Three
ADRIAN HAWKHURST, KNIGHT COMPANION OF THE Order of
the Bath, former thief, master pickpocket from the rookeries of St.
Giles, Head of the British Intelligence Service, stood beside
Justine’s bed, watching her breathe. He could trap air in a bubble.
Whistle it out a wooden reed. Wave it around with a fan. He
couldn’t push air in and out of her lungs. He couldn’t do a thing
to keep her alive.
Doyle said, “Did you ever go into that shop of hers
and talk to her?”
“No.”
“I wondered,” Doyle said.
“She wasn’t a threat with Napoleon gone. She was
nobody the Service had to watch.”
“You kept an eye on her,” Doyle said. “Her and her
shop.”
“Yes.”
Justine was naked under the covers, pale and
vulnerable. Bricks, hot from the oven, wrapped in flannel, were
tucked up and down the bed, keeping the chill out. He’d laid her
down inside that barricade. When he pulled the blanket up over her,
she didn’t move.
She’d have a new scar when she healed. That made
five. He knew the story of every one. He’d kissed them all.
She’d always been pale as the moon. Skin you could
almost see through. He used to lie beside her in the candlelight
and trace the line of a vein up her arm to the pulse in her throat,
then down to the mound of her breast. Or he’d follow one thin track
up her leg to the silky, soft nest he never got tired of playing
in. She was opaque now, as if the light in her had retreated to the
core of her. It was gathered up there, keeping the chill out,
keeping her life’s heat in.
Fate carries a sting in her tail. He’d wanted
Justine back in his bed. Now she was. But look at the price of
it.
Doyle came up beside him. “Luke says she has a good
chance.”
“It’s his job to say that.”
“He’s too busy to lie.”
“Friends will always find time to lie to you. A
heartwarming thought in a cynical world.” He set his knuckles
against her cheek. Skin fluent as running water, sleek as air. He
felt the vibration inside from her blood pulsing.
Even after all these years, he’d still wake up in
the middle of the night, hard as a rock from dreaming about her.
He’d never stopped being hungry for this woman. “I wanted her back,
and here she is. Fate’s a perverse bitch.”
“Always.” Doyle slipped his hand inside the
blanket, to Justine’s shoulder, testing the temperature. “She’ll
make it. She’s hard to kill.”
“Many have tried.”
Her hair spread everywhere on the pillow.
Light-brown hair, honey hair, so golden and rich it looked edible.
He knew how it felt, wrapped around his fingers. Knew how her
breasts fitted into his hands. He knew the weight and shape and
strength of her legs when they drew him into her.
A long time ago, she’d shot him. They’d been
friends, and then lovers, and then enemies. Spies, serving
different sides of the war.
The war was over, this last year or two. Sometimes,
he walked outside the shop she kept and looked in. Sometimes, he
found a spot outside and watched for a while, just to see what she
looked like these days.
The last time they’d exchanged words, she’d
promised to kill him. He hadn’t expected her on his doorstep,
half-dead, running from an enemy of her own.
I have the most dangerous woman in London in my
bed.
Downstairs and distant, the front door to Meeks
Street opened and closed again. He couldn’t hear what his men were
saying in the study, just the front door and the sound of rain
coming down, urgent and hectic, like it meant business.
“Pax traced the blood trail to Braddy Square.
That’s where it happened.” Doyle reached inside his jacket and drew
a knife from an inner pocket and passed it over. “He found this,
lying in a pool of blood.”
“Justine’s.” A black knife with a flat hilt. Deep
hatch marks on the grip for fighting. Balanced perfectly for
throwing. “I gave her this.” Razor sharp, of course. Justine knew
how to respect a blade. “It’s been a clever and useful piece of
cutlery today. It’s drawn blood.” He looked past the knife, down
into Justine’s face. “You cut him, Owl. Good work.”
He remembered putting this knife in her hand.
Saying, “You shouldn’t walk around without one.” Gods. They’d both
been kids.
“She’s carried it awhile,” Doyle said.
“A long time.” He could feel that in the steel—the
years she’d kept it close to her skin. Why had she held on to it?
“Now all we need to do is find a Londoner walking around with a
slice cut in him.”
“Which don’t narrow the field as much as I’d like.
And he might not be English. Could be the Prussians or Austrians
are still irritated with her.” Doyle scratched the stubble on his
cheek. “Or the French.”
“Given the length and ingenuity of her career,
there are Swedes and South Sea cannibals annoyed at her.”
She’d kept his knife all these years.
He slid Justine’s blade, still with the dried blood
on it, under her pillow, putting the hilt to the left. That was the
way she’d kept it at night, back when he knew her well. Maybe she’d
thrash in her sleep and feel it under there and be reassured. Maybe
she’d reach for it in her dreams and use it to hold death
off.
Her breath caught in her chest with a rattle. Then
silence. Cold sluiced over him. Time stopped . . . till she grabbed
air again and settled to a slow in-and-out.
Not dying. She wasn’t dying. “I don’t like the
sound of that.”
“She hurts,” Doyle said. “They do that when they
hurt. It doesn’t mean anything.”
A friend always lies to you.
She muttered something—he couldn’t make out the
words—and turned her head on the pillow. She was shaking in all her
muscles, as if the pain were trapped inside her body, trying to get
out. He said, “This isn’t sleep.”
“No.”
“I used to watch her sleep sometimes, back when I
knew her that well.” He’d get out of bed after they made love and
go stoke up the fire. He used to stand in the cold, naked, looking
down at her, thinking how perfect she was. Not quite believing it
was real. “She falls in deep, every muscle loose. It’s the only
time she’s not a little watchful. Then she wakes up all at once,
all over, smooth as a cat. Probably there’s cat in her ancestry
someplace. Those old noble French families . . .”
“No telling, with the French. Inventive people. And
she is still strolling about armed to the teeth, even in these
piping days of peace. We took a gun out of the pouch in her cloak.
Loaded. Not fired recently.”
“I keep telling her—” He steadied his voice. “I
used to tell her, you can always trust your powder in the rain.
It’s reliably wet.”
“Might be why she had that knife in her hand
instead of a gun and she ain’t dead. She was also carrying this.”
Doyle took out a handkerchief and unwrapped it carefully to show a
soggy, square mass, layer on layer of thin paper, pale pink with
dilute blood. “Newspaper clippings. Unreadable at the
moment.”
Wet paper. That would be fragile. He didn’t touch.
“That would be the papers she’s talking about. Somebody thinks the
popular press is worth killing over.”
“Might be the Times. Might be the
Observer. This had the bad luck to fall in an inch of water.
We’ll dry it out and separate the sheets and see what we got.”
Doyle refolded the handkerchief. “It’ll take a few hours.”
“She’ll tell us when she wakes up. Shouldn’t be
long.”
Doyle nodded. He gave a last long look at Owl
before he walked over to the window. He was dressed like a laborer
today . . . a big, ugly, thuggish, barely respectable giant in
sturdy clothes. His hair was wet and the gray streaks didn’t show.
The scar that ran down his cheek was fake. The imperturbable
strength wasn’t. “Still coming down like all the saints’ frogs.
Hope the basement doesn’t flood.”
Good weather for killing. Nobody would have seen
Justine or the shadow that stalked her. Back when he hunted men,
he’d chosen this sort of day.
“I sent word to Sévie. She’ll want to be with her
sister.” Doyle started to close the curtains.
“Leave the curtain. It’s still light out. She likes
light.” Then he said, “She’s shivering.”
“The room’s warm enough. The chill’s coming from
inside her.” But Doyle went to nudge at the fire basket with the
toe of his boot. Sparks shot up the chimney and out onto the
hearthrug.
Soft thuds on the stairs turned into clicks headed
down the hall. Muffin had attached himself to one of the agents,
keeping him company, making him conspicuous.
A minute later Pax came in, carrying a tray.
Muffin, a dog the size of a small pony, his rough, gray, untidy
coat glazed with drops of water, followed. “Broth. Luke says to
spoon this into her, if she can swallow.”
“Set it down.” Doyle stripped down to shirt and
waistcoat and slung his wet jacket over a straight-backed chair. He
rolled up his sleeves, looking ready to hold off a few bruisers,
barefisted.
Pax said, “Fletcher and his crew are working their
way out from Braddy, asking questions, trying to pick up her trail.
We think she may have come directly from her shop. Stillwater and a
half dozen are searching the square. Everybody else is in the
study, dripping on the rug, drinking tea.”
The men and women who belonged to him were
gathering. They’d want to see how he was taking this. Want to lay
down the words people said at times like this. They’d need orders.
“I’ll be down in a minute.”
Muffin came over, looking worried, and nosed in
under an elbow to stick his big square head up to the pillow to
sniff over Justine’s hair, memorizing her. He approved of the
Justine smell. Didn’t like the blood and antiseptic of the bandage.
A few more whuffles up and down the bedcovers and he was satisfied.
He clicked across the room to assist Doyle.
Doyle was hunkered down to lay coal on the fire,
piece by piece, acting like his hands didn’t feel flame. When he
was through and stood up, Muffin took his place and thumped down in
front of the fire, taking one end of the hearth to the other. The
coal scuttle rattled. He stretched his chin on his paws and curled
the great plumed tail to his side.
“I brought the knife.” Pax set bowl and spoon from
the tray on the table beside the bed. “Luke says it fits the
wound.” He looked at Justine soberly.
“Show him.” Doyle motioned.
Pax had brought it up on the tray. He passed it
over, hilt first. “Fletcher found this under a ledge, thirty feet
from the blood. Tossed in on purpose, looks like. Don’t touch the
edge.”
The knife was a flat, matte-black, deadly curve,
elegant as a crow’s wing.
He knew it, of course. “Another of my children has
found its way home. What well-trained knives I have.” The weight of
it, the balance of it, were completely familiar. He turned it over
in his hand. “And look. Somebody’s engraved it for me. The letters
A and H . . . for Adrian Hawkhurst. That does make a
truly personal gift.”
“From someone who does not wish you well,” Pax said
dryly.
“They’re not friendly to Justine, either.”
“It’s yours? You’re sure?” Doyle said.
“Mine. Without doubt. See this?” He ran his thumb
on the shaping of the swage. “That was supposed to steady the turn
in flight. It didn’t, so I only made an even dozen. I gave one to
Justine.” A glance at Pax. “You got one. Fletcher got one. I gave
Annique one and she immediately misplaced it, careless woman that
she is. I lost two in France, sticking them into people. And I left
three behind with my baggage when I fled in undignified haste from
. . .” he had to think, “Socchieve, in Italy.”
“So they’re spread broadcast over Europe,” Doyle
said.
“That’s nine.” Pax was never happy till the numbers
added up. A shop clerk at heart.
“There’s three tossed in a drawer in the workshop
downstairs.”
Doyle hooked a finger in his waistcoat pocket and
curled out with a pocket lens. Typical of Doyle that he walked
around with a magnifier. Wordlessly, he handed it over.
Under the glass . . . “No wear on the edge, for all
it’s sixteen years old. A few nicks, probably where it fell today.
We have lots of dried blood, just turning brown. That’s an hour
old, at a guess. And . . .” There was a white film, as if somebody
had drawn the blade through milk and let it dry. Nobody ever put
friendly things on a knife. “The blade’s dirty. Poison.”
Pax said, “Luke thinks so. He doesn’t know which
one.”
Damn and bloody codswallowing hell. Poison. He
dropped the knife down. Took the three steps to the bed. Pulled the
blanket off Owl. He’d reopen the wound. It wasn’t too late
to—
“Hawk—” Pax caught his wrist. “Hawk. Leave it. It’s
clean. You didn’t see. She left a trail of blood all the way back
to Braddy Square. Anything that was in there washed out.” Slowly,
Pax let go. “There can’t be much poison left in her.”
It doesn’t take much.
“The Borgia touches don’t work.” Doyle wasn’t
looking at him. He was pulling the covers back over Owl, studying
her face. “It’s been over an hour. Pupils are normal. No sweating.
No swelling on that arm. Her mouth isn’t dried out. Her pulse is
fast, but that’s from the pain.”
You could buy five hundred poisons in London if you
knew where to go. Fast ones. Slow ones. Name of God, Owl, which
one? What did they put inside you? “I never used poison. It
encourages sloppiness.”
Pax said, “Even in the middle of the war, there
weren’t many men who poisoned. That narrows the field.”
The war was three years over. Doves of peace were
flapping every bloody where. But something from the bad old days
had slithered out of the past to reach up and claw Justine.
“They used my damn knife.” He stooped and retrieved
it. Holding the knife, he could remember the feel of making it. The
first time he shaped the edge on a grindstone. It took hours to get
it exactly right.
Some knives wake up. They get to be a little alive.
Nobody’d ever been able to convince him otherwise. This was an
angry knife, full of purpose. A killer.
But you didn’t kill her, did you? There was that
much loyalty in you.
He flipped it in his hand, threw it into the
doorframe. It thunked in solid, an inch deep. Muffin jerked up out
of a doze and trotted over to hide behind a chair.
He worked it out of the wood and set it on the
mantelpiece, cutting edge to the wall, where it wouldn’t hurt
somebody accidental-like.
Doyle said, “They’re piled up like cordwood
downstairs, without orders, losing daylight.” When there was no
response, he said, “I won’t let her die while you’re gone.” And
then, “Don’t waste what it cost her, coming here.”
Justine would be the first to kick his arse out the
door. She’d send him out to do his job. He could almost hear her
telling him to get to work.
He leaned down to her ear and whispered, “Stay
alive for me, Owl. Remember. You promised to slit my throat while I
slept. I’m going to hold you to that. We have unfinished
business.”
She lay, unquiet, her forehead pinched in tight
lines, her lips shaping words that didn’t get spoken. Still
breathing. Still alive. The knife had missed her heart because she
fought back like the she-devil she was.
He straightened up. “I’m going to kill the man who
did this.”
Doyle said, “I know.”
PAX wasn’t fast enough, following Adrian out the
door.
“Stay,” Doyle said.
“I have to—”
“It’ll wait five minutes.” Doyle crooked two
fingers. “Get on the bed and lift her up. We’ll put some of this
broth into her.” He took the bowl.
“I’ll send Felicity up.”
“Justine doesn’t know Felicity. She knows you. Even
half out of your head, your body knows when it’s strangers touching
you.”
“She doesn’t know me well enough to want me
handling her, naked.” But he went around and lifted her carefully,
trying not to joggle the arm with the bandage. He kept the sheet
between them so he wasn’t touching her skin. “She’s
Hawker’s.”
“She won’t mind. Hell, she won’t know unless you go
bragging about it. And we won’t enlighten Hawker.” Doyle took broth
in the spoon. His voice hardened as he spoke to Justine. “Drink
this.”
She swallowed. She didn’t open her eyes, but she
swallowed.
“You’re a man of many skills.” Pax shifted
uncomfortably, holding a woman who belonged to Hawker with
discretion and disinterest.
“Four kids, and Maggie taking in every stray in
England.” Simple pride filled Doyle’s voice when he talked about
his wife.
Another mouthful. Justine came a little awake and
drank thirstily when the bowl was set to her lips. Then she lay her
head back against Pax, falling into sleep. After a minute, Pax
shifted away and gingerly settled her down to the bed.
“That’s good then.” Doyle picked up a
straight-backed chair, one-handed, and brought it over to the
bedside. He sat and propped his boots on the frame of the bed.
“I’ll take it from here. Tell Felicity to send in some tea.”
“Should I put that knife away? Hawk’s knife.”
“Might as well leave it be. I think he has plans
for it.”
“You see what it means, don’t you? Using one of his
knives?”
Doyle nodded. “I see, all right.”
“I don’t think Hawk does. Not yet. He’s
distracted.” Pax let his eyes touch Justine.
“It’ll come to him when he’s thinking
clearly.”
“Men all over Europe know Adrian Hawkhurst’s
knives. The Black Hawk’s knives. Somebody wants to make it look
like he killed her.”
“That’s the general idea. Yes.”