If he were the
duke’s son, he would be the Marquis of Silverbridge.”
“And will he be plain Mister till his uncle
dies?”
“Yes, a very plain Mister.”
“What a pity for him. But, George—if I have a
baby, and if he should be a boy, and if—”
“Oh, nonsense; it will be time enough to talk
of that when he comes. I’m going to sleep.”