CHAPTER XXIX
The Donkey Ride
Sir Louis, when left to himself, was slightly
dismayed and somewhat discouraged; but he was not induced to give
up his object. The first effort of his mind was made in
conjecturing what private motive Dr. Thorne could possibly have in
wishing to debar his niece from marrying a rich young baronet. That
the objection was personal to himself, Sir Louis did not for a
moment imagine. Could it be that the doctor did not wish that his
niece should be richer, and grander, and altogether bigger than
himself? Or was it possible that his guardian was anxious to
prevent him from marrying from some view of the reversion of the
large fortune? That there was some such reason, Sir Louis was well
sure; but let it be what it might, he would get the better of the
doctor. “He knew,” so he said to himself, “what stuff girls were
made of. Baronets did not grow like blackberries.” And so, assuring
himself with such philosophy, he determined to make his
offer.
The time he selected for doing this was the
hour before dinner; but on the day on which his conversation with
the doctor had taken place, he was deterred by the presence of a
strange visitor. To account for this strange visit it will be
necessary that we should return to Greshamsbury for a few
minutes.
Frank, when he returned home for his summer
vacation, found that Mary had again flown; and the very fact of her
absence added fuel to the fire of his love, more perhaps then even
her presence might have done. For the flight of the quarry ever
adds eagerness to the pursuit of the huntsman. Lady Arabella,
moreover, had a bitter enemy; a foe, utterly opposed to her side in
the contest, where she had once fondly looked for her staunchest
ally. Frank was now in the habit of corresponding with Miss
Dunstable, and received from her most energetic admonitions to be
true to the love which he had sworn. True to it he resolved to be;
and therefore, when he found that Mary was flown, he resolved to
fly after her.
He did not, however, do this till he had been
in a measure provoked to it by it by the sharp-tongued cautions and
blunted irony of his mother. It was not enough for her that she had
banished Mary out of the parish, and made Dr. Thorne’s life
miserable; not enough that she harassed her husband with harangues
on the constant subject of Frank’s marrying money, and dismayed
Beatrice with invectives against the iniquity of her friend. The
snake was so but scotched; to kill it outright she must induce
Frank utterly to renounce Miss Thorne.
This task she essayed, but not exactly with
success. “Well, mother,” said Frank, at last turning very red,
partly with shame, and partly with indignation, as he made the
frank avowal, “since you press me about it, I tell you fairly that
my mind is made up to marry Mary sooner or later, if—”
“Oh, Frank! good heavens! you wicked boy; you
are saying this purposely to drive me distracted.”
“If,” continued Frank, not attending to his
mother’s interjections, “if she will consent.”
“Consent!” said Lady Arabella. “Oh, heavens!”
and falling into the corner of the sofa, she buried her face in her
handkerchief.
“Yes, mother, if she will consent. And now
that I have told you so much, it is only just that I should tell
you this also; that as far as I can see at present I have no reason
to hope that she will do so.”
“Oh, Frank, the girl is doing all she can to
catch you,” said Lady Arabella—not prudently.
“No, mother; there you wrong her altogether;
wrong her most cruelly.”
“You ungracious, wicked boy! you call me
cruel!”
“I don’t call you cruel; but you wrong her
cruelly, most cruelly. When I have spoken to her about this—for I
have spoken to her—she has behaved exactly as you would have wanted
her to do; but not at all as I wished her. She has given me no
encouragement. You have turned her out among you”—Frank was
beginning to be very bitter now—”but she has done nothing to
deserve it. If there has been any fault it has been mine. But it is
well that we should all understand each other. My intention is to
marry Mary if I can.” And, so speaking, certainly without due
filial respect, he turned towards the door.
“Frank,” said his mother, raising herself up
with energy to make one last appeal. “Frank, do you wish to see me
die of a broken heart?”
“You know, mother, I would wish to make you
happy, if I could.”
“If you wish to see me ever happy again, if
you do not wish to see me sink broken-hearted to my grave, you must
give up this mad idea, Frank,”—and now all Lady Arabella’s energy
came out. “Frank there is but one course left open to you. You MUST
marry money.” And then Lady Arabella
stood up before her son as Lady Macbeth might have stood, had Lady
Macbeth lived to have a son of Frank’s years.
“Miss Dunstable, I suppose,” said Frank,
scornfully. “No, mother; I made an ass, and worse than an ass of
myself once in that way, and I won’t do it again. I hate
money.”
“Oh, Frank!”
“I hate money.”
“But, Frank, the estate?”
“I hate the estate—at least I shall hate it
if I am expected to buy it at such a price as that. The estate is
my father’s.”
“Oh, no, Frank; it is not.”
“It is in the sense I mean. He may do with it
as he pleases; he will never have a word of complaint from me. I am
ready to go into a profession to-morrow. I’ll be a lawyer, or a
doctor, or an engineer; I don’t care what.” Frank, in his
enthusiasm, probably overlooked some of the preliminary
difficulties. “Or I’ll take a farm under him, and earn my bread
that way; but, mother, don’t talk to me any more about marrying
money.” And, so saying, Frank left the room.
Frank, it will be remembered, was twenty-one
when he was first introduced to the reader; he is now twenty-two.
It may be said that there was a great difference between his
character then and now. A year at that period will make a great
difference; but the change has been, not in his character, but in
his feelings.
Frank went out from his mother and
immediately ordered his black horse to be got ready for him. He
would at once go over to Boxall Hill. He went himself to the
stables to give his orders; and as he returned to get his gloves
and whip he met Beatrice in the corridor.
“Beatrice,” said he, “step in here,” and she
followed him into his room. “I’m not going to bear this any longer;
I’m going to Boxall Hill.”
“Oh, Frank! how can you be so
imprudent?”
“You, at any rate, have some decent feeling
for Mary. I believe you have some regard for her; and therefore I
tell you. Will you send her any message?”
“Oh, yes; my best, best love; that is if you
will see her; but, Frank, you are very foolish, very; and she will
be infinitely distressed.”
“Do not mention this, that is, not at
present; not that I mean to make any secret of it. I shall tell my
father everything. I’m off now!” and then, paying no attention to
her remonstrance, he turned down the stairs and was soon on
horseback.
He took the road to Boxall Hill, but he did
not ride very fast: he did not go jauntily as a jolly, thriving
wooer; but musingly, and often with diffidence, meditating every
now and then whether it would not be better for him to turn back:
to turn back—but not from fear of his mother; not from prudential
motives; not because that often-repeated lesson as to marrying
money was beginning to take effect; not from such causes as these;
but because he doubted how he might be received by Mary.
He did, it is true, think something about his
worldly prospects. He had talked rather grandiloquently to his
mother as to his hating money, and hating the estate. His mother’s
never-ceasing worldly cares on such subjects perhaps demanded that
a little grandiloquence should be opposed to them. But Frank did
not hate the estate; nor did he at all hate the position of an
English country gentleman. Miss Dunstable’s eloquence, however,
rang in his ears. For Miss Dunstable had an eloquence of her own,
even in her letters. “Never let them talk you out of your own true,
honest, hearty feelings,” she had said. “Greshamsbury is a very
nice place, I am sure; and I hope I shall see it some day; but all
its green knolls are not half so nice, should not be half so
precious, as the pulses of your own heart. That is your own estate,
your own, your very own—your own and another’s; whatever may go to
the money-lenders, don’t send that there. Don’t mortgage that, Mr.
Gresham.”
“No,” said Frank, pluckily, as he put his
horse into a faster trot, “I won’t mortgage that. They may do what
they like with the estate; but my heart’s my own,” and so speaking
to himself, almost aloud, he turned a corner of the road rapidly
and came at once upon the doctor.
“Hallo, doctor! is that you?” said Frank,
rather disgusted.
“What! Frank! I hardly expected to meet you
here,” said Dr. Thorne, not much better pleased.
They were now not above a mile from Boxall
Hill, and the doctor, therefore, could not but surmise whither
Frank was going. They had repeatedly met since Frank’s return from
Cambridge, both in the village and in the doctor’s house; but not a
word had been said between them about Mary beyond what the merest
courtesy had required. Not that each did not love the other
sufficiently to make a full confidence between them desirable to
both; but neither had had the courage to speak out.
Nor had either of them the courage to do so
now. “Yes,” said Frank, blushing, “I am going to Lady Scatcherd’s.
Shall I find the ladies at home?”
“Yes; Lady Scatcherd is there; but Sir Louis
is there also—an invalid: perhaps you would not wish to meet
him.”
“Oh! I don’t mind,” said Frank, trying to
laugh; “he won’t bite, I suppose?”
The doctor longed in his heart to pray to
Frank to return with him; not to go and make further mischief; not
to do that which might cause a more bitter estrangement between
himself and the squire. But he had not the courage to do it. He
could not bring himself to accuse Frank of being in love with his
niece. So after a few more senseless words on either side, words
which each knew to be senseless as he uttered them, they both rode
on their own ways.
And then the doctor silently, and almost
unconsciously, made such a comparison between Louis Scatcherd and
Frank Gresham as Hamlet made between the dead and live king. It was
Hyperion to a satyr. Was it not as impossible that Mary should not
love the one, as that she should love the other? Frank’s offer of
his affections had at first probably been but a boyish ebullition
of feeling; but if it should now be, that this had grown into a
manly and disinterested love, how could Mary remain unmoved? What
could her heart want more, better, more beautiful, more rich than
such a love as his? Was he not personally all that a girl could
like? Were not his disposition, mind, character, acquirements, all
such as women most delight to love? Was it not impossible that Mary
should be indifferent to him?
So meditated the doctor as he road along,
with only too true a knowledge of human nature. Ah! it was
impossible, it was quite impossible that Mary should be
indifferent. She had never been indifferent since Frank had uttered
his first half-joking word of love. Such things are more important
to women than they are to men, to girls than they are to boys. When
Frank had first told her that he loved her; aye, months before
that, when he merely looked his love, her heart had received the
whisper, had acknowledged the glance, unconscious as she was
herself, and resolved as she was to rebuke his advances. When, in
her hearing, he had said soft nothings to Patience Oriel, a hated,
irrepressible tear had gathered in her eye. When he had pressed in
his warm, loving grasp the hand which she had offered him as a
token of mere friendship, her heart had forgiven him the treachery,
nay, almost thanked him for it, before her eyes or her words had
been ready to rebuke him. When the rumour of his liaison with Miss
Dunstable reached her ears, when she heard of Miss Dunstable’s
fortune, she had wept, wept outright, in her chamber—wept, as she
said to herself, to think that he should be so mercenary; but she
had wept, as she should have said to herself, at finding that he
was so faithless. Then, when she knew at last that this rumour was
false, when she found that she was banished from Greshamsbury for
his sake, when she was forced to retreat with her friend Patience,
how could she but love him, in that he was not mercenary? How could
she not love him in that was so faithful?
It was impossible that she should not love
him. Was he not the brightest and the best of men that she had ever
seen, or was like to see?—that she could possibly ever see, she
would have said to herself, could she have brought herself to own
the truth? And then, when she heard how true he was, how he
persisted against father, mother, and sisters, how could it be that
that should not be a merit in her eyes which was so great a fault
in theirs? When Beatrice, with would-be solemn face, but with eyes
beaming with feminine affection, would gravely talk of Frank’s
tender love as a terrible misfortune, as a misfortune to them all,
to Mary herself as well as others, how could Mary do other than
love him? “Beatrice is his sister,” she would say within her own
mind, “otherwise she would never talk like this; were she not his
sister, she could not but know the value of such love as this.” Ah!
yes; Mary did love him; love him with all the strength of her
heart; and the strength of her heart was very great. And now by
degrees, in those lonely donkey-rides at Boxall Hill, in those
solitary walks, she was beginning to own to herself the
truth.
And now that she did own it, what should be
her course? What should she do, how should she act if this loved
one persevered in his love? And, ah! what should she do, how should
she act if he did not persevere? Could it be that there should be
happiness in store for her? Was it not too clear that, let the
matter go how it would, there was no happiness in store for her?
Much as she might love Frank Gresham, she could never consent to be
his wife unless the squire would smile on her as his
daughter-in-law. The squire had been all that was kind, all that
was affectionate. And then, too, Lady Arabella! As she thought of
the Lady Arabella a sterner form of thought came across her brow.
Why should Lady Arabella rob her of her heart’s joy? What was Lady
Arabella that she, Mary Thorne, need quail before her? Had Lady
Arabella stood only in her way, Lady Arabella, flanked by the De
Courcy legion, Mary felt that she could have demanded Frank’s hand
as her own before them all without a blush of shame or a moment’s
hesitation. Thus, when her heart was all but ready to collapse
within her, would she gain some little strength by thinking of the
Lady Arabella.
“Please, my lady, here be young squoire
Gresham,” said one of the untutored servants at Boxall Hill,
opening Lady Scatcherd’s little parlour door as her ladyship was
amusing herself by pulling down and turning, and re-folding, and
putting up again, a heap of household linen which was kept in a
huge press for the express purpose of supplying her with
occupation.
Lady Scatcherd, holding a vast counterpane in
her arms, looked back over her shoulders and perceived that Frank
was in the room. Down went the counterpane on the ground, and Frank
soon found himself in the very position which that useful article
had so lately filled.
“Oh! Master Frank! oh, Master Frank!” said
her ladyship, almost in an hysterical fit of joy; and then she
hugged and kissed him as she had never kissed and hugged her own
son since that son had first left the parent nest.
Frank bore it patiently and with a merry
laugh. “But, Lady Scatcherd,” said he, “what will they all say? you
forget I am a man now,” and he stooped his head as she again
pressed her lips upon his forehead.
“I don’t care what none of ‘em say,” said her
ladyship, quite going back to her old days; “I will kiss my own
boy; so I will. Eh, but Master Frank, this is good of you. A sight
of you is good for sore eyes; and my eyes have been sore enough too
since I saw you;” and she put her apron up to wipe away a
tear.
“Yes,” said Frank, gently trying to disengage
himself, but not successfully; “yes, you have had a great loss,
Lady Scatcherd. I was so sorry when I heard of your grief.”
“You always had a soft, kind heart, Master
Frank; so you had. God’s blessing on you! What a fine man you have
grown! Deary me! Well, it seems as though it were only just t’other
day like.” And she pushed him a little off from her, so that she
might look the better into his face.
“Well. Is it all right? I suppose you would
hardly know me again now I’ve got a pair of whiskers?”
“Know you! I should know you well if I saw
but the heel of your foot. Why, what a head of hair you have got,
and so dark too! but it doesn’t curl as it used once.” And she
stroked his hair, and looked into his eyes, and put her hand to his
cheeks. “You’ll think me an old fool, Master Frank: I know that;
but you may think what you like. If I live for the next twenty
years you’ll always be my own boy; so you will.”
By degrees, slow degrees, Frank managed to
change the conversation, and to induce Lady Scatcherd to speak on
some other topic than his own infantine perfections. He affected an
indifference as he spoke of her guest, which would have deceived no
one but Lady Scatcherd; but her it did deceive; and then he asked
where Mary was.
“She’s just gone out on her donkey—somewhere
about the place. She rides on a donkey mostly every day. But you’ll
stop and take a bit of dinner with us? Eh, now, do ‘ee, Master
Frank!”
But Master Frank excused himself. He did not
choose to pledge himself to sit down to dinner with Mary. He did
not know in what mood they might return with regard to each other
at dinner-time. He said, therefore, that he would walk out and, if
possible, find Miss Thorne; and that he would return to the house
again before he went.
Lady Scatcherd then began making apologies
for Sir Louis. He was an invalid; the doctor had been with him all
the morning, and he was not yet out of his room.
These apologies Frank willingly accepted, and
then made his way as he could on to the lawn. A gardener, of whom
he inquired, offered to go with him in pursuit of Miss Thorne. This
assistance, however, he declined, and set forth in quest of her,
having learnt what were her most usual haunts. Nor was he directed
wrongly; for after walking about twenty minutes, he saw through the
trees the legs of a donkey moving on the green-sward, at about two
hundred yards from him. On that donkey doubtless sat Mary
Thorne.
The donkey was coming towards him; not
exactly in a straight line, but so much so as to make it impossible
that Mary should not see him if he stood still. He did stand still,
and soon emerging from the trees, Mary saw him all but close to
her.
Her heart gave a leap within her, but she was
so far mistress of herself as to repress any visible sign of
outward emotion. She did not fall from her donkey, or scream, or
burst into tears. She merely uttered the words, “Mr. Gresham!” in a
tone of not unnatural surprise.
“Yes,” said he, trying to laugh, but less
successful than she had been in suppressing a show of feeling. “Mr.
Gresham! I have come over at last to pay my respects to you. You
must have thought me very uncourteous not to do so before.”
This she denied. “She had not,” she said,
“thought him at all uncivil. She had come to Boxall Hill to be out
of the way; and, of course, had not expected any such formalities.”
As she uttered this she almost blushed at the abrupt truth of what
she was saying. But she was taken so much unawares that she did not
know how to make the truth other than abrupt.
“To be out of the way!” said Frank. “And why
should you want to be out of the way?”
“Oh! there were reasons,” said she, laughing.
“Perhaps I have quarrelled dreadfully with my uncle.”
Frank at the present moment had not about him
a scrap of badinage. He had not a single easy word at his command.
He could not answer her with anything in guise of a joke; so he
walked on, not answering at all.
“I hope all my friends at Greshamsbury are
well,” said Mary. “Is Beatrice quite well?”
“Quite well,” said he.
“And Patience?”
“What, Miss Oriel; yes, I believe so. I
haven’t seen her this day or two.” How was it that Mary felt a
little flush of joy, as Frank spoke in this indifferent way about
Miss Oriel’s health?
“I thought she was always a particular friend
of yours,” said she.
“What! who? Miss Oriel? So she is! I like her
amazingly; so does Beatrice.” And then he walked about six steps in
silence, plucking up courage for the great attempt. He did pluck up
his courage and then rushed at once to the attack.
“Mary!” said he, and as he spoke he put his
hand on the donkey’s neck, and looked tenderly into her face. He
looked tenderly, and, as Mary’s ear at once told her, his voice
sounded more soft than it had ever sounded before. “Mary, do you
remember the last time that we were together?”
Mary did remember it well. It was on that
occasion when he had treacherously held her hand; on that day when,
according to law, he had become a man; when he had outraged all the
propriety of the De Courcy interest by offering his love to Mary in
Augusta’s hearing. Mary did remember it well; but how was she to
speak of it? “It was your birthday, I think,” said she.
“Yes, it was my birthday. I wonder whether
you remember what I said to you then?”
“I remember that you were very foolish, Mr.
Gresham.”
“Mary, I have come to repeat my folly—that
is, if it be folly. I told you then that I loved you, and I dare
say that I did so awkwardly, like a boy. Perhaps I may be just as
awkward now; but you ought at any rate to believe me when you find
that a year has not altered me.”
Mary did not think him at all awkward, and
she did believe him. But how was she to answer him? She had not yet
taught herself what answer she ought to make if he persisted in his
suit. She had hitherto been content to run away from him; but she
had done so because she would not submit to be accused of the
indelicacy of putting herself in his way. She had rebuked him when
he first spoke of his love; but she had done so because she looked
on what he said as a boy’s nonsense. She had schooled herself in
obedience to the Greshamsbury doctrines. Was there any real reason,
any reason founded on truth and honesty, why she should not be a
fitting wife to Frank Gresham—Francis Newbold Gresham, of
Greshamsbury, though he was, or was to be?
He was well born—as well born as any
gentleman in England. She was basely born—as basely born as any
lady could be. Was this sufficient bar against such a match? Mary
felt in her heart that some twelvemonth since, before she knew what
little she did now know of her own story, she would have said it
was so. And would she indulge her own love by inveigling him she
loved into a base marriage? But then reason spoke again. What,
after all, was this blood of which she had taught herself to think
so much? Would she have been more honest, more fit to grace an
honest man’s hearthstone, had she been the legitimate descendant of
a score of legitimate duchesses? Was it not her first duty to think
of him—of what would make him happy? Then of her uncle—what he
would approve? Then of herself—what would best become her modesty;
her sense of honour? Could it be well that she should sacrifice the
happiness of two persons to a theoretic love of pure blood?
So she had argued within herself; not now,
sitting on the donkey, with Frank’s hand before her on the tame
brute’s neck; but on other former occasions as she had ridden along
demurely among those trees. So she had argued; but she had never
brought her arguments to a decision. All manner of thoughts crowded
on her to prevent her doing so. She would think of the squire, and
resolve to reject Frank; and would then remember Lady Arabella, and
resolve to accept him. Her resolutions, however, were most
irresolute; and so, when Frank appeared in person before her,
carrying his heart in his hand, she did not know what answer to
make to him. Thus it was with her as with so many other maidens
similarly circumstanced; at last she left it all to chance.
“You ought, at any rate, to believe me,” said
Frank, “when you find that a year has not altered me.”
“A year should have taught you to be wiser,”
said she. “You should have learnt by this time, Mr. Gresham, that
your lot and mine are not cast in the same mould; that our stations
in life are different. Would your father or mother approve of your
even coming here to see me?”
Mary, as she spoke these sensible words, felt
that they were “flat, stale, and unprofitable.” She felt, also,
that they were not true in sense; that they did not come from her
heart; that they were not such as Frank deserved at her hands, and
she was ashamed of herself.
“My father I hope will approve of it,” said
he. “That my mother should disapprove of it is a misfortune which I
cannot help; but on this point I will take no answer from my father
or mother; the question is one too personal to myself. Mary, if you
say that you will not, or cannot return my love, I will go away—not
from here only, but from Greshamsbury. My presence shall not banish
you from all that you hold dear. If you can honestly say that I am
nothing to you, can be nothing to you, I will then tell my mother
that she may be at ease, and I will go away somewhere and get over
it as I may.” The poor fellow got so far, looking apparently at the
donkey’s ears, with hardly a gasp of hope in his voice, and he so
far carried Mary with him that she also had hardly a gasp of hope
in her heart. There he paused for a moment, and then looking up
into her face, he spoke but one word more. “But,” said he—and there
he stopped. It was clearly told in that “but.” Thus would he do if
Mary would declare that she did not care for him. If, however, she
could not bring herself so to declare, then was he ready to throw
his father and mother to the winds; then would he stand his ground;
then would he look all other difficulties in the face, sure that
they might finally be overcome. Poor Mary! the whole onus of
settling the matter was thus thrown upon her. She had only to say
that he was indifferent to her—that was all.
If “all the blood of the Howards” had
depended upon it, she could not have brought herself to utter such
a falsehood. Indifferent to her, as he walked there by her donkey’s
side, talking thus earnestly of his love for her! Was he not to her
like some god come from the heavens to make her blessed? Did not
the sun shine upon him with a halo, so that he was bright as an
angel? Indifferent to her! Could the open unadulterated truth have
been practicable for her, she would have declared her indifference
in terms that would truly have astonished him. As it was, she found
it easier to say nothing. She bit her lips to keep herself from
sobbing. She struggled hard, but in vain, to prevent her hands and
feet from trembling. She seemed to swing upon her donkey as though
like to fall, and would have given much to be upon her own feet
upon the sward.
“Si la jeunesse savait
…” There is so much in that wicked old French proverb! Had
Frank known more about a woman’s mind—had he, that is, been
forty-two instead of twenty-two—he would at once have been sure of
his game, and have felt that Mary’s silence told him all he wished
to know. But then, had he been forty-two instead of twenty-two, he
would not have been so ready to risk the acres of Greshamsbury for
the smiles of Mary Thorne.
“If you can’t say one word to comfort me, I
will go,” said he, disconsolately. “I made up my mind to tell you
this, and so I came over. I told Lady Scatcherd I should not
stay—not even for dinner.”
“I did not know you were so hurried,” said
she, almost in a whisper.
On a sudden he stood still, and pulling the
donkey’s rein, caused him to stand still also. The beast required
very little persuasion to be so guided, and obligingly remained
meekly passive.
“Mary, Mary!” said Frank, throwing his arms
round her knees as she sat upon her steed, and pressing his face
against her body. “Mary, you were always honest; be honest now. I
love you with all my heart. Will you be my wife?”
But still Mary said not a word. She no longer
bit her lips; she was beyond that, and was now using all her
efforts to prevent her tears from falling absolutely on her lover’s
face. She said nothing. She could no more rebuke him now and send
him from her than she could encourage him. She could only sit there
shaking and crying and wishing she was on the ground. Frank, on the
whole, rather liked the donkey. It enabled him to approach somewhat
nearer to an embrace than he might have found practicable had they
both been on their feet. The donkey himself was quite at his ease,
and looked as though he was approvingly conscious of what was going
on behind his ears.
“I have a right to a word, Mary; say ‘Go,’
and I will leave you at once.”
But Mary did not say “Go.” Perhaps she would
have done so had she been able; but just at present she could say
nothing. This came from her having failed to make up her mind in
due time as to what course it would best become her to
follow.
“One word, Mary; one little word. There, if
you will not speak, there is my hand. If you will have it, let it
lie in yours—if not, push it away.” So saying, he managed to get
the end of his fingers on to her palm, and there it remained
unrepulsed. “La jeunesse” was beginning to get a lesson; experience
when duly sought after sometimes comes early in life.
In truth Mary had not strength to push the
fingers away. “My love, my own, my own!” said Frank, presuming on
this very negative sign of acquiescence. “My life, my own one, my
own Mary!” and then the hand was caught hold of and was at his lips
before an effort could be made to save it from such
treatment.
“Mary, look at me; say one word to me.”
There was a deep sigh, and then came the one
word—”Oh, Frank!”
“Mr. Gresham, I hope I have the honour of
seeing you quite well,” said a voice close to his ear. “I beg to
say that you are welcome to Boxall Hill.” Frank turned round and
instantly found himself shaking hands with Sir Louis
Scatcherd.
How Mary got over her confusion Frank never
saw, for he had enough to do to get over his own. He involuntarily
deserted Mary and began talking very fast to Sir Louis. Sir Louis
did not once look at Miss Thorne, but walked back towards the house
with Mr. Gresham, sulky enough in temper, but still making some
effort to do the fine gentleman. Mary, glad to be left alone,
merely occupied herself with sitting on the donkey; and the donkey,
when he found that the two gentlemen went towards the house, for
company’s sake and for his stable’s sake, followed after
them.
Frank stayed but three minutes in the house;
gave another kiss to Lady Scatcherd, getting three in return, and
thereby infinitely disgusting Sir Louis, shook hands, anything but
warmly, with the young baronet, and just felt the warmth of Mary’s
hand within his own. He felt also the warmth of her eyes’ last
glance, and rode home a happy man.