21
For a moment, lying in absolute darkness,
dazed, coughing, my head still reeling from the noise of the
cave-in, and utterly alone except for those mad, terrified screams
bouncing off the curved brick walls all around me, I thought I had
died and gone to hell.
Then I started to pull myself together.
I felt something sharp poking me painfully in my
breast, and I remembered that I had stuffed Tarr’s little key-chain
flashlight into my bodice. I pulled it out, flicked the switch—and
could have wept with relief when it worked. As soon as the tunnel
was illuminated, my surroundings—though eerie—started to settle
into a normal, prosaic pattern.
Being able to see again calmed me down
enough to start thinking rationally about other things.
I realized that Mad Rachel must be the woman I’d
heard screaming—and, knowing her, she was simply having a
hysterical reaction to the frightening, implosive thunder of the
cave-in.
If she was up ahead in this tunnel, then so were my
other colleagues. I just needed to catch up to them. And then we
would find an exit.
Now that I had survived the cave-in, the thick
barrier of brick, rock, mortar, dirt, and sediment behind me mostly
meant that I didn’t have to keep running from vamparazzi or vampire
hunters now. And getting away from them had been the point of
coming down here, after all.
So I felt calm, collected, and optimistic as I
painfully scraped myself off the wet tunnel floor and examined
myself for injuries. I was scraped and bleeding in a few places,
and feeling twinges of pain in others; but there was no serious
damage.
Well, not to me. My costume was another
matter. No amount of cleaning and ironing would ever make this
dress presentable again. It was utterly filthy and in
tatters.
I felt some anxiety about Fiona’s reaction when she
saw it; but, after all, it wasn’t as if I had planned to be
caught in an underground cave-in while wearing my costume.
Sometimes these things just happen.
To me, anyhow.
Poor Leischneudel! He didn’t have a flashlight, he
must be all alone wherever he was, and he was
claustrophobic. I needed to get out of here quickly so I could call
Lopez. He seemed to know this underground area well, so he’d come
up with a good search strategy if Leischneudel hadn’t emerged by
then. We needed to get him out of the tunnels.
I started walking ahead, relieved that my limbs
were in good working order. Still, I wouldn’t catch up to my
colleagues unless I sprinted, so I’d better see if I could get them
to wait for me.
“Hello?” I called. Then louder.
“Hello?”
Rachel screamed her head off. For the first time
since meeting her, I found that a reassuring sound.
“Esther!” she shrieked. “Esther! Is that
you?”
I waited for the echo to stop bouncing off the
walls. Then I responded.
“Yes! Can you guys wait for me?”
“Esther!” she screamed. “He’s mrgh vrungh
oong!”
“What?”
“Esther?” Tarr called. “Are you okay? Did you
hear that before?”
More bouncing echoes.
“Cave-in!” I called. “I’m fine, but Leischneudel
and I got separated! Wait up! I’m coming!”
“Okay!”
“Esther!” Rachel screamed.
“Hurry!”
Yeah, yeah, whatever.
Since I was sloshing through water, on uneven
ground, in shoes that were never intended for this sort of thing,
it seemed as if I walked a long way, though it was probably not
more than two hundred yards.
Mad Rachel was weeping and wailing hysterically
now, howling inarticulate pleas, and babbling nonsense syllables.
The noise floated and echoed eerily through the dark tunnel as my
feeble little light guided me through the murky gloom of this old,
abandoned, forgotten place ... until I reached what seemed to be
some sort of underground intersection.
There was a wide, high-ceilinged chamber, and the
tunnel I was emerging from was one of three that met here, all
coming from different directions. I smelled dirty water, wet old
brick and cement, rotting garbage, a hint of sulfur ... and also a
strong whiff of sewage.
I choked a little, hoping the air quality wouldn’t
get any worse before we found a way out of this system.
I flashed my little light around, wondering which
way to go from here. Rachel’s sobbing seemed very close now, almost
as if I should be able to reach out and touch her. I was about to
call out to my colleagues when I was startled to see Rachel appear
in the beam of my light.
What was she doing weeping here alone in the dark?
Had the men abandoned her? I could understand the
temptation, but it didn’t seem likely.
She was sitting on a stony protrusion that had been
worn smooth and shiny with time and erosion. Her gown was wet and
filthy, though not as tattered as mine. Her eye makeup had turned
into dark, thick, ugly streaks that flowed down her puffy, weeping
face. She rocked back and forth, sobbing brokenheartedly, her eyes
squeezed shut, apparently not even aware that I had emerged from
the tunnel and was shining my light on her face.
Unnerved by the sight of her huddled alone in the
stygian darkness, wailing inconsolably, I flicked my light around
the room—and fell back a step and gasped when I saw Tarr, standing
perfectly still just a few feet away from me in the dark, staring
at me in silence.
“Jesus, you scared me!” I snapped.
“Esther!” Rachel stood up and stumbled
through the water, which was deeper here than it had been in the
tunnel, to reach me. She flung herself against me, making me
stagger, shrieking and sobbing.
Trying to hold Rachel away with one hand, I shone
the feeble light around the chamber, looking for Victor, Daemon,
and Bill. There was no sign of them. Which explained why mine was
the only light here.
Raising my voice to be heard above Rachel’s noisy
sobbing as she clung insistently to me, I asked Tarr, “Where’s
everyone else?”
“They went the other way.” He nodded in the
direction from which I had just come.
I didn’t understand. “Why did you guys split
up?”
“I came this way on my own.” He shook his head and
looked at Rachel in exasperation. “She followed me. I didn’t ask
her to.”
Rachel howled louder.
Oh, great. I was stuck down here with the only two
people I knew who could make me think fondly of Daemon’s company,
by comparison. He, Bill, Victor, and Leischneudel were probably all
discovering an exit and going topside right now, even as I remained
lost underground with Rachel weeping hysterically on my shoulder
and Tarr—I could have sworn it—ogling my tattered neckline.
I was about to suggest we proceed and search for a
way out of here when Tarr suddenly grabbed Rachel by the hair,
yanked her away from me while she howled in pain and
clutched her head, and then threw her across the chamber.
With much more raw strength than I would have suspected he
possessed.
Rachel screamed loudly, then started crawling
through the water on her hands and knees, scrambling to get farther
away from Tarr.
I shouted at him, “Have you gone
insane?”
“She’s just so noisy,” he said
wearily.
Rachel screeched, “He’s going to kill us!”
“Shut the fuck up!” Tarr’s shout startled me
so much I nearly dropped the light.
Rachel curled up into a ball and started rocking
back and forth again, sobbing with her eyes squeezed shut.
“All right, you need to calm down,” I said sharply
to Tarr, horrified by his behavior—and more than a little
scared.
“I’m hungry,” he said casually. “It’s making me
cranky.”
“It’s making you nuts,” I snapped. “Don’t
touch her again!”
“You are a tough one,” he said with
admiration. “I’ve liked that about you since we met.”
“Let’s get out of here,” I said coldly.
“He’s gonna kill us!” Rachel shrieked at me. “Don’t
you get it? He’s going to kill us!”
“Of course he’s not,” I said firmly to her. I
looked at Al again. “Er, right?”
“Well, her I’m going to kill,” he said
matter-of-factly. “But you and me . . . we could work something
out.”
I studied his face to see if this was another of
his tasteless jokes—gone way too far in this case. But he
wasn’t grinning now. His shadowed face was relaxed but
humorless.
“What do you mean you’re going to kill her?”
I demanded.
“I didn’t ask her to come. In fact, I told her not
to. But she followed me instead of going with them.” He shrugged.
“I could eat.”
My head was spinning. I wondered if a rock had hit
it during the cave-in and I just didn’t realize it. My eyes were
stinging from the foul air, and my throat was starting to itch.
There was a disgusting taste in my mouth.
“Oh, my God,” I said slowly, feeling cold shoot
through my bones. “You killed Angeline.”
“I don’t really want to kill you,” he said.
“I like you.”
“I’m so flattered.”
“You and me, we could have some fun
together.”
“No, we couldn’t.”
“I thought for sure you’d stick with the others. I
didn’t expect to see you here. And I don’t really want to
drink you.” He grinned. “Well, okay, maybe I want it a
little.”
“A vampire lurking at the Hamburg,” I said, trying
not to let him see how much his words frightened me. “And plenty of
access to Daemon’s dressing room. You’ve been pilfering his blood
supply since you started hanging around.”
I also realized now why Nelli had sneezed so much
in Daemon’s room; Tarr had been there.
“You know, it’s funny—even Daemon’s blood
tastes phony.” Tarr guffawed and added, “Oh, this is even funnier.
He’s so stuck on himself, he thought the blood was disappearing
because the cast and crew were sneaking ‘personal mementos’ of
working with him. What an asshole.”
I thought it would be unwise to comment on the
irony of Tarr’s assessment. I said, “You know your way around
underground, so you thought you could get away from the vampire
hunters once we came down here tonight.”
“Hey, you really impressed me with that one,
Esther.” He sounded almost flirtatious. “I mean, whoa! I had no
idea that entrance was there! This whole area here is new to
me.”
“You turned the opposite way and tried to go off on
your own when everyone entered this tunnel because you know what a
Lithuanian vampire hunter is—what he’s capable of,” I said. “You
knew he’d recover, track us, and catch up. And you didn’t want to
be with the rest of us when he did.”
“You don’t mess around with a vampire hunter,
toots,” he said. “They’re serious business.”
“I’m told they also err on the side of
thoroughness. Let’s say Edvardas does kill Daemon, just to be on
the safe side, since you’ve worked so hard to smear him for
Angeline’s death,” I said. “Do you really think a vampire
hunter will just get on a plane and go back to Vilnius then?
Come on, Al. Do you imagine he’ll be gullible enough to believe
that Daemon killed Benas Novicki?”
Certainly not after the way Daemon had cowered,
flailed, and wailed “I’m an actor” in response to Edvardas’
attack.
Tarr drew in a sharp breath. “How the fuck do you
know about Novicki?”
My supposition was now certainty. “I know that
Novicki was murdered by the same vampire who killed Angeline and
two local urban explorers.”
“Hey, what’s with that tone, kiddo?” he said in a
cajoling voice. “I’m just following the natural instincts of a
predator. No reason to go all judgmental on me.”
“Al,” I said in exasperation. “You’re a
murderer! In fact, you’re a serial killer!” And I was
trapped underground with him, and nobody knew it.
“Oh, come on,” Tarr said. “People wander around
beneath the city in tunnels and vaults that haven’t been used in a
hundred years. What do they think is gonna happen to
them?”
“Probably they weren’t thinking they’d be
eaten by a vampire,” I said coldly.
“They got what they deserved.”
“And what did Angeline deserve?” I said
angrily.
“Don’t try to pretend you’re grieving for
her,” he said.
“Why did you kill her?” I demanded.
“I was hungry.” His tone suggested I was slow on
the uptake. “Look, she bothered me at work around four in the
morning to tell me she had a hot scoop about Daemon, so I met
her—”
“Why haven’t the cops traced that?”
“Prepaid cell. I got rid of it.”
Four in the morning. Dead time. No one knew Tarr
had left the Exposé building, and no one saw him or
Angeline.
He said with disgust, “Her ‘scoop’ just turned out
to be some time-wasting bullshit she was making up as she went
along because she was mad that Daemon kicked her out.”
So that’s what happened after she was last seen by
witnesses. Following through on her threat to Daemon to ‘expose’
him, she connected with Tarr, the nosy tabloid reporter she’d met
in Daemon’s car. “Jesus, Al, she didn’t deserve to die for wasting
your time!”
“She didn’t die for that. She died because
I’m a vampire, and it’s what I do, baby.”
“You were doing this in Hollywood, too, weren’t
you?” I blurted as the realization hit me.
“Things got a little hot there. It was time to
leave. That jerk Novicki followed me here. Persistent
bastard, but I took care of him.” He grinned, and it was disturbing
to see that familiar, cheesy, tabloid reporter’s grin on this
brutally amoral killer’s face.
“How did you become a vampire?” I asked, wondering
if he was an example of why the council was so stingy with
permits.
“Born that way. Really didn’t get into it that much
until I turned forty, though.” He added with a guffaw, “What is
that? A mid-unlife crisis?”
Rachel continued wailing loudly as I said, “Can I
just say, Al? A vampire becomes a tabloid writer? And here I
thought Daemon was a walking cliché!”
“Just going with my strengths.” He said with
nauseating enthusiasm, “Hey, as long as you know about Novicki,
which is something I don’t really get to talk about, can I just
say? Killing a vampire hunter? What a rush! And the blood?
Amazing.” He added after a pause, “To be honest, though,
once was enough. They’re tough guys to kill. So I’d prefer if this
one would just go back to Vilnius without bothering me. But if not
... we’ll see what happens.”
“Do you think you can keep doing this and the
Council of Gediminas will just allow it?” I said
incredulously. “You’ve made it worth their while to end
you.”
“Hey, you do know a lot!” he said cheerfully. “That
could be good. You know, it could be some common ground for us.
Something for us to talk about.”
“And do you think the cops will just walk
away from this?” I said.
“The cops think Daemon did it,” he said
dismissively.
“Not all of them,” I said. “And none of them
think he killed the other victims.”
Tarr went still. “What?”
“They’re connecting the dots, Al. Maybe, if
you got really lucky, you could’ve pinned one murder on some
attention-seeking celebrity vampire.”
“Did I ever tell you how much I really didn’t want
this assignment? Me, covering that phony jerk
pretending to be a vampire?”
“But the cat’s out of the bag, and you’re not
clever enough to smear all your murders on Daemon.”
“You not making that up? The cops really know about
the others? Shit.”
“Game over,” I said triumphantly.
“Not yet,” he pointed out. “I’ve still got my
double-tasty treat to finish down here before I get the hell out of
Dodge.”
“Your double-tasty . . . Oh, dear God.”
Rachel heard this exchange and responded
accordingly. “We’re gonna die! No, no, no!” The
echoes bounced all over the chamber.
I started backing away from Tarr. “Or you could
just flee now, Al. Killing two more people would slow you down. Is
that really a good idea? After all, there are vampire hunters
and a whole team of cops after you—”
“The cops got no idea about me, and no idea where
you are,” Tarr said, his faintly illuminated expression eerily
amused as he watched me sloshing backward, trying to put distance
between us. “And the vampire hunters are gonna be slowed down for a
while, with the cave-in down here and the stampeding vamparazzi
everywhere else.” He chuckled. “Hey, I love that word, by
the way. You’re fun, Esther. I’ll miss you.”
“Because you’re getting out the hell of Dodge and
we won’t meet again?” I prodded, hoping for the best.
“I like you,” he said kindly. “So I’ll try to make
this quick.”
I was shocked by how fast he moved. One moment, he
was about ten feet away; the next, his arms were wrapped tightly
around me and he was breathing in my ear. The chamber went pitch
black as my light fell out of my hand and into the water at my
feet.
Rachel started screaming her head off. All out of
other ideas, so did I. Trapped underground in total darkness,
wrapped in the deadly embrace of someone who was a blood-addicted,
murdering vampire and a tabloid leech, I pitched my screams
with the deliberate intention of shattering Tarr’s supersonic
eardrums.
His whole short, stocky body stiffened, and for a
moment, I thought maybe the combined screaming of two hysterically
terrified women was more powerful than I had seriously hoped. But
then he clamped a hand over my mouth, trying to shut me up, and I
realized from his alert posture that he was listening to
something.
“What the fuck is that?” He snapped at
Rachel, “Shut up!” This had no effect of course. She kept screaming
and wailing.
Since he evidently wanted us to be quiet,
I—naturally—wanted to be as noisy as possible. He intended to kill
me anyhow, so not annoying him seemed pretty pointless. I
bit down as hard as I could on his hand, and although blood
addiction had made him enhanced and powerful, it had not, I was
pleased to discover, made him completely impervious to pain. He
yelped and snatched his hand away. I started screaming again.
Tarr picked me up as easily as if I were a
paperweight and threw me across the chamber. I flew through the
dark, bounced hard off a stone wall, and then hit the cement floor
of the tunnel with a lung-emptying thud. The filthy water didn’t do
much to break my fall, and I laid there, disoriented and gasping
with pain, trying to figure out if anything was broken.
A moment later, Rachel’s entire body weight fell on
top of me with unerring accuracy, nearly making me pass out. That
was when I realized that seeing in the dark was one of Tarr’s
enhancements.
I also realized I saw faint streams of light
flashing through this chamber and, even above Rachel’s shrieking, I
heard voices echoing through the tunnels.
“Someone’s down here!” I gasped, shoving at Rachel,
trying to get her weight off me. “On this side of the cave-in.
Someone’s here! Help! Help!”
“Esther! Is that you?” called a blessedly
familiar voice.
I was climbing to my feet in the dark, dragging
Rachel with me. I couldn’t see a thing except for the lights
flashing around the chamber.
“Lopez!” I cried with relief. “Yes! I’m here! I’m
here!” I clamped my hand over Rachel’s mouth to stifle the
noise of her wailing. “Lopez!
“I’m coming! Stay right where you are!”
He wasn’t alone. Multiple lights were flashing into
this chamber now, and I could hear a number of voices echoing along
the tunnel where his voice came from.
I was huddling in terror with Rachel, expecting
Tarr to pounce on us at any moment. But as the beams of light got
stronger and the voices drew near, I realized that he must have
decided to flee rather than stand and fight. And he could disappear
much more quickly down here without dragging along a noisy
hostage or two.
Emboldened by my conviction that our vampire captor
had run off without us, I dragged Rachel with me and stepped into
the beams of light now pouring into the chamber. I squinted and
raised my hand to shield my stinging eyes as the flashlights shone
directly on me. Sobbing, Rachel clutched me and huddled against
me.
“Esther!”
Lopez ran the final length of the tunnel he was in,
then sloshed quickly through the water of this chamber, his
headlamp beaming in my face. With Rachel still clinging to me, I
staggered into his arms, and—by default—he embraced us both. I
clutched him tightly, digging my fingers into the fabric of the
sweater he wore.
“Are you okay?” he asked against my hair.
I nodded, feeling too emotional to speak for a
moment.
That was really, really close.
I had nearly been the next exsanguination
victim.
Four more men entered the chamber. I lifted my head
and took a look at them. They were uniformed cops, carrying
flashlights.
I found my voice. “Oh, thank God.”
Rachel switched from clinging to me to clinging to
Lopez. She sobbed against his chest and hugged him tightly around
the waist—elbowing me out of her way to get a better grip.
“Do I know her?” Lopez asked me uncertainly.
“Mad Rachel.”
“Whoa.” Apparently he hadn’t recognized her. Given
her horror-movie appearance right now, and the fact that they’d
only met once before, that was understandable. “What
happened to you two? What are you doing here?”
“What are you doing here?” His presence
seemed miraculous.
“I heard what’s happening at the Hamburg.
Everybody heard. The whole block is a madhouse above
ground,” he said. “I thought we could get inside faster and help
out if I brought in a few cops through the basement—since you
haven’t had that door sealed yet, Esther.”
“Is this really the time to criticize me for that?”
I said shrilly.
He grinned and hugged me again—using the arm Rachel
had left free. “Since you made your escape that way, I stand
corrected.”
“We didn’t just escape,” I said urgently. “We wound
up as hostages!”
He looked bemused. “What?”
“Al Tarr is the killer! He was just here! I think
he ran off a minute ago when he heard you coming.”
“Tarr’s here?” Lopez quickly set aside
Rachel, ignoring her shrieks of protest and fervent attempt to
cling to him, and handed her over to an officer who accepted her
with noticeable reluctance. “Where is he?”
“I don’t know.”
Lopez took my shoulders and spoke calmly. “There
are only two tunnels here besides the one we just came in. Did you
see which way—Oh, no, of course not. Were you able to hear
which way he went?”
“No, I didn’t.” I was panting with a riot of
agitated emotions. But his firm hold on my shoulders and his calm
voice brought my careening thoughts into focus. “Wait! I think I
know. The tunnel that goes near the theater caved in a little while
ago. Almost on top of me, actually.”
“Jesus.” His grip tightened.
“Tarr knows that. He wouldn’t go that way. It’s a
trap now.”
Lopez gave my shoulders a squeeze, then said to the
four men. “We’ve got him. He must have gone that way.” He gestured
to the remaining tunnel. “And it’s a dead end.”
“What?” I blurted. “You’re sure?”
“Yep. Sealed off a long time ago.” He pointed at
two of the men—including the one already burdened with Rachel. “You
two, get these ladies out of here. And you two—” He gestured to the
other two. “On me. Let’s bring this guy in.”
“No! Wait!” I grabbed him. “Lopez, he’s very
dangerous!”
“I know.” He firmly set me away from him. “It’ll be
all right, Esther. Go with the officers now.”
“No, you don’t know! Really dangerous! No!
Don’t go! No!”
I spiraled into hysterics at the prospect of Lopez
confronting a cornered rogue vampire.
The cop who’d been assigned to escort me out of
here was, in fact, forcibly restraining me and dragging me through
the exit tunnel as Lopez and two cops went after Tarr down the
dead-end tunnel.
“No! You don’t know what you’re dealing with!”
Bullets wouldn’t work. Lopez didn’t know that! While being dragged
to safety, I kept screaming, “Fire or decapitation! Nothing else
will work! Fire or decapitation!”
“Miss, you must calm down!” said the beleaguered
cop who was restraining me.
Oh, must I?
Realizing there was no other choice, I went limp in
his arms.
Fire or decapitation.
The cop relaxed and said in a relieved voice,
“Thank you, miss. Now let’s get you out of here, and—Agh!”
I poked him in the eye—just enough to disorient
him. Then I grabbed his flashlight, saying, “Sorry, sorry, sorry!”
I ran back down the tunnel, tripping on my long skirts, and
re-entered the chamber he’d dragged me out of moments ago.
Fire or decapitation.
I had no idea how we could manage either of those
things now, down here, without a vampire hunter; but I at least had
to warn Lopez that nothing else would work.
I ran across the main chamber, sloshing through the
water, my long skirts dragging on me. Then I entered the dead-end
tunnel, which curved around and turned a corner up ahead. Even with
a good flashlight in my hand now, I couldn’t see any of the men who
were somewhere up ahead of me. I staggered forward as fast as I
could move, slipping on the damp brick floor in my flimsy, ruined
shoes, my legs tangling with my long, wet skirts.
I heard two shots fired and a lot of shouting
coming from farther down this tunnel. There was a horrible roaring
sound, like an explosion. I paused, and then I heard Lopez’s
voice—heading back in this direction.
“Move!” he shouted. “Move!”
A bright glow emerged ahead of me—and Lopez and the
two cops appeared, all racing straight toward me, trying to outrun
the wall of fire that was right behind them, spreading fast in this
direction.
A wall of fire.
I stopped in my tracks and stared,
dumbfounded.
“Run! Go! Go!” Lopez was shouting at
me.
I turned to run back the way I had come, my wet
skirts a burden, my slippers sliding on the bricks. Then something
heavy hit me like a speeding train, and I went flying headfirst
into the central chamber, where I landed facedown in the water ...
with Lopez’s entire body weight on top of me as he shielded me from
the fiery blast that roared into the chamber over our heads and
then withdrew.
Lopez rolled off me and hauled my head and
shoulders out of the filthy water we had plunged into. I
immediately looked over my shoulder. The tunnel behind us was
smoking and a little charred, but the fire was gone.
“Are you all right?” he asked me frantically,
breathing hard.
“Yes,” I choked out. I still had the wind knocked
out of me.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“You’re all right?”
“Yes.”
“Good.” He seized me by the shoulders and shook me.
Hard. “When I tell you to go to safety, go to
safety!”
“Is he dead?” I croaked.
“Are you listening to me?”
Fire or decapitation.
“Is he dead?” I asked again.
One of the cops said. “Oh, yeah. He’s dead.
Oh, yeah. Dead.”
Lopez’s gaze dropped to my chest. He drew in a
sharp breath as his eyes widened, and he grabbed me again, this
time to turn me away from the other two cops. He grimaced anxiously
and made a frantic gesture with his hand. I looked down and saw
that I had fallen out of my precarious neckline during that
headlong dive into the chamber to escape the fire. I tucked myself
in, tugged the filthy and tattered neckline upward as best I could,
then looked over my shoulder at the cops.
“You’re sure he’s dead?” I asked
again.
“In that explosion? Burned to a crispy critter,”
said the younger of the two uniformed cops. “Sorry, miss. Sorry.
But, yes, he’s dead, all right. Oh, yeah.”
In the light of Lopez’s headlamp, the young
officer’s face was wide-eyed with shock as he continued babbling.
“I shot him. I know I shot him. I could swear I shot him.
And then he took my gun away. Just took it away! And grabbed me
like a rag doll—my God, he was strong. He was about to kill
me! He was going to rip my head off! I know it. I saw it in
his eyes. He took my head and ... And then ... Jesus, that
explosion. Jesus.” He looked at Lopez. “How did we
get out of there alive?”
The other cop asked, “How did we get out
there alive, detective?”
Lopez looked at me. “And you wonder why I go to
Mass every week.”