
Chapter 31
Indian legend: Crater Lake was formed in a
battle between Llao of Below World and Skell of Above World. It is
inhabited by dangerous beings and access is forbidden to all by
Native Shamans. Americans of European stock discovered it by
accident in 1853.
My head jerked upright as if I awoke
from a standing doze. I opened my eyes to find little changed in my
bedroom. The candlelight near blinded me.
My eyesight adapted gradually, leaving afterimages
of forest and candle flame superimposed upon each other.
The only evidence that time had passed was the
shortness of the burning wicks and the fading of the heady incense.
Twilight filled the room. The sun had set on this strange Halloween
day. Trick-or-Treaters would begin their rounds soon. They rarely
came here. We had no children in my building.
Except my daughters and Sophia.
My daughters. Truly my daughters now. I knew their
pain and fatigue and desire to cleanse their bodies as well as
their minds.
My tummy growled in sympathy with their
hunger.
Phonetia and E.T. had regained their normal pink,
human skin and their hair looked normal. Lank and in need of a
shampoo, but normal.
“Tess? Are you okay?” Allie caught me as I
swayed.
I nodded, unable to push words around a throat that
felt full of dirt. I grabbed at the pearls. They’d taken on the
warmth of my skin, remained clean and pure. A lifeline and an
anchor to reality.
“Your eyes look funny,” Allie persisted.
“Let me see!” Lucia demanded. She grabbed me by the
shoulders and swung me to face her.
“Madre de Dio!”
“What?” Phonetia asked. She wrapped a blanket
around her body as she left the bed to stand beside me. “Oh, my,”
she gasped, holding one hand in front of her mouth.
“Scrap, why are they so upset?” I figured he’d tell
me the truth. He had to. I always knew when he lied. I just didn’t
know when he lied by omission.
Um, there’s something about your ancestry I
neglected to tell you.
“Like?”
Sorry, dahling, I need some mold to recover from
saving your ass. And I’ve depleted the basement supply. See you in
a bit. Unless you can follow me with your glowing red demon
eyes. He popped out.
“What?” I screeched.
“I am so sorry, Tess. So very sorry. I had no idea
you would be this sensitive. That All Hallows Eve would thin
barriers between the worlds within you as well as between
dimensions,” Lucia sobbed. “That the pearls would amplify every
aspect of the magic, including your ancestry.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I had no idea. I am so sorry.”
“Calm down and spit it out, lady,” Allie
commanded.
“First break the circle and let the girls clean up.
I need some air.” I sagged against Allie’s strong body.
“Exit!” Lucia commanded. She cut through the
invisible boundary of the magical circle with her ornate penknife.
A true athame—ritual knife—if I ever saw one. She practiced magic
often enough to have one at hand.
I wondered if I should be frightened. Something
about the bowing of her shoulders and the less than crisp clothing
eased my disquiet. She wouldn’t hurt me.
For some reason she had extended her network of
protection to include me.
We sorted out who got the shower first and what the
girls should wear.
Their hunger gnawed at me. Even as I silently
wondered what I could find in the kitchen to feed us, E.T. spoke
quietly with meek solicitation. “Can we get pizza?”
I laughed and sent Allie to order in, making sure I
got one without cheese. No sense in upsetting my fragile internal
balance with anything resembling dairy.
Sophia awoke and fussily took a bottle from her
mother while we settled in the living room with big mugs of hot
tea, awaiting food.
I chose to stand on the balcony with the door open,
letting the cold air and blustery rain bathe my mind and spirit. I
could hear and be heard in the conversation but I had separated
myself, indulging in my own spiritual cleansing ritual.
A waning moon rose in the east. Its path was wrong
to leave a trail of silver on the river.
“Spill it, Lady Lucia,” I ordered, my face to the
river. I watched the swift currents intensely, letting part of my
inner self merge with the ever constant/ever changing flow. The
constant renewal. The cleansing of the Earth.
Lucia sniffed and sobbed as she caressed her
daughter’s curls, damp from sleep. “When I was a child, I had a
great aunt who was considered a witch. We locked her away in a
tower of the family chateau.”
“Donovan said something about that.”
“The Damiri genes are so dilute in the family that
they have become recessive. Only one person in every third or
fourth generation exhibited the need to feed on blood,
shape-change, and wield magic. And that was two hundred years ago.
Nearly ten generations have passed since then.”
“Except you, you got the long life gene and then
discovered you like the taste of blood. Do you change into a bat on
the night of the waxing quarter moon?” I replied with enough
sarcasm to cut through her hesitance.
She dissolved into a frightening bout of
tears.
“Get a hold of yourself,” I commanded. “The Lady
Lucia I know wheels and deals massive real estate transactions,
collects protection money, threatens petty criminals who don’t live
up to her standards of deceit, entertains in high Goth vampire
style, and never, ever, losses her cool, not even in Las Vegas in
high summer.”
Lucia straightened and turned her wrathful gaze
upon me. “No, I do not shape-change. Unlike those with more recent
demon ancestors, I have never felt the urge. I don’t even know if I
can.” She dabbed her eyes on a black silk hankie. In silence she
shook out the elegant square—it had a black lace cutout in one
corner, probably Chantilly—refolded it carefully and returned it to
the breast pocket of her blood-red suit. The long, tight skirt was
slit up the left side to mid-thigh.
“So what does this have to do with me? Why did
Scrap say my eyes glowed demon red?”
“Well, they did. But they’ve faded now.” Allie
tried to reassure me.
“What you do not know, cara mia, is that the
blacksmith I seduced to gain the magic ring you sent back to Faery
was named Noncoiré.”
“I know that. He got it from a distant ancestor who
was an alchemist, named Noncoiré, unbeliever, because his science
experiments made him question the existence of God.” I
shrugged.
“What I did not tell you or anyone, was that our
tryst left me pregnant. The son I bore and pawned off as the child
of Count Continelli, was your ancestor, Teresa Louise Noncoiré. You
carry an even more dilute demon gene than I do. But you are still
sensitive to demon magic. My spell, performed on this day of days,
has awakened the Damiri within you.”

I have failed my Tess once more. I have lied to
her by not telling her everything I know. I do not regret this
latest indiscretion. She did not need to know of her relationship
to Lady Lucia. She needed to know only that the lady favored
her.
Would telling my babe the truth have changed her
decisions, tilted her choices, made her less self-destructive as
she worked through her grief and loneliness? I cannot know.
Would the knowledge of her demon ancestors have
kept her from seeking protection for Dad and Bill from the Powers
That Be?
I don’t know. Fortunately, the seven beings that
sit in judgment over creatures across the Universe were more
interested in removing a Warrior of the Celestial Blade from
proximity to the sacred neutral land of the house on Cape Cod, than
on examining her father for traces of demon leanings.
The windows in the chat room that allow me to trace
the history of an artifact do not allow me to see the future. Only
the Powers That Be can do that. And I’m not certain they can
manipulate time threads. They are, after all, merely seven beings
chosen from among the sentient and benign races. I do not believe
their powers change when they don the cloak of the supreme
arbitrators of Universal Justice.
I do not believe they take higher precedence than
the deity, whichever name you give to Him/Her.
The sin of cowardice is something I must deal with.
I could not bear to disappoint my dahling Tess again. I’m sure it
will not be the last time, given who and what I am.
Her pain is my pain. When she hurts because of my
misdeeds, my own aches and regrets multiply.
So I wait from the safety of the roof. I listen
while Lucy tells Tess the truth.
I cringe as Tess vents her anger against one and
all. I wait for her to throw a piece of pizza against the
wall.
I watch neighborhood children decked out as fairy
princesses and spacemen and skeletons run from door to door
gleaning a year’s worth of sweet treats. They giggle and shout
“Boo.” They glory in this night when all too many monsters can
creep through the dimensions seeking prey.
But none of the children or the monsters come near
our building. I can see an invisible bubble of energy protecting
the cement and steel and wood.
My fellow imps have woven this net for Tess. They
do not tell me why. I can only hope it comes from respect. She is a
true and honorable Warrior of the Celestial Blade, no matter her
ancestry. Any one of them would be proud to partner her.
I wait until Lucy has taken her baby back to the
hotel.
I watch Tess and Allie help Phonetia and E.T.
prepare for bed and watch the news. Their education into modern
life outside the forest must begin sometime.
Finally, when all is quiet, I creep back to Tess’
side. I do not wake her. Instead, I sit in silence at the top of
her pillow, watching through the night, ever alert to any danger.
Even if the danger is only the Nörglein trying to invade her
dreams.
My fellow imps assure me he cannot penetrate their
net now. I almost trust them.
I shall not fail my Warrior again with my sin of
cowardice.