CHAPTER XL
Preparations for the Wedding
The fourteenth of February was finally
settled as the day on which Mr. Crosbie was to be made the happiest
of men. A later day had been at first named, the twenty-seventh or
twenty-eighth having been suggested as an improvement over the
first week in March; but Lady Amelia had been frightened by
Crosbie’s behaviour on that Sunday evening, and had made the
countess understand that there should be no unnecessary delay. “He
doesn’t scruple at that kind of thing,” Lady Amelia had said in one
of her letters, showing perhaps less trust in the potency of her
own rank than might have been expected from her. The countess,
however, had agreed with her, and when Crosbie received from his
mother-in-law a very affectionate epistle, setting forth all the
reasons which would make the fourteenth so much more convenient a
day than the twenty-eighth, he was unable to invent an excuse for
not being made happy a fortnight earlier than the time named in the
bargain. His first impulse had been against yielding, arising from
some feeling which made him think that more than the bargain ought
not to be exacted. But what was the use to him of quarrelling? What
the use, at least, of quarrelling just then? He believed that he
could more easily enfranchise himself from the De Courcy tyranny
when he should be once married than he could do now. When Lady
Alexandrina should be his own he would let her know that he
intended to be her master. If in doing so it would be necessary
that he should divide himself altogether from the De Courcys, such
division should be made. At the present moment he would yield to
them, at any rate in this matter. And so the fourteenth of February
was fixed for the marriage.
In the second week in January Alexandrina
came up to look after her things; or, in more noble language, to
fit herself with becoming bridal appanages. As she could not
properly do all this work alone, or even under the surveillance and
with the assistance of a sister, Lady de Courcy was to come up
also. But Alexandrina came first, remaining with her sister in St.
John’s Wood till the countess should arrive. The countess had never
yet condescended to accept of her son-in-law’s hospitality, but
always went to the cold, comfortless house in Portman Square—the
house which had been the De Courcy town family mansion for many
years, and which the countess would long since have willingly
exchanged for some abode on the other side of Oxford Street; but
the earl had been obdurate; his clubs and certain lodgings which he
had occasionally been wont to occupy, were on the right side of
Oxford Street; why should he change his old family residence? So
the countess was coming up to Portman Square, not having been even
asked on this occasion to St. John’s Wood.
“Don’t you think we’d better,” Mr. Gazebee
had said to his wife, almost trembling at the renewal of his own
proposition.
“I think not, my dear,” Lady Amelia had
answered. “Mamma is not very particular; but there are little
things, you know—”
“Oh, yes, of course,” said Mr. Gazebee; and
then the conversation had been dropped. He would most willingly
have entertained his august mother-in-law during her visit to the
metropolis, and yet her presence in his house would have made him
miserable as long as she remained there.
But for a week Alexandrina sojourned under
Mr. Gazebee’s roof, during which time Crosbie was made happy with
all the delights of an expectant bridegroom. Of course he was given
to understand that he was to dine at the Gazebees’ every day, and
spend all his evenings there; and, under the circumstances, he had
no excuse for not doing so. Indeed, at the present moment, his
hours would otherwise have hung heavily enough upon his hands. In
spite of his bold resolution with reference to his eye, and his
intention not to be debarred from the pleasures of society by the
marks of the late combat, he had not, since that occurrence,
frequented his club very closely; and though London was now again
becoming fairly full, he did not find himself going out so much as
had been his wont. The brilliance of his coming marriage did not
seem to have added much to his popularity; in fact, the world—his
world—was beginning to look coldly at him. Therefore that daily
attendance at St. John’s Wood was not felt to be so irksome as
might have been expected.
A residence had been taken for the couple in
a very fashionable row of buildings abutting upon the Bayswater
Road, called Princess Royal Crescent. The house was quite new, and
the street being unfinished had about it a strong smell of mortar,
and a general aspect of builders’ poles and brickbats; but
nevertheless, it was acknowledged to be a quite correct locality.
From one end of the crescent a corner of Hyde Park could be seen,
and the other abutted on a very handsome terrace indeed, in which
lived an ambassador—from South America—a few bankers’ senior
clerks, and a peer of the realm. We know how vile is the sound of
Baker Street, and how absolutely foul to the polite ear is the name
of Fitzroy Square. The houses, however, in those purlieus are
substantial, warm, and of good size. The house in Princess Royal
Crescent was certainly not substantial, for in these days
substantially-built houses do not pay. It could hardly have been
warm, for, to speak the truth, it was even yet not finished
throughout; and as for the size, though the drawing-room was a
noble apartment, consisting of a section of the whole house, with a
corner cut out for the staircase, it was very much cramped in its
other parts, and was made like a cherub, in this respect, that it
had no rear belonging to it. “But if you have no private fortune of
your own, you cannot have everything,” as the countess observed
when Crosbie objected to the house because a closet under the
kitchen-stairs was to be assigned to him as his own
dressing-room.
When the question of the house was first
debated, Lady Amelia had been anxious that St. John’s Wood should
be selected as the site, but to this Crosbie had positively
objected.
“I think you don’t like St. John’s Wood,”
Lady Amelia had said to him somewhat sternly, thinking to awe him
into a declaration that he entertained no general enmity to the
neighbourhood. But Crosbie was not weak enough for this.
“No; I do not,” he said. “I have always
disliked it. It amounts to a prejudice, I dare say. But if I were
made to live here I am convinced I should cut my throat in the
first six months.”
Lady Amelia had then drawn herself up,
declaring her sorrow that her house should be so hateful to
him.
“Oh, dear, no,” said he. “I like it very much
for you, and enjoy coming here of all things. I speak only of the
effect which living here myself would have upon me.”
Lady Amelia was quite clever enough to
understand it all; but she had her sister’s interest at heart, and
therefore persevered in her affectionate solicitude for her
brother-in-law, giving up that point as to St. John’s Wood. Crosbie
himself had wished to go to one of the new Pimlico squares down
near Vauxhall Bridge and the river, actuated chiefly by
consideration of the enormous distance lying between that locality
and the northern region in which Lady Amelia lived; but to this
Lady Alexandrina had objected strongly. If, indeed, they could have
achieved Eaton Square, or a street leading out of Eaton Square—if
they could have crept on to the hem of the skirt of Belgravia—the
bride would have been delighted. And at first she was very nearly
being taken in with the idea that such was the proposal made to
her. Her geographical knowledge of Pimlico had not been perfect,
and she had nearly fallen into a fatal error. But a friend had
kindly intervened. “For heaven’s sake, my dear, don’t let him take
you anywhere beyond Eccleston Square!” had been exclaimed to her in
dismay by a faithful married friend. Thus warned, Alexandrina had
been firm, and now their tent was to be pitched in Princess Royal
Crescent, from one end of which the Hyde Park may be seen.
The furniture had been ordered chiefly under
the inspection, and by the experience, of the Lady Amelia. Crosbie
had satisfied himself by declaring that she at any rate could get
the things cheaper than he could buy them, and that he had no taste
for such employment. Nevertheless, he had felt that he was being
made subject to tyranny and brought under the thumb of subjection.
He could not go cordially into this matter of beds and chairs, and,
therefore, at last deputed the whole matter to the De Courcy
faction. And for this there was another reason, not hitherto
mentioned. Mr. Mortimer Gazebee was finding the money with which
all the furniture was being bought. He, with an honest but almost
unintelligible zeal for the De Courcy family, had tied up every
shilling on which he could lay his hand as belonging to Crosbie, in
the interest of Lady Alexandrina. He had gone to work for her,
scraping here and arranging there, strapping the new husband down
upon the grindstone of his matrimonial settlement, as though the
future bread of his, Gazebee’s, own children were dependent on the
validity of his legal workmanship. And for this he was not to
receive a penny, or gain any advantage, immediate or ulterior. It
came from his zeal—his zeal for the coronet which Lord de Courcy
wore. According to his mind an earl and an earl’s belongings were
entitled to such zeal. It was the theory in which he had been
educated, and amounted to a worship which, unconsciously, he
practised. Personally, he disliked Lord de Courcy, who ill-treated
him. He knew that the earl was a heartless, cruel, bad man. But as
an earl he was entitled to an amount of service which no commoner
could have commanded from Mr. Gazebee. Mr. Gazebee, having thus
tied up all the available funds in favour of Lady Alexandrina’s
seemingly expected widowhood, was himself providing the money with
which the new house was to be furnished. “You can pay me a hundred
and fifty a year with four per cent. till it is liquidated,” he had
said to Crosbie; and Crosbie had assented with a grunt. Hitherto,
though he had lived in London expensively, and as a man of fashion,
he had never owed anyone anything. He was now to begin that career
of owing. But when a clerk in a public office marries an earl’s
daughter, he cannot expect to have everything his own way.
Lady Amelia had bought the ordinary
furniture—the beds, the stair-carpets, the washing-stands, and the
kitchen things. Gazebee had got a bargain of the dinner-table and
sideboard. But Lady Alexandrina herself was to come up with
reference to the appurtenances of the drawing-room. It was with
reference to matters of costume that the countess intended to lend
her assistance—matters of costume as to which the bill could not be
sent in to Gazebee, and be paid for by him with five per cent. duly
charged against the bridegroom. The bridal trousseau must be
produced by De Courcy’s means, and, therefore, it was necessary
that the countess herself should come upon the scene. “I will have
no bills, d’ye hear?” snarled the earl, gnashing and snapping upon
his words with one specially ugly black tooth. “I won’t have any
bills about this affair.” And yet he made no offer of ready money.
It was very necessary under such circumstances that the countess
herself should come upon the scene. An ambiguous hint had been
conveyed to Mr. Gazebee, during a visit of business which he had
lately made to Courcy Castle, that the milliner’s bills might as
well be pinned on to those of the furniture-makers, the
crockery-mongers, and the like. The countess, putting it in her own
way, had gently suggested that the fashion of the thing had changed
lately, and that such an arrangement was considered to be the
proper thing among people who lived really in the world. But
Gazebee was a clear-headed, honest man; and he knew the countess.
He did not think that such an arrangement could be made on the
present occasion. Whereupon the countess pushed her suggestion no
further, but made up her mind that she must come up to London
herself.
It was pleasant to see the Ladies Amelia and
Alexandrina, as they sat within a vast emporium of carpets in Bond
Street, asking questions of the four men who were waiting upon
them, putting their heads together and whispering, calculating
accurately as to extra twopences a yard, and occasioning as much
trouble as it was possible for them to give. It was pleasant
because they managed their large hoops cleverly among the huge
rolls of carpets, because they were enjoying themselves thoroughly,
and taking to themselves the homage of the men as clearly their
due. But it was not so pleasant to look at Crosbie, who was
fidgeting to get away to his office, to whom no power of choosing
in the matter was really given, and whom the men regarded as being
altogether supernumerary. The ladies had promised to be at the shop
by half-past ten, so that Crosbie should reach his office at
eleven—or a little after. But it was nearly eleven before they left
the Gazebee residence, and it was very evident that half-an-hour
among the carpets would be by no means sufficient. It seemed as
though miles upon miles of gorgeous colouring were unrolled before
them; and then when any pattern was regarded as at all practicable,
it was unrolled backwards and forwards till a room was nearly
covered by it. Crosbie felt for the men who were hauling about the
huge heaps of material; but Lady Amelia sat as composed as though
it were her duty to inspect every yard of stuff in the warehouse.
“I think we’ll look at that one at the bottom again.” Then the men
went to work and removed a mountain. “No, my dear, that green in
the scroll-work won’t do. It would fly directly, if any hot water
were spilt.” The man, smiling ineffably, declared that that
particular green never flew anywhere. But Lady Amelia paid no
attention to him, and the carpet for which the mountain had been
removed became part of another mountain.
“That might do,” said Alexandrina, gazing
upon a magnificent crimson ground through which rivers of yellow
meandered, carrying with them in their streams an infinity of blue
flowers. And as she spoke she held her head gracefully on one side,
and looked down upon the carpet doubtingly. Lady Amelia poked it
with her parasol at though to test its durability, and whispered
something about yellows showing the dirt. Crosbie took out his
watch and groaned.
“It’s a superb carpet, my lady, and about the
newest thing we have. We put down four hundred and fifty yards of
it for the Duchess of South Wales, at Cwddglwlch Castle, only last
month. Nobody has had it since, for it has not been in stock.”
Whereupon Lady Amelia again poked it, and then got up and walked
upon it. Lady Alexandrina held her head a little more on one
side.
“Five and three?” said Lady Amelia.
“Oh, no, my lady; five and seven; and the
cheapest carpet we have in the house. There is twopence a yard more
in the colour; there is, indeed.”
“And the discount?” asked Lady Amelia.
“Two and a half, my lady.”
“Oh dear, no,” said Lady Amelia. “I always
have five per cent. for immediate payment—quite immediate, you
know.” Upon which the man declared the question must be referred to
his master. Two and a half was the rule of the house. Crosbie, who
had been looking out of the window, said that upon his honour he
couldn’t wait any longer.
“And what do you think of it, Adolphus?”,
asked Alexandrina.
“Think of what?”
“Of the carpet—this one, you know!”
“Oh—what do I think of the carpet? I don’t
think I quite like all these yellow bands; and isn’t it too red? I
should have thought something brown with a small pattern would have
been better. But, upon my word, I don’t much care.”
“Of course he doesn’t,” said Lady Amelia.
Then the two ladies put their heads together for another five
minutes, and the carpet was chosen—subject to that question of the
discount. “And now about the rug,” said Lady Amelia. But here
Crosbie rebelled, and insisted that he must leave them and go to
his office. “You can’t want me about the rug,” he said. “Well,
perhaps not,” said Lady Amelia. But it was manifest that
Alexandrina did not approve of being thus left by her male
attendant.
The same thing happened in Oxford Street with
reference to the chairs and sofas, and Crosbie began to wish that
he were settled, even though he should have to dress himself in the
closet below the kitchen-stairs. He was learning to hate the whole
household in St. John’s Wood, and almost all that belonged to it.
He was introduced there to little family economies of which
hitherto he had known nothing, and which were disgusting to him,
and the necessity for which was especially explained to him. It was
to men placed as he was about to place himself that these economies
were so vitally essential—to men who with limited means had to
maintain a decorous outward face towards the fashionable world.
Ample supplies of butchers’ meat and unlimited washing-bills might
be very well upon fifteen hundred a year to those who went out but
seldom, and who could use the first cab that came to hand when they
did go out. But there were certain things that Lady Alexandrina
must do, and therefore the strictest household economy became
necessary. Would Lily Dale have required the use of a carriage, got
up to look as though it were private, at the expense of her
husband’s beefsteaks and clean shirts? That question and others of
that nature were asked by Crosbie within his own mind, not
unfrequently.
But, nevertheless, he tried to love
Alexandrina, or rather to persuade himself that he loved her. If he
could only get her away from the De Courcy faction, and especially
from the Gazebee branch of it, he would break her of all that. He
would teach her to sit triumphantly in a street cab, and to cater
for her table with a plentiful hand. Teach her!—at some age over
thirty; and with such careful training as she had already received!
Did he intend to forbid her ever again to see her relations, ever
to go to St. John’s Wood, or to correspond with the countess and
Lady Margaretta? Teach her, indeed! Had he yet to learn that he
could not wash a blackamoor white?—that he could not have done so
even had he himself been well adapted for the attempt, whereas he
was in truth nearly as ill adapted as a man might be? But who could
pity him? Lily, whom he might have had in his bosom, would have
been no blackamoor.
Then came the time of Lady de Courcy’s visit
to town, and Alexandrina moved herself off to Portman Square. There
was some apparent comfort in this to Crosbie, for he would thereby
be saved from those daily dreary journeys up to the north-west. I
may say that he positively hated that windy corner near the church,
round which he had to walk in getting to the Gazebee residence, and
that he hated the lamp which guided him to the door, and the very
door itself. This door stood buried as it were in a wall, and
opened on to a narrow passage which ran across a so-called garden,
or front yard, containing on each side two iron receptacles for
geraniums, painted to look like Palissy ware, and a naked female on
a pedestal. No spot in London was, as he thought, so cold as the
bit of pavement immediately in front of that door. And there he
would be kept five, ten, fifteen minutes, as he declared—though I
believe in my heart that the time never exceeded three—while
Richard was putting off the trappings of his work and putting on
the trappings of his grandeur.
If people would only have their doors opened
to you by such assistance as may come most easily and naturally to
the work! I stood lately for some minutes on a Tuesday afternoon at
a gallant portal, and as I waxed impatient a pretty maiden came and
opened it. She was a pretty maiden, though her hands and face and
apron told tales of the fire-grates. “Laws, sir,” she said, “the
visitors’ day is Wednesday; and if you would come then, there would
be the man in livery!” She took my card with the corner of her
apron, and did just as well as the man in livery; but what would
have happened to her had her little speech been overheard by her
mistress?
Crosbie hated the house in St. John’s Wood,
and therefore the coming of the countess was a relief to him.
Portman Square was easily to be reached, and the hospitalities of
the countess would not be pressed upon him so strongly as those of
the Gazebees. When he first called he was shown into the great
family dining-room, which looked out towards the back of the house.
The front windows were, of course, closed, as the family was not
supposed to be in London. Here he remained in the room for some
quarter of an hour, and then the countess descended upon him in all
her grandeur. Perhaps he had never before seen her so grand. Her
dress was very large, and rustled through the broad doorway, as if
demanding even a broader passage. She had on a wonder of a bonnet,
and a velvet mantle that was nearly as expansive as her petticoats.
She threw her head a little back as she accosted him, and he
instantly perceived that he was enveloped in the fumes of an
affectionate but somewhat contemptuous patronage. In old days he
had liked the countess, because her manner to him had always been
flattering. In his intercourse with her he had been able to feel
that he gave quite as much as he got, and that the countess was
aware of the fact. In all the circumstances of their acquaintance
the ascendancy had been with him, and therefore the acquaintance
had been a pleasant one. The countess had been a good-natured,
agreeable woman, whose rank and position had made her house
pleasant to him; and therefore he had consented to shine upon her
with such light as he had to give. Why was it that the matter was
reversed, now that there was so much stronger a cause for good
feeling between them? He knew that there was such change, and with
bitter internal upbraidings he acknowledged to himself that this
woman was getting the mastery over him. As the friend of the
countess he had been a great man in her eyes—in all her little
words and looks she had acknowledged his power; but now, as her
son-in-law, he was to become a very little man—such as was Mortimer
Gazebee!
“My dear Adolphus,” she said, taking both his
hands, “the day is coming very near now; is it not?”
“Very near, indeed,” he said.
“Yes, it is very near. I hope you feel
yourself a happy man.”
“Oh, yes, that’s of course.”
“It ought to be. Speaking very seriously, I
mean that it ought to be a matter of course. She is everything that
a man should desire in a wife. I am not alluding now to her rank,
though of course you feel what a great advantage she gives you in
this respect.”
Crosbie muttered something as to his
consciousness of having drawn a prize in the lottery; but he so
muttered it as not to convey to the lady’s ears a proper sense of
his dependent gratitude. “I know of no man more fortunate than you
have been,” she continued; “and I hope that my dear girl will find
that you are fully aware that it is so. I think that she is looking
rather fagged. You have allowed her to do more than was good for
her in the way of shopping.”
“She has done a good deal, certainly,” said
Crosbie.
“She is so little used to anything of that
kind! But of course, as things have turned out, it was necessary
that she should see to these things herself.”
“I rather think she liked it,” said
Crosbie.
“I believe she will always like doing her
duty. We are just going now to Madame Millefranc’s, to see some
silks—perhaps you would wish to go with us?”
Just at this moment Alexandrina came into the
room, and looked as though she were in all respects a smaller
edition of her mother. They were both well-grown women, with
handsome large figures, and a certain air about them which answered
almost for beauty. As to the countess, her face, on close
inspection, bore, as it was entitled to do, deep signs of age; but
she so managed her face that any such close inspection was never
made; and her general appearance for her time of life was certainly
good. Very little more than this could be said in favour of her
daughter.
“Oh dear, no, mamma,” she said, having heard
her mother’s last words. “He’s the worst person in a shop in the
world. He likes nothing, and dislikes nothing. Do you,
Adolphus?”
“Indeed I do. I like all the cheap things,
and dislike all the dear things.”
“Then you certainly shall not go with us to
Madame Millefranc’s,” said Alexandrina.
“It would not matter to him there, you know,
my dear,” said the countess, thinking perhaps of the suggestion she
had lately made to Mr. Gazebee.
On this occasion Crosbie managed to escape,
simply promising to return to Portman Square in the evening after
dinner. “By-the-by, Adolphus,” said the countess, as he handed her
into the hired carriage which stood at the door, “I wish you would
go to Lambert’s, on Ludgate Hill, for me. He has had a bracelet of
mine for nearly three months. Do, there’s a good creature. Get it
if you can, and bring it up this evening.”
Crosbie, as he made his way back to his
office, swore that he would not do the bidding of the countess. He
would not trudge off into the city after her trinkets. But at five
o’clock, when he left his office, he did go there. He apologised to
himself by saying that he had nothing else to do, and bethought
himself that at the present moment his lady mother-in-law’s smiles
might be more convenient than her frowns. So he went to Lambert’s,
on Ludgate Hill, and there learned that the bracelet had been sent
down to Courcy Castle full two months since.
After that he dined at his club, at
Sebright’s. He dined alone, sitting by no means in bliss with his
half-pint of sherry on the table before him. A man now and then
came up and spoke to him, one a few words, and another a few, and
two or three congratulated him as to his marriage; but the club was
not the same thing to him as it had formerly been. He did not stand
in the centre of the rug, speaking indifferently to all or any
around him, ready with his joke, and loudly on the alert with the
last news of the day. How easy it is to be seen when any man has
fallen from his pride of place, though the altitude was ever so
small, and the fall ever so slight. Where is the man who can endure
such a fall without showing it in his face, in his voice, in his
step, and in every motion of every limb? Crosbie knew that he had
fallen, and showed that he knew it by the manner in which he ate
his mutton-chop.
At half-past eight he was again in Portman
Square, and found the two ladies crowding over a small fire in a
small back drawing-room. The furniture was all covered with brown
holland, and the place had about it that cold comfortless feeling
which uninhabited rooms always produce. Crosbie, as he had walked
from the club up to Portman Square, had indulged in some serious
thoughts. The kind of life which he had hitherto led had certainly
passed away from him. He could never again be the pet of a club, or
indulged as one to whom all good things were to be given without
any labour at earning them on his own part. Such for some years had
been his good fortune, but such could be his good fortune no
longer. Was there anything within his reach which he might take in
lieu of that which he had lost? He might still be victorious at his
office, having more capacity for such victory than others around
him. But such success alone would hardly suffice for him. Then he
considered whether he might not even yet be happy in his own
home—whether Alexandrina, when separated from her mother, might not
become such a wife as he could love. Nothing softens a man’s
feelings so much as failure, or makes him turn so anxiously to an
idea of home as buffetings from those he meets abroad. He had
abandoned Lily because his outer world had seemed to him too bright
to be deserted. He would endeavour to supply her place with
Alexandrina, because his outer world had seemed to him too harsh to
be supported. Alas! alas! a man cannot so easily repent of his
sins, and wash himself white from their stains!
When he entered the room the two ladies were
sitting over the fire, as I have stated, and Crosbie could
immediately perceive that the spirit of the countess was not
serene. In fact there had been a few words between the mother and
child on that matter of the trousseau, and Alexandrina had plainly
told her mother that if she were to be married at all she would be
married with such garments belonging to her as were fitting for an
earl’s daughter. It was in vain that her mother had explained with
many circumlocutional phrases, that the fitness in this respect
should be accommodated rather to the plebeian husband than to the
noble parent. Alexandrina had been very firm, and had insisted on
her rights, giving the countess to understand that if her orders
for finery were not complied with, she would return as a spinster
to Courcy, and prepare herself for partnership with Rosina.
“My dear,” said the countess, piteously, “you
can have no idea of what I shall have to go through with your
father. And, of course, you could get all these things
afterwards.”
“Papa has no right to treat me in such a way.
And if he would not give me any money himself, he should have let
me have some of my own.”
“Ah, my dear, that was Mr. Gazebee’s
fault.”
“I don’t care whose fault it was. It
certainly was not mine. I won’t have him to tell me”—”him” was
intended to signify Adolphus Crosbie—”that he had to pay for my
wedding-clothes.”
“Of course not that, my dear.”
“No; nor yet for the things which I wanted
immediately. I’d much rather go and tell him at once that the
marriage must be put off.”
Alexandrina of course carried her point, the
countess reflecting with a maternal devotion equal almost to that
of the pelican, that the earl could not do more than kill her. So
the things were ordered as Alexandrina chose to order them, and the
countess desired that the bills might be sent in to Mr. Gazebee.
Much self-devotion had been displayed by the mother, but the mother
thought that none had been displayed by the daughter, and therefore
she had been very cross with Alexandrina.
Crosbie, taking a chair, sat himself between
them, and in a very good-humoured tone explained the little affair
of the bracelet. “Your ladyship’s memory must have played you
false,” said he, with a smile.
“My memory is very good,” said the countess;
“very good indeed. If Twitch got it, and didn’t tell me, that was
not my fault.” Twitch was her ladyship’s lady’s-maid. Crosbie,
seeing how the land lay, said nothing more about the
bracelet.
After a minute or two he put out his hand to
take that of Alexandrina. They were to be married now in a week or
two, and such a sign of love might have been allowed to him, even
in the presence of the bride’s mother. He did succeed in getting
hold of her fingers, but found in them none of the softness of a
response. “Don’t,” said Lady Alexandrina, withdrawing her hand; and
the tone of her voice as she spoke the word was not sweet to his
ears. He remembered at the moment a certain scene which took place
one evening at the little bridge at Allington, and Lily’s voice,
and Lily’s words, and Lily’s passion, as he caressed her: “Oh, my
love, my love, my love!”
“My dear,” said the countess, “they know how
tired I am. I wonder whether they are going to give us any tea.”
Whereupon Crosbie rang the bell, and, on resuming his chair, moved
it a little farther away from his lady-love.
Presently the tea was brought to them by the
housekeeper’s assistant, who did not appear to have made herself
very smart for the occasion, and Crosbie thought that he was
de trop. This, however, was a mistake
on his part. As he had been admitted into the family, such little
matters were no longer subject of care. Two or three months since,
the countess would have fainted at the idea of such a domestic
appearing with a tea-tray before Mr. Crosbie. Now, however, she was
utterly indifferent to any such consideration. Crosbie was to be
admitted into the family, thereby becoming entitled to certain
privileges—and thereby also becoming subject to certain domestic
drawbacks. In Mrs. Dale’s little household there had been no rising
to grandeur; but then, also, there had never been any bathos of
dirt. Of this also Crosbie thought as he sat with his tea in his
hand.
He soon, however, got himself away. When he
rose to go Alexandrina also rose, and he was permitted to press his
nose against her cheekbone by way of a salute.
“Good-night, Adolphus,” said the countess,
putting out her hand to him. “But stop a minute; I know there is
something I want you to do for me. But you will look in as you go
to your office to-morrow morning.”