Fifty-one
HAWKER FOUND HER IN THE APARTMENT ABOVE her shop.
Thompson pointed him up the stairs and said Mademoiselle had been
expecting him and the door at the top was open.
Owl had thirty blue-glass bottles sitting out on a
table that she was filling with something. She sat in a red brocade
chair, leaning over, tapping powder from a paper down the mouth of
a bottle. He stood awhile and watched. About every fifth one she’d
straighten up, lean to the fire for the kettle, and fill the
bottles with hot water.
He said, “Shouldn’t somebody else do this? An
apothecary?”
“That would be nice, but I prefer to make my own
mixtures.” After a minute, Owl said, “He is dead, then?”
“Last night, about two. I waited outside the house
till I was sure.”
“And his accusations toward you?”
“I bribed the footman to give me the letter.
Anything he said, they took as the ravings of a dying man.”
A mortar with a handful of green powder in it sat
on the table. She pulled it to her and put it in her lap and began
to grind. “I am not sorry. Perhaps there is a woman somewhere who
is more forgiving than I am. I feel only relief that this is
over.”
He sat down in the chair across from hers and
sniffed the powder she was working with. “There was a time I could
have killed three bastards like Cummings before tea and enjoyed
doing it. I didn’t enjoy this. I’m getting soft.”
“Not noticeably. I would not put that vial too
close to your nose.”
He set it down. “Poison?”
“We have dealt too much in poison lately. That will
only make you sneeze. It is a fine antiseptic, though. That is what
I am making here.” She kept grinding. “I hope his wife was not
there.”
“She took off years ago.” He wondered whether to
tell her, and then decided he would. “He was at it awhile, dying.
Couple of hours. His sons didn’t come.”
“It is the death he intended for me.” She didn’t
quite shrug. “He was an evil man. You intended this from the first
hour, when I was struck by that poison. That is why you did not
clear the knife.”
“Yes.”
She was doing some deep thinking, apparently, so he
left her to it and began to sift powder into bottles. There were
five papers already measured, so he tapped them into the next
bottles in the row. He didn’t scatter much around. Either he was
doing it right or she was being mannerly.
“He would have escaped justice?”
“We couldn’t show anyone that book. I’d have talked
to Liverpool and Cummings would be out of Military Intelligence.
Doyle would see that he had to resign from his clubs.”
“He was right, then, in saying that nothing much
would happen to him. That we could not touch him.”
“Well, he’s dead, you see. So he wasn’t entirely
correct.”
He helped himself to the kettle and topped the
bottles up with hot water while neither of them talked for a
while.
“I think the world needs people like us to destroy
evil men,” she said. “It requires people who are not entirely good
to do this.”
“Sounds like me.”
“That is what I was thinking.”
The grinding was going to take a while. He ran out
of green powder to put in bottles, so he stood up to wander around
her parlor. She had some of her knife collection up here. The kris
was pretty to look at but wouldn’t throw worth a damn.
It was peaceful, being here, watching her work. A
couple strands of brown hair started off at her forehead, let
loose, and fell down almost straight till they made little hooks at
the end. She kept brushing them off her nose and they kept coming
back. Even her hair was stubborn.
It was just impossible to say how much he loved
this woman. It felt like he’d been waiting his whole life to walk
in a door and there would be Owl, doing something
interesting.
She had a fine fire burning in the hearth, so he
went over and sat down on the hearthrug and leaned against her,
setting his head against her thigh, looking into the flames.
After a minute, her hand came down on his head,
into his hair. She said, “I will come to live with you in your
great mansion and be a lady again. I will be a DeCabrillac, and
face down the world if they make accusations. I will shake out your
haughty mansion like an old rag and make it comfortable to live
in.”
“Funny. I was thinking I’d come to live with you
here, over the shop. It’s an easy walk to Meeks Street.”
“The Head of the British Service must live
somewhere grander than this little appartement. But we could
come here sometimes.” She took a deep breath. “I would like to
marry you, ’Awker. I have loved you for many, many years.”
“Well. That’s fine then.” He turned his face to the
cloth on her lap. Beneath the dress she wore, she was energy and
strength. She seduced the hell out of him.
They met halfway. Him, coming up to kiss her. Her,
leaning down to take his lips.
He drew her down from her seat. She flowed over him
like water, refreshing him and filling every empty part of him. Her
face was enchanting, infinite in its secrets.
Clothing wasn’t a problem. They had coupled hastily
in the most ridiculous situations. Here there was silence and
safety, privacy and a warm fire, the hearthrug under one back and
then under the other as they touched and resettled. It was right.
It was simple. He’d come home.